It’s precisely 6 O’ Clock Central Time over here in the Florida Panhandle.. and i’ve got a few here while the ‘next 196 photos’ down load to my ‘next blog post’ that WiLL only be 13K words Long thank goodness as that WiLL fit in two Facebook Statuses.. easy for a free online hard drive for additional back up.. as yes.. it can be lots of work to do that.. but.. yeah.. the human mind and body.. a complex machine of highs and lows and color grey scales of hues in shades ‘tween ReaLITy and otherwise of perceiving what we FeeL and SensE iS real… but as always to Feel and Sense at all even pain to the extremest pain for me.. is always worth more than the other place liVing as nothing at all.. beyond all senses and feelings too.. funny when i write tHeRe IS A SonG and rhythm more than words as music and a beat and a way of river Streaming to aLLa Ocean Whole Free.. effortless and smooth the hypnosis of the words flow free.. where ever she goes now.. it just flows and flows wHere the ZonE is as is with zero worries now.. yeah brother.. i know what ya mean.. and this Autism can kinda be rough as those nicknames like Ma for folks who are not actually my mother or brother for those who are not officially the brother i never had just make it so much easier to call most everyone FriEnd as that fits the Bill of all technically.. literally and metaphorically the TrUth and liGht the sAMe.. yeah.. i got this trUth barometer set on hiGh since the earliest days it seems.. alWays checking iF iT is aLL correct or not.. now.. so sure.. when i noW talk about maGiC iT is reAlly internal science and even noW.. mystery schools of esotericism too.. wHere essence is real over form.. and as long as i can FeeL and SensE essence now the scientist of Art stays comfortable now with what iS.. anyway that Pieces of 8 Song haunted me when i played it on the Grand Piano in College the Years of Learning alWays something new.. my bRain young.. alert.. focused like a Super BRain too.. not much for output but a swirling Hurricane sink taKinG iN the moisture of aLL to lEarn.. and when i thInk about folks like me just taKing advantage of what the biggest library ever dreamed of that is all of the Internet now.. i see great things ahead for humankind that have never been dreamed before as there is a synergy of all the human beings working toGeTHeR in sharing and giving ways in terms of close to a Billion or however many actually have reasonable access to it all.. but wHere this baby goes next.. is a totAlly new experiment that has never even been dreamed before in terms of Total Human potential toGeThEr WorKinG as onE noW huge THINK AND BODY BALANCinG Tank of humanity as global whole.. strange that this did all happen close to all those Mayan Calendar events so hyped up in the media for years before that calendar number did come.. but it matters not.. what the form is.. as long as someone takes action and great consequence of positive allone.. anyWay.. my friEnd.. hope your depression gets better as i kNow at the very bottom of the Barrel that even demons.. if they existed in super natural way would not dare to tread.. IS A place that i for one kNow one can come back uP to LiFE for sure.. no matter how deep the ashes.. theRE must be.. i thInk and FeeL noW a way out for most as i what i fELt waS impossible did come trUe iN liGht aWay from Dark mY FriEnd..:)
“Grand Cross of 56”.. now that’s a 674th Verse of the Longest Long Form Poem ever approaching 4 Million words now as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI aka SonG oF mY SoUL thAT NowOnoW WiLL Certainly be memorable to post on my Birthday June 6th.. from 6660 of the origin of when my Pale Green to ever changing Blue eYes first hit the dayliGht of P’Cola Florida.. around 11 AM.. and i was also 6 lbs 6 oz.. give or take an ounce.. man/woman it might be easy for me to convince someone i was the Anti-Christ.. you knoW those Fundamentalist types that take everything in the Bible as a science project rather than a mystical esoteric poetry project that free verse poeTry inherently is.. per my last post all about the HoLy SpiRit oF PoEtry.. and Of course that should be obvious.. as so many poets.. have suggested they were prophets of God.. and of recent of course that is most always associated with mental illness when one gets high with nature aLL naturAlly FeeLinG S E N S i n G noW one with God sAMe and since they’ve been tOld tHeRe is only one son of God like this throughout all eternity.. they think and say they are THE JESUS.. noW iNstead of just another dude or dudette who has E-scaped the lies of culture and Got all high and Naked all naturAlly with God.. and of course therE are those drugs that assist folks in this FeeLinG and SenSorY way that there is more to life than meets the unaided human eYe and rest of FeelinGs and SeNses too.. anyway.. there are actually some Internet Religious conspiracy folks who think that Lucifer is the Devil and this kinda Anti-Christ is expected by Free Masons and Buddhists.. and Egyptians Mythology Believers and Greek Mythology.. Roman Mythology and such as THAT that Apollo/Osiris as one human bEinG noW WiLL come back noW iN hUman form and announce it just as coincidence of course on my 56th birthday.. and while my wife does look almost just like the Art of the physical form portrayed for Nut.. Mut.. and Isis in one package of Katrina.. Osiris is green and the tint of my skin in my nude art is more like bronzE noW or gOld than a green alien as such.. so that excludes me from that butt.. Now tHeRe is Apollo.. general athletic prowess and poetry.. so maybe WiLL go wiTh Apollo noW2 and i did wear a shirt With Led Zeppelin through the 3rd of June in the 3 am hours of dance then with obviously the fallen Angel Lucifer going up or down on that fiery shirt of Indigo Blues too.. and Britney Spears.. oops i did it iN orange red Mars style shorts too.. to go along with that.. and if you haven’t already figured out the obvious.. one of the almost Infinite memes of my lonGest noW long form poem in the entire history of humankind as scribed down in any kind of print online or off.. yes again.. approaching the 4 million Mark after 33 months at the end of May along with close to 5400 DANCE miles in the same 33 months of length and 66 months of 11 million total words written in the Internet record that is the equivalent of frigging 13.6 bibles and of course this current long poem form iS noW four times as large as the entire bible and forty times longer than the entire Kuran.. and yes a’Round two times longer than original Longest Long Form poem titled Mahābhārata from the early..
