Well.. hi!.. back to you Princess Leah.. and i always like to call you that even before i saw your picture in the ball attire as tiny.. strong.. and elegant you are.. and as always after a night long sensual Dance at Good Old Seville Quarter for my 112th week.. i’M feeling particularly poetic.. and after aLL i’ve been FeeLinG that way.. ever since the end of February 2013.. like a switch changed in my brain.. hehe.. but per science i am certain it is neuroplasticity and epigenetics at play as change of mind and body balance soUl.. and in my case iT IS A flow of energy iN thE zONe.. what they name as Chi the Force.. hehe.. back to Star Wars2.. and yes.. real magic for me.. as before that i was a list maker.. firstly.. secondly.. and thirdly.. and had no idea how to be creative as i experienced this artFUL flow twice.. once in middle school then.. winning a Christmas story competition among 80 students in two homerooms.. then.. and writing a play when i talked to the phenomena of hot chicks.. but had no frigging clue what sex was until age 16.. or had no clue until 18.. beyond the fur of what was between a girl’s legs to put THAT rather bluntlY and crudeLY.. hehe.. but anyway.. with the HYperlexic mind that i’m pretty sure we both share.. as there is a certain feeling about your writing that talked to me beyond ‘just the words’ when you conversed those few times with me on the Wrong Planet IN a kind of advanced soul.. if not only in genetic memory.. as scientists are starting to explore the reality of that in rats at first too… so there is no rat taling how that may apply in depth of humanity whole.. but anyway.. it’s so nice not to have to analytically plan something.. every step.. to make it happen.. it’s so nice not to have to worry about if every step you walk is the normal way it is supposed to be as i never felt comfortable in my own skin before 2013.. ever standing next to a stranger as i truly felt a vague feeling that i wasn’t balanced and might just topple over as i guess a part of Asperger’s too. in motor coordination issues.. but back to Neuroplasticity.. Epigenetics.. and the real scientist part of me that i can still call up if absolutely necessary to become a lawyer again too… CHALLENGE.. ADAPTATION.. CHANGE IS THE WAY OF THE BEING AS HUMAN.. and Jesus F in Christ.. culture’s challenge was to become a cog in a machine of who THEY said life was supposed to work.. from the first F iN walk up that hill from the shot gun home on the Blackwater River front Down town in old MiLL ToWn here.. and the German Shepard dogs barking at me.. and i was afraid they might bite my tiny frail hands off in one chomp.. seriously.. i was terrified a dog might bite my hands off for some reason.. as they felt special and so airy.. almost like they were not even there in the first place.. kinda like the rest of my body.. just like air with almost no weight too.. so yeah.. i guess that’s part of the reason i feel so comfortable in my body now.. as at 230LBS i finally got enough poundage to make me feel grounded to earth as it were and truly is now.. although when i dance i still feel weightless like one day if i get too high with the SonG and DancE i might just float away like those 99 Luft Balloon as originated by that group as song in Germany where you live now my wonderful kind and loyal Asperger’s Friend.. like me.. who i know i will always have and just the one reply a month now is enough for always have.. my friend.. ’cause it does sTiLL make me kinda sad that i always reciprocally communicated with everyone in my life who has every communicated with me.. and i am the always the last one standing.. if not for just one conversation with them.. that i would like to extend for two.. but it’s like my wife says.. SHUT UP FRED.. YOU ARE HURTING MY HEAD.. YOU ARE GIVING ME A FREDACHE.. AS TEARS COME DOWN MY FACE NOW.. AS I JUST WANNA SHARE WHAT I THINK IS SO IMPORTANT THAT MIGHT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER DEAR.. it’s hard to be smArt.. but it’s almost FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE TO BE GENIUS.. and have a God Dam Friend.. but i have a handful now.. and like in the World Market store back in the day.. of working in an office for so long where i didn’t really have a FUCKING THING IN COMMON ENOUGH TO HAVE A REAL FRIEND AT ALL.. i thought about around the World.. and perhaps.. maybe.. just maybe there was one person like me.. and truthfully i found a few on the Wrong Planet.. but none with any propensity for continuing reciprocal social communication with me.. and now i have found a handful on the Internet that do the reciprocal social communication BACK FROM ME.. and you know i FUCKING WROTE A POETIC RESPONSE BACK TO EVERY SINGLE dVerse Poetry prompt and link that numbered in literal thousands of poetic micro expressions from me in the course of an entire year last year.. particularly after the administrators kept taling me they didn’t like my Long Poem way of doing poetry.. with videos.. and so many photo streaming poetic expressions that are integrated with the written word for the visual thinking person i was before i became the 11 million word man back on Thanks Giving day in November of 2010 at the Wrong Planet.. then.. to escape my perfect storm of God Dam pain.. and back to all those poetic responses after they deleted my poem.. ’cause they FUCKING DIDN’T UNDERSTAND IT.. EVEN AFTER I FUCKING CLEARLY EXPLAINED IT TO THEM.. I MADE IT A MILESTONE TO KEEP GOING ON FOR A FULL YEAR AND after i accomplished that at the end of March this year.. i made one poem titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3” so so far far from me.. having no idea how long it was gonna be before i compiled the Novel Free Verse Poetic journey of one entire year.. and just a fraction of what i did whole as year at that one Internet place.. and it ended up being 338,630 words long with around 300 gorgeous beach photos i headed each prompt with.. with around 30 or so micro poems.. and yeah.. although i haven’t gone back and counted each one.. that makes close to 10,000 individual micro poetic expressions.. in one MACRO VERSE OF MY ENTIRE WORD PRESS BLOG.. THAT IS ACTUALLY ONE HUGE LONG FORM POEM THAT IS CLOSING IN ON 4 MILLION WORDS NOW THAT EVEN AT 338,630 WORDS MicroSoft Word says WiLL take 3000 pages to print without the Fucking Photos and Videos as such.. which means conservatively speaking without the scores of thousands of photos and Videos my entire 671 Verses of my Blog that is actually one UniVerse of Long Free Verse Poem Form.. would take over 30,000 pages to print.. and is actually almost twice as long as the Longest Poem ever in humankind and of course.. four times longer than the Fucking Bible and 40 times longer than the Fucking Kuran.. as it ain’t just narrative free verse prose poetry .. it is FucKinG Deep DEEP Poetry Shit too.. perhaps.. who knows.. maybe as deep as it can FucKinG Get as sometimes i have to read it three times now after i wrote it to get the original meaning of it or the different meaning after i first wrote it.. as truly it just flows from my fingers with little to no preplanning per firstly.. secondly.. thirdly or all those fucking Mechanical Cognition formulas they use in snooty poetry land for WHAT SOME FOLKS CALL REAL SCIENCE OF POETRY THAT IS A FUCKING OXYMORON TO ME AS ANYTHING PLANNED DON’T COME FROM THE HEART.. SOUL.. AND SPIRIT.. DEEP IN MY FEELINGS FREE.. BUT OF course before THAT switch went off in my mind and body BaLanCinG back in 2013.. i had to have a manual to write then too.. anyway.. it’s nice to go NOT BY THE BOOK.. AS THAT WAS THE PROBLEM WITH CULTURE.. IT MADE ME INTO A COVER OF A HUMAN BEING INSTEAD OF THE GOD DAM REAL THING.. the real thing was me in the backyard of that River Front home.. in Down Town Milton.. looking in flow and ZonE at age 3 across the River before i could speak at age 4 as of course what does happen in modern day Autism.. where back then the Doc just said he will speak when he gets good and God dam ready to speak.. and yes.. i added in the God dam for my emphasis there.. i am so FucKinG happy.. there was no diagnosis for FucKinG Asperger’s then.. as if that were the case in my Hyperlexic form.. i would have been spoon fed mechanical cognition activities at FucKinG age 3 in the-ra-py.. when all i needed to do.. was juST enjoy liFE look across that River in Flow.. and ZonE and kNow and FeeL AND SENSE without words that i was one with this thing called Nature GoDONE AND SAME.. develop the same friendships i was developing in play in back and front yard games.. until they TRAPPED ME IN A DESK ALL DAY LONG.. SAT ME IN FRONT OF A BOOK AND A TALKING HEAD AND SAID SIT FRED SIT.. AND TO BE HONEST I WAS TOO FUCKING SCARED TO MOVE OR NOT PAY ATTENTION AS I THOUGHT GOOD GRADES WAS THE HIGHWAY TO SURVIVAL IN THIS WORLD.. I WAS WRONG.. I WAS GOD DAM WRONG.. THE HIGHWAY TO LIFE IS PAVEDANCE MOVING WITH CONNECTING SonG WITH OTHERS NOW AND CREATING.. NOT A FUCKING NUTHER ROTE FACT TO REMEMBER AND ACE ON A MULTIPLE CHOICE TEST TEN THOUSAND AND MORE FUCKING TIMES FOR FUCKING 19 YEARS UNTIL THE SIX YEARS OF COLLEGE ENDED AND ALL THE THREE DEGREES WITH NO FUCKING JOB SKILLS TO DO ANYTHING BUT PASS OUT SHOES TO CUSTOMERS AT A MILITARY BOWLING CENTER ‘CAUSE I NEVER REALLY LEARNED TO SOCIALLY COMMUNICATE FULLY OR EVEN FUCKING EXPRESS MYSELF FULLY IN WRITING EITHER.. the two skills i needed most that multiple choice tests never gave me.. and no matter how garbled and incoherent my words were as i could not F-iN Focus after sitting still all day long with no movement.. i was for all practical intents and purposes retarded with three degrees.. at the top of my class as that was all the teachers were interested in.. not what i could do in real life. just F In test scores then.. lesson learned.. the very hard way.. then and i eventually got a lot of the social part from the hard knocks of Bowling Alley social life then iN trial and error.. but truly the school system Sucks for a nomad like me that was meant to be on the ADHD move.. i’m just fucking smart and didn’t have any way to get it out.. Well..the DancE and SonG of LiFe finally cured that.. allowing me to Express all that was inside that i could never get out.. and yes.. it is good that your husband quit that Game of Thrones game developer job and is taking a long month break.. as corporations will change.. and stress will continue to grow greater… and my sister recently retired.. and by the way she is diagnosed with Asperger’s in mid-life too.. if i didn’t already mention that.. and she said she finally enjoys food again.. as the pleasure of life was leaving her the same way it did me after prolonged life cumulative flight or fight stress since F iN age 5.. that first walk up that hill to mechanical cognition school.. and she can enjoy music again.. as i lost the ability to even listen to a talk radio show or listen to any sound at all or look at any colors either.. as stress will do FucKinG whacky destructive stuff to the body from head to toe.. to potential premature death.. yes.. it is potentially a life saver that your husband is taking a break and as long as you have your exercise program to accommodate your stress.. you should survive well now.. my friend.. off of cigarettes.. as that is a common way to deal with cumulative fight or flight stress too.. and is what my father did since age 13.. until his fortunate long life at 81 although his identical twin brother is still living.. approaching 84 as Gemini us too… on June 20th.. ha! anyway.. i have developed a science of creativity unhampered by what society says i shouldn’t do or should do now.. it is extreme.. but it is unfettered by what others say i should or should not do.. from the age of Pre-K.. yeah.. i forgot my stress actually started in Catholic School pre-K but it was a tiny classroom and kinda lax as pre-school can come now to make the next brain surgeon as it were now more so as now.. anyway2 and three now to end mY FriEnd.. Life is exciting.. ever changing but much better with moving.. connecting.. and creating to me.. instead of someone spoon feeding life to me out of an F IN societal instruction manual.. but sure it’s good to know the law and the loop holes too.. as the smARt ArT HeArT SpiRiTeD S O U L N O W human.. wiTh reaSoNInG BraiN too.. will survive the long haul with a dirt nap dream that says I DID IT ALL.. I LIVED AT THE LAST BREATH THEN.. AND SURE.. LEFT A LITTLE MARK AND SOME GUIDEPOSTS FOR OTHER FOLKS ON THE MULTI-VERSE PATHS OF THIS JOURNEY CALLED LIFE.. thanks for stopping by on my Artful Poetic Journey now away from the mechanical cognition of liFe.. my Friend.. always nice to hear from you.. and as you know you can alWays expect a tSuNaMi oF i when i floW back to you Now iNZonE noW.. Joy to you in eYes of Peaceful and Energetic liFe my friend.. with plenty of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG and CreaTinG ways in whatever way suits yoUr happiness best and of course whatever else will tickle your fancies too.. my dear FriEnd.. Leah..
