BIG BANG! of ENLIGHTENMENT
This post is inspired
by
another
Mid-aged
diagnosed
person
on
the
Autism spectrum
who
doesn’t
call
himself
poet as his
poetic expression
comes from his heart
and does not match
the scientific
sonnets
and
such
of
Poetic FORM!
But
here’s
the
thing..
i follow the
Robin Williams
Dead Poet Society
RIP THE RULES OUT! OF THE
RULE BOOK WAY OF POE
TRY!
MATTER OF FACT!
I DON’T GIVE A F**
FUN!
WHAT
PEOPLE
CALL
WHAT
i
WRITE!
by
another
Mid-aged
diagnosed
person
on
the
Autism spectrum
who
doesn’t
call
himself
poet as his
poetic expression
comes from his heart
and does not match
the scientific
sonnets
and
such
of
Poetic FORM!
But
here’s
the
thing..
i follow the
Robin Williams
Dead Poet Society
RIP THE RULES OUT! OF THE
RULE BOOK WAY OF POE
TRY!
MATTER OF FACT!
I DON’T GIVE A F**
FUN!
WHAT
PEOPLE
CALL
WHAT
i
WRITE!
THE
WHOLE
DAM
THING!
WHOLE
DAM
THING!
COMES FROM HEART!
THERE
AIN’T
NO
AIN’T
NO
THOUGHTS!
IN VERBAL WAY
BEFORE
THE
WORDS
HIT
THE
SCREEN
BEFORE
THE
WORDS
HIT
THE
SCREEN
THEY
JUST
COME!
THROUGH!
MY
FINGERS!
WHEN
i’m
JUST
COME!
THROUGH!
MY
FINGERS!
WHEN
i’m
IN
heART
MODE!
AND
YES!
STILL!
WHEN i GO! to science
mode
my brain is steaming
like
a
locomotive
and
the
HEART
GETS
TURNED
OFF!
mode
my brain is steaming
like
a
locomotive
and
the
HEART
GETS
TURNED
OFF!
Well..
almost
off..;)
almost
off..;)
AND
VICE VERSA!
AND NO! THEY DON’T
PLAY TOGETHER
SO
WELL..
THEY
LIKE
TO
HAVE
THEIR
OWN
WAY!
PLAY TOGETHER
SO
WELL..
THEY
LIKE
TO
HAVE
THEIR
OWN
WAY!
But anyway
before i get to my response
THAT is part
science
and
part
Heart..
the word poetry
kinda
like
Jesus!
JUST!
AIN’T
what
IT
used
to
BE
BEfore
humans
BECOME
before i get to my response
THAT is part
science
and
part
Heart..
the word poetry
kinda
like
Jesus!
JUST!
AIN’T
what
IT
used
to
BE
BEfore
humans
BECOME
MORE LIKE
ROBOTS..
UGH
NOW
PLASTERED TO SCREENS
i
scream!
ROBOTS..
UGH
NOW
PLASTERED TO SCREENS
i
scream!
NO
LONGER!
EXPLORING
TRUE!
CORE!
INTELLIGENCE
OF
MOVING!
LIKE
THE
GOLDEN!
SPIRAL
MEAN!
OF
ALLITIS!
OH!
AND
TODAY
IS
MY
22ND WEEK
CONSECUTIVE
OF
RAVE DANCE NIGHT!
WITH
ALL
THE
COLLEGE AGE
ADULTS AT
OLE
AND
TODAY
IS
MY
22ND WEEK
CONSECUTIVE
OF
RAVE DANCE NIGHT!
WITH
ALL
THE
COLLEGE AGE
ADULTS AT
OLE
SEVILLE
QUARTER
IN
PENSACOLA
FL!
HAVEN’T PICKED OUT A SHIRT YET!
MORE TO COME ON THAT!
IN
YES!
THIS
POST
IN
CELEBRATING
WITH
SUPER
FUN
DANCE
PHOTOS
SOMETIME
AFTER
3AM!
But for now i’ll just go with
my childhood
HALLOWEEN
my childhood
HALLOWEEN
DREAM!
OF
SUPERMAN!
NOW!
BEFORE
folks
tell
me
i
don’t
even
have
what
it
takes
to
exist!
TRUST!
ME!
DON’T
BELIEVE WHAT
ALL!
ME!
DON’T
BELIEVE WHAT
ALL!
the
NAY SAYERS
SAY!
IN
LIFE!
YOU
TOO!
CAN
BE
A
TOTaLLY
NATURaLLY
MOTHER NATURE
TRUE!
BRED
SUPER
WO!
OR
MAN!
WrITE
NOW
2
!
But without BELIEVE!
ALL
IS
LOST
CAUSE!
FOR
TRUEST
HUWOMAN
POTENTIAL!
OF
FREE!
AND
NON-DOMESTICATED
WILD!