Indian days in sanskrit way.. only difference is it wasn’t from one source nor was the bible of course and the Kuran is attributed to one person.. Muhammad.. but truly not very impressive to me as i spit out the equivalent of a Kuran once a month and Jesus noW F iN Muhammad there is only 2000 Now literal words total of human words as Kuran metaphor iN vocabulary which definitely limits Now what iS said no matter what.. which honestly mostly Is just the the phrase ya better believe or else as such.. in something else instead of NOW thE God thaT iS in ya all free.. per the original gnostic words of the dude Jesus who told folks you’ll find God once ya strip and stand naked unashamed I N S I D E YA H U M A N BEiNG tReading on ya cultural clothes.. so a number of philosophers and Christian related folks have named Muhammad the Anti-Christ through the years and with his stance on the continuing importance of keeping human slavery going which is antithetical to setting aLL God’s folks free and of course in ways of buying wives with dowries and such as that.. and the continuing misery and suffering in around a a fifth or so of the world population in terms of women.. homosexual Rock fests noW and such as that.. sure a case can be made in literal way easily that THAT Anti-Christ has already come in he and so many other forms that enslave and harm other human beings.. without NOW saYinG NO NO NO.. GOD DON’T NoW SLAVE GOD IN GOD.. NEVER NEVER NEVER.. GOD iS FREE ALWAYS EVOLVING AND SO ARE YOU YOU YOU.. YA BIG DUMMY SO WAKE UP AND BE FREE AND FREE EVERYONE ELSE NOW NOW NOW.. WITH NO EXCLUSIONS YA HEAR HERE NOW.. well no.. that didn’t happen aT all mostly so no no no.. Muhammad wrote some fine poetry but he ain’t all about Free God and Freeing humanS now NOW for their True Will under God of Freedom with Love the sAMe.. so he doesn’t rate very high in my Book of God at all.. and yeah.. the 6 to 9 year old marrying stuff.. just turns my FucKinG stomach just enough to know he ain’t no dam Angel man for sure.. just another Trump in Wolves clothes as far as i can see playing with 9 year old dolls.. but i call ’em as i read about ’em.. i mean… it’S in black and white text all online so it’s kinda hard to miss.. UNless one ignores the hell that can come with fine poetry too.. and yes.. he was a great poet and warrior no doubt and that is what most everyone was doing tHeRe then and now.. fighting to keep limited resources and territory to FucKinG survive.. so sure.. i’m sure the God of Nature can understand his pLight as of course the snake of survival exists so we can exist NOW iN the toughest times/NOW too.. so no.. THEN unlike Dante.. i aint’ gonna sentence Muhammad to hell.. just another misguided human doing what they can to love and lust and get the JOB of liVing done.. and sometimes it all gets FucKeD uP no matter how hard ya try to be a good dEvil and fAirly good anGel too noW iN thiS liFe for real.. isreal israel or whatever metaphor oF NoW Freeing God of Nature folks and the rest of creatioN ONE back to Nature one and wHole the same as free now.. okay.. OH God where was i AM heRe of course.. and getting back to the topic of 56 and that Grand Cross thingy.. just another memorable placebo like positive attraction thing.. making lemons into lemonade where i as just NoW another one of many millions of saviors of the world with name or metaphor or not to housE noW the essence of thE trUth In liGht iN Super Epic long poem form iN scoreS of thouSands of particles of micro-expression poetry to go along now with 674 macro verse waves for the whole Ocean of all that is ‘SonG oF My SoUL’ noW and trUly this is the only way Apollo/Lucifer/Osiris/ the Jesus/or that world teacher can come back.. as iT is FucKinG impossible to accomplish this unless you give it every second of your effort for at least 33 to 42 to 66 months or so from wake to sleep.. every God dam day like Superman can only do now.. oh yeah.. the Nietzsche overman Superman Metaphor is due its place in this rEcord of human history tooL.. but reAlly the reason.. yes.. literally out of all this poetic.. philosophical.. esoteric.. mystical.. occult.. religious Fred talk stuff.. with a little science sprinkled in to keep some order too.. YES.. 56 is a biggest lifelong milestone to mE.. aS IS A when yA are a Government/God worker THAT iS when the Golden HandcuffS noW of a promise for a lifelong penSioN and liFe long health insurance benefits finally PANS out FROM the Government/GOD White collar prison now/then in cubicles behind computers too.. all LOCKED IN AS SUCH IN LIVNG DAYLIGHT HELL..uMM.. WELL.. mine came extra early aT age 47 in disability way of a life threatening synergy of 19 medical disorders of which the worst one..then.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. the hell in my right eye and ear.. no less than truly what hapPENed to JOB and OSIRIS in mythology REAL FOR FUCKING ME AND HELL NO.. NOT JUST A FEW HOURS OF TORTURE ON A CROSS.. MY PAIN ASSESSED IN MEDICAL LITERATURE AS WORSE THAN CRUCIFIXION from WAKE TO SLEEP FOR 66 FULL FucKinG MONTHS.. yep.. tHeRe is that 66 number popping up again.. and yes almost no sleep for 40 days during the lent season back in 2008 in the deepest darkest hell where one second was a thousand real days tHere in piece of paper nothingness of nothing in FeeLinG and SenSinG way.. too.. and THAT Trigeminal never ending now pain extended all the way through Star of David day.. July 22nd 2013.. so sure i could make QUIET a case that i am either and or Osiris/Lucifer/Jesus/Apollo returned again in human flesh per the record as it STANDS FOR REAL.. but HEhe..noW here’s the kicker.. neither i or you will ever know for sure.. HaHA! as thaT is the mystery and the best pArt of life secrets that are half tOld and kept secret hehex2.. and trUly just iMaGiNe tHeRe is no way that either Jesus or Apollo can come back now.. as both sides noW have made him one man who does Now different things.. but seriously one side says the man is coming back to LIFT oFF the veil of ignorance iN human/God Apocalypse term way the way iT iS originally Greek DeFinED.. allone.. while the other side says.. yes.. almost half of the world noW in Christian and Islam ways say.. the Jesus dude is coming back to kill a bunch of people in warrior God way.. for only one side as dictated by two sides now.. hmm.. that’S bullshit and Apollo was never one for bullshit so Apollo wins the battle still in epic Victory over Vengeance way.. then.. even though Apollo iS knoWn for soMe destruction too.. so no.. i ain’t thaT kinda guy as the girls of my life will tale ya.. that guy’s a lady’s man and no fucking Son of man.. sUn of woman is he.. and oh God he makes us SMiLe so high in the DancE and PoEtrY oF liFe with HiM.. so yes.. i AM Pan bottom line..
PAN AND NOW GOD FREED ONE.. YOU’LL CATCH ME NAKED IN THE FOREST DANCING WITH SUN AND SAND.. AND heRe online WiTH SWEET INNOCENT Nymphs DANCE HALL ONE AND SAME.. WE WiLL CONTINUE SMILING AND LAUGHING IN THE FOREST/DANCE AND SONG OF LIFE SamE iNFOREVERNEVERLAND ‘YOU’ WILL NEVER FucKinG FiND uS AS YOU noW DON’T kNOW HOW TO FucKinG BE FREE AS ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS MISERY… SUFFERING.. KILLING.. AND THE DOLLAR BILL AS YOuR BOTTOM LINE.. AH.. THE DANCE AND SONG OF NAKED PAN.. HARD AND SOFT.. BUT DAM SURE FREE WITH WILL AND LOVE.. WE SKIPPED ALL THE BULLSHiT AND SaID THiS IS A WAY wE LIKE iT AND iT IS FUCKING douBLe A O K GRaND noW A CrOSS.. i AM 56.. 5 pluS 6 equAls 11 sO sUre thaT Will do foR NoW aS HoruS Moon Child2 Too noW So WeLL aLLa WitH Love uNdeR Will FReED iN FEarless WAy2!.. and PS while whether or not this is the greAtest story ever tOld WiLL depend on if any one ever can read the wHole dam thing but me hehe.. never the less the FACT iS ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’.. AKA ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. noW all 674 macro wave verses.. Now is the most super Epic story ever taLed and that my friEnds IS A SCIENTIFIC FaCT2.. to do something no one has ever done before is super cool in human and God way on Earth NO MATTER WHAT THE HATERS AND NAYSAYERS OF LIFE SAY i JuST DO iT iN Victory Over Vengeance like Nike say in feAt of hUman EPiC Way and sure i challenge YOU now to do more sAMe as the Real HeiR apPaRent Jesus did then too.. have a nice day.. iT’s warm..so cozy iN heaVeN Oh!EDENEXCITING2..:)
To quote Hank here again.. Hank says..
“Hank sees lots of nature pics. Such greenery should be soothing! Great Katie!”
And i now say back to Hank in thanks..