Hi! gigoid.. almost exhausted here after my last 15K word 671st.. Macro Verse of my LonGeST Form Poem but fired back up after a night of sensual dance that always fuels all things associated with ART oF social/nature cognition for me in terms of moving.. connecting and creating whole.. and truly why DancE and SonG.. iNcluding poeTry iS my onLY TRUE RELIGION FRIEND.. other than learning to accept all the dARk and LiGht oF noW as sacRed HolY and change what i can and lEt the DaRk that iS here as is that i cannot change a pArt of the SacRed hoPe that more folks who are DArk WiLL to become more liGht iN ArT than science of fear and hate and all other stuff related to not LiVinG liFe WeLL aT aLL.. so sad so sad in DArk oF aLL trUly FaLL of hUman Angel potential Altruistic ways like our Bonobo FrienDs who juST Love moST All iN tHe liGht of EnJoYinG noW WitH only Food.. Shelter.. Water.. and yes.. luSt and Love to make liFe aLL.. AH.. Love noW.. mY FriEnD and so nice to see you back on Facebook., Facebook FriEnD Ned.. too.. numbering iN as 51 who are even brave enough to have me on their FriEnD liSt @ALL.. as i come here for TrUth and liGht and often upset the so-called Atheist with my insistence that Nature.. Magic.. God and all stuff life iS saCreD hOly ALLTHATIS SAME.. and my insistence.. that whomever wrote the words of the gnostic Jesus.. was more Yogi-Leaning than any other metaphor of sacred text dudes or dudettes and of course the insinuation noW that a dude called MuHammad who dictated something called the KuRaN in just 2000 words of vocabulary in an 80K word book.. is the last F In Prophet when little old me.. the permanently disabled dude in a little River Town who could not speak before age 4.. mumbling his way through life fast and incoherently to most in a thousand different subjects of flighty ADHD mind all at once.. who has now written 11 million words online.. including the longest long form poem that is my Word Press Blog now approaching 4 million words itself.. that is at least 40 times longer than than the friGGinG little bitty gnat sized Kuran in comparison.. wHere even one of my macro Verses per ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’.. is 4 times as long as that little black book.. and almost half the size of the entire F iN Bible new and old testament full.. and twice as large as the Frigging New Testament now at only 180K words compared to my 338,630 words big Macro Verse noW.. in pARt of what WiLL be here.. the 672nd macro verse of tHaT wHOLE LONG POEM NOW.. anyway.. i peck the eYeS iN metaFO RcE of folks who think they are the last and first of anything noW.. iN terms of sacred text.. as idols of men who WE now.. are far exceeding in human potential.. with the help of God ALL ONe heRe on eARTh.. including all of Google and the Internet too.. in terms of synergistic effect and Emotional AFFECT TOO.. in all the arts and sciences of humankind eYes of God maniFest in this Golden City IIT without even the Sun and Moon for liGht.. additionAlly defeating the law of entropy in Nature’s full science way.. iN ART and SCIENCE as just one SonG oF EmoTioNaL Energy NOW can repeat.. almost forever in terms of human lives here on earth relatively speaking as long as Servers continue to serve up that human EmoTioNaLLy inSpiRinG Energy with tiny tiny batteries iN sMARt PhOne way.. that can move a 230LB man like me through spiRAls oF Ballet and Martial Arts Dance for hours on end in juST Super WalmARt AisleS now.. so.. sure.. now i/wE come here to SpRead trUth and liGht and while the HuMan Social Animal instinct sTiLL dictates conformity for the social norm for overall survival.. we live in a technology aided world where the outcasts with the Bigger TruThs oF liGhtS.. without fear of crucifixion.. starvation and such as that.. or even psychopathic leaning fools who will never ever get down this far in the deeper metaFORCE OF LiFe to DIFFERENT like the metaphors of the New Testament created by whomever created THAT have much deeper meanings than MOST never even get a FULL clue oN now.. not EVEN THE LITERALLY THINKING PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING PRIESTS AND PREACHERS AS SCIENCE SHOWS AS FACT ARE PART OF THE TOP TEN PROFESSIONS WHERE THOSE KIND OF FOLKS LURK.. ‘PErvFECT’ PLACES TO MANIPULATE OTHER FOLKS FOR MATERIAL GAINS AND REPRODUCTIVE CONTROL.. AND CHANGING THE RULES TO GET 10 WIVES INSTEAD OF 4 AS ‘SOME’ HAVE CERTAINLY DONE IN HISTORY.. ADDITIONALLY.. ENFORCING THEIR RELIGIOUS RULE BY PENALTY OF DEATH AND TORTURE AND STONING LESBIAN WOMEN IN IRAN.. WHILE COVERING THEM IN DIRT TO THEIR BREASTS WHERE THEY CANNOT SHIELD THEIR EYES.. WELL.. LET ME TELL YOU.. THE REAL GOD.. YES.. THE SAME GOD THAT WHOMEVER WROTE THE GNOSTIC GOSPEL OF THOMAS.. PER SO-CALLED JESUS.. IS TIRED OF OTHER PARTS OF GOD HARMING EACH OTHER FOR FOOLISH INSANE PSYCHOPATHIC FOLKS LEANING RULES OF YESTERNOWS.. ThEIR IS A WAVE IN THIS WORLD.. A NoW SEVENTH SEAL WAVE NAMED SACRED LOVE THAT IS BREAkING.. RIsING LIKE A TSUNAMI AND iN A SYNERGY OF A TIPPING POINT WILL SWEEP THE HATE.. AND PERHAPS EVEN MUCH OF THE FEAR AWAY TOO.. AND i.. my fRiEnd aM pArt of an Iron Fist of God as meteor in metaphor among many others who have come back now.. in metaphor of phoenix rising from the lies of culture wHO are bRinGing the fist of the God oF Nature altruistic fearless Love back to punch the FucKinG haters back to knock them back iN Fearless Love.. hehe.. tSuNaMi am i.. and i’Ve lots of tSuNaMi FriEnds BacKinG mE Up whether they are cognizant of thAT fAct and Art and ReaL ALL NATURAL QUANTUM MECHANICS MAGIC NOW iN THE HUMAN MIND AND BODY BALANCED SOUL UNLEASHED AND RELEASED.. HeHeh.. these ARE INTERESTING.. VERY interesting nows.. my friend.. and i’m jUst a court reporter/scribe/poet as such to wRite iT aLL FucKinG dOwn.. in terms oF iF yoU seeK iN God.. yEs the REAL GOD OF NATURE NOW.. IT’s NOW FOR NATURE ALLTHATIS PeR US.. TO TAKE GOD BACK OUT OF FUCKING LITTLE BLACK BOOKS.. OCEAN oF i..wE sMiles iN streAMs to Rivers oF LoVe NOW mY FriEnd.. NO LUKE WARM HERE.. LUKE OF STAR WARS HIGH IN AWAKENING AND ENLIGHTENING WISDOM EYE OF GOD IN US/WE ILLUMINATI OF FEARLESS LOVENOW.. mY FriEnd..:)
Thanks.. my friend.. noW aftA soMe Sand aNd Sun and Dance oFF to refresh more.. i’m Off to your next blog posT noW… to see.. hehe.. wHere i go neXtnoW.. as i moST alWays StArt oFfT wiTh whAt ‘they’ nAMe aS Zen MiNd eVen afTer i read whatever comes nexT.. iT’s liKe A BoX oF Chocolates as ForRrEst WiLL saY too iN GumP TioN way..;)
Ha!.. i’ll drop down straight from finishing your words and wisdom to the Pearls and pearls in the comments section too.. and say.. when i snarl and spit like the primate beast i am at core to survive at the military gym in what the big alpha-like headed male WiLL do in aLL hIs Natural Glory.. juSt to let ’em kNow.. he ain’t got no nows for messing around.. he HE iS here for survival.. LiVinG noW.. NO.. iFs and or Butts.. but maKinG sure din din now comes sAMe.. tHere iS tHe great pleasure of FeeLinG Fearless mY friend.. and L I K E the alpha ape who is trULy Gentle at core after he gets his Gorilla Growl ouT to let other aPes kNow tHeir ain’t no fear here.. there IS AlWays more RooM for Love iF the fear can be put aside.. and the same wITH Yellow Boy applies.. he is never afraid to come uP to strangers and offer a fRiEndLY cLaWed Paw.. as he has been to the Jungle uP close and personal.. and KNoWs when it’s F iN now to get out of the way or stay.. from personal cat experience THEN.. so yeah.. i went to the Jungle and survived intAct fINally Fearless.. and the constructs of culture abstracts in LanGuage way.. including obsolete pArts of FearFULL RELIGIONS.. no longer touch the WinGS oF miNe hiGher WitH eYes that do fLy as pArt oF aLLthatiS Free noW FriEnd.. the kiNship with the cAll of the WiLd iS real iN fearless luSt and Love.. butT harming no other.. iT iS the alTruism in Balance oF we LoVinG Apes at core oF BeinG when E-escaped from the LYinG of Hate DeN iN absTract coNstructs and symbolLocKs like the four letter words hate and fear.. Loveall is the Seven word letter as symbol and word that IS A BalancE iN mY SaVinG Mantra for HEaveNoW..:)
Back to dVerse for a few here.. before work-out now comes.. It’s Open Link Thursday and the first one of those i have visited noW iN a few weeks for sure.. where almost anything goes.. hehe.. except for what i do.. in Longest Term Free Verse PoeTry way.. hehe..;)
Lot.. oh the story of Lot.. two daughters blamed for getting their father drunk and what making him Fuck.. nah ain’t the way it works.. alcohol no excuse for getting it up and putting it in.. anyWay iS a man’s world then.. a man’s book.. half a culture away from the fuller story of the human soUl.. and at least spoken to some in New Testament way.. but rapes.. violence.. murdering children of the opposing team then as an eye for an eye.. the way of liFe noW when one gender dominates the other of course with yes.. help of laws for FORCE and BOOKS CONTROLLING FOR PATRIARCHAL CONTROL IN SICKEST WAYS now OF HARMING WEAKER HUMAN BEINGS WITH FORCE..yes WITH FORCE AND LIES AND LIES.. ANYWAY.. SADLY MUCH OF THE WORLD POPULATION IN FEMALE FORM SUBMITS TO THE SO-CALLED STRONGER WEAKER SEX NAMED MALE WHO REFUSES TO CARRY THEIR OWN WEIGHT IN LOVE OVER LAWS.. AND THAT TAKES MORE WORK IN LOVING THAN KILLING WOMEN AND OTHER MINORITIES IF THEY DO NOT SUBMIT TO THE LAWS AT HAND FOR DOMINATION… God lives in and as women same as men.. homosexuals.. weaklings.. stronglings.. transvestites.. androgynes and even Elohim.. at first was a mix of androgyne metaphor of masculine and feminine before THEY made God into an angry old White man with a beard.. just like the Angry Old men who dreamed uP the stories for control of others.. through psychopathic dead heARt ways oF BeinG then.. same as we see in the middle east today.. ranging from marriages made as institutionalized rape when dowries are used for non-consenusal marriage.. to female Genital mutilation to the old tradition of separated human’s need iN protection from the environmental elements AKA FORESKIN.. RIPPED OFF FOR THE LIE THAT WE ARE NOT JUST ANOTHER pArt of the Balance of GoD Nature.. no more.. no less.. just killing the GAiA with the veiL of ignorance still covering the eYes of around half the world or so.. in harming lying disgusting ways… Harm is disgusting.. sex when consensual and between two mature adults is sacred and holy.. but the lies go on in pedophile priests.. buddhist monks and ‘clerics’ over ‘there’ too.. it can be a sick world without Love that never harms the free WilL of another human being in relative way.. and wow this is one long poem but inspired by a very inspiring poem by Bjorn.. about the story of Lot turned around where the woman who just wanted to protect her daughters from an incestuous father who wanted some of his own daughter’s soft skin.. was turned to a pillar of salt to keep her mouth shut about the real perverse of what was behind the story to give men just another excuse to harm women and call them evil at the same dam time.. the truth gets out.. even in mythological lies in the first place.. of stories whose real purpose is to give one segment of pArts of God power over the other that is truly like God shooting God in the God dam foot.. it’s sick.. it still happens and the cure is fearless Love in harming no other human being’s relative free will.. and those people who would then Love to cover uP Real TruE intentions of control in dominance for material gains and reproductive control.. whether it is a FucKinG 10 million dollar home for sport.. or a man with 10 wives as basically slaves.. or whatever it is that harms those with less so-called power.. it is the greatest sin and only sin to harm the relative free will of another human being.. God’s rule.. not rules from a book.. just remember God lives within all as Force.. to harm any of that Force unjustified for greater God’s Love.. iS separation to harm God now.. God KnoWs.. FeeLs.. and seNses iN human eYes and sKin.. to rape it.. sell it,, or trade it for material Goods iS to do the sAMe AS oNe to GoD ONE.. and the eventual consequence is yes.. HOPE AND LOVE WILL WIN OVER FEAR AND HATE.. AS LOVE AND HOPE ARE MUCH MUCH GREATER FORCES THAT LAST FOR THE LONG TERM OF HUMAN HAPPINESS NOW.. AND NOW off to the next link.. as i’Ve got a few more moments left before the work-out comes to escape words with steps then..:)
The moment of never say Goodbye can last ForevernoW as long as hELLo Now lasts in the heat of LovinG every moment wiTh LuST for LiFe.. And trUly one who has LUst for aLL A’ LiFe.. can be happy with just one bed on the head oF NiGht.. sadly.. for some folks the great main pleasure is a variety of places to put stuff in and take stuff out.. and or buy it.. BuTT the heARt..the SoUL.. the SpiRit kNoWs more that putting stuff in and out and buying in different places.. as objects over LoVE..:)
And that does it for noW.. at 6:06 pm.. 05262016.. and as alWays what i say.. Be Back LaTers..:)
5282016 2:39 pm..
