GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY

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“Nothing to read here.
Move along.”
Jesus F. iN Christ..
Chuck Lorre is
such a genius..
and a well rounded
one at that who has great
insight into the human condition..
More on that in more than 8 seconds..;)
i’Ve often stated in my writings that the average
human being these days as a consequence of
using a mind for multi-tasking that really
isn’t an efficient way of finishing
one task as the human
being through
classical
evolution of
hundreds of thousands
of years is evolved to focus
on one thing at a time to insure
one doesn’t get eaten by predators
and one gets some food for the day..
D O E S N ‘ T G E T I N A C A R aCCiDenT..
well.. yes.. now that i’ve lost focus from the
original thing i was saying as surely i am only
human and subject to the same trails and errors as
everyone else.. yes.. the average attention span of the
human being is now 8 seconds according to a study as
shared in Time Magazine.. and sure.. i will provide a link ‘here’..
in case ya
think i am
doing life
now with
smoke and
mirrors like our
next lying out his
ass dear leader.. in
Twitter Style of 8 seconds
in a barrAGE of mismatched
thoughts that contradict each other
like the two Facebook Profile photos
from Chuck Lorre where the current one
i am highlighting says “Hey! I’m talking to you!”..
Funny how when you wanna save the sheep you don’t
give the keys to your gated farm to the wolf but in the case
of the ‘masses’ who only hear
three sound bites and
nothing much more
than per..
baby killer..
give my stuff to others..
including my guns and jobs
and nothing else for a decision to
vote for a dear lying ass leader.. Houston..
we have a problem.. the higher ups are taking
advantage of our disadvantages and particularly
pandering to our deepest fears and closely held
traditions that we hold so dear.. and the next thing
ya know.. the wolf iS iN Charge of not only your sheep
but the whole frigging hen house and please
don’t let him get too close to your
girl friend or wife or cat
as Wolves of the
Bad Cop Jesus
flavor and not the
Wild and Free kind
wHo live in social cooperation
and in respect of each other’s
surviving needs.. well.. yeah
that Bad Cop Jesus likes
to grab things
to his ease
for perceived
power and status
in materialistic domesticated things..
anyway.. it’s safe to say that i’Ve exceeded
8 seconds here.. but you see there would be
no more Beethovens or Leonardos or Michaelangelos
or Jesuses or Buddhas or Hell not even anymore Muhammads
as even that illiterate dude did manage a 80 thousand word oral
tradition sponsored second hand voice through scribes scribing it down
eventually.. albeit only with a 2000 word vocabulary.. but sTill.. miles and
miles ahead of an 8 second world of attention sPan now.. thing is.. use
it or lose it applies and that’s the reason we don’t have many Einsteins
or Freds these days.. two..
seriouSly.. how many folks
can sit through a symphony
these days or spend hours at
an art exhibit or even hours in
Nature totally Zen Focused taking
all the beauty in or even look up from
the customer service desk and their
screen when they are FucKinG getting
Paid to say Hello.. welcome to A life wHeRe
humanity is a flesh and blood thing more than 8 seconds of attention..
anyWay.. i will use my personal human potential in ways of DancE and
SonG.. even if all my epic achievements in human potential make me
invisible to everyone
but me and
God
allone..
it’s not like
i have much competition..
so.. i guess it’s not really epic.. huh..
and i’m not sorry if that sounds smug
’cause we have a real problem when a FucKinG
Lying Commander and Chief has been hired while
the masses never paid attention to more than 8 seconds of what he said..
i couldn’t find my minion shirt to celebrate all of this last night.. but hey..
when it all goes
crazy ya
might
as well enjoy
a wonderland that’s fun..
it’s Boogie Wonderland for
me.. and i’m still trying to talk
‘”GloriaS” iNto SinGinG and DanCinG
as any Happy Feat of Feet WiLL do after
the Longest Long Form Poem in the History
of Humankind continues in the 736th MacroVerse
of Ocean Whole Poem that now continues.. hmm.. i already
completed my John 14:12 assignment by God and yes that
took quite a bit of effort.. including the 915K word ‘Grand Cross
Bible 2016’ in seven months of writing from Memorial Day of 2016
to 11:58 pm.. centraL Xmas tiMe.. LA FL Lower Alabama Panhandle
iN aS Such.. along with the other 12 Million words.. two new testaments
in Heaven at 181K words(ea) and another side note inclusive of that 915K bible..
of 141K words in October 2016 effort alone.. also inclusive of this continuing
3.3M word plus effort of longest long form poem all free verse with what
the poet science professionals name as concrete shapes flowing that iN
my(wiThGod) case coMeS wiTh Holy Spirit Flow with deeper archetypical
human being symbolic forms/meanings/essence/purpose that the God with
iN iS mostly in charge of through continuing CooPeRaTiOns oF
Holy SpiRit CreaTivE streAMinG Flow
of wHo like the army says is BE
ALL YOU CAN BE.. YES..
JOiN THe
GUARDiANS
OF THE GALAXY
LIKE VOLUME 2.. AS THE
WHO GOES ON JUST FOR FuN
NOW THAT THE COVENANT WITH
GOD IS ALL OVEN BAKED dONE iN HEAVEN NOW2.
AND sure.. cooked a little over done in 66 months of hell too..;)
And here’s that link i promised.. if you made more than 140 characters
and eight seconds down into this Ocean Micro-Verse here.. tiny tiny
tiny with
big
hand
out put too..;)
Ain’t technology great!.. through the advances of
the Facebook Video Slide Presentation Algorithm..
i can share a night of dance with the world hehe that
in this case is mostly me.. haha.. as how much fun in a
56 year old smiling dude’s life can anyone take on Facebook now..
as surely it must
make most folks
lives seem rather
drab and surely i understand
that as i lived life for decades in the
wash and rinse and dry cycle of work
every FucKinG day of the week and do the
other work on the weekend.. and sure.. work
Holidays most all to save money for a rainy
day similar to what Jayzee or however you
spell JC’s name and little miss Sunshine
Or Katrina rains come next.. maKinG
an umbrELla big enough to fit
under for an entire life
of a normal
human
being so
unlike me.. hehe..
yes.. i am writing this
on Facebook now in what
Bill Maher suggests is real
time and hell yes it is not
politically or traditionally
or culturally or religiously
in tradition politically correct..
as i live in a free country and as long
as i follow all local.. state.. and federal
laws/do not outSkiRT the community rules
of Facebook i can do WTF FTW i WiLL to do
WiTh WiLL over LoVe and no intentional harm to
any other human being.. and nah.. that don’t include
butt hurt as there is an off button online that one can
easily turn me off with.. ignore me.. and as we all know
no one
notices
jusT anoTheR
thief in the niGht
who is as big as the
FucKinG 12 Million word
elephant ear/hAnd aS Such iN the room..
anyWay.. back to the original whim.. i can easily
trim my total photo output of the niGht iN Dance
in the ParKinG Lot of Old Seville Quarter before i leave..
and send it to Facebook wHeRE i can enjoy all the female
sMiLinG FAces WiTh me and savor a little more of the Heaven
on this Kingdom of eARTH WiTh GoD wHo SMiles WiTh mE
even more in pretty
women
toothy
grins
and Oh
God i Love
women.. all shades
of skin and shapes and
sizes.. just all of them.. and
i don’t even have to grab any
of them or even touch them to
enjoy pure bliss of a Joy iN Nirvana of Heaven now
iN DancE
and SonG
oF JuST doinG
iT iS real In Boogie
Wonderland CoMinG
iN Glory and yes.. although
i don’t enJOy thE pARt nearly
as much.. yes.. the PaRt about JuDGinG
the LiVinG and the Dead almost like noW iF
i was/AM sELF FulFiLLinG a Prophecy or somEthing like tHis..
and the thing is most people will never get down this far
to even
hear or
see wHat
juSt anoThER
THieF in the niGht
sayS iN tHeiR own hometown now..
but you ‘see’it’s par for the course that
they couldn’T even if they tried.. as hiStory
and heRstory and eTCstory WiLL suRely likELy
rePeat iTseLf through NaTuRe throughOut thE UniVerse
iN Multi-UniVerse hUman way of perceiving less or more oF NoW..AkaGOD..
but sure i give
and share my
entire God
View iN what
i can relate in
human abstract
and surely a little
complex thoUght too..
even one liners when i’M iN the Mood.. aS Such2..
aLL J’ED uP and happy Feat more and STuFF2..;)
Oh God.. and sPeaKinG of groups of sociAlly cooperative
women who band toGeThEr to asSure tHeir iS not
male Aggressive behavior.. yeS in mating rituals
and stuff like that per the Old Bonobo and
Human age reneWed iN DancE HaLL liFe..
as Lord kNows back in the 80’s iN the
Decade i did the clubbing at the
Disco Hall of 2001.. it was
strictly all John Travolta
and boy on girl.. no
girl on girl dance fun
then to protect themselves
from Rogue ‘Trump’ males..
OH Lord.. only iF Trump had leArned
to gain sMiLes from every women instead
of recycling and purchasing trophy wives..
in arT oF Dance at about the same age as
me back in the day of coming off that bus
talking about what he kitty power grabs neXt..
we wouldn’t be in the world of septic tank stink
we are iN noW if we DancE and SinG more toGeTheR
WiTh sMiLes of Peace/Love and Joy iN Harmony like Coke
all fresh
waterwine
in a Beyonce
Dance of 711
With Kali as we
could celebrate our
Victory over death with a DancE and SonG.. aS ClassicaL LiFe..
iN Garden of Eden.. and sure.. women could even wear male underwear
iF they like
and bootie
dance
wiTh
each otHeR..
oH mY God.. this is
going down for isREaL..
this HeaVeN is now.. and while
some of us are having the dirty dancing
time of our lives.. otHEr folks wear Trump Face
long
and
apricot
F A K E..
sitting on mall
benches even well
below my age of 56..
vicariously participating
in life on NFL/NBA/BS and other
Screenstuff way of liFE.. while Happy feat
plays on iN Real TImE noW like a thief in the NiGht
pArt too per what happened at the end of Isaiah 53..