Hi Hank.. thanks so much for dropping by and so glad you enjoyed the soothing Nature of Nature captured in the photos here.. and surely A picture is worth aLL the words ever tOld as tale my friEnd.. and when all the hUman words end noW Nature WiLL go on iN A sAMe HeaVenLy BLiss and Struggle.. both deaTh and liFe.. DArk and liGht and aLL A ‘tween my FriEnd STar DuSt continUinG noW iN A cycle of allthatis Now SO FREE AND WILD ALL THATIS FREENOW..:)
Well.. my friend.. tomorrow is the 19th anniversary of our child’s birth.. and it’s also a dVerse prompt for Eulogies.. so i’m saving all of that tomorrow plus this to kill three birds with one stone.. hehe.. or Bring ’em back alive in words.. same difference.. when poEtry SinGs a SonG iN spiRit oF hUman EmoTion.. and if not for loss of effective hearing and sight for ‘those 66 months’… there would have never been any presSinG Need to make language organic as then there was no human me other than text of lists and facts and no.. tHeRe are rarely any smiles in that noW And even rarer any laughs.. It’S Now great to Survive and Love And Fearlessnow iS simply icing aLL over the bottom of the caKe for noW.. anyway.. two long long days and i’ve been missing some sleep too.. coming back now..:)
A round-up here with three years of Facebook Memories as my private digital online Free Secretary/ Assistant comes through without algorithm Fail.. oh.. technology and art you do work so WeLL to allow the Creative Artist more freedom from the teDums of mechanical cognition to get the Art Job DonE in the creative floW iN ZonE of the first Kerouac’s who taped paper together in the typewriter to go go go iN Flow without interruption or the phenoms of Dance like Rihanna who without a dance lesSon bLowS the lessonED one step this way that way then dancers aWay noW iN a NeW creative Breeze of free floWinG seNsual movement.. iS to be me like as Now no one else is as We go noW To Be WiTh God aLLthaTiS aS Free FloWinG iN ZonE Co-CreaTinG wayS aS Bliss of One noW Force WitH God iS noW an unprecedented perfect practice of hUman that thiS new science mixed wITh Art age bRings wHeRe the dream time of the Aborigine Natives oF all countries comes to the now time of hUmans free WiTh technology to fLow without the mechanical cognition Barriers of the past.. so the way is prepared by all the nerds.. geeks.. scientists.. Engineers.. etc.. oF LiFe and noW the ArTists of the cave wall Paintings can Art free AGaiN without restraint of one step two step of the way it was done before.. oh the Flow.. oh the God of wE when set free in the Golden Age of Human who seeks and finds a Way in Practice to move to higher Jonathan LiVinGsTon heights iN Solo FLiGht farther than any navigation system that a blue Angel of older planes can fly to sacrifice that life too.. for others too across a Lifespan of art that can be given.. shared and recorded for ages to come in Server ways.. the 6 and 9 of the Golden Spiral oF God’s Universe set free in the me oF uS when wE are totally satisfied to be who we are and just fly hiGher and HiGher in Golden Spiral way beyond moon liGht And Sunlit rays.. iMagiNation and Creativity oF hUman alWays a new Country and multiVerse of hUman miNd And Body BalanCinG SoUl set free iN expreSsinG iN MoVinG.. C O N N E C T I N G.. yes.. creating aLL potential nuancED EmoTioNal Heart and seNsory way as spiRit SoUl and heARt iN A Trinity of one Of BeinG WitH God oF NatUre FREeNoW.. Oh.. so WiLd and Free as Fearless LoVinG BeinG,, so now MoVinG here to the three older now shares in Facebook ways too.. FREE..
Beginnings of a practice in making all writing special.. in other words sacred and holy in mindful awareness of poetic paths in journey one alive..:)
And per the PoEtry and SonG And DancE hear.. the Sycamore continues to grow per colors of the Wind as no one has been able to cut i down to tHeir size yet.. larger or smaller.. i for one.. wouldn’t wanna be anyone but me.. aLLthaTis noW wiTh God GroWinG Free WeLL as wE pleasE noW..:)
WeLL.. MoVinG oN to the dVerse Eulogy prompt and of course timeless as June Memories do bRing to me.. from the birth of our first and only Son who would live 51 days on June 4th 1997.. to the Memorial Service for my Father in the June Timeframe of 2014 and his death at the end of that May.. and with my first effort of Eulogizing the lost Loves of my Life in 2013.. along with a Cat named Sunny Boy in Oreo the Meaning of Life.. sure three meaningful Eulogies to share in older link ways noW iN free as the trusty Google search assistant Will pull them up easy with key word search.. no.. no drawers of letters or card catalogs to go through noW wHere creativity can flow free in alpha to theta wave mind Flow wHere yes.. as silent Lucidity wiLL say in real the dream WiLL come alive in Fruition way wHere creativity is both free and protected in online way.. Where ‘Emily’s letters’ are no longer lost in drawers for someone to find alone then.. and wHere words of prophets of the past are neither mis-spoken are edited to selfish materialistic and reproductive controlling ways of psychopathic leaning empathy-less hUman BeinGs who would otherwise makes slaves of other human beings for power and status over Fearless Love of MoVinG.. ConnEcTing.. shaRinG CreaTinG GiVinG ways to aLLotHeRsONe..:)
Sure.. why share three.. when sharing 11.. is just a copy and paste away.. for GiVinG Love and all associated with Love through grief.. through shock.. and non acceptance of loss.. through anger.. through honoring whatever the liGht of Loss may be and reconciling the dArk of the liGhts of Loves as well.. and finally acceptance and moving on in connecting and creating more as even the bio-chemistry of Human now shows in science that the bonding neuro-hormone Oxytocin and Serotonin Trust Neurochemical falls off after loss.. and successful Eulogies in however that may come are assisted by higher levels of the Neurochemical Dopamine to motivate us in pleasure way to make the change in creativity of Anew and Sunny day to come soon now.. wHere the Oxytocin warm and fuzzY and trust of Serotonin are one and same with all other associated neuro-chemical and hormone ways Alive so BaLanCinG and free aGain in new ways of Animal homeostasis Free… The term life’s a bitch is one of Modern society in a constant state of money and other material attachment ways.. Life’s a Beach.. iT reAlly is when one attaches value and meaning to motivate Moving.. Connecting.. Creating.. sharing.. giving ways as a social animal named human will most certainly do in the dream time real iN Love oF aLL the liGht and dARk.. shades and hues of colors through black and white to more of A LiFe RainBow that no one can take away as colors we then become.. the dream and reality oF our liFeREAL NOW.. and hell no.. no book alone has the answers.. whether Kuran.. Bible.. the gita.. or whatever book of laws and dreams come from before and after now aS weLL.. including our own perSonAl Books of LiFe in all the symbols that comes.. across the Life of We now to evolve and grow Greater as any Sycamore tree WiLL when left alone by scissor hands of human beings that WiLL not let Nature take the course of wE as oNE Force FreE noW.. so sure.. i thInk noW i’ve done enough eulogizing here and to be able to process grief through poEtry IS certainly A gift that brOught me back to liFE from a dead HeARt.. SpiRit ..and SoUl.. of words without meaning as a cover of Human without BeinG in the dead zone of i for 66 months THEN.. BEyond all these words and 11 plus million i have written before.. the 5400 miles plus of dance in 33 months is the medicine that has made me more than ever a Lover of LiGht and LiFe and aLL oF Creation sAmE as the eYes of God free iN i oF mE and We as uS toGeTheR Free.. and sure.. this deserves a Facebook status by itself until i share my soUl with the soUls of other Eulogies on the dVerse way.. as i say good bye to year 55 of my own.. on June 6th and embark on Anew 56 to gRow Fields of DreAms Even moRE NoW iN God’s eYes wE forevermorenowOcean aLiVe…:)
Now to dVerse on the Eulogy trail.. not everyone’s cup of tea of course.. as this prompt only generated 22 responses in ways of links as iT iS oF course understandable as not everyone wants to go back ‘tHeRe’.. i fiNd iT Healthy to occasionally honor the dArker pArts of LiFE in artful way at least.. and move on to bRiGhter stuff as it seems that way in BleSsinGS after travel to the dArker side of LiGht to me..:)
12:56 pm.. 6042016..