A few global detours and now back to dVerse for a few.. before i run to Alice and Wonderland.. better yET.. drive..;)
i Love the siGn of a free bird flYinG iN thE sprawl of Big City Stress.. murder on the 24 hour news circuit.. muggings around the back.. as the birds just fly and do what they do.. and yes… i too.. am that free bird too..:)
Rose nose of smells so sweet no knows of fELt so red.. red FeeLs oF pInk petals so sweet..:)
Sadly.. people are afraid of different.. glAdly.. not all people but some.. And that is a pArt of human nature.. dARk and what can bE liGht.. and that’s why we have laws to protect the different among us as yes.. attitudes do go DNA deep as far as human inclinations go unfettered now.. by laws that do protect..:)
LIFe.. a continuing practice oF liGht that must be fiercely hELd bRiGht.. less the dArk overwhelm what was once and or first noW LiGht.. and Now the dArk.. too.. a pLace of continuous practice that must be changed one step at a day to reach liGht for the last or first now too..:)
WeLL that was rather short and sweet.. as Katrina says.. Fred you better get moving for Alice and WonderLand and she iS correct.. i cannot expect for Wonderland to arrive here.. iF i do not go tHeRe first so.. see ya laTers aGaiN when i gET bAck oN Course..;)
Well.. goodness back on 5302016.. as there have been many many detours below.. and i am a gonna skip wRite on Over to dVerse Quadrille Monday 44 word prompt about the wonderful term Breeze.. catch up there and publish this newest Epic 672nd Verse of the Longest Long Form Poem ever.. wRite here as it.. oh my God! keeps GroWing like thE Breeze that Will never stARt.. finish.. end and always begins now butt no.. no restrictions for me but sure.. i’ll keep iN the spiRit oF the particles of micro poetic expresSioNs heRe to go along with the 672nd wave iN Macro Verse oF tHe entire Field iN Ocean oF thiS wHole BLog Poem that is headed sTiLL towards 4 milLion words now.. with the shore that has no horizon and ALL Breeze aT means oN sitE noW.. 7:02 pm..:)
Breeze of fingertips wandering travelers along the sKin of velvet tips that yearn to spREad a FeeLinG oF continual bLiss.. Force oF ENergy bEneath rosE skiN GloWeRing as the belL TOlls aNd SingS soft breath Breeze undulating SonG..:)
Breeze of Freedom Lonely Souls for Soldiers known only to God.. Giving so much for LiFe’s LibeRty’s Justice and yes.. the pursuit of happiness.. UNsung heroes of long near and far.. Soldiers Song for God Free no Glory.. jUsT Free For ALL N ALL..:)
A Summer’s Breeze for mE iN July of 2007.. in 100 degree Florida weather.. a chill.. an OMeN of what soon WiLL come neXt iN Hell for Me In 66 months.. i’d rather be RED BURNING COAL hot than go through thaT aGaiN.. SMiLEs.. WITH FiEry ReD eYes oF RelieF iN CoLd icE PIECE BeForE Breeze comeS iN aS iN PAPER HeLL..:)
Grass blows in Breeze of Memorial day rocks as stones wHere heads lay to rest of wars and battles gone by.. Rockets.. bombs.. Fireworks sky of Old.. beneath the bones and bloods wE stand to Be free in Rocks oF Breeze..:)
Breeze of time has no rigid ticks or tocks.. there was a tIme when both i and wife walk around the block after two years of flight or fight stress for me.. she says oh that is weird it feels like time suddenly slowed down.. a split second after i felt this feeling of gravity slowing time like never ever before.. iN January of 2008.. i never looked at reaLITy the sAMe after thaT or time as ever just tick tock again and no… now reTired since then i have alMost no perception oF tiMe aT all.. iN fAct i’M sure iT doesn’T eXist wITh only noW aS reaLITy..:)
Surely Funny sad strange yes whimsical and magical noW how the same breeze one breeze can be so different in the next breeze same breeze.. and that was when i determined i WiLL master the Breeze oF FeeLinG aLL inside and REAL IN RELATIVE Free WiLL.. ha..! iT worked wITh so much practice but yes.. bottom linE It works i AM thE master of mY own FeeLinGS and SenSes noW which means zero nada no one controls my FeelinGs or SenseS now.. not even the moon.. the clouds.. the Sun or skeYes iN Breeze.. all iS BliSS aLL iS Color aLL A BriGht liGht oF REaL.. oh.. by the way.. sorry.. i went WAY over the liMit but you so inspired mE..;)
Oh Lord.. it’s been oh God.. but this reminds me.. yes.. 37 years ago.. and i can still remember the smell and name of that first perfume of my first Love.. the name was BABE.. and oh my wife is so much more Lovely and still looks as young almost as that 16 year old girl at 46.. seriously.. it’s true.. i’ve photos that prove that.. hehe.. noW on my blog but yes.. anyway.. it’s kinda sad as honestly i cannot remember any of the smells of my wife’s perfume or names.. but oh! i kNow.. i FeeL.. i would NoW if she ever leaves.. or faLLs aWay breeze.. perhaps.. i’ll now go grab a bottle.. spray it all.. over mE now.. and bask noW iN thE nAMe and SmeLL Now oF LovE TrUe.. oh! thanks so much Candy.. this inspireS me.. so noW.. mY friEnd..:)
Oh Lord.. Bryan.. Living on the River Front home in Panhandle Florida.. Summer Humidity.. sound of crickets way back in 60’s.. and frogs.. through open dead breeze paste.. turning the pillow over and over again.. now infinity it seems then.. stiLL noW never a cooler spot in mouth of River heat..:)
Sharing deeper secrets.. sharing links a place for Facebook.. sharing dreams now in someone else’s photo.. oh God.. wHere is Real.. i WiLL noT lEt ReAL Go..:)
Oh gosh.. this reminds me of an entire Summer of Digging as a research associate in Archaeology way back in ’83.. so young.. as Anthropology IS A degree of miNd.. never a breeze across holes that never end.. shovels that alway dig.. dam it.. this frigging brown collar work.. not college boy stuff.. i felt then.. hehe.. now i’m tougher.. Bring on the hell hEat.. it’S better than nOthing iN REAL HeLL.. oh.. wet behind the ears.. green with no understanding then oF REAL BREEZE..:)
Vietnam.. A jungle that never ends in fiery breeze of gun shot wounds.. my 1st cousin in ’69.. burned to death in Helicopter shot down.. breeze in Washington Still no feeling for what counts sAdly it sTill seems…
HeARt Of LiFe Rose oF FeelinGs SinGinG DanCinG SmeLLinG FloWers sAME.. never an Age when hUman bLooms SonG i DancE..:)
Fall Breeze a favorite SinGinG through Northern Florida tall pine needles.. cold front a sign of North breeze too.. cure for humid ways.. WiNter even welcome iN SAuNteRing FL DreAMs..:)
WeLL.. as Shakira says.. hiPs and eYes do not liE.. and after 5444 miles in 33 full months of dance.. i repreSent umm.. aLL heR reMArk withouT one word.. noW iN thaT heART liFe..;)
Oh cRap.. i left out the word Breeze iN mY last poetic eXpresSioN iN rEsponse heRe.. never less i’LL pARty oWn iN Breeze oF Y i..;)
SeNseS and EmoTions lovers yeT not friEnds.. and the converse.. Breeze.. perverse.. and empty space between hugs.. longing to hold noW lonGer as Real..:)
BreaTh of Kiss Breeze oF liFe SonG oF FeeLinG deePer than toNgues oF SonGSin HAte..:)
Been through it with a baby too.. of 51 days.. LiFe is never fAir wHole but alWays worth iT iN Breeze oF dArk and liGht.. but with modern medicine.. one can understand better the gift of short verses aided torture of medical death.. It’s always relative but more relative when it’s relative.. and to be clear.. i am not presuming.. juSt responding from the inspiRaTioN thEse words bRinG mE noW..:)
Oh.. to Love thE Breeze tHe staRs oF shiNe.. WinGlits Ocean diAtoms bRinGing liGht Now to neW moon sKeYes.. to Love iT aLL to bE iT All comFort BliSs wE cAn bE noW.. In sMiLes oF LoVeAll..:)
9:00 pm.. all caught uP! and ending dVerse for noW..!..:)
Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by and absorbing 200 or so photos.. 15k words.. etc.. hehe.. about the average output of the poets i visit in about a years time.. so truly if most anyone visits me out of that crowd in reciprocation of my reading their 50 or so words output.. we are now even for the year.. hehe.. as tit for tat goes.. but yes.. seriously.. i was never a word person as you know.. until 2010.. as before that hmm.. back then.. i just couldn’t use my eyes and ears at all after 2008.. for anything other than pain.. and when i could use them.. most all of what i did in my spare time away from work is the home stuff that had to be done.. and a few news shows.. and this same dam little snow boarding video game that was just a way to escape all the worries associated with work.. and keeping a job that for me lasted nearly a decade of scares of losing a job over reductions in force.. working for the government.. oh yeah.. and now to answer your questions before this turns into just another one of my daily war and peace size monologues.. or whatever one would like to call an ocean Now of flowing waving go go so long words.. in Free Verse Stream.. the River is Blackwater River here in Florida.. more specifically what they call now tributaries to it in the Bagdad Mill photos.. named Pond creek.. as that body of flowing water.. And Ellen was holding some kind of game show and Dubai.. is considered a big tourist place to go and the reason i used it in synchronicity of this particular association is my dear friend Himali.. originally from India lives there now doing her new job noW in Management Accounting.. so it’s kinda in honor of her and yes only meaningful to me and her.. i guess.. if she ever sees it wading through all i do.. which of course is noW Legion.. and sometimes seemingly Foreign too of course too.. but considering this whole dam blog is the longest long form poem in history.. i like to honor those who touch my life including all the symbols and nature of life.. so a photo of almost anything will meet my very low bar of LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE ALL STUFF LIFE.. AND ASSOCIATED SYMBOLS AS SUCH TOO.. AND yes the Marijuana working Medical solution has been suggested to my wife before.. and i understand that Medical Marijuana is becoming legal here in Florida.. but my wife is one of those folks who cannot tolerate Alcohol or Marijuana.. and interestingly while i used to drink to get rid of all my social anxiety and general hang ups when i went to bars when young.. ranging up to the equivalent of a 6 pack of beer.. or so.. just when i went out to vegetate mostly as a wall flower.. as i was Oh God.. impossibly too anxious to get up there on that dance floor alone then.. and when i did dance.. it was really limited where my arms never went above my hips.. but no more alcohol or even caffeine for me as i control inner bliss like a faucet that goes way way uP.. staYinG sTill in relative calm inside.. and any substance would just take that balance away now… while many of my friends smoke Marijuana.. although they don’t talk about that to me.. hehe.. as they know i don’t.. when i did try it.. i hated the way it made me feel as it took away the Natural high i had when i was young.. and just made me feel bored and empty in sensory way.. i really hated it and of course it must make other folks feel much different as it only made me feel low instead of high.. but of course i was born high.. more high than most.. so voila Bi-Polar and the such.. but i’ve had decades of relative high without lows as long as i stay away from catch 22 stress.. that will basically blow me up to smithereens as i don’t like to leave any detail hanging and must have a clean slate to start the next day of problem solved.. as the natural perfectionist i can unfortunately be as you see while there is no planned form here.. it does come out rather smooth.. so perhaps the perfectionist even lives as subconscious mind too.. and that’s why i dance.. as it allows me to really escape the Frankenstein/ Prometheus Brain as such.. and CAN LET IT ALL ICE PRINCESS GO.. WELL OKAY.. HOPE YOU DON’T COME BACK TO SEE THIS TONIGHT AS YOU SAY YOUR eyes hurt and this ain’t gonna help at all.. and Jesus F. Christ i am an expert on eye pain if there ever was one.. so i feel for yA oN thAT.. but hey hey hey.. as Fat Albert WiLL say.. i can’t stop the Love Train from Flowing go go go.. it still comes what may until the end here wriTE noW.. as i continue to shake my tail feathers and Lord i had a great martial arts routine in Tai-Chi like speed.. when listening to the theme song here tonight at the military gym.. and the Chi was exploding in all directions of where the body sped away iN liGht oF aLL i can be as the Army Recruiters still do say.. have a great night friend.. i’ve got some more reams of poetry to write.. and some dreams to do after that to wake up and do some more go go go.. GO iN SHAKING MY TAIL FEATHERS MORE..;)