NoW in Older
aGes too.. like..
hmm.. yep.. me
and Hellboy II per
Comic Book Lore2.. both
stepPinG Up to Heaven SoWN
LiFE at age 53 Big Hero 6 like Fred2..;)
i Am thE
BuTTerFly
wHo wiLL
noT fiT
iN
The
NeT..;)
8 seconds!!
i did it!!!..;)
SerIoUsly.. iF GOD wHeRe to coMe to eARTh inCarNATe
aS Such.. wHo ya thiNK God would wanna
be..
me
or Trump..
and thaT
rEminds
me oF A
Meghan
Trainor
SonG by
a me way2..
noW Now that’s
juST a metAphor..liGht..
don’t take me too seriousLy..
aS i’M surE God would laugh about all thiS
GoiNG
doWn
ShiT
for iSreAL STuFF2..
butt seriOusly 2 don’t
yA thINK iF yA did/do the
whOle UniVerse
and more
as thE
oRiGiN
beYONd iN
F i N i T Y noW
And continuing
sTarT and end
alWAys FinisHinG
BeGiNNinG NOW yA
miGht juST wanna have
a little more fun than a Trump way oF LiFE
And juST blend iN as all thAT iS.. that way
ya don’t
have
to worry
about any
naysayers
gettin’ iN yA waY..
SeriouSlY.. to me.. LiVinG
Like Trump iS literal HeLL..
and LiVinG LIKe me is both
metaphor and the literal Heaven..noW..
but hey!.. that’s the way God sees things iN and as ME..!
juSt
lucKy
i guess
AM i..NoW..
juST duST Free iN God’s WiNd..
from fiRE of Crucible stARt dEAth BirTH..
yeS SenTiEnt God StAR duSt pLuS SiZe heRe..
AND..
Yes.. thaT/ThIS iS longer than 8 secondsnow..
more like an M anD
M 8 MiLe 1 daY..
suRe.. InFiNiTy sTanDinG
tALL8 NoW HeRE..
1ONEDAYNOW..
iN A Neale
Donald
Walsch
all
free
book deal..
yes.. published
FReEDonline as
1
VoicE..
aS Such2..;)
BottomS anD TopS noW anD
sKeYeSand iNside.. outsiDe
All aRound liNes aBove
So beLow WiThiN
God aMazes..
-ME..:)
Oh.. WeLL that’S
mOre thaN 8 seConds..
o0ps..! i juSt diD iT aGaiN..;)
AnyWay.. yeah another super long
Micro-Verse here of 736th MacroVerse
i AM currently naMinG and worKinG
oN caLLeD ‘Goldfish Heaven’ foR
NoW.. with plenty of various
Micro-Micro Verses as
pARt of this Micro-Verse
heAR oF Macro-Verse
way of Ocean WhOle
Poem.. and that reminds
me of my visit to the wife and
i’s nice psychotherapist licensed
social worker woman too.. who helped
me in hell and now views/moNiTorS me in heaven same
juSt to make sure i don’t back to hell again.. and yeah..
it’s not that easy LiVinG WiTh a John 14:12 dude as the
psychotherapist is a journeyed enough human into the
iNner UniVerse oF otheR hUmans in clinical stUdy
to have amassed a supermassive amount of
HUman Cognitive
and affective
empathy noW
and lots and lots of
compassion among
the lot oF all oF uS and
the alabaster salt statues
that we can be too.. anyWay..
wow! ‘we’ could talk for hours on end..
as when a person becomes a friEnd oF
someone through both Heaven and Hell they
are not juST a professional they are a besTest of FriEnds
too.. as yes.. she literAlly hELped saVe mY soUL that woman
named Karen thaT iS anotHeR version of the name Katrina
that means
pure and
suRely
that woman
is an angel and
if anyone out tHeir
ever needs someone
to provide a little hELp
iN Mental Health way and
you juSt happen to live iN
my Metro area.. contact me
in my every day Fred
Form and i’LL
surely
give
you a contact
number to get in touch
with her.. as it’s true she could help save
not only your soUl and heARt and SpiRit but verily yOur liFe2..
it’s not often someone comes aCross a BriLLianT heART like Karen..
perHaps
ne
ver..
forevermore now..
@leASt noW foR me..
as she diagnosed my sister
with Asperger’s syndrome back
in 2011.. and although then i had lost
all hope.. i took my sister’s recommendation
then to see her.. and through about 30 months
of studying me she helped bring me back to liFe..
and yes.. as my Psychiatrist initially reported back
in 2008.. i was his worst and most hopeless case ever
to the point he was willing to recommend an electronic stimulator
implant for the vagal nerve that distributes HeARt to the rest of the
SpiRit of the HuMan SoUL iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG way.. then..
my vagal
nerve
was
‘dead’..
and that
my friEnds
is what makes a zombie..
a ‘dead’ vagal nerve.. otherwise2
known as A Kundalini coiLed Serpent2..
beHiNd every myth IS A science of GOD2..
iF yA
catch
mY
RiffS and Driftsnow2..;)
2590
Hi Rafiah.. just came by.. heaR
to say i miss you today and hope
you are doing well.. as you may likely
kNow or FeeL iF you ever do go away
from online.. as that is my only way to contact
my friEnd Rafiah..
as long as this
avenue
of your
blog
as
memoirs
of yoUr
life noW
is open Now
to communicate
with you i will come
here once a month
to say something to
you on
the
7th
of every
month for the
rest of my life..
as i am the friEnd
who never ends on this
end my friEnd.. and i understand
many of the reasons of why you might disappear
from
online..
as long
as my fingers
and mind and soul
works as you say Inshallah
as God WiLLiNG withiN mE..
i’LL
be heRe
each month
to say Hello.. then..
as Love is what gives..
and never expects return
as it alWays coMes..
as FriEnd..
oTHeR than that
Winter Storm Helena
is breezing in for the first
real Winter day and night
as forecast.. since about
three years
or so
in Florida now..
i’LL StiLL be wearing
shorts no matter what.. heHe..
i’LL juST DancE and SinG more to warm uP..
any
cOld
or cLOuds..
iNside oF me2..;)
ps..
Hello..:)
2804
WeLL.. what’s news today.. good news
perHaps in a world becoming more
chaotic and out of order
as such
even
in the
heavily
usually regulated
U.S… hmm.. a lot of
detail in my last month’s
6th of the month message to you..
friEnd.. Lala Rukh who i have known
altogeTheR for almost a full 42 months
of Heaven out of fresh and spoiLed HeLL
for 66 months as of the third week this month..
i didn’t know
you in
Hell
and i suppose
you are a reminder
of the Heaven i stay
now albeit a few heavy
word crosses along the way
in Heaven sTiLL as my last cross
completed iN mostly joy and a little bit
of work was is “Grand Cross Bible of 2016”..
as surely as medical literature dictates with a
pain of type two trigeminal neuralgia assessed
as worse than the torture of crucifixion from wake
to sleep for all of those 66 months until i met you as
sort of a ‘white pearl’ sign and harbinger of better things
to come for me
including what
surely seemed
like Unconditional
Love for a faceless 53 year
old man way back then.. along
with all the other commenters on
your blog as you said then this is our
blog and not just yours.. yes.. i still look
at it that way my frieNd as a family place
wHere love
is thicker
than blood
or flesh or gender
or age.. or nationality..
creed or particular human
constructed abstract otHeR labEL
for even God and all the disabilities
and sexual orientations and other bio
and neuro-Diversities of all creation that
make up thE God that is all that is real
and no myth alone..
or fairy
tale
or
even religion alone
or culture or human
or anything even
human
can
imagine allone
on eARth these
days and all the days
thaT cAMe before.. so.. sure
that bible i finished in 7 months from
Memorial Day to Christmas Night at 12:58
Central Time in the U.S. oF A comprised of
61 Of what i name as Macro-Verses averaging
15K words each for a total of 915K words that exceeds
what they name as the current King James Version of a Bible
iN about a New Testament size larger than what it took centuries
of many many men and likely zero women to complete as they were
not allowed
to do that
way
back then..
as a Gospel
of Mary was
never allowed
by the Nicene Council
iN Rome of 325 AD iF iT
even made iT that far iN A
continuing sEE of patriarchy since
on or about the break out of Agriculture
10K to 12K years ago.. wHere beFore thAt
and sTiLL iN so-Called current primitive societies
the women are more in charge as they feel how to cooperate
and don’t
do it
by
hoarding
and doling out
grains stored in
silos taller and taller
as Trump Towers can become
sky and God the same as houses
and love as cars and clothes and all that
comes away
from the
Nature
of God
who
lives
with us
as mE’s STiLL now..
anyWaY aS always i sTreAM
to Rivers to waves of oceans
with endless shores
of bliss
for
now..
this heaven
place on eARTh
IS A Great one in humiLiTy
that never ever needs a reward
from someone else.. to give is enough
and like i said i’LL be around as long as
tHis pARt oF yOUr HeARt iS oPen oN LiNE..
i suppose tHeir was/IS A reAson i was the first sophomore
ever in my high school as noted back then to be inducted
into the National Honor Society at age 15 back then.. while i
go beyond the social norm now and religious ones too.. i don’t break
my promises
my friEnd
noW as i
continue
to back
that integrity
and honor as nows go on..
iN otheR words mY FriEnd as
you once sAid.. i am a real perSon..
i AM LOVE..
and WiTh
Love
i say
and
DancE
and SinG
see yA later FriEnd..
