Once again.. from the home of Facebook Friend Rafiah iN Pakistan who shares her poetic status that sayS noW sTiLL..
Nights are beautiful. There are no outwardly disturbances. You can embrace yourself by being on your own..
And as before i say..
i like going far out in the forRest.. or the beach away from footprints of culture and stressful energy generated from humans as the plants and animals live with the Peace of God Free.. and i surely feel it.. with bliss of open skies and free earth..:)
And Rafiah.. after a school delay of several days says..
I am imagining the scenery to be very pecaeful. heart emoticon
And i say.. in response..
WInks.. if you get a powerful enough iPhone and broadband access you can see it all on my blog.. Hope you Are doing well.. My friend Rafiah.. smile emoticon
And then Rafiah changes her cover photo.. to what looks like multi-embered fires in the dark..
And i say..
Wondering if that is everyone in your neighborhood having BBQ’s.. from the view of your Terrace Roof.. of course..:)
And then i add one of these E-Land age LB of wisdom sharing thingies by saying.. now alWays.. too.. noW..
Oh God.. mY friEnd.. gigoid.. the burnout.. the potential incredible disadvantage of the Asperger.. ADHD.. Bi-Polar way of bEinG and extended broader phenotype spectrum as such that constitutes somewhere around 10 to 15 percent of the population per the over systematizers vs empathizers of social animal way of culture being.. Great advice.. to get out in the forest away from an digital online Jungle.. (note to self.. go see that movie by Disney.. “The Jungle Book”.. this week..) and the nice thing about allnaturale personal art.. one can see in real time nothing hidden of the ravages of sitting too much.. and eating ‘cheetos’ behind the digital life… in my case.. it was months of fast food burgers.. and increasing girth of waist.. and 10 Lbs to 230 LBS.. sTiLL 230 LBS butT finAlly getting bacK iN Michelangelo Art oF hUman NatUre.. i guaran God dam bET ya theRe WiLL bE much less illness iF aLL walK naKed from birth in a reasonable number oF friendly population iN knoWinG each other as such.. as clothes do hide cultural functional disabilities from the reaLITy oF living less than Free and wiLd hUman animal now.. anyWay.. been getting out into.. the forRest.. the beaches more.. and away from what has alWays becomE noW a Restrictive Repetitive Behavior aS Asperger Way for me.. to miX iT up.. iN reaSon and hE aRt oF miNd and boDy.. Yin and Yang Balance.. SpiRit SoUL is certainly sTilL a great TAO way to goNOW! nowGO! But anYway.. when i was young and more or less mute.. volume of i iN exPreSsinG SpiRit of talk and emoTioN one and sAMe non-verbaLLy too.. turned way way down.. then.. mY hiGh spiRit elders as story talers.. including.. A salty old sailor named Mick who was my boss for over a decade at the Military Bowling Center i worked aS DOD employee.. for almost 2 decades aT.. told these wonderful sea stories.. of his bar fights and other adventures across the Ocean of Navy boats on float.. and Liberty of course FREE.. i could write technically but paragraph creating verbal expresSinG was way beyond my ability then.. except for rote fActs here and there.. and now i have sea stories too.. yes.. even a few bar room skirmishes to tale too.. but better yet.. Jesus F iN Christ.. i’ve got an iPhone6s and mY real Goal of a lifetime dreAM finAlly comes to fruition.. i AM fucKinG ForRest Gump.. Life IS A FucKinG Box oF Chocolates and God dAm.. iF i can’t FucKinG provE iT.. with thaT iPhoMe 6s.. a lInk(s) to a third of a million word poem.. another 3 million word blog that is a poem longer than any in recorded history with 633 major verses now.. wiTh tens of thousands of micro verses of macro whole of 3 Million aLL and more more to come as nows go by.. and yes.. leg pressing close to half a ton on YouTube way.. and Jesus F iN Celebrating God In David’s more vile ways.. iN the most pasSioNatE arT oF aLL.. the human boDy sensuAlly aLL sET FReED iN Michelangelo flesh and asPiRinG neW heiGhts oF New Age Renaissance way.. noW and yes.. the documented record of 800 or so photos with me and all the smiling girls.. ear to ear with hand gestures of Peace and Victory at Old Seville too.. and oh too.. the logs of Dance Walking 5300 miles plus noW iN 33 months all across the public in metro area stores.. with YouTube videos of that in tow too.. noW yeS.. Question iS.. WiLL anyone have the patience to siT sTiLL long enough for me to tale them the hell i cAMe froM iN 19 medical disorders.. including.. the worst pain known to mankind.. named type two trigeminal neuralgia.. like dentist drill in right eye and ear for 66 months from wake to sleep.. Sjogren’s Syndrome too.. with eYes no longer making tears.. Fibromyalgia.. Dysautonomia.