SMiLes.. the BleSsinGs oF FeeLinG as wE have kNoWn someone now and forever now.. wHere past and futUre biRth anD deaTh mElts aWay iN LiFeNOw forever hELd aS eYes of Love thAT WiLL to never forget.. to sense.. to FeeL.. whaT liVing aLL TogeTher.. iS foR NoW iN WeLL oF liFE..:)
Quick note.. the main reason i dropped all the punctuation of Queen Victoria English along with all the Clothes that come before Victoria’s secrets were unleashed and released.. is we are not weLLborn to stop and button up.. as above.. so below.. inside.. outside.. and all around liFe.. fLows iN ZonE without the dam traffic liGhts and sidewalks of modern cultures that exist in law way.. to control insanely large groups of hUman BeinGs against anarchy and chaos as hUman BeinGs as is.. are sTill only evolved to comfortably move.. connect.. and create.. with 150 to 200 sets of SinGinG DanCinG Naked eYes so Free.. Anyway.. i have a private backyard.. and laws that provide an avenue to free clothed dance in public as well.. as pARt of my only trUe religion iN DancE and SonG.. as WeLL as the healing properties.. oF FreeST Naked Verse of DancE and SonG that are wE Fearless as Love Naked FReED.. Not everyone is brave enough to be more fully free like this for more than obvious society and religion generated fears that yes do have an origin in both reason and art of BeinG HuMaN for the BaLanCinG Act to survive in monstrous large populations wHere eYes look down.. sAdly instead of instinctual Connection of frienDLY eYes so BriGht in hUman Star connection no less than neurons in balance of left and right hemisphere bRain Function for relatively simple animal bliss and nirvana.. when things are not too complex as created in illusory way by culTure noW Oh.. it’s kinda insane.. but trUly to escape the illusions of religion and cultural way is FREeED for me… BOTTOM LINE AS THIS side note now ends FReED..:)
True.. the mind IS A terrible thing to lose in Dementia anD trUe as WeLL @lEast.. the FeeLinG and SenSinG paRt Being with smart lacks any art at all and just becomes sHeLL of a former word SMT.. Art the core of Both SmArt and heARt oF course.. The death of soUl iN liFE iS as possible of course2.. as the death oF miNd in FeeLinG SoUL..:)
Awoke at 3 am by a Tropical liGhteNinG storm and StaYinG awake for the most pARt after that.. yes.. i’LL take a nap and be back later as aLways promised oF Course to be trUe in new phrases like the Arnold miGht sTiLL say noW.. 1:26 p.m.:)
Back after a quick nap WitH Yellow Boy.. photos coming on June 6th of Yellow Boy’s Nap2.. and that reminds me of My First and only other Yellow Cat Besides the neighborhood Visitor Tennessee who lounges around in our yard for free.. as most paid human animals are too shamed to do.. free.. but anyway.. i StiLL remember that first highlight of my liFe in Eulogy of Toby.. one of my only friends around the era of early school then at my Grandmother’s home on the river as that yellow cat used to stretch out with me and nap.. and it made me feel so warm and fuzzy too.. and when i saw his eyes that did not blink on the back porch on the river.. it made me beyond sad and that was the last Yellow Cat i had until Yellow Boy showed up out of the woods and helped save my soul.. as that is what human nurturing in accordance with the rest of the animal kingdom and Nature can do when freed away from general hate and discontent and fear and all of that culture and religious bullshit that is foreign to the eYes of God FReED in uS as Mother Nature trUe arms of Fearless and Unconditional Love to survive in the CALL of God WiLd alWayS noW in FReeLIfe2.. first before the Apple of the Fall of human away from God into words as chains in little black books of only 800K to 80K to even 140 characters of twitter acronyms now like LOL.. well this is a Eulogy to the BIG LOL YOU KNOW THE REAL GOD THAT HAS NO BEGINNING NO END NO NAME BUT i AM.. you FucKers Killed God with culture and Religion but you only killed God in your life.. God lives on eYes oF Y i and Yellow Boy’s friEnds from Birds to Bees to Flowers and warm fuzzy naps in God’s arms aLL FREE FOR ALL NOW.. AND SpeaKinG of free for alls next stop… the Grand Buffet for me and another Birthday older Girl.. and there was A Birthday older boy.. and an opportunity to go to the Texas Road House Steak House.. but as ‘they’ say all you can eat wins out. and the Birthday Girl asked first so that is wHere i AM headed next.. and hmm.. maybe a few minutes here for some more dVerse Trails.. until the wife says get your butt in the shower Fred.. the Chinese Food is waiting with or without a Full Moon Now and with that said.. a little perfect hair.. and Kate.. and hanging around the Kitchen for the next meal.. sweet or sour.. i Love this SonG as it celebrates the Wild and Crazy just for fun.. with no serious intent of harm to anyone at all in sarcastic Warron Devon Flow and i suppose at nows when i’m working out and sound like a gorilla/wolf/ Killer/whale/with sounds like that deep in guttural growl.. i miGht SinG and Work-out like i’d rip someone’s Lungs out or perhaps my expanding tailored work-out shirts.. but nah.. it’s just the call of the wild released in Eulogy until i Bring it back for a visit in the next Were Wolf haiRed SonG of greatest Shark inside for survival.. beyond the mammal way oF Orca Breasted Love.. and speaking of werewolves and such as that just another before and after photo reminder of just after i was birthed out of death in life around the end of July.. 2013.. with still the form of a man iN heLL.. Of facial expressions as such of course with shark teeth in right eYe at close look all lit up as such.. and the after look of calmed over face in bliss of heaven now 2016.. that just goes to show that regeneration of hUman is possible now after going through.. almost any death iN liFe.. trUly we all have super men and women potential if we tap the inner demons and angels same as free iN dArk and liGht for the Survival of Fearless Love FReED.. and no.. i’m not gonna make it back to dVerse for a while as i don’t wanna hEar the call of the wild iN Katrina saying get your ass moving.. i will comply happily in forethought and caring for her own time wishes as i don’t have any clue what the FuCK tiMe is anymore and i don’t miss timE enough to even Eulogy it further than NOW.. yeah.. now’s plenty enough sAid for me NOW..:)
thefeatherdsleep.. a poet i derive inspiration from here in online Long Form Poem blog.. shares on Facebook.. a self portrait.. aka selfies these days.. but never the less a way to express all the nuanced EmoTioNs now of a hUman face and what better way to do iT.. all flesh and blood iN real now as technology allows.. A Face.. truLY says what words cannot say.. particularly the eYes oF Windows into empath soULs that feels so much of the World for so long that it must escape the eYes of one through Art.. and trUly that liFe of Art lives in eYes of old soUls weLL before art comes.. and that reminds me of the tennis court.. so long ago.. girl named Jenny older than i but with a face of an artist like this too.. who gave me an unexpected compliment then.. that i look like an artist when every one else referred to me as the classic nerd/geek.. and four eYes as complement.. artistic.. yes.. funny little synchroncities.. replace the u with an r and autistic becomes artistic.. i thInk it’s safe to say i finally find my R more and less am now no longer U.. and in reference to the face share here.. Face.. Classic Painting.. Lovely.. Friend.. peaceful.. unexpected.. But as ‘they’ Say.. never Judge an Author by Her pages.. WInks.. And Perhaps.. i am They.. noW As He aS weLL..:)
And yes.. i do take selfies on my birthday weekend with Ladies older than my dance Friends at Seville… Judy here.. friends since the 80’s at the Good Old Naval Air Station Whiting Field Bowling Center that i ended up managing.. and friend of Katrina at the Local NewsPaper they worked at during the period of time Katrina worked there for 13 years doing A to Z for Good News then.. too..:)
And yes.. after we leave the Grand Buffet Chinese restaurant iT is most deFinitELy safe to say.. Katrina has her hands full WitH mE in Fredache styLe..;)
And yes.. the Toy Story.. never ending.. never stArTinG.. continues foR NoW.. And perhaps the most hilarious pARt is Katrina’s nickname for me is Princess now.. you kNow.. like that froZen girl.. and when one of those Facebook identity tests attempted to assess which X-man Character i was.. i end up as ‘Storm’.. not exactly a 230 LB heavily muscled man for sure but much more powerful than thAT iN terms of SoUL.. CHI.. hehe.. and even controlling the weather.. and general atmosphere as such.. with the description of smart and centered but unpredictable… cAlm and serene.. one moment and bad ass confrontational.. the next.. yes.. of course.. the werewolf.. Vampire.. Clark Kent and NoW SuperWOman meme of the general Bi-polar characteristics of somewhere between 1 to 11 percent of the population.. depending on the full spectrum of shape shifter throughout all oF A liFe span as such.. and trust me when they say you’ve been to both sides now.. YES.. i have in polar opposite BEAST DEVIL AND PRINCESS ANGEL WAYS.. and sure with just a change of eYes in a split second i can even instill terror in my wife as a joke of course.. as i am the i and the I is only actor oF Y i.. the difference between me and psychopaths in X-Alruist way is i have extremely Strong empathy and i regulate my EmoTioNs and integrate my senses aT wiLL.. so yeah.. baby thAT IS A poTenTiaL storm at any given second but only if necessary.. as some folks find out in the real world too of tennis court and public store style.. like the young hefty farm man in the local grocery store who didn’t realize i was with my wife.. as nah.. we don’t exactly match.. and says.. some folks are strange and i confronted him and gave him the whole Fredache story first hand along with my trustY handy dandy YouTube video showing the somewhat total beast of i GRowLinG.. leG presSinG close to 1000 Lbs in parallel way many RePs.. with my arms stretched up to ballet heaven.. and showing him a few swift martial arts kicks were i come a frAction of an inch from any can on the grocery shelf and for practical intents and purposes.. never miss.. and then i go on to tale him about the 3 Million plus word poem.. one verse of 674/wThis.. thaT iS a third of a milLion words LonG and sure.. i can prove EVERY FucKinG THING I SAY.. and then i go on to say noW and this is the second general NoW.. i have ELABORATED last night ON WHAT i am dOinG.. wiTh some of our more good old boy folks in the area during this public store dance extravaganza in Dick’s Sporting Goods too..