i Love you and that’s enough for me..:)
3481
WeLL.. hello.. my friEnd
gigoid.. only two behind
today.. and as you mentioned
the rainy cold weather over on
the California Pacific side.. a couple
of days ago.. it appears that has turned
aT leASt pARtly
into Winter
Storm
Helena
as the highs
in the Florida Panhandle
day have fallen down from
close to 80’s in Indian Summer
Winter to a toasty invigorating
close to 40 degrees high for the
day today as my Big Northern European
head per total CC’s.. is better evolved to live
in/as retaining heat per total square footAge..
in more icey-like conditions that will repeat in
sunshine tomorrow.. as i dance in shorts on the
Beaches of Biloxi.. wHere the upper 30’s are forecast..
sure.. if it was rainy and that cold.. i miGht give in and dance the Casino iNside..
iN Imperial Palace way.. regardless.. with enough practice one’s body can become a furnace
of both
heat
and
heARt
sAMe
as any Yogi
who attains that
P R a C T icE iN
level of mastery
as relative will comes
to seNse.. FeeL and kNOw..
not woo.. tHeRe2 all science2 and
backed uP with empirical study as
the Tibetan Monks who steam heat
off tHeiR body in icy cold waters of human potential
walking across coals and busting bricks up and stuff like that..
including mastering waves of brain from Beta to Alpha
close to Theta too.. and iN my case aT least maKing
every peptide connection of every cell as memory
oF all the best FeeLinG neuro-chemical and
seNSinG neuro-hormone interactions
from vagal nerve in brain
to gut spread out
to every cell
in triLliOns
of connections
from head
to toe..
now..
oh.. the
human
potential
and woe.. the
functional disability
that comes with the
teat of modern culture
and religions.. same.. too..
anyWay i’M dOwn from the beach
And i give iT aLL and sharE noW2..:)
And of last report from you in your current
status of liFe.. glad to hear you are once
aGain looking toward sunshine noW
my FriEnd.. as i move on to pearls..:)
“Breaks balance out. The sun don’t shine on
the same ol’ dog’s ass every day.”
— Darrell Royal
WeLL.. Darrell
if you
were
trUly
now
A ‘Yogi’
in actual
liFE practice..
the invisible sun
inside would be something
you could control as spring
shine within year ’round..
takes work..
lots
oF iT
day
through
niGht.. iS it
worth iT.. sure
HeaVeN iS WiThiN..
when sOught.. FoUnd noW
And practiced day and Now ’round..
yep.. the sunshines out my ass year ’round..
it pisses some folks off and bRings joy to oTheRs
as birds oF
feathers
and all
thAt
STuFF togeTheR..
been on the otHeR
side of the Styx River2..
i ought’a KNow.. swAMi
boTh sidES
oF A..
DeViliIvEd
stressedesserts
starats evilivenow..:
LIBERTY iN Heaven..
Life Is Better Everywhere
RE-Creation Takes You iN Heaven.. NoW..;)
A Winter Ship
“At this wharf there are no grand landings to speak of.
Red and orange barges list and blister
Shackled to the dock, outmoded, gaudy,
And apparently indestructible.
The sea pulses under a skin of oil.
A gull holds his pose on a shanty ridgepole,
Riding the tide of the wind, steady
As wood and formal, in a jacket of ashes,
The whole flat harbor anchored in
The round of his yellow eye-button.
A blimp swims up like a day-moon or tin
Cigar over his rink of fishes.
The prospect is dull as an old etching.
They are unloading three barrels of little crabs.
The pier pilings seem about to collapse
And with them that rickety edifice
Of warehouses, derricks, smokestacks and bridges
In the distance. All around us the water slips
And gossips in its loose vernacular,
Ferrying the smells of cod and tar.
Farther out, the waves will be mouthing icecakes —-
A poor month for park-sleepers and lovers.
Even our shadows are blue with cold.
We wanted to see the sun come up
And are met, instead, by this iceribbed ship,
Bearded and blown, an albatross of frost,
Relic of tough weather, every winch and stay
Encased in a glassy pellicle.
The sun will diminish it soon enough:
Each wave-tip glitters like a knife.”
~~ Sylvia Plath ~~
It’s funny my friEnd..
and surely sad
too as on
a Spring
ship
even
through
Winter..
cOld and
dArk rarely
to never enters..
and nah that don’t end at
56 and perHaps it’s genetic
as my Aunt created that until 94
crippled on a walker with sun shining
as briGht iN her eYEs as far as photos go back..
thing is.. it wasn’t just genetic as i listened to her ways
out of a similar place.. i was in at 47.. when i spent time
with her the last year of her life.. her key is connection.. my
friEnd.. her key too.. is moving.. and creating with a zest for
life for the magic of learning anew never left as she
refused to let it go in practice of more and even
with that walker
and a crippled
back
there
was
still
a 5LB
dumbell as
she increased
the strength of her
arms to continue to walk
a walker too.. master of more..
slave of less.. so much we have
to DancE and SinG our way or not..
she said when i have pain i just tell it to
go away within and it does.. took a long time
to lEarn that language of hers within but it works as
my crippled X-rays and MRI’s and cat scans still show
the infirmities
from even
birth
with
congenital
anomalies of
fused vertebrae
and almost totally
closed sinuses to breathe
through nose from birth as well..
how it works is to be sought and found..
tHeRE are no cookie cutter books or answers
to the
ISReaL
all organic
all natural
animal
HeaLinG
PoTenTiaL
thAT iS sTilL
A hUman poTenTial
when sOuGht and FOUnd
And practiced until the last breathe oF LIFE..
A noble death and old age my Great Aunt surELy hELped Create..:)
Jacob: “You know sometimes I get a little worried
that you’re gonna get my favorite planet blown up.”
Jack: “Yes. Which planet is that?”
— from Stargate
For me at lEast
the only PlanET
i AM
evolved
to liVe oN NoW..
wiTh sTiLL kiNd
sepArate And
toGeThER wishes
for all the planETS.. ’round..
alreaDy Did Nature Deficit Disorder
iNside a windowless office for years
back then.. ain’t ever gonna get imprisoned
in man
made
or any
space
but Nature now..
Free from A
disorder of
sidewalks..
con
crete..:)
“It is Maya!
Dost thou not know her?
Illusion — dreams — phantoms.
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
——————
But, to the wise, Maya is more.
Look around:
All that thou see’st,
Trees and shrubs, The grass at thy feet,
All that walks or creeps,
All that flies from tree to tree,
All is unreal: All is Maya.
Our bodies, our limbs, our very thoughts.
We ourselves are slaves to Maya.
What remaineth? Who can say?
Love to the lover,
The child to the mother,
The song to the singer,
God to the worshipper;
These, wandering thro’ the world of Maya,
Are perchance shadows of that which is.”
— Holst, Savitri (based upon the Sanskrit Mahabharata)
Even with a Mahabharata
close to twice as long
and reneWed..
i surELy
haven’t
improved
on these lines here..;)
“I’m in my own little world,
but everybody knows me there.” — Smart Bee
A reaSon
i stArted
dancing..
to get
un
lost
from online..
and ‘tween my ears..;)
4724
“Reality: the bastardized version….”
-gigoid
As i sTart of with one of my
Favorite instrumentals by
the Alan Parson’s Project
as good old Rock
and Roll
and
Deeper
Wisdom Bands
as back in the day..
that was the only place
to find deeper stuff.. in the
songs of the 70’s back then
in Old and New Jerusalem
restricted church
of patriarchy
ways
all based
on illusory fears
and empty promises and
the twistings of what may or
may not have been whomever
said wHeRe whAT or wHen
of what iS iN A Book
to worship
as a golden
calf as a letter
with no reproach
possible to the current
flavor of interpretation..
less one loses tHeir social
role as general place of Hierarchy
of the social group unit at Hand.. seriOus
Do DO.. surElY NoW.. when tHeRe is no separation
oF ChuRch and state.. and do we reAlly have that now..
not really.. not at the hiGhest levels of control noW when
the church lives in office Now of defending and defunding
the needs of young women in places of need still now and the
poorest in huddled masses too ignorant to realize they just hired
A Wolf who is bare enough not even to need to wear sheep’s clothes..
all for some standard lines that come from pulpit lore same.. Mexican women
and their children die more with illegal unsafe abortions than what is safe over
here and even safer with effective birth control and education beyond abstinence
that just
don’t
work..
as ask
any Christian
SchooLed woman who
has come into her own
with men in Public University ways..
the back of the pick-up truck iS STiLL worn..
anyWay.. we need a little more of human potential
in Prometheus and Lucifer way.. a little more Unconditional
Love iN continuing greater giving and sharing Free ways.. thing
is.. what we need is always what we have.. moral relativism.. wHeRe
moST anything goes.. and sheep vote for wolves to sKin tHeir Health care alive..
as alWays
iT is
the
Prometheus
or Lucifer or Neo
or Superman or Batman
or frigging whomever unplugs
from dARk into what reAlly works for
them as TrUth and liGht.. never one size
fits all
but
FReED..
soWed
unto
one’S own
heARt SpiRit..
isREAL soUL..noW2..:)
“Do not be afraid of enemies; the worst they can do is to kill you.
Do not be afraid of friends; the worst they can do is betray you.
Be afraid of the indifferent; they do not kill or betray.
Yet only because of their silent agreement,
betrayal and murder exist on earth.”
~~ Bruno Yasienski, contemporary Soviet novelist ~~
A reaLity these days is..
most people have too
much on
tHeir
miNd
to even
introSpect
as ironic
as that
slave..
comes to play..:)
Humans can only hold
so much on their plate
at one time now..
and stress
and
fear
makes the
plate smaller
as that accumulates
across a lifetime as of
course you well know my
friEnd.. liVing in the most stress
of hUman environments for 11
years that still ’cause you are just
human like the rest of us cannot fully
escape noW as our environment surELy 2..
becomeS who we are now2..