These three yearly series of Facebook Algorithm memories.. demonstrate well i thInk.. the evolution of my writing style.. moving from slow flow to full sWeLLinG Flow iN ZonE oF Stream of Consciousness Free Verse poeTry.. of course what is now the longest historical poem ever at over 3 Million words whole in my Word press Blog as whole with this 672nd MacroVerse.. speaKing here of the process as well as the end as means of product to all one.. anyway.. also on current topic for this 672nd MacroVerse of Super Epic PoeTry MacroWhole.. that will be named “tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”.. per the importance of poeTry.. Confidence noW.. and overall zest for freedom of expression.. AS i FeeL.. the best way to honor those who have given tHeir liFe for Country.. is to be as free as possible.. as that is the greatest thing about this country.. Miley can swing naked NoW from her WrecKinG Ball and i can sure as hell dance in public.. and do iT ALL ONLINE..:)
And here is the oldest post from three years ago.. where i am gradually on my way to recovery and re-entry back into humanity in the real flesh and blood world at the end of July 2013.. whereas before.. i couldn’t even go into a Whataburger for 15 minutes.. as was my assignment by my therapist then.. where not long after that i was dancing freely in public.. like a butterfly escaping out of an old and moldy cocoon.. that WAS my physical body then.. less and more of robot in human flesh and Zombie too.. but anyway.. this altruistic effort was one of many that helped me get my human back.. then in trying to help other folks.. and eventually it worked big time.. and i came back ON earth from a living death.. and back then.. i had one friend on Facebook.. and none at all the two years before that and only this cat avatar of my beloved Noble Arthur Brown tabby alpha neighborhood block cat.. who was more frigging human than me in the feelings and senses that really count in social mammal life.. and the only other avatar in there is my Yellow Boy Kate Mia Avatar i used then on Google plus.. as quite honestly without an emotional life inside.. i didn’t feel like i had a face at all.. and my first selfies in August of 2013.. were of great surprise to me.. as i actually saw emotion on my face.. and all my selfies have been therapeutic in getting my humanity more fully and fully back.. as quite honestly.. the Trigeminal Neuralgia type two.. from wake to sleep for those 66 months.. as well as a perfect storm of life threatening synergy of 19 disorders erased whatever parts of me in Feeling and Senses that made life worth living at all.. i built the good parts back up.. and left all the fears and anxieties behind as well as input activities like TV that did not allow me to develop the output of life in moving.. connecting.. and creating.. i still have the propensity for an extremely systemizing mind.. so art is therapy to F In Stay human away from Robot liFE.. as that was what and how folks described the way my mind worked both online then.. AND in my work life before i got sick.. yes.. they called me a computer.. a problem solver.. and a commodity for work.. well no.. i am NO longer a cog in societies machine to make other folks comfortable… i am now a poet.. dancer.. Singer renaissance nude self artist in the photographer flesh.. bottom linE noW.. i’M F iN ALive.. beginning.. ending stARt.. and never finish of never ending story i.. and when you die dead iN life aLive.. if you ever you do.. iN REAL LIFE noW AND GO WHERE Li’VE BEEN.. PERHAPS YOU TOO.. WiLL LIVE LIFE SUPER EPIc iN HEAVEN NOW2..:)
And Facebook Friend Benjamin.. my only Facebook Friend.. now out of 50.. from the Wrong Planet website.. as it seems a dear one decided to no longer use Facebook recently.. from my college past.. so a core of 50 is left.. but anyway.. Friend Benjamin. and by another way the other friend who left Facebook is named Ben too or Benny Junior II.. not to complicate matters too.. much but Benjamin says in response to my posting of this three year old memory from the Wrong Planet website then in Blogway2..
And in response to that i say..
Yes.. Old Wrong Planet memories.. Thanks Benjamin.:)
Then Benjamin says..
You dont post there much anymore
And then i say..
Actually i don’t post there at all anymore.. since the end of July 2015.. the last straw for me was when the moderator Bookashaya or however she spelled her user name banned me for a month for giving Raptor back what he gives people to try to make ’em feel bad… i told her i wasn’t coming back after that and did mean it.. occasionally.. i drop by to see if there is anything interesting in the PPR section.. but i find the same stuff that was discussed before.. basically.. so it’s kinda like a soap opera where i’m not missing anything.. and anyone who frayed from the standard Philosophy and Religious views were ostracized by the militant atheists there.. and bullied by little boys behind avatars that were afraid to show their real face online.. anyway.. i’m glad i left.. i was trying to illustrate fully how i overcame the most disabling impacts of both my physical and Autism related functional disabilities but most folks wanted to continue on with their misery Loves company philosophy along with cynicism of anything more than their book learning.. there’s more to life than that and i find it out there in the flesh and blood world more than online.. so no.. i don’t miss that place at all.. but it was a life saver when i couldn’t effectively use my eyes and ears in real flesh and blood life.. or connect with any human much in the real world.. that hell is over and i have found ways to insure i don’t go back.. and quite honestly the only nice person there other than Sallamandrina who is Leah who i talk about on my blogs and keep in touch with on Email.. is you my friend as quite honestly you are only one of few that had any common human decency there to treat other folks like human.. in other words you weren’t retarded in the worst way.. of not showing other humans basic empathy.. and truly at least there on the Wrong Planet the greatest problem was a lack of real human empathy.. for those who did post.. not likely many Autistic Folks with empathy would post there as quite honestly i feel like most people there actually had personality disorders instead of self diagnosed Autism.. namely Border Line personality disorders.. particularly what i saw in other online self-diagnosed Autism Communities.. i couldn’t speak until age 4.. but my mama Loved me.. so i guess that was my saving grace to develop human empathy.. anyway.. thanks again my old Wrong Planet Friend for stopping by and all the support you gave me while i was in hell here and there for REAL..:)
Then Benjamin says..
yea wrong planet is crazy hey
And finally on Facebook i say..
Yes.. Benjamin.. Amen..
And i say here now.. of very interesting note.. Benjamin.. was actually an Autistic person who spent sometime in his younger years in the institution life for folks more severely impacted by Autism.. he was a very caring person.. and passionate about life.. Another Individual on the site also institutionalized named Ci.. more severely impacted by Autism was also very passionate and emotional about life.. but of course with difficulties communicating aS that is the bottom line with Autism as difficulty in reciprocal communication.. both verbally and actually now with the new APA definition of Autism more issues actually with non-verbal language.. anyway.. the bottom line is both these men were capable of expressing human empathy in emotional ways.. whereas most people there had almost zero motivation or pleasure to socially reciprocate human language.. in back and forth conversation.. and in my case.. in my life.. my problem wasn’t a lack of wanting to reciprocate social communication with other human beings.. just a problem expressing it in socially appropriate and wanted ways.. i still tend to talk more about what i am interested in deep deep ways.. than what’s for dinner.. or what’s on TV.. although as i get older i get much much better at doing that and seeing the inner workings of so-called normal every day folks online and particularly Facebook in ways of share and likes for what the so-called common human does.. has helped me greatly to get in the grove of what most humans do in day to day life.. and sure.. i count these blessings much.. in ‘this’.. Longest long poem form poem ever.. as it reinforces A better way to really connect to people.. as i receive that warm fuzzy feeling aka oxytocin release.. and Serotonin comfort as trust and Dopamine/endorphins as a pleasurable healing FeeLinG when i connect to other human beings.. and sadly.. the medical fAct.. is some folks with Autism are missing the ability to either produce or feel these human neuro-chemicals/hormones from head to toe.. noW in cellular peptide way.. and of particular emptiness the NON-ability to feel the social bonding hormone oxytocin.. the stuff of the nurturing human.. being both male and female.. and some don’t even feel it with sex.. therefore.. some of them.. never ever even want to have sex for that reason and many others.. BUT THE FACT IS.. MOST KNOW/FEEL NOT WHAT THEY DO.. AS WHOMEVER WROTE THOSE WORDS OF SO-CALLED JESUS ON THE CROSS INTUITIVELY UNDERSTOOD.. WHETHER OR NOT THEY KneW THE BIO-CHEMISTRY FACTS BEHIND THE MISSING FEELINGS OR NOT.. so these people deserve empathy and sympathy too.. and while folks love to call them evil.. and in literal ways when they harm folks.. instead of bonding with them.. the behavior can be viewed as evil.. STILL.. OFTEN.. THEY ARE MISSING SOME OF THE GLUES OF SOCIAL ANIMAL LIFE IN WAYS OF NEUROCHEMICALS AND NEUROHORMONES.. so it’s like they are running on a very LOW OCTANE OF HUMAN GASOLINE or viscosity of Oil that makes them rather thick when it comes to wanting and making reciprocal social communication a warm and fuzzy reality in trust and comfort in others.. Nature.. and God yes.. in FeeLinG Nature.. and SenSinG Nature as God one and sAMe.. and this is why i could most always predict the allegiance of a militant atheist there.. by the lack of affect of human emotion in their written language.. then.. and it is the same in the poetry world… there are folks who do poetry.. as fill in the blank rhymes that talk about the world like tHeir is no figurative language of emotions too.. similar disease.. just no diagnosis in general.. and truly all the most destructive diseaseS in the world.. in terms of human psychological hurt.. carnage and even potential World War three.. are both a direct and indirect result of people who cannot easily get filled up in heARt.. SpiRit.. and soUl.. of FeeLinG and ExpRESSinG the warm and Fuzzy FeeLingS of liFE that are unmistakable for someone like me who can read that easily in the eYes of someone who is not dead inside.. or just pretending to be human in an imitation game as such.. i can’t show THAT much in my eyes anymore.. ’cause i must wear shades.. for medical reasons associated with Trigeminal Neuralgia so that FucKinG Hell pain will not come back.. and truly that is the biggest part of why you see so much of my eYes online.. as that is how i for one best express my soUl.. whether passion for survival or the warm human Loving touch.. and i have done my best to make the rest of my face shine.. and my body in DANCE iN ExPresSinG aLL the Love i feel inside fearless for both me and the rest of humanity.. along with all of Nature and folks dear to MEnOW like Yellow Boy and all his paWed and claWed brothers and sisters of the world.. you see.. like my nephew.. who is my wife’s deceased sister’s son.. who is diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum he is in learning classes for folks with difficulty in education but when it comes to empathy and the ART oF human touch he had a full adult understanding FeeLinG of that.. from the age of his middle teens.. creative.. YES!.. Loves Disney movies.. attached to animals.. truly human without the grades of life that social cogs of machines can become without the human FeeLY touch.. particularly from parents who are too busy for their children in touchY feeLY face to face NOW hUwOmAniFEST interaction for whatever reaSon from the two parent high class jobs.. that take all their effort.. to noses in 4 to 5 inch screens.. at the dinner table in restaurants where the child is tugging at the mom or dad’s shirt and they are not even FucKinG NOTICED BY THE PARENTS.. i got all the attention i needed from my mother THEN whether i could speak to her until age 4 or not.. and the greatest reward of all her effort is I AM STILL FucKinG HuMAN AFTER ALL i’VE BEEN THROUGH IN HELL.. THE GIFT OF A MOTHER WHO TOUCHY FEELY LOVES THEIR CHILD AND A FATHER TOO.. iS FUCKING PRICELESS AND CAN FUCKING SAVE THE WORLD AS OPPOSED TO CLOSED HEARTS AND EYES WHO DO NOT EVEN NOTICE LOVE ANYMORE IN THE WARM AND FUZZIES OF WHAT HUMANAS ARE EVOLVED TO BE.. FROM HEAD TO TOE TO EYES TO HOLDING HANDS TO HUGS.. AND THE SEXUAL INTERCOURSE THAT BRINGS PEOPLE TOGETHER TO RAISE CHILDREN INSTEAD OF HEY I SCORED AND THERE IS ANOTHER NOTCH ON MY BELT OR BRA.. BOTTOM underwear/panty LINe NOW HUMANITY COUNTS WHEN REAL NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCKING REPORT CARD SAYS AT SCHOOL OR WORK NOW.. or in bars for scores instead of Love Love is the only score that trUly counts when the head meets the bed of death.. NoW And the after life.. but i stick to what i can prove not what i have 100% Faith and Belief in the THAT God speaks to me in God’s way of doing thAT aLways noW in Synchronicity ways of ALLTHATISART OF GOD’S EyES US NOW WHEN FINDING SEEKING AS OPEN TO ALLTHATISARTNOW AND practicing allthatis alWayS noW As Tapestry oF Fearlessly LoVinG LiFE as Art with the just the science as vehicles and vessels to drive around iN Fearless Sacred Love wHere aLLiS Holy SacRed noW..;)