THAT.. THE JESUS says HEAVEN iS NOW.. AND THAT FOLKS WILL COME WHO DO MORE THAN HE THEN AND THEN I SAY.. you know that Jesus fellow.. IF HE CamE BACK NOW.. HE WOULD BE A LOT LIKE ME.. NOW.. and he would probably get the same reaction from modern day Christians that both he and King David got back then for their RATHER different.. STRANGE.. WEIRD WAYS THEN… INCLUDING JOYOUS DANCING IN PUBLIC WITH NEXT TO NOTHING ON.. and i told ’em.. i would do that in public too.. but it’s against the law.. so i dance naked online too.. and i can prove that too baby.. and after that both groups of good old boys.. one of which had girl friend in tow.. eventually picked up their jaw off the floor and went on their merry old southern style way.. anyway.. i’m having Catholic Church this morning for my Birthday weekend SunDaY.. wHeRe Katrina gets to announce that in church for laughs and giggles.. then.. a first Sunday Lunch on a Southern Baptist Pastor farm.. and then finAlly Dinner as invited at the high class Pensacola Restaurant at New World Landing.. with my Rich Uncle who sold appliances at Sears when young and eventually got rich selling Vacuum cleaners.. living noW on one of the most beautiful places on Earth.. the Bay at Shalimar Point on the Emerald Coast in Destin Florida.. a view that is worth more than dollars can possibly imagine more than his several million dollar home can say.. anyway.. photos coming on the 6th.. of course.. to tale more than words can say alone oN course.. and no.. i ain’t no royal.. i love the beach.. i Love liFe.. i got the code of iT aLL figured out on channel 11.. and i am killing every moment of life simply with that same heaven now that the real gnostic dude Jesus says if you don’t find it now.. now in life.. you will never ever find it at all.. totally opposite of what most Christians and Muslims believe.. sadly enough.. like hell on Earth.. where the opposite can be the reality of the real ROYALS WHO FIND THE THRoNE NoW.. for free.. for free for free always NOW.. And truly what thus means too now.. is the real Jesus cannot possibly come back to either Muslims or Christians.. with the same message then that truly still exists in the New Testament but is passed by like a board in the eYes of good that folks cannot see in terms of oh shit.. life’s a bitch now.. and not a beach.. so.. ironically enough.. if Jesus came back and said if you don’t work for heaven NOW for ISREAL ISRAEL ZioN NoW you’ll never ever get it they would ‘likELy’ call the Jesus.. the Anti-Christ.. and ironically enough.. never live with him more or less a thouSand years online in the REAL Kingdom of Heaven now iN E-Land AND ON EARTH.. as simply another self-fulfilling prophecy of the same dArk side of humanity who has lived this sAd way for ages of past.. TO liFT the veil of ignorance and find heaven now.. in fearless LoVenoW is the way of Jesus then2.. the destruction and harm of others.. including rape of little girls.. by marrying them in Dowry purchase from 6 to 9 years old.. 12.. or even FucKinG 23 too.. or so.. is the Evil Devil way and so much more.. from Invading countries that did not start a war and killing 100K or so innocent brown skinned folks.. to taking away entire home lands from indigenous people’s in imperialistic monarchy Christian way.. away from the golden Rule of Jesus and Buddha way of liFe.. GOD FReED.. thE Anti-Christ has already lived here for 2000 Years and they will continue to live in tHeir big temples they call Christian Churches.. Mosques for separation from the other naked children of God.. and all the other places where division away from Unity is the way of life for closed minded conservative leaning clothed thoughts.. AWAY FROM ALL NATURAL GOD.. but anyway.. a perfect storm as such oF Love iS already here in HeaveN NoW.. but only for those who break the code of cultural clothed DaRK lies and find that heaven now in the LiGht oF ISraEL Christ way away from Anti-Christ division iN illusory fears and all stUFF related to hate and harm.. the New age is already here.. YES THE KinGdoM oF GOD for those who free NoW iN God of Nature’s arms in trUe ROYAL WAY.. ThE KinG.. thE ThrONE.. is ONe ARE wE.. And ps.. thAT LordE giRl.. sUre has a dEEp soUl as the wiNdows oF hEr eYes do tale too.. it’S almost like ‘someONE’ sent heR heRE to hELp wE ONE.. yes.. we alReady WON noW aS onEnoW.. sorry iF you missed the Rapture.. it never stArted and never ended.. iT iS alWayS now.. juSt alWayS NoW FReED.. and truly iT iS LiFe and YOU COULD MISS iT alWayS now2.. iN self-built heLL on earth.. wE AiM to help lift the veil of ignorance iN apocalypse way.. ‘YOU’ aim to self destruct but Fearless Love iS greater than fear and hate.. reL ATeD way.. mARk! these words! wITh Fearless Storm LovE WayS NoW..:)
Sure.. as the tale catches on FiRe for NoW@Least..;)
“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you just might miss it.”
~~ Matthew Broderick ~~
~~ in “Ferris Bueller’s Day Off”, screenplay by John Hughes ~~
The real mesSage of Jesus in a nut shell.. amazing he came in a movie some decades ago in Ferris Form and no one had a clue.. well.. almost no one..;)
FriEnd gigoid responds wITh..