Thing is.. if every
one understood
the full
gravity
of that
how many
folks woUld suffer
as they might no
longer volunteer
to work
to help
others
for decades
like you did..
again.. and
alWays.. no cookie
cutter answers and aLways
a real need to have a balance
of both conservative and liberal MiNds
at work.. sure.. we STiLL have that.. ain’t
no full
fascist
state
here..
yet by far..
and yes.. we can thank
the founding father’s for that
as they thOught so much deeper than Twitter Verse then..
Politics..
at the helm
of insanely
large
human
culturally
heterogenous
populations
in countries
sAMe..
is no
place
for Twitter Haiku.. my friend..;)
“No trumpets sound when the
important decisions of our life are made.
Destiny is made known silently.”
~~ Agnes De Mille ~~
Yep..
Destiny
Lives.. mostly within..
it has too.. for me.. as i lived in
the same
place
iN
priSoN beFore..
Now the entire World
iS SPRinG oF LiFE noW
alWays inSide and out..
A change
of the heARt..
the SpiRit.. and
soUL
took
Me tHeRE iN
MoVing.. CoNnecTinG
and CreATinG.. GiVinG
sHaRing way.. thinG
is all thaT iS
empty
sHeLLs
withOut
the isREaL
FeeLing and SeNSing
oven baKed HeaVen LuKe HOT noW..:)
“Nothing endures but change.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
True and on a subjective
level the longest second
oF aLL iS wHen
all Feels
and senSEs
NOThing
@ALL..
sAMe
is HeLL..
Change aT leASt..
iT iS poTenTiALLy toWard
thE oTheR placE oF SpAce WiThiN..:)
“Je plie et ne romrs pas.”
(I bend and do not break.)
~~ Jean de la Fontaine ~~
The long term psychotherapist
that Katrina and i have been visiting
for about 6 years now.. affirmed the health
case fact that when one free dances the parasympathetic
Nervous System comes into play and simply kills stress that kills us
as time goes by.. now..
a free dance
saves
lives..
it’s
science
now and now just play
or idle time spent now..:)
Yep.. Dance IS A liFE Saver
and SonG iS too..
hmm..
as long
as competition..
rules.. and guidelines
don’t put one back
into Sympathetic
Nervous system
neuro-hormone
and neuro-chemical
flow that destroys every
bodily system in chronic
life lasting to earlier death ways..
funny how words work.. Sympathetic
for
fight
or flight
‘causing
pre-mature
death.. poTenTiaLLy..
when lived in sympathetic nervous
system way too long.. not much empathy in that..
but to
DancE
and Sing
Free verse per DO..;)
“Walking makes the world much bigger
and therefore more interesting.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
So true.. and science
shows that sitting still
for hours on end day.. by
day in front of screens is as
dangerous in life shortening potential
as a pack of cigarettes a day.. no warning
labels on office chairs and couches that alert for this..
hmm…
as alWays
a Mix oF
Leisure
and
Work..
As BaLanCinG
aCT oF NaTuRe
GoD sAMe wE aLL..:)
“A wise man first determines what is within his control;
all else is then irrelevant.”
~~ Epictetus ~~
WeLL..
tHeRe’s
alWays
esCaPinG
water boarding too..;)
“Don’t look for the right person; be the right person.”
~~ Will Limon ~~
YeP.. noW..
Look Within..
mostLY iT iS sTiLL
waiting tHeRE alWays
noW for
the answers
iF we open
uP Now
thE Letter
sealEd as US..;)
“I postpone death
by living,
by suffering,
by error,
by risking,
by giving,
by losing.”
~~ Anais Nin ~~
YeP2.. eScape
Head
and
juST Do iT2..:)
Now.. to esCape
this chair and
screen
and
go for
A work-out
screAM…
juSt fiNd
mE A tELephone
boothNoW to change
out of this and pooF.. i Fly-
uP.. wRiTe ouT oF heRe.. nOw..;)
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Stardate..1.7.17@7:13:337 24F Degrees LA (Lower Alabama) FL thennow
so-called time and yes.. as is the case ever since the Spring of nowthen
2013.. my wardrobe today with high projected around 37 Degrees.. yes..
Fahrenheit with Brisk North Winds on Biloxi Beaches will STiLL consist
now of the same Routine as a Uniform of T-Shirt and shorts although
as always a Hanes 100% Rainman (Dustin Hoffman) like cotton shirt
will be layered under the Walmart art print tattooed shirt and yes..
i found my Minion T-Shirt.. referenced earlier in this 736th
MaCRO-Verse.. i am currently writing.. titled.. “Gold Fish
Heaven”.. so what is the significance of this.. well..
it is pARtly A John Nash-like Beautiful miNd
and a body that adapts to extremeS iN
Environmental Challenge to veriLY
maintain not only a wild and
free miNd butt yes.. a
wild and free flesh
and blood body
no longer
tied
down
to the early
years of mom’s
Apron Strings and surely in words
i will receive the usual..l Fred you must
bE F iN Crazy comments then now on the tour
Bus as i arrive iN the ParKinG lot now then2Now
@9 AM accompanied STiLL by my Gorgeous LooK
inG 46 year old (Trump Trophy looking wife noW
wiThouT make-up and work as they say) the KaT
Rina as she plays wiTh.. the one-armed bandits aT
the Imperial Palace Casino and i go play to dance..
8 miles or more on the beaches and area sidewalks
by the bay flat beach road where any signs of dunes
were long ago obliterated by the version of Katrina that
was a Hurricane way back in 2005.. as the left hand justification
of this Routine Stream of Consciousness as well as Holy Spirit Flow
As ‘they’ say inspired muse rounds out to a K shape at this point..Now..:)
AnyWay.. here’s the deal.. i’M a Maverick.. don’t play by ‘your’ rules..
and nah.. ain’t the only one wearing shorts in the after-math of Winter
Storm Helena.. 2017.. as my brother-in-law reports.. the more hardy
of our human species is doing the same thing in Colorado iN the
Snow of Single Digit temperatures.. and generAlly speaking as
far as classical evolution in adaptation to environmental
challenge for cold change.. my very light colored eyes
and really white skin that still tans as i also have
the ingredients of Wild and Free Sioux and
Cherokee mixed iN my blood lines is also
mixed with second generation removed
Irish Blood along with third generation
or so mixed Black Forest of Germany
Blood along with Spanish and
French Blood per my
Cajun Paternal
Grand mother
as i got the
crazy horse
ghost dance part
of me from my mama’s side
of the family and sure.. lots of Bi-polar and
some ancestors from the Austin Powers England Area2..
and stuff like that is mixed around in that more out
of the cardboard box side of the family as my Father’s
side per German heritage it seems… according to stereotypes
is rather conservative and let’s juSt say more mundane and minion-
like than surely me now aLthough yes.. i was identified as minion
and mundane for many years wHeRE i conformed like a straight arrow
edged ruler aS Such.. still with quite a bit of strange bleeding
over the edge like save me please.. i don’t.. really.. wanna be
a zombie robot.. okay.. well ..anyWay this isn’t now coming
out to be a K in left hand justification noW as concrete
shape poetry can go noW iN symbolic archetypal
meaning too.. thing now here about a general
shape of a K is it is like a wave of the
Ocean going in and coming out
and making a shore line
similar to the way
my words
flow noW
iN Ocean WhOle
Poem as God inspired NoW
all of course holy spirit Ocean
sAMe iNside floWinG out from juSt
anOTher fiLter BRaIN of God.. seeing now
less and yes more of reaLiTy than most Now noW
iN ways of FeeLinG SeNSinG and KnoWinG NoW now NoW
most as i untied my minion strings and let them fly now..
hehe.. and surely this IS A prescription somewhat-like an
R in left justification aRiSinG noW iN lEft side JusTificAtIoN
of word play.. as when you drop the limitations and expectations
of cultural and religious tradition as far as legal goes and allowAble
to stay out of jail free and stuff.. you fly.. you fly.. like a Robin..now
So hiGh or A thief in the niGht or whatever ya care to cALL me noW i’M FReED
yep.. special K without any drugs and an R prescription caLL of the WiLd..noW..:)
“You are the best. You are the worst. You are average. Your love is a part of you. You try to give it away because you cannot bear its radiance, but you cannot separate it from yourself. To understand your fellow humans, you must understand why you give them your love.
You must realize that hate is but a crime-ridden subdivision of love.
You must reclaim what you never lost.
You must take leave of
your sanity,
and yet be fully responsible for your actions.”