‘Funny’.. how ‘some” fundamentalist ‘Christians’ can Oh! DeVIL! YES!.. now sTiLL support an ‘Anti-Christ’ like ‘this’.. and don’t get me wrong.. Hillary ain’t a Saint.. but.. yeah.. just sayin’.. THIS IS TRULY InSANE.. iN.. HuMAN SPEAK AT LeAST.. And as of 5282016.. close to 9 million views of the viral Facebook Video version of this.. let’s shoot for 300 million or so.. but nah.. there iS ZERO CHANCE THIS DeVIL DUDE IS GONNA WIN.. iT Is AN EPIC DEMOCRATIC TRUMP CARD FOR YEARS TO COME IN POLITICAL LIBERAL LEANING SUCCESS IN CHANGING THE U. S. of A.. unless Republicans can find the Real Jesus and convince him to run.. but nah.. he or she would never slime to THAT… Sorry.. no.. i’M NOT.. iF it hurts.. but truly like the big J says.. THAT can set yA FReED.. yA kNow.. i would Love to be in a room.. with TRUMP ALL ALONE.. let’s say with a bright light.. and we could just talk.. talk.. talk.. TALK.. for FucKinG 40 hours NOW.. straight.. without sleep.. to see who would win the DeViL/ANgEL NOW.. battle.. in REAL HeLL.. bet he would quit by the 39th hour.. but in all fairness i would have the advantage as i’ve already gone 40 days with only 1 hour of shallow sleep the first 35 of 40 with an alpha blocker and none the last 5 out of 40 days with the worst pain known to mankind and 18 or so synergy of life threatening disorders.. in REAL HELL THEN.. and sure 11 million words of documentation along the way.. 66 months now.. oh.. another 66 comes up NoW.. how cool.. since November Thanks Giving day of 2010.. oh joy.. when i started all this writing then.. anyway.. as i say the Monkey does not fall out of the tree.. and the Hawk does not Fall out of the sky and i never kick anything less than a fraction of an inch away as i practice my FredFu ways of Martial Art.. because wE noW ALL PRACTICE CONTINUOUSLY iN MORE THAN OLD ANGRY WHITE MAN WAYS.. WITH TRUMP BUCKS OF DEAD HEART.. AND SOUL NOW.. TRUST ME.. FEARLESS LOVE WINS IN THE LONG RUN.. AND FEARLESS HATE IS JUST A BOTTOMLESS PIT THAT FOLKS LIKE TRUMP WILL NEVER CRAWL OUT OF WITH THE EMPTY POWER OF FEARLESS HATE.. BlACK WhOLE SOUL ANTI-CHRIST IN LITERAL HUMAN METAPHOR THEY ARE UNTIL THEy FIND THE LOVE TO FucKinG GET OUT OF REAL HUMAN EARTH HELL NOW.. oh what an inspiring little VIDEO noW.. And yeah.. the end of Trump’s NOW unsuccessful IGNORANT HATeFiLLeD try at President is gonna look a lot like ‘this’ video ‘here’.. MaRK MY WORDS.. iT’S GONNA BE RADiON ACTIVE iN CHANGING THE HIsTORY OF THE U.S. OF A.. TO A MUCH KINDER GENTLER CHRIST LIKE WAY.. PER THE YES.. angEL VERSiON oF REAL JESUS..;)
Hmm.. gosh.. that Trump speech left somewhat of a bad taste in my mouth.. but at least it is justification enough to repeat the salient dance photographs of my last Novel Macro blog post verse with the cat and dog debate in ANN candidate Dog eat Cat eat Dog style as such.. anyway.. aGaiN.. as i’ve clearly stated before.. politics is no different than a soap opera as it is based on Human Nature as whole as there are the more fearful conservative anxious folks in the world who must have control.. and then there are the more Liberal Leaning open-minded folks who want progressive change.. the nomads as such as it were and still is that made this country great to get out of conservative Monarchies of the Old English way.. WeLL.. Jesus F iN Christ and God too of Nature they brought genetics over the big pond of Atlantic too.. so the soap opera goes on in conservative and liberal ways and HA! TRUMP A CONSERVATIVE.. hell no.. he is a risk taker from hell.. with no fear and plenty hate filled ways of Loveless being selfish ways.. and that is how he got way way ahead in a Billion or whatever empty bucks he stores in cabinets and Trump Towers of hell.. as such.. anyway.. he knows how to pull the heart strings of scaredy dogs of red who are afraid of change.. he ain’t no cat but he is clever enough as all psychopathic leaders are in how to push the buttons of fear like oh my God oh my God they are gonna take your guns away and turn this country into one gigantic mosque Temple with covers on.. Well.. wELL.. WELL.. IT is just really boring but funny to me.. as it is so F iN predictable.. just like when Gore lost and the re-constructor military contract cronies.. with the head of Cheney snake went into Iraq after 911 to make the really big indusTRiO miLitary CompleX BUCKS.. AND THAT THEY DID.. but yes.. at a price.. ’cause once aGAin.. Love.. and Hope is stronger than Fear and hate.. so the Dude who had the audacity for Hope got elected over the oh god non- charisma left of God he was boring.. i almost cannot remember his McCain dam name.. but anyway.. that chick he was with was F iN Hilarious and i bet she would make a spirited dance partner too.. getting down at Seville as it were and now is too.. Hmm.. what else.. ’cause i already had to go outside and do the Sun and Sand dance thingy to get that dEvil bLack Trump taste out of my wordY mouth.. oh yeah.. the new age… the new world order as promised by the book dude Jesus.. and somehow how Fundamentalist Religious folks think oneness in a Global way of Love is the F iN Sign of the DeViL.. WeLL maybe iT iS iF YOU CAN catch the FULL METAPHOR OF THAT.. but MOST WiLL NOT.. HEHE.. SO THAT iS why i can say WTF.. yes.. whatever noW the FucK i liKe… tHe deeper pArts WiLL Jesus F iN Christ of how that story goes as Thief in the night not be read and if read totally go wRite oVER ANYONE’S HEAD THAT iS crazy as me as fearless without any FucKinG Real empathic Right Brained way in figurative interpretations to now get what the FuCK i even said.. somethings.. never change.. Fundamentalist religious folks still don’t get the fact that Jesus was a Naturist who explored human potential with the God oF Nature at hand.. to gain greater potential in metaphor and Force way.. like Luke of Star wars says too.. anyway.. THAT should do.. the wife is asking me about issues with the insurance bill.. which means i had to put my Lawyer Fred Head hat on and just about have lost my artistic flow here back into the mechanical cognition of humanly prescribed abstract constructs that are so far beyond the Nature of human being they are like poison in the water of Life but it is the mind and body that gets corrupted before anyone can even find a saving grace of one drop of God water in hell now.. kinda like the place where Trump… Bush and so forth and so on live.. but WAIT!.. i underStand G.W. is now painting puppy dogs with quite a great FeeLinG in Brush way.. so maybe he found a heARt after all after Living in Cheney Snake heLL back then.. for the dude with only a mechanical apparatus of heart now.. anyWay.. i wanna get back to dVerse and catch up some tHeRe as Alice and Wonderland is at the theater just waiting for her to join me hEar.. hehe.. with mysterious and everlasting magic joy down the rabbit whole of all oF tHAT iS noW oF course..;)
Alice Through the LooKinG gLass.. not to give too many spoilers here.. a basic story about a young woman whose milestones are are to do six impossible things in life.. and you WILL to does this no matter what all the control freaks and naysayers say in Life about her achievements.. and yeah.. blah blah blah.. sure Fred can relate as relatively speaking Fred has used the power of Hope.. Faith and Pure Belief with the assistance of God all that is.. see i told you i wouldn’t give you any real spoilers.. matter of fact.. at this point.. let’s just go this REAL TALE.. FRED THR0UGH THE LooKinG Glass at this point here in my never lAnd’s longest Free Verse Poem iN the History of humankind in Long Poem Form here at the 672nd Macro Verse that of course would be impossible for any kid who could not speak until age 4 with Autism huh.. Well.. kNow like Britney say.. Oops i just did iT iN ever increasing poetic SpRinG Verse of SonG NoW MoVinG Faster iN oN 4 Million words of a total of over 11 million total since 66 months ago on Thanks Giving Day.. at the Start oF all this Lightening Run of deeper words oF i.. after not BeinG able to effectively use my eyes or ears to read or hear music or most any words at all for 3 years almost to that date then.. Zombie Hunch Back of Notre Dame i was then.. yes.. sorry.. blah blah blah.. you may have heard this before.. but yes.. sure.. empiricAlly speaking it is one of the perhaps most inspiring stories of human being that juste happens to be me through FUCKING SHEER WILL AND LOTS OF LOVE FROM GOD.. YEAH.. LOL.. GOD EXCLAMATION POINT NOW.. WITH THOSE OTHER 18 OTheR MEDICAL DISORDERS AS A SIDE ORDER OF HUMAN HELL TO GO WITH ALL THE REST.. anyway.. back to impossibilities in what humans normally think humans can or cannot do.. so yeah.. that Autistic boy Graduates with three degrees at close to the top of his classes in college.. then Marries a woman who still looks the same at 46.. from 27 years ago.. when he first met her then.. that’s two.. Dance Walks Everywhere he goes for now over 5400 miles in 33 months approaching the distance of back and forth across the U.S oF A.. this Memorial Day.. from sea to sea.. in Super Walmart.. Target.. the Mall etc.. etc.. all through the Metro area for 3 and although i didn’t have to do much obvious work to keep the wife young.. it’s still the impossible more or less in norm of human way.. okay.. let us move to number 4.. and leg pressing that close to half a ton.. 30 times now at the military gym.. much more than any other elite military dude who has attempted that there.. and with my arms raised up in the air in perfect balance slowly and surely on that parallel leg press machine that is almost twice as hard as the standard Leg press machine ya mostly see in big man gyms.. and now to five.. sure.. 112 weeks with somewhere between 600 to 800 photos of me and oh God.. so many Gorgeous girls and remember i have Autism and that ain’t standard operating procedure for that challenge for sure.. in the realm of what most folks raising an Autistic kid would say would be impossible approaching age 56 now.. well.. what about number 6.. that’s a secret.. and although i talk about it all the noW it’s stlLL a secret service noW in convenant between me and the God oF aLL Nature.. and every REAL FAIRY TALE noW NEEDS SOME MYSTERY OR A HOOK AS SUCH TO KEEP THE INTRIGUE GOING FOREVERMORE NOW FOR WHO KnoWS.. PERHAPS A THOUSAND YEARS OR MORE.. OR WHEN SERVERS DIE.. WHICH EVER COMES MORE FOREVERMORE IN THE RELATIVE REALM OF HUMAN BEING.. in what most folks would say is impossible unless they witnessed iT FirsT FucKinG HanD noW on Facebook.. hehe.. in real time while it’s GoinG onOW.. and yeah.. just the fAct that i did all of this NoW for NO God DAM money aT all IS A FucKinG Miracle iN itself all own it’s oWn.. FucKinG Free now.. so.. i guess We WiLL make number 7 the secret and go from there.. as the LooKinG Glass and Rabbit hole grows deeper and deeper with hidden paths exposed in JOURNEY OF REAL NOW..:)
“Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known.”