The Metaphorse is strong in you, my friend…
And i say then and noW..
wInks.. And thE SonG continues..:)
WeLL.. yes.. celebrating the Grand Cross Planetary alignment and 56 as birthday on June 6th.. wouldn’t be quite as real without at least two crosses of Devotion and Salvation.. Brown and Blue respectively…:)
A Garden of Bandaid.. a Garden of music Bands and so many others too back then that and who helped me regain my EmoTioNs slowly while recovering the ability to feel EmoTioNs and enjoy music once again finally at the apex of recovery on or about July 22nd 2013.. and this June 6th effort in my original KATiE MIA/Aghogday Blog on my Birthday then wide awake into that day of 6th then as i worked on this thing all the way through the night.. until my feet swelled for the first now i remember then from excess of sitting too long in the Flow of Stream of consciousness writing escaping the science.. once step.. two step.. five.. state of left brain mind.. wHere finAlly the right brain way of intuition.. interpretation and social expression is coming aLIve and WiLL soon be a way then to free aLL my heARt.. of EmoTioNs.. spiRit expreSsinG those EmoTioNs.. iN ways of DancE of Feet.. and SonG of PoEtry and eventuAlly in voice of SonG again for the first time in many years at Church numbering 23 years from the now i left playing the piano and SinGinG for the Catholic Church Choir in ’90.. shortly after i married.. and didn’t feel the need to go anymore as i had Love at home and narroWed to one person was enough back then in new Love Romantic ways.. Anyway.. i had been discussing Logical ways of gaining knowledge and sharing it on the Wrong Planet Website in almost every subject imaginable since November 26, 2010.. before the date then of this Garden of Band-Aid post and had moved on to other online Autism Communities to do the same and learn more about the difficulties of psychology in mind and body imbalance that so many folks shared overall in those online communities then.. truly.. a battle field of misery in soUL out of Balance it was in a science way too.. as use or lose can mean the most if gaining/ regaining balance of miNd and boDy soUl comes back or ever comes noW in the first place then.. i already somewhat BEFORE illness had it.. but apparently some of these folks never had it at all and their Emotional.. Moving.. Connecting.. Physical lives were like only living with literally half a soUl in ways of MiNd and body balance as i could relate as the stress of Life made me into half a human too and or LESS.. And for the scientist or militant scientist atheists who will suggest that humans have no free WiLL and are just a part of a random soup of deterministic life no less than the precise soup in construct developed by humans to solve a math equation.. they have little to no art of Mind so they are heARts without Art that simply makes them half a he without art of HeARt more fully alive and whole as hUman BeinG.. so what is free will.. free will is of course relative but the real deal that allows me to gain the ability to regulate my emotions and integrate my senses for almost continual bliss.. AND NO.. THESE FOLKS..
HAD.. NO IDEA WHAT THE FucK i WAS TALKING ABOUT AS THEY HAD NO IDEA THAT THIS STATE OF BEING HUMAN WAS EVEN POSSIBLE AT ALL.. ‘CAUSE WHAT THIS MEANS IS A PERSON WITH THIS KIND OF RELATIVE FREE WILL CAN BE HAPPY AS THEY LIKE AND AT PEACE IN ALMOST ANY ‘NORMAL’ HUMAN CIRCUMSTANCE OF DAY TO DAY LIFE.. of course.. unless they are in a prison of what other folks make them do through the prison of the almighty dollar.. and attachment of material goods for value and status of life.. when counting your blessings is how full your garage is of crap you never use and bought at the mall.. or Super-Walmart or some fancy ritzy store too.. in ways of ladies apparel and retail therapy for folks noW who have a space inside that they do not aLL naturally feel/fill like other animals do by the power of practicing and exercising mastery of EmoTioNs.. and Integration of senses.. by the art of movement as EmoTioNs and SeNses Flow through our body.. and are not something stamped on a bill of receipt for goods that some folks lEarn through society to get high on as they come to the cash register to get that brief high from buying the next big thing whatever that may be to keep humans in the prison of someone else’s.. namely society.. as A whole iN cultural expectations and of course this extends out into religion as the seNsuaLITy of liFe in lust and love balance is what makes us the most creative.. balanced and productive overall aS oNe.. take the luSt pArt away by oppressing it and repressing it.. and fill it with material goods like the best clothes in Sunday morning church and you’ve Got Slaves to material Goods and reproductive control that psychopathic leaning folks in the pulpit and the top spots in the political arena and bosses of work life too can control at will like little puppets on the ends of strings.. WELL.. WE HUMAN BEINGS AS SOCIAL ANIMALS NEED THE SOCIAL TOUCH.. AT LEAST.. US FULL HUMAN BEINGS.. AND WITHOUT THAT SOCIAL TOUCH AS OUTCAST WE CAN WITHER AWAY AS IT IS IN OUR INSTINCT to move.. connect and create/cooperate for basic Food.. Water.. and shelter/reproductive needs in life.. so to leave the cultural/religious system at hand.. for thousands of years.. is like individual and even family suicide to be excluded from subsistence resources so that is the simple reason we have women who feel self esteem from getting the female genital mutilation from countries over there to men who buy husbands for their daughters over there as well.. to folks over here who think that Miley Cyrus is a sinner when she expresses the greatest art of human survival that is naked sensuality and core for libido do do anything much of all in life.. unless of course ya see it on TV and all over the place to sell stuff for sex.. wherever ya look in the Mall and such as that.. as IS THE CASE OF COURSE NoW FOR REAL.. as better than nothing than those other countries.. of course.. and Porn is freeing many folks in seNsuaLiTy way.. but sadly.. the first baptist folks.. etc.. will feel much guilt for finAlly beinG a normal human being who feels both love and lust as both are necessary for a whole human being to connect the best in non-violent ways in ‘normal’ God of Nature given ways in way of ‘normal’ social animal cooperation that the super Loving Bonobo does all free and naked with very little aggression and or violence or and the warring ways of human beings who lose their empathy to kill other folks in their species.. weLL this has become one hell of a treatise to celebrate one ‘Garden of Band- Aid’ birthday blog post in three years ago.. of me coming back to life as a full human in July of that year in 2013.. but i share what has saved my heARt.. SpiRit and SoUl in liFE.. ’cause Lord kNows that and the true gift of Heaven iN Now by way OF RELATIVE FREE WILL.. IS A gift that muSt be sOught.. found and practiced aS in all STUFF HUMAN AND OTHER ANIMAL LIFE.. USE IT OR LOSE IT APPLIES.. AND FOR THESE FOLKS WHO THINK THEY ARE GONNA FIND HEAVEN AFTER LIFE.. WITH NO WORK NOW.. IN JUST RECITING A JOHN 3:16 OR WHATEVER THEY ARE TOLD TO DO NOW.. THEY HAVE SWALLOWED THE BiG SNAKE OIL SALESMAN WHOLE AND HAVEN’T EVEN MET THE REAL GNOSTIC JESUS YET.. WHO SAYS HEAVEN IS NOW.. BUT SADLY NEVER REALLY EXPLAINS HOW TO GET ThErE NeiTher then for NOW.. weLL.. the Buddhists leaning Zen folks do a much better job than that but sadly they leave out one of the most important elements necessary for HeaVen noW and that is perhaps God’s greaTest gift to uS oF natUre thaT iS LUST.. LUST FOR LIFE AND i ain’t just talking about the Bill Clinton Def.. of sex.. i am taLKinG aBout the entire hUman beinG from