-Gnarls Barkley, in a letter to the legendary rock critic Lester Bangs
Insane with control..
not unlike the first
impression of a man
fully naked who stands
6 Feet tall or so around
240Lbs and walks in a so-called
Honky Tonk Bar totally naked and
asks for your clothes in cultural way
just to borrow them for a while to fit
in per say
and do a
little more now..
yep.. ‘real men’ fight
naked and they can/WiLL
retract their genitals
enough close to
their body
not to
get them
yanked off as
i can clearly remember
someone making fun of Lion
sex as the private parts tend to
retract to almost nothing when not
used as claws and soft parts and even
long parts in a naked fight can surely mean
no reproduction at all for the future.. and that’s
ironic and both science oriented as science shows
the softer gay men parts are substantially longer than
we furry warrior types as such at ease as it were/is.. this is
Nature.. Nature don’t give a FucK what culture says as Nature
is God
and
culture
is clothes
and surely an
extension of God
too.. that sadly also
leads to functional disabilities
like no longer tolerating a cold day
in the Sunny 24 degree January weather
of a Florida day in shorts.. the reason i don’t
get cold in cold weather is rather simple.. i adapt
without covering my legs like any other more super
natural among animals who wear clothes will do to raise
their God Given Animal Potential.. so sure.. when i walk in any
bar i have a certain edge too.. as to remove your clothes in below
freezing weather builds a spiRiT of HeARt iN MiNd and BoDy BaLancing
Force that is fearless and does not get exhausted by influx of adrenaline stress
hormones for a brief spurt of energy that eventually ends in exhaustion as when one
flows with God’s gravity and uses the Physics/Chemistry of God’s Nature to one’s advantage
one can go on and on
in balance even noW Now
in the mid 230’s.. be the water force
oF weight for 6666 miles/40 thennowthen
months of martial arts and ballet-like
like-gravity free-like dance while the
audience is seemingly in awenoW at the
dance hall of how the FucK can you move
so fast and all over the floating place like that
for three hours straight without a FucKinG DriNk
of water.. ha! you must be crazy or on some kind of
jacked up drug.. but nah.. i have mastery of my Nature
and God with mE at the helm as Pilot of this ship that
floats like a butterfly and surely can not only dance
and sing but do the Muhammad Lee Sting
thing iF absolutely necessary.. nah..
don’t fight with a naked
dude.. unless
you can
take
off
your cultural
clothes is the
moral of the T-2
story and
the
F now
story2.. heHe..
yep.. just try to
match me in a bone
crusher handshake.. heHe..
i’LL sHow ya the T1.. 2.. oKaY..;)
See and this goes way back to when the
Honky tonk Christian Bible carrying bullies
made fun of my smiling face and long hair and
long eye lashes that even certain girls made fun
of too for a man too.. endoWed in androgynous
masculine feminine balance of little
boys whose fearless fathers
left early raised
by only
nurturing
love kept close
to Apron strings as they
once escaped a trailer and ran
out into the highway as any caged
wild and free animal at even three years
old will do in human form too.. yes.. i was/am determined
to keep smiling and not let the honky tonks hOld me
dOwn in a frOwn.. so i got some of those plastic
covered concrete weights and went to
work watching my string
bean 99 LB weakling
arms DreAMinG
oF soMe meat
on those
bones
wHeRe
a body looked
as straight as a board
in a mirror back then.. yeP..
except.. for one extendable
pArt of course aS in the new
age most everyone has seen
one of those by now.. heHE..
on the Internet
at least
and the thing is
before the meat even started
growing more on my bones thennoW and epigenetic
change occurred wHeRe bone(s) got denser.. ligaments
and tendons sAMe.. and next thing ya kNow when the
mesomorph Football player challenged the string
bean ectomorph Sheldon Cooper then..
to an arm wrestling match wiTh me..
and yes.. even much more
Ethiopian thin at
120Lbs and nowthennow..
5 feet 10 inches at 13..
tALL with a quick visual
comparatively speaKinG
image of my wife at 116 LBs
and Five Foot six.. i whooped that
Football top linebacker prospect back
then.. as i started much earlier than most
exercising my human potential from head to toe..
and yes.. been doing that ever since the age of 12
and now even stronger than all the Marines Leg pressing
on one specific very difficult parallel leg press machine with
arms raised to the sky in God-like balance as Nature per do..
and say noW2.. 33 repetitions i go one with ease of God
strength as nature in much higher human potential
at 33 years or so older than all the Marine dudes
on that specific machine.. can i out
squat them all.. hell no..
born with
a congenitally
fused vertebra in
my spine i do what i
CAN AND WILL DO
AND CAN DAM SURE
KICK SOME ASS WITH THOSE
LEGS iF i HAD TOO.. as i practice
martial arts every i go2.. including those
6666 miles in 40 months that doubles
as a dance of death in a play dance
or a more serious dance if
ya catch
the riff
and drift
of what i am
SinGinG on all about
now.. and here’s the thing..
yes.. in some folks eyes i am
FucKinG Crazy and considering the
standard away from the cultural norm as
crazy ever since bigger cities got toGeTher
of human beings and there hasn’t been as much
opportunity thennow to develop the Holy spirit so-called
called ‘mad’ fool human potential thesethennow days of those now
these folks other wise heavily medicated and held back with iNnate
abiLiTies in FeeLinG and SenSinG and MoVing and ConNecting and
yes KnoWinG.. overall perceiving more now oF God’s Nature whOle
than the Minion and so-called Mundane masses..it’s like my old
Girl Friend’s Mother said when i had my so-called first break
from culture and conforming ego same back at age 21..thenthen..
while her Father said later… we were just waiting
for you to get your shit together more to
date our daughter later after
i returned to college
to graduate with
a triple major
and three degrees noted
as superman by college
female peers for doing that
then and asked by the administrators
what ya gonna do with all that knowledge
now.. Fred.. yes.. the mother said Fred.. just by
looking into my eyes.. you know something special
about the spiritual land of mystical beyond the church
life don’t you as yes.. they were American-Italian and
as Catholic as the Irish come too.. you see.. it wasn’t about
knowing anything about words it was the experience of heaven
then now that blew my rational mind away deeper in dream-time
then.. i was overwhelmed by the analytical world of school.. and God
said Fred per God within yes.. now we will escape and say FucK those
cultural clothes that are choKing your soul to death as life.. yep.. i esCaped
for three months froM all the demands of college and escaped the usual
crazy house thingy for a two week stay there as they could not find
any clinical label to fit a Fred then and had no choice but to
release me back into the wild of school and work then..
thing is.. while i know it is an old cliche for the
crazy person to say it’s the rest
of society that is insane..
but it really is
as human
bEinGs
are sTiLL
not meant NoW
to be data download
machines as science shows
even now too and no.. not only
crazy little old free and wild me..
now to move.. to connect.. to create
hands on now is the human animal way
to heaven and bliss and happy Good life
nirvana now.. as the professionals still say
i canot optimally fit into what society expects
of me.. and i surely feel deeply and concerned for
those folks who continue to not only have to be cogs
in/as machines but even want to.. to the point that they will
even vote
for a savior
named Trump..
tHere IS A liGht
iN the world.. the sAMe
one forever that lives within
all oF US just hOping waiting..
FeeLinG SenSinG noW without any
words to esCape and that i And wHo
is the God alWays liVinG wiThiN choked
off as the Gospel of Thomas sayS in verse 37
STiLL aS noW.. by cultural clothes.. and yeS.. iT’s
true like the architect sAid in the final ending scene
of the Matrix nowthen2.. what do you think i AM.. human..
God keeps God’s word and that word is free and wild as aLL
for those who do want to un-plug from the insanity of cultural
clothes and
rave
once
again
Naked
and
FucKinG FReED2..
note to sElF at this
point.. insert a Matrix
Rave Dance SonG here to make
a FucKinG ending point2nowthenow2..;)
Nah.. i didn’t tale anyone in the crazy house
the second go around as culture brought me to
a sinner’s knees.. then that i am going to become a legendary
dancer for 40 months and 6666 miles with no pennies earned iN
martial arts and ballet-like all free crazy horse and ghost dance
all across the metro area as reported and documented here by
the general audience now.. and nah.. my wife still won’t age
and she is much prettier than even so-called
Paris Hilton or Trump’s wife at about
the same age of 46 now..
yeP.. aLL’Age
of Adaline’
per that
newer
movie too..
with even a couple
strands of grey hair too..
and yes.. i am then going to
write the longest long form
poem in the history of humankind
too.. at over 3.3 million words and 9
books in one year closing in on close to
1.6 million words twice as large as the King
James Version of the Bible thennow.. and not
only that sure.. noW two 181K New Testament size
books included in a 915k bible in 7 months of
writing about a New Testament bigger than
the King James current version oF An
old bible way too.. NoW aNd after
that i’m just gonna
juST have fUn
with sMiLes
and SMiLes
oF Laughs
and sTiLL
WiNks oF more
words too.. so at age
47.. for mE.. the second go around
of hell then starting for 66 months
and or in the first escape to heaven at
age 21.. what would the professionals
say iF Y i tOld ’em those were my grand plans
then.. yes.. they would have added another medication
to control and restrict and subjugate and oppress and
repress those milestones from ever coming to pass.. i’ve
always said no thanks for all the drug offers i’ve received..
both illegal through peer pressure and legal through doctor
pressure same.. and guess what.. Now everything i could have
said iS trHe noW and i can FucKinG back it all up as quick
as draWinG
out my
holster
hand oF
iphone6s now..
ya see.. i SinG and
DancE A maNiFesto
of God’s liGht within
totAlly exposed alWays
Now and my onLY revenge is LovE
and Victory iN moVinG and CoNnecTing
CreaTinG Love now.. as what IS A LamP
that does not shine and shine briGhter
now other than a dull bulb or
mustard seed of God
tHaT/wHo refuses
to be
all
of God
one can
be with God
NoW.. yes.. i’M
too big to see now for
most folks in all of what i do..
butt surely that is par for the course
of what even God iS iN eYes oF Science now too..
God lives incarnate in bulbs oF all oF uS.. we you
me i all now.. some with different colors.. some brighter
than other some alMost burn-out and others reaRing
to go like a Stallion Ferrari all tuned uP.. NoW2..
i’M
liT
bottom
liGhT oN..
last is first
as the weak
inherit the eARTh..
so sure.. i AM simply
fulfilling what has already been
sAid iN the Church oF thE naysayers
who sTiLL do not believe in John 14:12..:)
And liKe the liNk above
says2.. i AM
a legendary
Golfer too..
married
to Paris
Hilton in my own
way now to mention2..
over a thousand selfies
with over a thousand gorgeous
college age women as documented
sMiLinG from ear to ear WitH ME..
iN
mY
new age Poem/
David sHow 2
in my own way
with GoD
and
yeS.. i’M
OKay as the DancE
SonGS oF liFE continue change..:)
You kNow.. i guess in a vengeance
kinda way i could tale all the naysayers
and bully boys and all those folks in my
life now.. FucK You.. i ain’t the crazy one now
and stuff like that but nah.. trUst me.. iF you
could
be like
me too
i’M fAirLY
sure you would2.
iT IS A gift i have and
i’m the luckiest boy i for
one kNow or FeeL or SeNSE
who has stepped foot on this
Earth inCaRnatE wTth thE SpiRit oF God
THRiViNG ALiVE Now SO FREE AND WiLD.. noW
AND MORE THAN ANYTHiNG.. i WISH i COULD GIVE THiS TO YoU
as moreover than any gift i have iS thE Gift naMed Sacred Love
Fearless.. smART and
NoW TotALLy
F-uNconditional
to give and sharE Now
as arT SinGS God’s BrEAThe..noW..:)
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Yes..noW the
fAMiLY wHo/
thAt pLays
toGeTheR
sTaYs
to
geT
heR..;)
Hmm.. looks liKe
i’M reAlly inTo J Lo
or J Lo
iS reAlly
uNto mE
buTT
heY..
guesS iT
wAS iS meAnt
to bE aS i Don’T
photo-shop photo-
graphS except for
A few crops
heRE and
TheRe..