i’LL go one DancE step further to say.. aLWays NoW more to FeeL.. SensE.. and talk about later iN poEtry.. And yes.. in terms of bombs and wars the human race has become a great annoyance to the rest of NAtuRE.. including hUman BeinGs.. so.. i sImply DancE and SinG aS noW iN a key of C sHarp EarTh humm.. unTiL iT’s noW to Go to theEneXt AdvenTuRe..:)
SMiLes.. many children smile.. giggle.. laugh.. share.. SinG.. DancE and give freely.. as they have not forgotten how to be human in the basic principle of life named use it or lose it humanity noW but more on that in a few.. my friend Prajakta.. in your next blog post wRite oN course of topic.. noW of course.. Freedom is.. not holding back letting it go voila Go.. Go..:)
Hmm.. more than hey.. i could write a Novel on say.. in fAct i do in size on average every two weeks at 40K.. anyway.. to let it flow to let i go to let the streAM of mind and body Balance become river in ocean flow.. and to note.. even Einstein who discovered relativity.. learned to stick his tongue out before it was too late to be human and then he said the poverty of humanity is never moving out of one’s inner circle and loving it all.. pure genius that man became as human too more than empirical science but he understood the value of imagination.. over one step two step three and more for A scientific method.. now then.. and as mentioned before.. use it or lose it applies.. the gold of selfies and the starvation of any kind of facial expression interaction is the habit and the glory of that in increasing natural humanity of what science shows is 60 to 90 percent of natural human reciprocal communication.. in non-verbal expression.. and nah.. Emotive icons do not match the almost infinite number of facial expressions AS the human face potential that move our emotions and inspireS our very basic ability to move in life at all.. and literAlly not get depressed.. again.. selfies.. somewhat of a bandaid to save the human face from Zombie life as again.. in all things human and animal too.. as i like to say.. why our friendly Monkeys do not fall out of trees in India.. and other high places and hawks out of skies is they practice practice and practice more the ability to do what they naturally DO do and not lose it as humans literally NoW are as science shows 30% in measures of behavioral empathy have dropped off among college age adults in the last several decades.. yes.. evidence that our technological ways of being our tools.. and electronic sign language.. is making the Zombie Apocalypse real in that it is eating away our basic social animal nature propensity to dance and dance some more together in the most basic dance steps that are the movement of the human face to express emotions and move us higher and higher away from a depressing life of blunted emotions that can move us like the atomic fuel of basic neurochemistry and biochemistry whole of human being as inoculation from the Zombie apocalypse… yes.. back in the day.. they had signs on computer labs and engineer classes that said don’t forget YOU ARE HUMAN.. WeLL.. those signs are no longer posted as so many folks have literally forgotten in cold frozen faces that do not noW look uP.. butt the ice princess learned better my friend.. she released her heart.. UP! her spirit.. her soul.. and yes sensuality whole as the potential for humanity to come back more is still tHeRe to practice.. And that’s pArt of the reason i’ve now danced 5400 miles in public.. believe me it forces some kind of facial expression of dance.. on at least some folks lost in the REAL ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE AND MAKES MY BODY GLOW BRIGHTER AND BRIGHTER.. NO.. not even 40K thousand words every two weeks of multi dimensional emotional words in the sign language of blogging comes close to the original language of human that is dance that can say it all in just a smile or a twinkle of an eYe that moves.. CONNECTS.. and CREATES uS toGeTheR NoW..:)
Oh the power of Chi.. truly such a powerful force of human and the rest of the UniVerse that few people know and understand until they experience it through the power of the hUman heARt.. SpiRit and MiNd and Body SoUl.. unleashed and released.. iN Balance and sure it comes through body language as postures.. facial expressions and such as that.. but it slices through concrete blocks for the martial artist who comes to iNnately.. iNstinctually.. and iNtuitively master the force inside.. outside.. above so below and all around as the Chi.. the Qi.. the Ki.. the KA.. Dao.. and so many other words that express what IS A HIGHER power of God available for human beings to do amazing stuff in life iS tHeRe for the taKing for those who seek it.. find it.. practice it and master it to higher and higher feats of human potential and at times in the snootier of stores.. like Publix.. some old angry white dude who ‘THINKS’ HE HAS power as established through the illusion of the dollar bill.. with his golf buddy buds.. as groups feel more confident in expressing so-called male power than a solitary male will do when faced with the different and hehe THE FUCKING CRAZY FOLKS AMONG US ENOUGH to do memorial day JUSTICE AS FREE.. thinks.. i ain’t paying no attention to his middle age lady gossiping in line.. and yes the dude is probably 10 years younger than me and his friends all grey haired and potbellied fat cats on the golf course they just came off of.. but anyway.. he don’t know the crazy 230LB Alice in Wonderland wearing shirt dude.. is an empath who can feel what’s on the emoTioNs of people without even FucKinG seeing them in physical way.. has no idea how FucKinG hiGh i am WitH Chi as i could break a metal door off the hinges as i did one time when i was 20 or so at a McDonalds.. juST ‘casually’ pushing the door open.. when in a state of this CHI mind unknown to me what it was in mind and body balance then.. but here’s the thing.. and no.. i can’t FucKinG prove it but anyone who has mastered the Chi WiLL tale ya.. in the Eastern ways of doing this first of course.. and as any of our American Indian ancestors likely mastered in the call of the Wild too OF GOD.. i can easily look at a person who is harming anyone with either verbal or physical ways.. and like that video ‘up there’ about Radioactive.. can penetrate them with energy that says watch your step you are on shaky ground my friend.. anyway.. all it takes is one direct glance from me in non-verbal language wHere the dance suddenly stops.. and i am motionless like the calm of a Hurricane at eYe.. and their heads go down.. and do not come up until i continue A dance as the Winds oF Y i Hurricane Chi goes.. as Holy Spirit of God released for both Love and Defense AGAINST hate if necessary in what makes even the smallest female martial artist a holy terror to a pot bellied angry old white man as it were and still is.. as God IS A equal opportunity employer in making Shepard boys like David in metaphor KinG oF thE Lions sTiLL noW.. in ways of sWeeping Hurricane Winds with cAlm oF eYe at the Center now.. and yes.. i thInk.. the lady with the name of a certain flower has a song for that now.. and you do realize that when Jesus said me he was talking about God in me.. unleashed.. released.. and ready to ROCK AND FucKinG RoLL..;)
WeLL.. the 60’s or so VW Bus in multi-colored Memorial Background was a popular hit with the Lady’s as far as i like your shirt.. but NO.. not so much for the men.. as ya know.. down here in Southland.. a colorful man can scare some Homophobes.. but anyway.. no complaints here but i did.. get a Mississippian Biloxi native scream out of his Big Red Truck.. last time i wore this at the Casinos and was dancing on the sidewalks getting squeals from women driving by.. and yes.. Hot Apple Pie.. A comment indicating a crude way of referring to a Woman’s Vagina.. in Urban Language technique.. anyway.. it’s like those anonymous online haters who hide behind avatars.. iT won’t happen to my face.. but distance saves the day.. in hater way.. Anyway.. just imagine.. Jesus Driving the VW Bus in never land of heaven.. wHere all pArts of existence are equally important as grains oF sand holding up the mountTaiN oF Love and for the homophobes that attempt to climb on the Jesus Bus of Love.. Jesus will probably say.. i’m sorry i don’t know you in my Book of Life.. but.. you know not what you do.. as you are probably scared you like penises yourself.. so grow up.. and come out of the closet.. won’t ya.. instead.. of hating up on what you kNow you are deep down.. and are God dam afraid.. of.. but anyway.. you humans have been ruining the earth as Nature with your increasing numbers so WTF do you expect God to do to limit the numbers of you killing cockroach culture human beings against the rest oF God’s Nature one and sAME.. YeS! perfect solution.. same sex message.. ya big dummies.. that’s what God LovE noW.. does.. iN particular to keep the numbers of yA offspring down from killing the rest of my precious species.. Anyway.. i find it rather disgusting.. in church.. yes.. my church too.. that the so-called Sacred Sacrement associated with a dude in a book that said all pARts of Nature are one as same.. even in today’s God Dam scriptures.. still discriminates pArt oF God’s Nature as less sacred and holy in ability to do the Sacrament of Marriage vow thingy in the church.. WeLL.. let’s see.. the Catholic Church believes in Evolution and Science.. so.. perhaps sooner noW than later they will quit splitting hairs out of tradition.. and JUST FUCKING DO THE TRUTH AND LIGHT AND SING NOW THE HAPPY SONG OF LIFE AS FEARLESS LOVE TOGETHER.. I HATE IGNORANCE AS IT IS PROPAGATED BY FOLKS THAT FEAR AND HATE THE DIFFERENT AMONG US.. And anyway.. pretty much a moot point here in the U.S.. noW but i’ve already lost at least one nice Muslim friend in ways of social reciprocal communication that NO.. it’s not kool to Stone Lesbians in Iran after they are buried in dirt to tHeir chest SO they cannot cover their eyes.. and be killed like that out of hate and ignorance.. anyway… while this person.. did not agree that Isis should kill folks who were of different faiths.. it’s still apparently a free for all of torture and agreement on the target of God’s Gay Children square in misery and suffering way.. And.. sorry.. although only me and one person were human enough to disagree with her.. all her other American readers stayed silent.. And that’s where murder.. torture.. and so much more fear and hater stuff begins.. ends.. and begins for more.. when folks do not value humanity enough and God who lives in all of humanity and all of creation as one and sAMe.. ENUFF to FucKinG sPeak up and just say that’s enough that’s truly evil so just put a stop to it or pay the Karmic consequence as mArk my words they will if they do not quit murdering people for ignorance.. in fear and hate.. anyway.. hope all the gay folks enjoyed our beaches down here.. as the U.S. oF A.. is finAlly acting liKE ONE NATION UNDER GOD as a real Memorial Day for the folks who died for Life.. Liberty.. and the Pursuit of Happiness.. which means everyone.. with no exclusions.. which is one up on the Frigging Catholic Church.. i have attended every Sunday for going on three years.. THAT iS Still Separated from God.. in ways of fear and hate against God’s Homosexual children as just another part of oF Nature as seen in our closest primate cousin.. the Bonobo too.. As juSt pARt of maKing the balance of God’s Nature work how iT should.. thiS way.. FREED.. NO EXCLUSIONS.. WHERE EVERYONE GETS TO RIDE THE BUS IN FIRST TO LAST SEATING ACCOMMODATIONS.. IN HEAVEN NOW.. anyway.. the Homosexual folks i have kNoWn over the years.. TRUMP… all the FOR CHRIST LOVE I HAVE SEEN as compared to homophobes now TrUlY iN LoVe liGht oVer thE DArk oF Fear and HATE.. BOTTOM LiNE.. FEARLESS LOVE KiCKS ASS OVER FEARLESS HATE.. iN aLL tHe Trump ways of THaT..:)
Anyway.. when people say.. i don’t have the Key or KA to tHe FounTaiN oF YouTH.. i juSt say oF course i do.. and heRe iS clear and preSent eviDence oF wHat thAT COULD DO FOR YOU.. iF yA kNew thE secRet LoVe PoTioN Fearless FReED2..;)
Yep… thaT dArK hAiRed slender girl in Egyptian mythology.. referred to as Isis.. Nut.. and Mut.. iS noT a real person then.. just a prophecy oF Sorts for NoW as shE Stands..;)
Oh.. Lord.. a quick visit over to Shawna’s continuaLLy changLinG Blogs..
as i say..
Ha! As soon As i Saw Holy Now New iT is you..;)
And Shawna says..
You can spot me from a smile(y) away any day..:)
And then i say..
Ugh.. your myoutube lInks aren’t working.. butt anyway.. read all your poems and my favorite one iS thE one aBout the fur.. as it reminds me now of 3D Anime Monster porn.. and thaT is so friGGinG hilariOuS iN A veRy dArk anD furry wAy.. hmM.. whAT elsE.. yeaH.. i staY hiGh too.. aLL.. ah.. Nat uRA LLy butT i c H i baLanceS iT ouT WitH DancE anD stroKes oF lucK!..;)
“Grain grows best in shit.”