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in spine.. congenitally fused vetebra in spine along with spinal stenosis and closed up nasal sinuses per deviated Congenitally Septum way in nose too.. Severe depression.. Anhedonia.. Alexithymia.. Severe Anxiety.. Panic attacks.. and a dash of PTSD too.. with Agoraphobia.. shut-iN oF bedroom liFe for 66 months as not so well.. aT aLL.. and yes.. last and somewhat least as far as all these challenges go.. the New diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder still classified in Sweden in Gillberg way as Asperger’s here noW trUe sTiLL for me.. and Bi-Polar sTiLL too.. that’s enough.. the rest of the disorders are minor compared to all that said and done and miraculously overAll remissed/ cured by attending professionals own report.. on or about July 22nd of 2013.. then.. Well it’s true.. we live in noW a Twitter age of bits and bytes.. only the much older folks WiLL likely have the attention and focus or even interest to listen to a Sea Story iN liFe oF adverSity.. chaLLenge.. and chanGe in Victory noW thiS loNg/EPiC.. so if they still read.. i’ll just give ’em the google lInk here.. and this new post.. noW.. “Sea Stories oF God WiN” WiLL FiLL the BiLL of whaT i oWe tHe God of NatUreNoW aS aLwAYs LiVinG wiThiN shaRinG thiS Box of Chocolates iN sweet and sour oF aLL NoW.. You kNow gigoid.. i am very tempted to shut my online presence completely down.. except the record that stands so tALLnoW.. just become a vagabond on road of rail tracks every which way and loose.. shaRinG my stories.. like a hobo oF aLL one.. yes.. Red Skelton way.. as you sTiLL WiLL n0w remember his Clown too.. noW but iT iS a few folks like you.. mY friend.. to name some more.. Rafiah.. Himali.. Prajakta.. and whomever in the Autism Community who are likely the mainstay left overs from my 28 or so month stay on the ‘Wrong Planet’ of they.. the hundreds of silent folks who view what i do on my blogger blogs each day who are not talkers but the readers only that i too once was.. who will keep me here.. but i aM getting too FucKinG close to work by making a milestone of responding to every single prompt and link from dVerse for a year.. i am gonna move back more to plaYinG aGaiN.. gET mY health back wHere iT aLL naturAlly belongs.. and just FloW aGaiN.. iN bliss mY friEnd.. as the wars and thE battles for mE are over foR NoW.. tHeRe iS proof enough that God oF Nature lives WitHin mE noW.. for anYone but the most fearful of dArk or cynical of liFe lost on the terrestrial plane oF Earth noW.. i WiLL do aLL i can.. but heLL no.. i ain’t sacrificing mY liFe for the lost among uS.. as mY.. FucK yes.. ME.. ME.. ME.. ME! MY Gift iS mY liFe and i owe it to THE REAL GOD OF NATuRe to sHoW God thE BesT FucKinG liFe ever in mY temple oF God NoW.. and the rest wiLL FoRrest FaLL iN plAce of course.. sitting on a bench iN heaven just BeinG the free FloWinG feather that the God of Nature makes mE NoW onE.. but i WiLL dance first and continue to SinG poeTry when my legs become too old.. and the bench oF Love iS REaLiTy left as right.. MoreOver noW thAt i sTiLL can.. i WiLL continue to thInk OuT LouD.. And 70.. ha!.. ‘Ed’.. yeah.. ya.. gotta bE kidding.. after aLL i’ve been through.. 120 plus is gonna bE a cinch.. just some iCinG oN the peAce oF LiFe aLL thAT iS trUly Cake by the Ocean oF Y i As God/W/iN mE.. and when i die.. i WiLL onLY have the strength left for one more sMiLE.. mY friEnd.. thE sAMe sMiLeNoW iF i moVeOnoW aS pArt ofF ThE PLANetNoW.. BooK oF ELi i…. .. . .. ….i a GaiN BaCK!iI..:)