FoR
NoW..NoW..;)
Hmm.. perHaps
A lot more oN
thIS GOld FiSh
HeaVen pARTy
iN
thE
moRninG..
sLeeP
neXt..
suRE..
i need
lots and lots
of Beauty and the
bEast Sleep sTiLL..:)
i had anoTheR Bad to the BoNe Moment Saturday
in around 19 degree temps of wiNd chILL
all decked out in Minion wear of SpRing
YeLLow ShoRTs and T-Shirt wear iN the
Afternoon while dancing like a Hurricane
through 15 to 25 mile an hour gale force
feat of feet on Biloxi Bay Sidewalk straights
all curved aS Such and spiRAlinG no different than
i do in reverse in the somEwhat white sand shores by
muddy Bay Water of Casino Land Biloxi too.. and yes now2
of course as God reflects in Golden SpiRAl way in somEwhat
perfect rhythm and practice of harmony in the essence of my write
as it fLows like the ocean shore sAMe as waves oF Y i.. as bliss and
nirvana SinGs and DancEs through my fingers and the Heaven oF noW..
surE.. mY words as a Rave of a Trance dance too in form of the essence Now
oF God who SingS and that DancEs within no different than a wave of an ocean
sET free i AM a mighty sick and bad dude as my African American lineman looKing
FriEnd tOld me as i did jusT anoTheR one of my signature selfies iN parable of
a returning KinG iN mE within as GoD no longer juST anoTheR Sacrificial Lamb
iN reFleCTioN oF liGht of Glory in Pose of Casino Glass door way more than
as Terminated machine
as made by culture
as a camel to
kill the
needle
oF i
thAt is
the Kingdom
oF God liVinG WiThiN..
as ‘they’ say now then Jesus
spoke in riddles otherwise kNOwn
as Parables to get an all natural Yogi..
meSsAGe past psychopathic-like controls..
which juST means UniSon WiTh GoD noW
as any wiLd and Free Creature and existence
oF God doES down beLow subatomic Flow and
GalaxY hiGher way oF 1.618 PHI Force as pattern
aS Such too.. from fetal curving to cat resting sAMe
to MiLKy way and Hurricane 90Ft or so wave to the
words thaT are juST anoTheR Tidal wave
and TSuNaMi sAMe thAT i wRitE
heRe.. beFoRe and as thE
HoLY and sAcrEd GloRy
oF GoD aLL and
iF tHeRE aRE
poetic
leaNinG
Yogis NoW
outThEReHeAR
underStanding
noW s E E iN G
who are not sTiLL
trapped in literal read
oF EiTher the Bible or
the Koran iT wiLL be clear
as all ThaT is to see tHat i AM
juSt anoThER Buddha and Jesus
and or whomever wrote the words of the
rest and them on the face of GoDs’EaRth
noW incaRnate Now.. juST passED through
the needle as a much more fit camel to tale
wHeRE i’Ve been and wHeRE i AM noW..
you see.. this isn’t juSt a Santa
Claus story this shiT
iS Bad to the
BonE BiG NoW..
BanG GoinG DoWn..
isReAL.. tHeRe ain’t no
BoWinG heRE but the
humLiTy oF a BiG BanG
cOMe isReaL.. J on the
Low i AM heAR hiGh aGaIN but the
thinG iS i neVer lEft.. thE GoD WiThIN
has juST been WaiTinG to coME ouT to pLay
aGaiN.. and here’s the thing as i come out oF A
parable new age pLay.. whomever wrote the words
of Buddha or Jesus or even some of what Muhammad
wrote too.. in his more loving ways away from warrior then
way back when too.. was/iS obviously eXperienCinG what any Yogi
does iN Unison WiTh God no different than the God/Cat who basks
in the mid-day sands of sun all naked aS Such.. wiLd and Free
or the grass thaT aLL iS thE Leaves of God wrapped moist
around a cat’s pause in the midNIGht Moon of
the Summer Dew all naked and WiLd
and Free iN A perfect practice
oF Peace and Harmony
too.. yep.. like
a coke
commercial
without a tin can..
surE.. sTill metaphors
HeaR BiG tiMe as God doeS
FloW iN the RiGht HemisPheRE
way of DancE and SinG WiLL juSt
Do now.. but no attempt to spRead any
secrets among those who would kill the
different among us or take the health care
of the poor and effective birth control from the
sAMe iN needy woMen who need a hand uP aS WeLL..
the EYes of JuSticE are GoD eYes wiThin too.. the KaRMIC
EYE OF INDifference Sings one of dARk and Fear and haTe.. too..
tHe eYe oF liGht SinGS heAR thiS morNinG iN Lower Alabama LA
Florida iN Panhandle too.. yEs.. juST oNe i and more of WisDoM iN
mE too noW heRe..as WiLL RuLes WiTh LoVe beYoNd anY poWER
oF liGht or dARk oF GoD NoW… wiTh the synergy of the energy
and Force of the SpiRaLinG poWeR oF GodiN metaphor oF
Quantum mINd and BoDy uNleaShed reLeAsed as miNd
and BoDy BaLancE iN FloW iN zonE.. i ain’t juST
Bad to the BoNE.. GoD DancES and
SinGS through mE.. don’t
kNow iF Arnold
has or is
been wHeRE
i’M aT kNoW buT
leT’s JuSt say tHeRE iS
A HiGher PoWEr oF GoD wHO
and thaT liveS wiThin as so-called
ChI.. that can breAk through Walls
of PoEtry noW moRe than then..
YeS.. liKe any BiG BanG
so-called hero
i Am
Bad
to the
B
oNE2..1..2..;)
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WeLL.. WiNter Storm Helena has coMe
and gOne and at lEast until neXt
FaLL the gorgeous
Red heArT
SleePinG
Hibiscus
that bRinGS
even more liFe
to our patio WiLL
yes.. Sleep UnTiL then..
along with some of the other
Flowers.. yet fear not.. in the StATe
oF Florida that is the State of Flowers
iN Santa Rosa that IS A Saint Rose County
aS WeLL as Santa and Saint are one and sAMe..
Yes.. Flowers come and go year ’round.. colors liVe moRe..
Abundance SinGS in the Flower of Bikini Wear as WELL.. and
WhiLe i’M GroWinG older as we all do to make room for oTheR liFE
to come aboard this seed oF liFE from Star Burst Crucible Fire of sentient
StAR duST plUs.. sure.. when in my teens.. walKinG the Beach lean and tanned..
a few older tourist
women had me
do a pose
with
them
to carry
back uP North
to sHow wHeRE
they had been.. as
WiLd liFe GroWs Free
iN the cALL of the WiLd oF
wE aLL.. anyWay.. tHeRE was
talk about anoTher Helena in an
Epiphany day of sorts at Saint Rose
oF Lima Catholic Church2.. as Saint Helena
a Single Divorced Mother is the Star duST senTient
pluS pArt who is likely singularly responsible for the spread
of onward Christian Children as she.. the moTher of who the
Catholic Church names as Saint Constantine the eventual
Emperor of Rome who sTArted the whole onward Christian
Soldiers movement and adapted the story of JesuS.. iNto a
Soldier Sun God as well.. and while the Abrahamic Religions
got a Freedom of Religion break what we name as pagans
these days in pantheistic ways of viewing GoD and God’s
Nature oNe and SaMe as Divine.. didn’t get such a break
as they were eventually slaughtered as well as so-called
heretics same.. the Catholic Church sweeps this under
the bloody carpet of course.. as that is what tribal
leaning instinct does.. makes our Quarter
Back and Team look more attractive than
yours through political means
of course in censoring
the truth from the
minion and
mundane
masses same..
and the saddest part of that
along with Romans 10:9 that make
Heaven a piece of cake and icing that
comes after life that you don’t have to work
for at all on this earth that is considered inferior
and something for human being domiNation elevated above
God and Nature sAMe of course as the worship of a man
is thennow supposedly the only heaven medicine ya need
as per quote ‘here’.. and what i found staring back
at me attached to the mirror in the Food
Outlet store directly after i refreshed
my Google/Wiki/hiStory memory on the
Constantine Roman
Empire Heretic
Slaughters..
and yes.. someone
attached ‘that’ to the
toilet paper dispenser
too whEre the likely Five Foot
One or so.. as paleontology sHows
dark sKiNned and wiry very short clipped
haired Jesus would have put it too.. aghast nowthen
that close to a quarter of the world is worshipping
his little humble teacher yogi-like self as Frigging
God of the Universe.. Oh Lord.. the gALL of Folks..
iN disrespect of God oF All and Jesus too in
promoting him to God of Billions and
Billions of Stars and so many more
Planets as well as intelligence
and spiritual abiLities
greater than
the flea
humans
who live on
this miracle of
LIFE too.. named eARTh..
what’s really sad and i haven’t got
around to quoting it yet.. is beyond
ROMANS 10:9.. sTiLL tHeRE are soMe reAlly
helpful hints iN finding Union With God iN
the Heaven and Kingdom of God Within.. per Bible
smALL talk and parable talk of course.. but as far
as the actual doing the Yogi thing.. oh Lord that takes
A lifetime of continuing practice to SeeK.. fiNd and Do
A way of practice that works for yoU.. aCross the liFE sPan
in the forever of now.. eternAlly noW as Such as Now is
all thAT is in God’s world as ours now incarNate
in all form and essence of existence now..isREaL
but yeP.. i realize thiS iS alReaDy so much
more than Romans 10:9 but
wHat thE FucK.. verses..