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
Oh Lord.. Ain’T thAT thE trUth.. and probably one of the world’s greatest problems iS not enough people toe the sand anymore.. yes.. the struggle noW.. Now iS most Of thE bATtle For heavenoW… tHe Victorious neVer give up or tUrn to Vengeance but yeS.. sWords oF WiT.. SpiT diRt iN tHeir eYes.. Blind.. mY FriEnd.. foR poTenTial aWake wiTh SiGht aNd hEAr..:)
Yeah.. i realize iT’s almost Memorial Day now but truly there is only one Holiday for me always now.. and that is the Independence day of the 4th of July where alWayS noW iS Saturday in the park oF Y i.. and does anyone Know what time iT is Thanks God i don’t and that is why i for one make aLWAYS now the Fourth oF July oF Independence Day.. and truly i Feel sorry for those who do not exercise more fully that great privilege and right wE have iN this country for the unalienable God oF Nature giveN right for LiFE.. LiberTy and the purSuit of Happiness thaT can mean the U.S. oF A.. CaN be thE REAL GARDEN OF EDEN IN LEGEND WAY THAT IS NO MYTH AT ALL AND ALL iS RAEL now.. iN a place of HeavenOW.. only dreAMed oF.. days beForE.. anyWay thAT daY of allthatis aka God and God’s Kingdom as gifted as Human Fearless Sacred Love.. iS noW for those who SeeK iT.. FinD iT.. and practice allthatiS.. NoW iN MoVinG.. CoNecTinG.. and CreaTinG.. way.. as to lose Heaven when it can certainly be found.. exercised and practiced aLWayS noW as i document every God dam day here iN Fred’s HeaVeN iS possible for many otHeRs too.. when they get to tHeir own TrUth and LiGht WitH the God Of Nature allthatiS now juSt aS iS iS..:)
An Enlightened one of Nature.. yes..! Yellow Boy doing his early morning Yoga Pose in Tai Chi Balance.. no less balanced than the way he walks to conserve all energy for the fight or flight of liFe when necessary to reduce cat suffering.. to be at ONE with allthatis Nature also known as God.. or if you are Buddhist you choose not to name it with a humanly designed abstract three letter word concept.. but never the less a Buddhist Will tale ya.. no less than a Christian that Heaven is possible after life and of course in life in the State of Nirvana no less than what is relayed in the New Testament of so-called Jesus that heaven is at hand in a different state of mindful awareness away from worry.. yes.. fear.. jealousy.. doubt.. hate.. and all other con-social emotions but HA! IN BOTH Christianity and Buddhism.. lust is considered a sin.. instead of the now scientifically evidenced juice of most all stuff human in creativity and basic productivity.. while meditation is the human way of escaping negative thoughts and thoughts in general.. Yellow Boy is not saddled with this neocortical deficiency as such.. as he comes with the full package of innate.. instinctual and intuitive ways in mind and body balance soul.. of Emotional heArt… expresSinG this emoTioNal heArt as SpiRit in yes.. a miNd and boDy BaLanCinG soUl.. without the ambulance traffic of worry thoughts about oh my God i don’t have the biggest house in the neighborhood.. the most shapely breasts or the longest God dam dick.. in the gym locker room.. BUTT!.. YES.. before he got ‘the operation’.. he FEELS AND SMELLS the value of lust to get the job of reproducing done.. and there’s no holding back in wild CAT ways of doing that for long term survival oF tHe cat species at hand.. and seriously.. out in the wild.. depending on the resources noW at hand.. it can be a real struggle full of misery and suffering.. no different than what THE BUDDHA DUDE SO-CALLED iN India SAW BACK then.. outside of the castle of all ya can eat tender vittles.. anyway.. a balance yes.. and attachment to material goods and making the tools us instead of what we naturally are all naked in nature.. is a big no no.. for simple Nirvana and Bliss of the morning kitty kat who lives life in the liGht of God of aLL Nature at Peace.. without all the worries of mortgages.. car payments.. and sure he still has the tools of claws and jaws to survive in the wild like he did before he met us two years or so into his wild cat life to bring him the easier ability to enjoy early morning Nirvana in the SunliGht of GOD ALLONE WITH NO GOD DAM HUMAN SEPARATION FOSTERED BY FRIGGING WORDS COLLECTED IN BOOKS WITH RULES OF PRISON WHEN THERE IS OBVIOUS ABUNDANCE THAT COULD BE SHARED IN SMALLER HUMAN GROUPS IF WE DIDN’T LIVE IN INSANELY LARGE POPULATIONS THAT HUMANS ARE STILL ONLY EVOLVED TO LIVE with just 150 to 200 sets of touch feely naked eye connections together as one happy human Bonobo-like family that uses sex together to get rid of the frustrations Now of Neo Cortical existential thoughts about what comes next.. or what was before.. particularly in the case of human beings noW with books.. and particularly big black books that suggest that going away from human Nature like repressing lust and becoming celibate is a great thing to do to become a spiritual leader.. overall.. as we already know how that works with pedophile fetish priests.. yes.. God dam Buddhist Monks and Muslim clerics who have also been caught with the little boys pants pulled down.. and yes.. the so-called men of God partaking of using little boys for slaves to fill their sexual desire that would be much better used in a willing vagina or hand than harming a little boy as history shows always happens when humans get out of the Nature of God’s Balance that is consensual Lust and Love between Loving primates.. where humans have made women and little boys into slaves to suit tHeir whacked out of Nature desires now from a life of withholding lust instead of letting it go and flow.. in consensual non-harming ways.. YEAH.. tHiS iS A SOURCE STILL OF MUCH MIDDLE EASTERN AGGRESSION AND VIOLENCE By noW SHUTTING DOWN HUMAN LUST BY FORCE.. THEREBY MAKING RECRUITING TERRORISTS EASY BY LETTING THEM RAPE LITTLE GIRLS OF OTHER FAITHS IN CONQUERING THEM.. AND PROMISING 72 YOUNG VIRGINS AFTER LIFE IN SUICIDE BOMBINGS.. ANYWAY.. i live in Miley Cyrus wrecking ball land where sexuality is celebrating in oh so many wonderful and lusty ways that increase human creativity and balance except for folks with the disease of addiction that are gonna get addicted to something to excess that harms them no matter what.. as most often the core issue of that disease is mammas.. daddies..and or peers then and now who did not cultivate the garden of touchy feely love at a relatively tender young toddler age and in school boy.. girl days and even work days too.. all around.. so yeah.. i veer paths with the ignorance of both Buddhism and Christianity.. and Islam too as ‘they’ FAIL TO UNDERSTAND WHAT FUCKING HUMAN AND GOD GIVeN HuMAN NATURE FeeLinGsEnSes EVEN iS.. and to suggest tHeRe is no God as a Buddhist and then go on to say you are going to live forever in bliss away from this earthly plane is the height of hypocrisy as how the fuck do you get to control that if there is no other higher power either named or unnamed.. it matters not as Yoda Might say as this Force of God that can certainly be unnamed but is still God dam named when someone calls it the Force one and same as Force underlying allthatis same and ONE.. i say.. LET’S GET REAL.. THiS iS FucKinG GOING DOWN FOR REAL ALwAYS NOW AND DON’T FOOL OURSELVES TO BELIEVE THAT GOD LIVES ANYWHERE BUT EVERYWHERE ALWAYS NOW.. INSIDE.. OUTSIDE.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW.. AND ALL AROUND.. NOW NOW NOW.. there is no escaping the God of Nature.. no.. not even after death.. as even science shows that Energy always exists whether in matter or not.. and we are energy at core.. same subatomic stuff as the Stone of the Mountain of gRains oF sand that hold up the Mountain of Love as human potential when we work together in naked flesh of lust and love instead of against each other when we make cars lovers and brick houses and pyramids Gods.. NOW YES.. now WE are God allisGod NOW allthatis now… and tHeRe ain’t no need to fear attraction to breasts Penises and Vaginas or even GOD YeS.. firm male butts if you are a valley girl.. depending on whatever the FucK God given sexual orientation the God of Nature gives ya from birth or extension of cultural leaning ways of being in Nurture NoW iN aLL.. YES.. BALANCE iS KEY.. ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE WITH THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION.. BALANCE Is NoW KEY.. VERY POSSIBLE WITH A LOVING FAMILY AND PEERS FROM BIRTH WHO MOVE… CONNECT.. AND CREATE FROM BiRTH IN GIVING SHARING WAYS noW.. SO.. ON THIS MEMORIAL DAY WHILE I GREATLY RESPECT THOSE WHO HAVE DIED WHO GIVE ME THIS YELLOW BOY IN BALANCE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE BOTH TENDER LOVING VITTLES AND THE GOD DAM CALL OF THE WILD TOO IN BALANCE noW I SAY JUST REMEMBER YOU ARE A CHILD OF NATURE.. YES GODoNE AnD SamE.. both seen and unseen and sure i intuitively FEEL the essence of myoUr soUl LiVes forever the same as God dam Buddha.. or Jesus or whomever the other countless enlightened primates or such as those intellectual and artful beings have come to understand all over and beyond the UniVErse and InFinity beyond thAT alWays now.. anyWay.. Yellow Boy is far more advanced in being one with God than most humans mired as tools are today.. all he needs is fur.. paws and claws to be one with God in thE Sunlight oF BreaKinG dawn who he is at core noW with the liGht of God Now.. and yes.. the tender loving care and tender vittles helps but no.. i’M not sure what brand name Katrina buys.. but he only eats what he needs to get BuY.. to maintain his youthful God cat appearance in balance and bliss in the law of claws of God set FReED WitH i.. Culture.. is an enormously large millstone for a human being noW to escape with a vision quest that is truly still necessary these days away from spoon fed culture no different than the legends of the Buddha and the Jesus and whatever is truly historical fAct of those two men’s lives.. and sure.. Muhammad rates too.. but OH GOD.. levels of violence still propagated by that associated religion truly does show it doesn’t work well as the sacred text is not clear enough for folks as whole to actually practice peace and harmony in BaLaNcinG REAL EFFECT.. and sure.. those problems exist everywHeRe.. including heRe.. wHeRe humans live in insanely large populations.. particularly.. in low resource areas like desertS of course.. yeah duh.. that’s just FucKinG common sense and why tHeRe is so much CONTROL FOR BASIC GOD DAM SURVIVAL.. so.. the answers are still in A way like the ones of the Jesus and the Buddha.. they must be obtained at the individual level in seeking finding and practicing A INdividual way that works for each person as we are all different in the bio-diversity of God for the struggle of life that allows us to survive for the longest eras of now ALIVeNoW bottom linEnoW.. what works works… seek It.. find IT.. use it.. or never NoW find it or lose iT as in all stuff animal oF God oF aLL LiFeNOW now so hEar with my Memorial Day treatise on remembering who and what we are at core.. a little Vision quest music and the life of the Buddha celebrated in PBS documentary way.. anyway.. no one owns the trUth and liGht but the LiVinG God as yes.. Force that lives all that is inside us .. outside us and all around us NOW above oh! so below.. to make the best of iT iN INTerdependent relationship with allthatis God can be YES.. RELATIVE HUMAN WILL iN MASTERING THE NIRVANA.. THE BLISS OF HEAVEN NOW.. BUT REMEMBER2 NO ONE OWNS THAT BUT GOD AND YOU ALL NEVER A SLAVE TO TEXT OR ONE HUMAN ALONE.. FREEDOM IS FREE ALWAYS BOTTOM LiNE NOWFReED..:)
Okay.. so in conclusion here.. while i might still go way up back ‘up’ there and finish the Thursday Open Link from dVerse poeTry poetic responses to keep this Trojan Horse of longest Long Poem Form eva in the History of Humankind with all the colors that must come in to keep it somewhat monolithically interesting too.. going.. approaching 4 million words now in this 672nd verse as inspired and in covenant with God too of course but hell no.. it ain’t like ‘we’ jUst have a beer and chit chat to discuss this stuff but haha.. it can even be stranger than that in non-verbal terms too.. hehe.. noW of course iN synchronicity ways of tapestry of all ‘A God Art and science put together in one whole painting of beauty forevernowallmorenow.. so anyway.. basic instinct lie of Christianity.. Islam.. and Buddhism.. the big three religions that some folks like to lie to themselves and say Buddhism isn’t a religion as i pull out my handy dandy Wiki instruction on that here and quote:
Okay i’ll go easy on ya.. and use the long term Merriam Webster Def. of religion AS we analyze it in Layman’s terms using Fred Logic here..