CHILD!
OF
GOD!
And
here’s the link..
this dude is kinda
fearless like me..
in
fact he gETs his dose
of enlightenment
sud
den
ly2!
A
whole
YEAR
BEFORE
ME!
NO
ANXIETY
FOR
HIM!
AS
FAR
AS
i
know
now!
i
DAM
SURE
DON’T
HAVE
ANY
SILLY
LITTLE
ILLUSORY
FEARS
ANY
MORE!
TRUE
FREEDOM!
FEARLESS
FRED
am
i
now!
YES!
i
am
FEARFREE!
WITH..
YAH..!
STILL
SOME!
CARE2;)!
AND
MORE
TO
COME!
AGAIN!
LATER
IN
DANCE
PHOTOS
AND
MAYBE
WORDS!
AND
EVEN
MORE
RESTRICTED
LINKS
DEPENDING
on..
if
i
HAVE!
the
‘SUPER POWERS’
TO
DO
THAT
(:LATER2!;)
Hmm..i missed this one..
yes i like it..
and i am completely convinced
and i am completely convinced
that not only technology
but culture overall
is a source of functional disability
for modern humans..
but culture overall
is a source of functional disability
for modern humans..
But from my own experience..
documented ‘rather crudely’..
in real time..
in real time..
i do know that much of this is reversible..
even in older age
like us at 54..
if i remember correctly..
that you are the same age as me…
even in older age
like us at 54..
if i remember correctly..
that you are the same age as me…
i savor the insights of all culture..
and the US culture
to put it bluntly..
su88s..
and the US culture
to put it bluntly..
su88s..
as far as cultivating innate human potential…
Whereas the way of the Tibetan Monk/YOGI..
although still somewhat restrictive..
as it too..
can be part of restrictive culture..
shows! what modern human potential..
although still somewhat restrictive..
as it too..
can be part of restrictive culture..
shows! what modern human potential..
still can be..!
As an example..
caught behind the stress of a desk for five years..
after an active job for over two decades..!
interacting with thousands of people..!
as opposed to
mostly a computer interface!
behind a desk..!
after an active job for over two decades..!
interacting with thousands of people..!
as opposed to
mostly a computer interface!
behind a desk..!
i move from around 28
on the AQ empathy/systemizing
‘Autism Quotient’ test..
to 36
at the end of the stay at that desk..
and then to 44 or 45
after being a shut-in for five years..
on the AQ empathy/systemizing
‘Autism Quotient’ test..
to 36
at the end of the stay at that desk..
and then to 44 or 45
after being a shut-in for five years..
And then..
kinda like the Big Bang..!
the Kundalini rising..
Awakening..
Enlightenment experience
last Summer
like the one i ENJOY at 21..
moves me almost instantly!
way back to an 11 on the AQ ‘test’….
kinda like the Big Bang..!
the Kundalini rising..
Awakening..
Enlightenment experience
last Summer
like the one i ENJOY at 21..
moves me almost instantly!
way back to an 11 on the AQ ‘test’….
The key is..
maybe natural DMT..
not sure..
who knows..
maybe that’s what Kundalini rising even is..
a natural epigenetic sudden change
with natural access..
to
DMT
precipitated by
extreme!
biological/environmental/emotional stress..
but some people think i’m on Molly even now..
as i’m always floating on a cloud..
even in actual physical movement..
and connecting to everyone i see..
effortlessly!
with no dark preconceived notions
anymore
about the other ‘one’….
maybe natural DMT..
not sure..
who knows..
maybe that’s what Kundalini rising even is..
a natural epigenetic sudden change
with natural access..
to
DMT
precipitated by
extreme!
biological/environmental/emotional stress..
but some people think i’m on Molly even now..
as i’m always floating on a cloud..
even in actual physical movement..
and connecting to everyone i see..
effortlessly!
with no dark preconceived notions
anymore
about the other ‘one’….
And now!
instead of being chilled in 100 degree temperatures
at the height of human exhaustion in 2007..
i can enjoy nature naked!
in 18 degree temperatures..
yes documented as such too..
‘crudely’ less…
instead of being chilled in 100 degree temperatures
at the height of human exhaustion in 2007..
i can enjoy nature naked!
in 18 degree temperatures..
yes documented as such too..
‘crudely’ less…
Salient causal factor i see tHere..
is i move baby move..
in all directions..
in A TAI CHI way
innovated by me..
documented by way
of
Nike PLUS GPS Sports watch
over 2000 miles this year..
is i move baby move..
in all directions..
in A TAI CHI way
innovated by me..
documented by way
of
Nike PLUS GPS Sports watch
over 2000 miles this year..
mostly in stores..