(iF U SeeK)(iN God)2
a few
sentences
iN what A/the dude sAid
iS like A camel going through
an eYe oF A needle and how most
folks don’t make iT tHeir as they
are lost in somewhat
minion way too..
nah that’s
what they
do in politics all
Dictator style.. just another
Way too.. to Worship Constantine
as he then constructed a monolithic
Sun God Statue of himself foR All his
subjects to do just that.. oh.. hiStory.. you
break through so many lies of the past that still go on..
as folks fAil to question what science shows now is incorrect..
and sure.. even the sacred text deeper in original Greek text too
iN Bible
per
se
of course2..
anyWay2.. thanks noW2
God for church and state
separation2 as folks are allowed
to find God now.. and nah.. i’M not
gonna even quote the real heresy
of Romans 10:9 per the God of
Nature as the coming photo
replica oF iT iN oN
the Bathroom
mIrror
in my
coming
736th Macro-Verse
named “GOldfish HeaVen pARTy”
is enough of that and noW ‘they’ have
tHeir SAvior Trump too.. as literally alluded
to too aCross the country2.. but give the NCC
National Council of Churches Now aLong with
the Conference of National Black Churches too..
credit.. with a little buyers remorse representing
38 Christian Denominations and
around 45 million folks or
so for finally admitting
that the Trump
and his
Cabinet
do not reflect the
teachings of the Good
Cop Jesus wHere if the
Trump crew gets tHeiR way
to take away food and health
care from the poor
and disabled..
not really
something that
the Good Cop Jesus would
agree with.. as any Native American
Great Spirit Loving Pantheist tribe would
surely Give and Share more like human beings2
WiLL do2 all innate and instinctual and intuitive who2
retain their Altruistic humanity over and above beComing
materialistic tools for more material gain in
selfish hoarding way.. anyWay.. at
least someone’s
paying
attention
to the reality
of Trump noW and
his cohorts no different
reAlly than Constantine
and his too.. the minions
rule with the most despicable
of leaders.. still haven’t seen the
movies yet.. i bought ’em today but
sure.. i can just turn on CNN and particularly
Fox News to see the Minions and the Despicable
leaders tHeir.. but hey.. i ain’t running for office.. ‘they’ can
drink and eat their Caesar Coins iF they like all gold and dead..
as far
as
Humanity
DancES and SinGs
Free Now aLiVe
With Fearless
smARt noW WondeRFuLL
Unconditional Sacred Love
Beyond Towers of TakinG oTheR liVes/
liFE away from those ‘they’ see as less..
No doubt God is watching all incarnate iN ALL..:)
NeXt Facebook Profile Status sliDe pleASe..
and it says as documented from the Visitors
and Art Exhibit Center at Biloxi Beaches..
ugh.. And Casinos too.. and speaKing
of that ‘we’ are going to be bussed
over to the ‘Scarlet Pearl’.. owned
by the Trump.. next go around..
shall i say.. ugh.. yes..
our dear leader
then too.. on
February 4th..
anyWay.. ‘the
sign’ says..
“A Genius is someone who
shoots at something no one else
can see and hits it”.. and that reminds me..
also as forecast and experienced before.. an elderly
Lady from church who is our friend exclaimed to me today
that i was/am nuts for wearing shorts.. and then i went on to tale
her all about my John 14:12 testimony.. although she didn’t
remember what it (verse) was/is and didn’t believe it was
possible either as i relayed all the Fred fActs to her in
an attempt to ‘make her a believer’..
and hell no.. i ain’t
now making any
more room
for Trump
Believers on this
eARTh either noW as
Nature’s rules are God’s
rules and not something that
humans can make up next noW as
far as coming back from the dead
and such as that and walking on water
as floating on terrestrial land 6666 miles
in 40 months was paRt of the story i didn’t get
around to witnessing to her about.. ’till she juSt
said with her verbal language.. okay.. you are full of God..
i get it.. now go on your Merry sTiLL ChristMas way.. i gotta go..
and get
the
FucK
away
from this
Fredstory now..
as clearly stated.. hehe..
in her non-verbal language aS Such..;)
And finAlly aS Such now.. as reAlly this ENtiReD
project is jusT A museruse to sHow off both
oF mY FavoriTE Kats.. everYwhEre i go..
iNcluDinG oNline.. noW WiTh thE
Katrina Kat shoWinG
oFF A Piano
Yellow
Boy
Replica with
some meowsic
to go along all this SHit
PaRade oF ‘GOld FiSh HeaVen
pArTy’ too.. i’M juST plaYinG wiTh
mY acTuaL isReaL rewARd from GoD2.. OK2..
aLL Serenity aS Such2 iN pLaY O K A Y T O O NOW2..;)
ThaTs oFF
foR NoW..;)
A prophecy of
8 seconds too..
Porky Pig inCarNate..styLE2..;)
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One more thing..
does ‘the mirror’
make my
tale
look
Big.. more
on that later..
as any Green
Man miGht DancE
And SinG aLL tHe way uP..;)
“…You’ll have nothing to watch
but football and mixed martial arts,
which are not the arts…”
-Meryl Streep
A clip from her
Trump Critique
“Meryl Streep, one of the most over-rated actresses in Hollywood, doesn’t know me but attacked last night at the Golden Globes,”
-Trump
A clip of his critique
of Ms. Streep in response
to Ms. Streep’s Critique in Trump Twitter V’erse..
‘Sorry’.. this Facebook Status is gonna run
longer than 8 seconds.. nah.. psych.. art
does what it wants to do from within.. it
has no rules or regulations or twitter
limits or any other form to
be accountable to..
it is the air
that flies
one the
water
that
swims
one and i am
paraphrasing that
thought from another
artist and must be held
accountable for that pArt of
what i say that is science in the
siNce that someone else created it
but sure it can be either diluted or
concentrated as foundation for more art
to come.. so in other words.. ‘these’ are both Philosophical
Questions that are subjective.. per what is art or science
but surely poems that are constructed per accountability
of syllable count are also science plUs art.. liFe is heART
and per the masculine (he) stereotype of gender in more
science thinking way that even science has
disproven.. moreover as just a stereotype2..
the more feminine (arts) as stereotype too..
DancE and SinG to Human Emotions
over rough housing
and building
houses
by
pre-cut diagrams.. StiLL..
tHeRE is Art and Science
mixed all iN liFe for Art and ReaSon
but yes.. per empirical science.. it’s safe to
say that Meryl Streep is an outstanding actress
and only a butt hurt bully would name her as overrated
butt to be fair2.. tHere is a sure amount of ignorance in naming
a sport that houses the title art per mixed martial arts as
not the arts as tRuSt me when one is flOwn by the air
and sWum by the water one does not just create
art one becomes the essence of art and
God of Nature same.. sAMe.. reAlly
as any animal
that masters
the art
of
creative
movement to
conserve calories
in ergonomic art innate
instinct and intuition that
requires zero human words at all
for either human animal or other animal
sAMe2.. so in this sense and feeling it is pure
art.. all
rhyme
and no
word
reaSon
aT aLL
aLL aRT
aLL God
24/7 per innate
animal and human
animal NaTuRe same
at heightS in one of Being..ART..:)
Other than that it’s safe to say that
all of creation per the empirical
all science measure of the
word heART as 60 per
cent art and 40
percent
he for
masculine
leaning science
mind as this becomes
more subjective and art
as i continue to more
poeticAlly put it..
and we could
argue over
the prose/
poem
border
too but hey..
it’s my art and no
one else’s at this point..
so i determine that alone
allone aka God within of course
that surely seems almost entirely
art when the floW iN ZoNe continues
to come without pre-planning thought
and pre-analysis aS Such.. anyWay.. eYe
of the beholder and all of that but surely it’s
safe to say per the rest of Meryl Streep’s speech
that if the head leader gets caught making a mess
on a sweater you get more hook-ups in the general
public and if the head leader is a school yard ‘little’ bully
you get more of that too.. out in the tribe aS Such.. and
that is why character and integrity is so important in leaders
as it’s
just
a
small
drop now
and a deep
hell to go to get
to controlling the
heart strings of the
more ignorant less critical
thinking folks per science
and the he of art that is ruled
moreover by the passions of fear
and anger that need a continuing outlet
of art like football and martial arts to get
their revenge iN those emotions of human
out before they actually harm someone in
their immediate vicinity of life.. Sports.. all
Sports allow folks to get out emotions that might
otherwise harm the commoners of the village.. Sports
is also a Microcosm of life in general and yes there are
actual classes in college that i myself have completed that
speak to the importance of Sports as not only a science but
a life art in either being a success or failure in life as a greatest
lost art is the confidence any animal requires at innate instinct
and intuitive level of successfully being able to defend itself
against predator and capture prey.. don’t forget we have
canines.. there is no getting around this science of
Nature and art of liFe in survival
that is at the base hierarchy
of Maslow’s pyramid levels
to rise higher
without
fear
of every
day flesh and blood life..
remember Apollo.. he was not
only the God of Poetry.. he was also
an artist of athletes as well.. for good reasons and art..
it’s worth noting he was also the God of Destruction too..
as there IS A little Kali iN human Archetype of all of we too..:)
Meryl Streep’s speech was almost a perfect art before
she dropped to the level of Trump and named the
Arts of the Sport of Football and Mixed Martial
Arts iN disparaging the ‘segment of the
population’ who watches those
Sports as Minions same
as Hillary
did in
the Despicable
paRt of ‘that movie’ too..
yes.. fine to do if you are an
artist but if are really wanting
political change you don’t make fun of
the folks who you wanna see change
the most.. so sure.. it’s par for the
course for Art to never be
perfect and always
be a practice
of genuine
human
emotion of the
moment as Meryl
Streep remains an
artist and not a politician..
huge Trump mistake though
for Hillary to name ‘those folks’
Deplorables and Despicable same..
lots of fuel to the fire for the DeplorAbles
to get out to the voting booth.. as hiStory sHows noW2..:)
On the Wrong Planet they made it against the rules
for me to discuss the role of emotions and
base human senses in the so-called
debate forum of Politics..