head to toE noW that can feel liFe as lust as the greaTest Lover of co-creator of all that IS A God’s poet in DancE and SonG for metaphor here.. and now also metaphor of the great poet prophet Whitman before.. again.. God is an equal opportunity employer FORCE ONE.. TO CO-CREATE WITH GOD FREE.. IS TO PROCREATE LIFE ALL.. WHETHER THROUGH LITTLE ONES OR NOT.. God SinGs A SonG of Free through and wITh uS.. when we move.. connect.. and create as ART.. AND science and the mind of science is only a scribe of that.. a word.. a number that hold the essence but will never equal the full Love and LuSt of US eXpResSinG heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL.. BaLanCinG as a GREAT GARDEN OF BAND-AID EARTH WHOLE HUMANS WILL DO WHEN HOLDING LUST AND LOVE AND PEACE TOGETHER AROUND THE GLOBE ONE.. WHEN UNITY DEFEATS DIVISION AS FEARLESS LOVE CAN AND WILL DO WHEN FREE AS SONG AND DANCE OF HUMAN AS WIND AS EARTH AS FIRE AS OCEAN WHOLE iN PARTICLES OF WE FROM NEURONS TO SUB-ATOMIC PARTICLES TO PARTICLES OF HUMAN BEINGS HOLDING HANDS IN WAVES AROUND THE WORLD IN A FIELD OF DREAMS REAL.. AND A GARDEN OF HUMAN BAND-AID FOREVER SinGinG DanCing A Free SonG oF Now one whole hUman God SOUL HEALED with Devotion and Salvation REAL..:)
And.. FinAlly a year ago birthday another band-aid memory as well.. aS a nice girl and her friend in the DancE photos of this post sAid i was their spiRit animal.. after seeing my dance and reading my Psalmlet’s Of Nature Poetry then.. perhaps a greATest compliment then.. as it was felt more than just sAid and seriously.. back in the Wrong Planet days.. no matter how much i tried to help someone.. acknowledgement that i even existed in social reciprocal communication or any back and forth conversation was almost non-existent in the lonely hell of human beings who have potentiAlly never lEarned to more fully move.. connect.. and create iN liFE.. wITh very little human relative free WiLL in regulation of hUman EmoTioNs and inteGration of seNses now.. and no.. HELL NO THAT DON’T APPLY TO JUST SO-CALLED AUTISTIC FOLKS THAT APPLIES TO SADLY MOST OF WESTERN CIVILIZATION NOW.. AND INCREASINGLY IN OTHER DEVELOPING COUNTRIES DEVELOPING TO A HUMAN ZOO OF PRISON AND LOSS FROM WHAT WE EVEN ARE AS HUMAN BEING FORGOTTEN IN DESERT OF SOUL… but on a briGht note.. yes.. salvation is possible but it must be sought.. found.. remembered.. and practiced or it will likely never come back or first at all.. sadly.. if Jesus ever explained any of this stuff it never made it to the text.. but of course if it did tHeRe would be smaller potential of putting human beings noW in priSon or at least much less potential as they would find heaven now in all places.. and the collection plates for bigger temples and pastor’s homes.. would be a prize they could no longer gain from holding humanS iN priSons while they robed say do what we say and then maybe after death you’ll get a prize.. seriously.. heaven now is better than a promise of a dirt nap.. and sure at least the Gnostic Jesus fELt the sAMe way and as already mentioned in this post.. the New Testament still says the same in words of Luke that Heaven IS At hand now.. and no wHere but now noW iNside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around unless you have forgotten.. or never sought it.. found it and practiced the Art oF God’s eYes iN and as uS noW..:)
And as promised on Facebook.. ‘heRe’ IS A profile photo status pic of yesternow.. a Blue Cross Shirt of celebration of weekend feast day of Grand Cross 56 Birthday now.. and here’s A thing.. i Am a Free Priest and my white collar is thE sAMe 100% cotton kinda Walmart T-shirt i wear.. yes.. religiously for the last 33 months under all my meaningful themed T-shirts to go with the ritual of blog posts in the longest long form poem Novel ever that is basically per Garden of Band-aid First effort and before of 2013.. a practice of counting my bleSsinGs and literally and metaphorically uploading my sOuL online for years to come as long as servers serve it out all for free.. at least on blogger blogs as there is no charge there like there is on Word Press and if the $299 fee to house gigs and gigs of photos ever goes dry the text will be left in Google Blogs as long as that exists tHeRe and of course on Facebook too.. as i have something to say that stays for years to come.. as so many other folks do who upload at leAst pARts of tHeir soUL online too.. as when we can express organically what we are at core through symbols.. yes.. in that way the word and other visual symbols comes to life and in this way God iN uS liVes relatively sPeaKinG Forever online for free.. to give and share to others as they wish to partake of the body and blood of real other souls online now indeFinitELy as such.. and what a Gift overall from God iT iS for the technology as extension of Nature to come that allows us this kind of Gift that hUmans as whole have never been able to do in the past.. except for rudimentary temples.. and Golden tombs.. and head stones and such as that for memories that are so cold compared to poEtry and DancE iN SonG oF hUman SoUl.. but true.. tHeir are folks who have little empathy of Love for God’s creation whole.. all they care about is tHeir liFe.. and when that goes cold they basically say FucK the rest.. i am gone.. so i just don’t give a FucK then.. WeLL sadly that is a sign of a very sick society gone cOld as reverence for the rest of God as nature was alWays the way of the indigenous human who lived barefoot on the Earth Sands holding the Mountain of hUman and God Love within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. and when you lose that FeeLinG and SeNse of God whole in all stuff allthatis now.. you are dead in God and no longer FeeL and SeNse God and for many militant Atheists and even fundamentalist Christians and Muslims who have never danced Naked with God iN US and As uS Free in SanDs… SuNs.. Grasses.. FoRests.. MounTains.. Valleys gOld of meaDoWed Yellow DandeLioNs Free.. tHere is little to no FeeLinG and SeNSinG God within.. inside. outside.. aBove.. so Below and all around for them.. and us GoD people are just bleeding heart tree huggers to them.. so sad though as no matter what label they give to themselves iF they do not LUST AND LOVE NATURE WHOLE AS GOD AS SAME.. THEY ARE BEYOND LUKE WARM AND JUST FucKinG CoLD iN WAYS OF HEaRT.. SPIrIT.. AND SouL REAL.. the real humans.. the real God humans are indigenous BeinGs who FeeL and SeNse GoD wHole iN and as ALLTHATIS.. and to make all the dARk and liGht Holy and Sacred in Artistic ways of rituals to count one’s BleSSingS IS A waY to become A GreATest Priest of God whole who IS A Priest who Loves and Lusts iT all.. sure A Christ we can aLL be iF wE just LeT iT aLL Go.. and FloW iN ZonE WitH God iN uS.. WiTh uS.. aS uS noW iN Grand Cross of aLL thE liGht.. thE DaRk.. hUeS and colOrs oF BLack.. and WhitE and Grey’s iN sHades oF aLL aS WeLL that maKes wAvEs uS Free God BeinGs Forevernow Ocean whOle iN lEt tHeir bE liGht oF We as SuNs of God FReED as sTArs and GaLaXies and multi-uNi-VerseS we add as co-creators God wHOleNoW..:)