: the belief in a god or in a group of gods : an organized system of beliefs, ceremonies, and rules used to worship a god or a group of gods : an interest, a belief, or an activity that is very important to a person or group
Well.. the truth is Islam.. Buddhism.. and Christianity all meet the third part of this three part and or or and definition of religion.. and yes.. of course science and the scientists WHO passionately use science as an interest, a belief, or an activity that is very important to a person or group.. Jesus F iN Christ of course meet THAT definition as clearly expressed noW iN this Symphony of science video ‘heRe’.. same passion same preaching with emotion same mysteries and imagination of God and Nature one and same of what is known and unknown in all the mysteries of what is as is noW.. Bottom line.. replace the word Nature with God and they are talking about the same God dam Interconnecting Force as Interdependent relationship of allthatis AKA GOD ONE GOD ALL NOW ALL OK.. let’s not get caught up in priSons of words LET’S JUST GET REAL AND ADMIT IT IS THE SAME GOD DAM THING ALL REAL NOW.. ALL NOW.. OK..;)
but anyway here is the clear evidence of THAT NOW IN THE VIDEO HERE..
Okay.. so back to Islam and Christianity now.. the other two of the big three religions in the world today.. Well.. Christianity as whole clearly worships a man on a cross named Jesus.. they stand.. they kneel and they bow to Jesus too.. and yes.. although not all folks do this with an idol form of Buddha.. it’s plain to see many do and argue as to who is or is not veering from the Buddha’s teaching of who’s got the real message real of supernatural too.. yeah.. legend has it that Buddha was born of a Virgin birth too.. not unlike the same mythology of Jesus.. and Horus of Isis and Osiris too.. same story.. just different God dam actors in the play.. of human history stories that house the vessels and vehicles of Truth or Not and or both Truth and Not.. and Islam.. well that’s a little more tricky but as obvious as a man who changed the laws of the day to get his dick in one more little girl who never has a chance to find her own independence first before owned as a slave back then.. and sure if your dick is really hard as pedophile then.. you can get even get 10 AS more little girls by the price of a dowry too historically set as precedence by that somewhat sick in the mind and body balance dude Muhammad.. and Jesus F in Christ.. per what so-called Nicene Creed talks to about putting the dead and alive on trial and judging then.. i’ve already given plenty of Muslim Folks time and effort to defend Muhammad but they failed miserably as they cannot deny the lust of his selfish ways.. over love with slavery of others by purchase instead… sorry NO.. it pisses me and GodONE oFF Very much.. in the eYes sTill of stove top burned beautiful young women in Pakistan.. tortured ’cause A husband didn’t like the slave money for the wife enough to be satisfied in eyes of Muhammad still then now.. yeah.. i read about Muhammad playing with the dolls of that 9 year old girl whatever her name was that he purchased at a young age.. and what particularly makes me sick is Muslim women come to believe THAT is sweet and loving.. when truly it is so God dam sick.. in perversion of what the greatest gift to human Love even is more than sticking a dick in a little girl’s private parts.. for perhaps the reason he didn’t feel man enough to do it with an ADULT woman at that point in his life.. you know a FULLY mature one and not a little bitty girl.. ugh.. this putting Devils on trial is not a task i like to do.. but ya know the Covenant thingy and all to bRing GREATER TRUTH AND LIGHT.. God is the Judge.. i’m just the court reporter.. and scribe.. and sure prophet too.. in healing SOMEwayS.. yep2.. oKay.. And yes.. by penalty of death.. if ya say Muhammad don’t have the last word from God you can be punished by death if you live over ‘there’.. FAIL.. MISERABLE FAIL.. THE GOD JURY’S OUT.. MUHAMMAD FAILS MISERABLY FOR THE CAUSE OF FREEDOM IN GOD’S CHILDREN’S FREE EYES AWAY FROM SLAVES THAT ARE BOUGHT WITH DOWRIES AND SUCH AS THAT.. but yes.. it is what it was and CAN be different if more folks wake up and quit worshipping Muhammad as a God no different than Jesus.. or for the folks who bow down to an idol of Buddha too.. and fear to veer from whatever tHe Fuck he suggested then.. while humans are never cookie cutter replicas as sure some can go without lust by nature.. but a balance of lust and love is what makes humans most creative and productive for survival and that is why mostly the United States has been the leader of the free world up until around now.. where the U.S has failed miserably.. recently.. in ways of greed.. and killing others for the almighty dollar of illusion away from the God of Nature now.. well.. anyway.. YES.. the trUth can hurt.. NOW but the liGht feels great wide awake once one arrives there.. and the trUth and liGht is.. science so far as both a religion and one that can see the interdependent relationship of all that is one and same from inside us.. outside us.. and all round us above so below.. is doing the best God dam great job so far overall.. with at least not raping too many little girls.. stove top burning wives.. going into Iraq by calling three other countries the axis of evil.. to use God to Kill as a defense.. so dam INSANE.. or bombing A Japanese ISLAND and killing almost 100 thousand innocent people there same as Iraq over there.. yep.. most everyone has blood on their hands.. and yes.. science does too.. as mistakes in the medical profession are the third leading cause of death in the U.S. now too.. too many folks relay on external substances to heal themselves rather than the all Natural Yellow Boy power inside who is doing fine by the way.. after surviving feline leukemia for around 8 or 9 years now.. and perhaps it is all natural Tai Chi and Yoga Poses at peace and rest in still call of the Wild Balance with a serving of tender vittles love to keep life bright and liGht now.. it beats raping little girls for a price for dam sure or the spoils of wars in promises of 72 virgins after life too.. tRust me.. God over all as God lives in all is not very happy with the human race.. and sure.. while not many people may read this or give a shit.. it matters not.. as God Speaks For God allone iN ALL of US never separated now when free allone.. the wages of going against that allone is real sin.. the balance with it is simply Nirvana and bliss now ONE AND SAME AS THE HEAVEN OF NOW..:)
OH.. yep.. and in addendum to conclusion here.. iF anyone thInks thaT Synchronicity is not real.. in terms of the ant who has no idea what the hive looks like when the ant finishes the individual of teAM task at the end of the day now.. or the fleA.. who dePends on the Dog for its very survival but has no idea what makes the whole dog NoW tick with holy and sacred blood as meal for life.. Secrets in plain siGht show clearly the phenomenon of the same hive LiKE synchronicity of human behavior too.. and no.. not an individual or even nation effort alone but an entire iNnate.. iNstinctual and iNtuitive art of creaTiViTy thAt Flows iN God’s eYes oF UniVersal Flow as a streAm that flows into a River of Ocean one wHole ZonE.. now.. as wE.. and iT makes mE giggle when conspiracy theorists on the Internet suggest there is some kind of WHoLE secret corporation plan of ruling the world in one world new age order when it is simply and complexly yes.. beyond the human power oF reaSoNing to the non-empirical meaSuRinG Art of God wHOle nowoNe Force of brush aS paiNt iN Action with beYond inFinite hAnds on thE liGht oF Brush noW iN yes dARk wAves oF negative too.. so the best advice is to grab hold of the brush and ride in new heights of liGhts ReAL wAvE.. trUe.. iT IS A TEAM EFFORT AND THE CALL OF GOD HAS BEEN SET FREE back into HuMans OF LITTLE AND BIG BLACK BOOKS aS DancEs and SonGS oF artistS iN Global Wide wayS.. and even profit making organizations that sell shoes that say JUST DO IT.. iN GOD OF VICTORY OVER VENGEANCE noW WAY.. i added in the Vengeance pArt oF Course for a wheeL rehearsed.. No Harm Clause for the best oF Fearless Love LIFE Now.. a drink of water for all when aLL liVes In JuST DoinG Fearless Love LiFE Now.. so with that sAid.. iT’s Memorial day and the gym is cloSinG early for celebration ways.. but no different than when i started a little warrior journey as A soldier of God at age 12 with some rudimentary concrete and bar weights.. Fearless is required to truly express Love.. thE GreaTesT iN love aS Sacred waY.. so here comes a three hour or so Exxtreme Martial arts.. ballet-waY iN intense strength training too.. noW witH the technology of free FloWinG Nautilus Golden Spiral machines that exercise more range of motion and paRts of the body than just free weight exercises and such as that.. but no.. no rat treadmill repetitive cage movements for me.. all so freE noW.. i WiLL Tai Chi-like move my way fast and slow.. iN InfiNite more and potential nuanced Movements and Associated EmoTions aS experienced per way of peptide receptors of positive insPiRinG Electronic music with associated Neuro-chemicals and hormones way noW hiGher to fiRe A praCTiCinG play oF Y i.. aS A conTinUinG pasSioN oF miNdful bodYFuLL Awareness iN balance oF soUl.. wHere the creaTiVitY iN wayS Of DancE and SonG oF poEtry WiLL Fly hiGher and hiGheR SOaRing around the God oF/iN/aS.. i.. wE.. mE.. uS.. sAMe ONEnoWonE..:)
Oh Lord.. of Beers and Bowling Alleys and all them years i had to drink a beer to relax.. well.. i’m glad i don’t need no more beers to Chill out.. and noW this ‘tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE’ is dedicated on Memorial Day to my 1st cousin Dickey who died in a fiery Helicopter crash in Vietnam.. back in ’69.. i remember he said he always wanted to buy a Camaro and marry his sweetheart when he got back.. Well.. i was fortunate.. was born just at the right time where i didn’t volunteer like my cousin did for the ’cause of preserving life… liberty.. justice.. and the pursuit of happiness over here in the U.S. of A.. and yes i married my sweet heart and drove a teal green super sporty Camaro for all of 14 years.. and sadly.. since then.. in ’69.. it’s hard to find a fully truly justified war for good but never the less.. plenty of folks were still fighting for freedom no matter what the higher ups were arranging for them next.. and that reminds me.. never thank a living Veteran for their service on Memorial Day as more than likely they will get a little indignant.. and i was talking to the X-Commodore of the Naval Station where i work- out about just this same thing a couple of hours ago.. yeah.. an amazing dude in his 70’s.. still squatting over 400LBS.. as solid as monument of a Human Rock.. without steroids.. yeah that Movie Star ‘Rock’.. in the REAL special services S.E.A.L. operation and spending years ’66 to ’70 in Vietnam witnessing the Loss off 44 of his fellow sailors to deaths as horrible as being chopped in half by chopper blades in front of friends.. and one guy he said who only served 4 hours and was killed.. oh.. the price of Freedom iN Life.. Liberty.. and our current pursuit of happiness has been the steepest price of all for many through our history.. and hopefully now with more freedom of information.. NO unjustified wars where our own young men and women and other young men and women of other countries noW are NOT sacrificed for a dollar bill.. some reconstruction of an oil country or whatever suits the administration higher ups.. fancy.. of psychopathic leaning current REAL INTENTION.. then.. no more.. JUST DON’T DO IT HERE.. NEVER EVER DO IT.. YOU HEAR.. Life.. Liberty.. Justice.. and the pursuit of Happiness are worth dying for overall for the Human species to thrive alive.. but lies.. oh no.. OH NO.. OH NO.. NO NO.. DON’T DO IT UNDER ANY FucKinG Circumstance as trUly the God oF aLL iS watching iN and as aLL oF uS.. anD more of US are free than ever before.. and that counts for a LOT.. while WE ABIDE..:)
OKaY.. noW.. thE otHeR YelLow Boy CAMe BacK.. TG..;)
Facebook Friend Rafiah from Pakistan says..
As you talk about inner healing, this reminds me to tell you that Ramazan is just around the corner. And it all about inner healing. I am going to be such a good baby. Hahaaa wink emoticon grin emoticon
And then i say..
Oh Gosh.. Ramazan is like alWays noW for me.. and your Ramazan starts the day before my 56th birthday.. the 6th.. on June 5th.. sMiLes mY friend.. Rafiah.. you are always a Good baby to me.. And good to hear from you.. i miss you ’cause you are my REAL FRIeND.. for so long now.. going on two years.. smile emoticon
Then Rafiah says in another Facebook Share discussion..
It’s very surreal where science and arts meet. My presentation topic for my organic course was biosynthesis of cholesterol in body. When I was studying I was so much amazed at the how subtle and beautiful the design is. Subhaan Allah, is the word. P.s I am sure you’ll google the meaning of Subhan Allah yourself. wink emoticon
And finAlly i say..
Yes.. Glory bE to God when art and science comes together iN the HUman MiNd and BoDy iN BaLanCinG souL my friEnd also through expresSinG EmoTioNow noW aS SpiRit to gET iT aLL toGeTheR NoW..:)
And then Rafiah shares a Facebook Status about “Never Let Me Go”
and i say..
Wiki makes Me thInk Good movie And way..:)
I liked the movie. It was bi sad though. But it’s the song with the same title that I love so much. And me and my friend Juwairyah go crazy over this song. Lol actually I go crazy an she accompany me in my craziness. It was her birthday. So yeah. smile emoticon
And finAlly iN conclusion i say..
WeLL… happy birthday to her too.. and stay crazy wiTh Good EmoTioNs.. as God WiLL bE Happy WiTh you too..:)