Big difference!
i’m not a marshmallow robot anymore..
i’m robust now..
neuroplasticity and epigenetics!
obviously applies both!
to the illusion of the separation
of the so called mind and body..
and what i mean by this..
is..
as my body becomes more! robust
so does my mind..
as my body becomes more balanced
and calm
so does my mind..
etc..
yes!
Eastern philosophy understands this
much better!
than the sitters of the western way..
with pills and such to cure every ill…
i’m not a marshmallow robot anymore..
i’m robust now..
neuroplasticity and epigenetics!
obviously applies both!
to the illusion of the separation
of the so called mind and body..
and what i mean by this..
is..
as my body becomes more! robust
so does my mind..
as my body becomes more balanced
and calm
so does my mind..
etc..
yes!
Eastern philosophy understands this
much better!
than the sitters of the western way..
with pills and such to cure every ill…
What i do know for sure!
is human instinct and intuition
is highly underrated!
in our western culture..
that becomes one more!
of mechanical cognition
rather that flesh and blood social cognition..
everyday..!
is human instinct and intuition
is highly underrated!
in our western culture..
that becomes one more!
of mechanical cognition
rather that flesh and blood social cognition..
everyday..!
Text is limited..!
The eyes can say so many things..
that words will never relate alone..
that words will never relate alone..
And then there is the rest of non-verbal language..
clothed by culture too..
yes!
literally clothed..
where this greatest of all human communication device..
around
way!
before!
we develop complex abstract language..
is out of vogue..
haha..
Bull Sh88..!
one can’t fool mother nature TRUE..!
what i like to call GOD2…!
clothed by culture too..
yes!
literally clothed..
where this greatest of all human communication device..
around
way!
before!
we develop complex abstract language..
is out of vogue..
haha..
Bull Sh88..!
one can’t fool mother nature TRUE..!
what i like to call GOD2…!
But yes..!
one can figure GOD out..
if one looks within..
aka..
as human instinct and intuition..
one can figure GOD out..
if one looks within..
aka..
as human instinct and intuition..
Basically the GOD we’re born with/as..
IS!
Not the one we are fed….
The true source of all enlightenment in my opinion..
from within…
Rituals..
meditation..
and all of THAT by lesson plan..
are the paths of others..
meditation..
and all of THAT by lesson plan..
are the paths of others..
but only we can determine
the true path for us…
one at a time..
with ALLITIS as friend..
not foe…
the true path for us…
one at a time..
with ALLITIS as friend..
not foe…
The hard part is escaping
what we are fed…
what we are fed…
For me the shut-in pain for five years..
is a blessing..!
beyond all ‘cultural beliefs’..!
but thank GOD it’s gone..!
is a blessing..!
beyond all ‘cultural beliefs’..!
but thank GOD it’s gone..!
hope the same for your reported ills as well..friend..:)
1088
words
write
NOW
!
Well..
escaping Plato’s
CAVE
AIN’T
EASY!
I’LL
TELL
YA
THAT!
WELL..
TRYING
TO
DESCRIBE
WHAT
IT’S
LIKE
OUT
HERE!
WELL..
IT’S
KINDA
LIKE
THE
MATRIX
MOVIE..
JUST
IMAGINE..
i’m
NEO
if
ya
can!
SAME Story!
Been
told
in
more
metaphors
of
huwoman
communication
AS
CAN
be
IMAGINED!
BUT
IT’S
REAL
YES!
WhERE
i’m
at
NOW!
IS
!REAL!BLISS!
IT
IS
NO!
ILLLUSION!
THE
ILLUSION
IS!
THE
CAVE!
THE
MATRIX!…2
A
LIGHT!
IS
ALWAYS!
AND
WILL!
ALWAYS!
BE
THE
!*!*!*1166word@!TRUTH!sWORD1166*!*!*!
Well..
if
if
i’m not mistaken
as
the
Virginia
Slims
spokesperson
says..
i’ve
come
a
long
long
way
baby!
particularly
with
restricted
link
2
!
REALITY
IS
STRANGER
THAN
FICTION!
NO
DOUBT!
@
LEAST
FOR
ME!
in
the TOTALITY
the TOTALITY
OF
MY
LIFE!
B ALL YA CAN B!
Y
NOT
NOW!
IF..i
HAVE
A
NICKEL
FOR
EVERY TIME
SOMEONE
MADE
FUN
OF
MY
WALKING
i’D
BE
RICHER
THAN
i
already
AM!
Now
they
clap..
high five me..
bump and grind me..
Change
is
good…..
for the most part!
AHH!
and
finAlly
on
the
22nd week
no
one
there
accuses me of taking
DRUGS
to
fuel
my
3
HOUR
MARATHON
DANCE!
WHO
WOULDA
THOUGHT
THE
KID
UP
THERE
WILL
BE
A WELL KNOWN
METRO
AREA
DANCER
BASED
ON
MERIT
AND
THAT
IS
1293word!ALL!word1293
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