ReaLiTy.. like Human Free WiLL and WeLL BeinG iS Relative.. depending on individual perception.. iN FeeLinG SenSing Experience.. and innate genetic factors as well.. and greatly Influenced by Environmental Factors as human survival iS dependent noW oN years of Evolution to adapt to environmental struggle through change in Neuroplasticity and Epigenetics of MoVinG.. ConnEcTinG and CreaTinG ways of change WHolE.. overALL.. through hundreds of thousands of years.. and yeS.. iN juSt one lifetime as well through potential of dramatic change in that one Life sPan now.. and i for one have experienced and perceived how different liFE can be iN jUst ONe sPan oF LiFE noW knoWinG and documenting how much REAL MAGIC OF CHANGE can come as totally unexpected by the limitations.. expectations.. tOld and SoLD by others noW with limited science minds of past.. including Doctors and text books.. and science abstracts that tale a tell of humans who are greatly functionally disabled as whole societies.. who are no longer challenged by Environmental full struggles of the past.. through starvation.. snow falls without heat and humidity without conditioning in air of human prison zoos.. iN what results IS A reaLiTy of A human BeinG in total potEntial thAT iS lost in spoon-fed culture/religions from BiRTh.. and so-called savages of the past.. who lived ONE with NatUre are incredibly FucKinG smARter iN A most important component of liFE that is the ART of SMarT tHat is LiVinG iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTinG.. CreaTinG Free ways without liMiTinG instrucTioNs and averages from the past and preSent of functionAlly diSabled HUMANS NOW AT THE TEAT OF SOCIETY’S PRIsONS AND LIES OF SIDEWALKS THAT HoLD HUMANS AT BAY FROM OCEAN FREE AS WINDS SPIRALING AROUND THE MOVING.. CONNECTING.. CREATING BEINGS WE CAN BE NATURE ONE FReED from TWiLiGHT ZonE of consumerism of dead things like clothes that hold us back in these culture ways of FeeLinG even the basic wARMth and liFE oF SuN on aLL pArts of what is named private noW instead of Free.. sUre.. RealiTy sUcks for folkS iN priSon as priSon is tHeir reaLiTy dArk and they feel and sense now NOT WHAT THEY COULD DO NOW.. iF FReED.. anYway.. Free iS mE sAMe as GoD.. a reaLITy WiTh nO limiTs or expecTaTioNs imposed oN iS aS aM noW FREE i WILL to bE iN fearless and sacred Love.. mY reaLITy oF Ocean WhOLE..:)
SMiLes.. for me.. at least.. THE FACT.. yes.. the scientifically assessed fACt that not only humans have no need for written rules for integrity.. even our closest cousin Bonobo when free.. WiLD LiVinG iN BaLanCe expreSsinG Love and luST iN balance have no need for GOOD BOOKS OR SCIENCE TEXTS or anything else other than MoVinG ConnEcTinG CreaTinG MonKey Touch for survival TogetHer in animal homeostasis one and that for me is conclusive proof that God of Nature overall at least for Bonobos is overaLL GoodALL for them.. and of course for those of uS who Free ourselves like the Savior Bonobos for tHeir Species FReED.. do so.. naturAlly juSt through the non-verbal communication of eYes thAT FeeL the PleasurE noW and the Pain of other MonKeys sAMe in primate Golden Rule of Survival now.. iF MonKeys can save themselves through the LoVinG LuStfUL tOuch oF liFe so can AT Least a few of us indigenous creatures hUman as such noW Wild and FReED.. wITh the God oF natUre liVinG Free as uS.. God Lives as US.. the REAL God NaTuRE sAMe and never ever iN symbols alone without the essence of NatUre GOD uS free iN sKin oF LoVinG FeaRLess TOuch.. mY FriEnd.. eYes thAT Shine aBove.. so beLow.. inside.. outside uS.. all around iN aLL seEinG eYeS noW..:)
WeLL.. it’S Been and IS A Great Birthday WeeKend for me.. me.. mE yeS.. juSt God and Me allone too as the rest of Nature TriniTy three now and more of course aLLGOD and oh Goodness iN all a’ DArk/liGht now i cannot forget to visit.. my first real deep friend as promised to her every sixth month day of the rest of my liFe Now.. God WiLLinG.. iN reciprocating a friendship online.. as named Lala Rukh.. from Pakistan.. who trUly helped spArk my way back to Life on July 22nd.. 2013.. like a gift from God in human girl form.. she came online and lifted me up aS oNly unconditional words oF Love for a faceless 53 year old man could receive then in Fearless way of connecting to another hUman BEinG.. and so EmoTioNal up and down she waS in fEar of her Dowry papers that were to come.. and who with the Love she wanted to be with who she could could not be with.. but that turned out okay enough.. i guess.. as her husband to be as she says would Love her WeLL.. whether sold or not by the tradition of her religion and country way.. anyway.. she’s come back a few nows.. but not much since she got married.. and of course i expected that but at one era of my liFE she was a very good online friend who i communicated almost every day with for 5 months from the Summer of 2013 to Winter Solstice and a little more through January or so of 2014.. but anyway.. as i tOld her long ago.. then.. i had a vision when i was young on beach.. driven tHeir by Holy spirit within.. that a daRk haired woman from the East aCross the ocean would one day help me write a message in somewhat prophet ways oF old.. and she was the one who convinced me to stArt on Word Press and yeS.. now that messAge of the ages per reCord say of longest long form poem ever.. approaching 4 million words now that of course hardly anyone knowS even exists.. and may never kNOw but that’s oKay.. as i don’t wanna be kNoWn in any famous way other than the Legend folks saY iN the general audience who only know me as the dancing guy now.. no.. hELping folks these days don’t ‘pay’ in even ways much of thankS.. noW reAlly helping folkS in the hUman root of problems without pills and money.. or text books oR religious books oF old.. but i try.. i cry.. i cry.. now.. i StiLL try.. i cry.. just to have one friend left and the ability to smile with one tear too.. is try and cry enough for me to liVe aS iN SupeR EpiC wayS…:)
And no.. While i don’t make any money off this and rarely receive even one like or two.. for WriTing the Longest Long Poem Form ‘eva and have been kicked off the Wrong Planet and oFF the dVerse trail for doing too much in both places then.. haha.. hehe.. buT in real liFe.. trUe aLL noW.. yeS in the so cALLed reAl flesh and blood of LiFE tHeir.. applause is alWays a SMiLe.. almost everywHere i go now.. even before i dance in public way as after almost 5500 miles of Dance noW as of last niGht.. in a little over 33 months.. most everyone FeeLS SeNses what i Am iN spiRit of non-verbal ExpreSsinG liFE in feat of DancE no matter what i’Ve ever done in words that WiLL stand as long as all those voyeur Facebook videos shared around the world of the ‘Crazy DanCinG Guy’ oF the P’Cola Metro Area.. erased from liFe.. i was.. for 66 months in aLL A’ Humanity ways.. but back aGain i AM noW LiVinG WeLL wITh God WiThiN.. iNside.. OuTside.. aBove.. so beLow aLL a’round NOW.. So XcUse mE whilE i giVe mYselF A HAnd NoW..;)
And no.. i didn’t make it back to dVerse for any more Eulogies.. but mY first Eulogy on White Pearl aka Lala Rukh’s blog then.. in July of 2013.. about my son as inspired by her poem about the relationship of she and her parents is what spArked our friendship tHere and eventually led to my Friendship with Rafiah and others from the Middle East who have inspired me as.. so weLL too.. and of course Himali.. Prajakta.. and others from India.. gigoid iN the Good Old USA.. Leah.. iN Germany aS oNly one leftOver from the Wrong PlanET for millions of words.. yeS iN around 8 million words at that online place.. then too.. and countless folks.. others.. including.. dVerse FriEnd shawNa.. Glenn.. and others as a greaTest Garden NoW oF Band-Aid.. i for one knOw and FeeL/SenSe for WHole as trUly HoLy uS and SacRed Now.. when noW ApPlause oF aLL A’ wE HOld hands iN both reCord oF old oNline.. and iN flesh and blood connection In real liFe oF A Non-verbal language Of WE iN DancE and SonG of LiFe ForevermorenowFReED..:)
And in conclusion here.. Facebook Friend.. now.. Living in the United Emirates.. originally from India.. Himali.. shares a list of Top 10 myths about Introverts and i say.. then and now..
Hmm.. i muSt bE a somewhat strangE miX oF both iNtrovert And eXtravert.. sMiLes.. WinKs.. And.. i guesS Now that’S A waY noW i liKe iT.. both wayS.. as BalanCinG Act anD thOught iN FeeLinG And SenSinG noW iN KnoWinG wayS..:)