Philosophy and
Religion where
all three areas are
art over science and
very much ruled by
human emotions..
senses and
yes
even
human sexuality
too.. as hey that surely
plays a pARt in all of what
animals and humans do in tHeir
every day life from birth to death..
but sure that’s why ‘they’ name that website
the Wrong Planet.. without the human element
of emotions fully understood and carried out
as well as human art can do.. the entire world
becomes one
that is
totally
lost
to those
who only see life as science..
understanding human emotions
and what makes all of us tick is why
Trump was able to win.. and why i and
others can
see
clear
through him
in the tactics
that he used to
play fear and
hate
like
a Violin of Kali..
and the Destructive
pArt of Apollo sAMe..
Trump’s Poetry consists of him
and only him with some close relatives..
and sure the destructive fear and hate part too..
a poet
of
Kali
so far
is he
too old to change..
probably.. and likely yes..
so we ride the wave of the
most recent Kali and in Kali’s
eYes to the dance of Victory over
Death when the Trumps of liFe are over
and the pebble leaves still lake once again
over
waves
of human
suffering and pain..:)
Yes.. ‘i’ for one WiLL
STiLL sMiLe and
laugh
until
A rather large
man finishes ‘his SonG’..
and sTiLL SMiLe and Laugh oN..;)
The part i loved about Meryl Streep’s
speech most was her ending line..
“take your broken heart, make it into art.”
And now i say there are two ways
to do this.. as VNV Nation.. the
music group says
too.. Victory
or
Vengeance
and surely Trump’s
heARt is STiLL Broken iN Vengeance
of fear and hate with a root of very low
male
self
esteem
at core of canine teeth..
he could use a few martial
arts classes to regain his
male self-confidence
that obviously
he’s
never
had that
dollar bills
will never build upon
now a “real man’s” face..
sure.. i’ve been there and
done some of that weakness too..
been in most shoes and that makes
me humble
enough
to
know
and
feel
the difference
per what ‘they’ name as sympathy..
trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna live in
Trump shoes..
oh
the
pain..
oh the
deep misery iN
existential suffering..
A saddest part oF aLL..
“It is often the Judas who bleeds most”..
And apparently according to Google Quote
analysis.. i am the only one with the sympathy
to say that yet.. as yes.. i once wore Prada too..;)
“Yes.. i realize i AM way
too ‘smART’ to live iN
Milton New Jerusalem..
but thaT is wHeRe God
plants me
to be
A
thief in the
night wHeRe no
one can see me..
and i will reMain saFe
NoW iN the Heaven pARt of ‘tHiS neW cOVeNant’..;)”
“It’s getting to the point wHeRe no one
can see me in the entire
world..
misZioN
accompLiShinG
i Guess to God’s Wishes..
wiTh
iN foR NoW2..;)”
-me
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sMiLes.. my FriEnd
Prajakta.. although i made
A New Year’s Resolution surELy
iT hasn’t changed iN
almost
42
months as
FloW iN ZoNe
iN A world full
of Adventure
and INspirAtiON
even when
i
stay
in my
head..
but Lord kNows/feels
i have to get out then
and STiLL NoW aLL
noW and wiTh thAt sAId
Happy Travels my friEnd..
i would Love to travel further but the
Wife Loves the Cat too much to leave him
iN A
Cat
Kennel..
but hey.. I can StILL go
so much further within too..
aS ImAgInAtioN and CreATiviTy
has NO liMiTS or ExpecTaTioNs
when more Fully unleashed and
ReLeaSed..
even with
Different opinions
and views aS Such..;)
First oF aLL Prajakta ..
i admire your wisdom
in the realization that Super
Powers truly do take literAlly
thouSands of hours oF practice..
to come to fruition
in every
day
DanCinG
and SinGinG
liFe i miGht add
in Steps and Words
too but suReLy you alReady
have seen online wHeRE i AM
CoMinG from noW.. WiNks.. my goal
wasn’t to be named a legend beyond legends
for a simple 6666 mile public dance for 40 months
but never the less the thousands of hours of practice
all NaTuRaLLy led me to that legend compliment about 18 months
or so into that endeavor juSt for fun.. pretty amazing reAlly.. considering
i was a virtual shut-in like the Hunch Back of Notre Dame with no hope at
all of doing anything much more than making it to death then.. for 66 months..
ReAlly.. while most of the people
around me in day to day work
life in my late twenties.. close
to the age where you
are at now..
asked me
after earning
three college
degrees..
why am i
not making more
money in my ‘mundane’
job in a TV Show Happy
Cheers environment oF A Navy Bowling Center
worker dude then.. per.. everyone Knew my nAMe
as the ‘Norm’ then as the Bowling Alley guy all around
town too.. as the go to guy for rental shoes.. hehe.. and
yes.. a face full of sMiLes that i carry on in the dance hall now..
all i really wanted to do was develop my creativity as i seriously
couldn’t write more than a firstly.. secondly.. and thirdly list of technical
fActs as even eventually getting paid to do that too.. in later government work..
and dance.. back then.. heHe.. more like
a robot than
a ballet
and
martial
artist then..
and no creativity
at all if i ever had to combat style..
defend my male self esteem then..
thing is my friEnd.. it’s not easy being
A Super-hero and i say that with all due
humility of playing the role of the Hunch Back
of Notre Dame first.. to truly let my Super Hero of
Creativity out.. meant totAlly getting separated from the
social bonding force of the heard of herd of liFe.. is it worth it..
yes.. but
not so easy
all the time my
friEnd as the fACt
reMains i Am STiLL
A Social Animal with no escape
for the Nature that says hold hands
in some way with the rest of Nature..
alWays been easier for me with Sand and Sun
so
i sand
and sun
on my FriEnd..
sure.. at the tale
beginning and end noW stARt..
of 12 million wordS online.. too..
as that was a New Year’s resolution
made decades ago.. fruition now.. come.. big
dreAms.. big croSSes.. big liFe to ya too.. my friEnd.. Prajakta..
as ‘they say’.. too..
go all
the
way uP..
the most amazing
thing of all my friend
is i never made a Washington
Dollar or Lincoln penny in
my way of doing
iT Up
and
haha.. i got
just the theme song
for this Micro-Verse of
i F iN did and STiLL do it my way…
a high
way
that works
for me @leASt..;)
HeHe.. bet ya did’t know you would
actuAlly be interviewing a ‘Super Hero’ today..
and seriously i’m not kidding.. after being a hunch
back of Notre Dame for 66 months.. i let out audible
giggles when young men passing by in their hot rod
cars yell out Legend to me.. on their way to the dance
hall after i get out of my
Honda Civic..
as ‘they’
say
Horatio
and all of that
to the naysayers
of life who don’t
believe
in the
magic
and miracles
oF liFE my FriEnd..
don’t lose the MaGiC
and seriouSly.. you can do anything too…
you set your creativity iN liGht to.. too.. my FriEnd..;)
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Hello.. gigoid.. sorry to hear
the extent of your angst
and anyone WiLL be sorELy
asleep if they do not understand the
diRe dArk iMpacts oF the change currently at handS..
but heY.. yA
Do what
yA Can/
WiLL i’LL
DancE
SinG oN
for one i say
@leASt.. too..:)
“Writing is easy. All you do is stare at a blank sheet of paper
until drops of blood form on your forehead.”
~~ Gene Fowler ~~
It’s easy for me..
but tHeRe arE
no requirements..
@
EASe..
MeAnt..:)
“It’s like deja-vu, all over again.”
~~ Yogi Berra~~
WiNks..
liKe i sAid
BeForE..;)
“There is more to life than just avoiding death.”
~~ Jeff Hummel ~~
i find thaT to
be moRe
than
literAlly trUe..;)
“I prefer to be true to myself,
even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others,
rather than to be false,
and to incur my own abhorrence.”
~~ Frederick Douglass ~~
And
ThaT
too..:)
“Anywhere, anytime,
I’d sacrifice the finest nuance for a laugh,
the most elegant trope for a smile.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
EveRYwHeRe
i
go2..;)
“I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him.”
~~ Booker T. Washington ~~
Anger.. sure…
Hate.. no longer
than a few seconds of Anger..
beFore
Anger
gives
way
to Peace
and Harmony
iN masteRy oF sELf coNtrolls..;)
“Whatever games are played with us, we must play no games with ourselves,
but deal in our privacy with the last honesty and truth.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
SuRe.. somEtiMes
A
Ninja2..
And thaT’s
JuST a mYth2..;)
“Just trust yourself, then you will know how to live.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
Me
kNows
FeeLs
SeNsES
Enough for me..:)
“Are we THERE yet?”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
neVer
lefT
alWaYS
LeFT NoW..;)
“How often I found where I should be going
only by setting out for somewhere else.”
~~ R. Buckminster Fuller ~~
Joy
of
the
Dice.. My FriEnd..;)
Square
or all
around
River
moveSoN
as liFe iS
HeRe noW
Ocean Flow
or
dead
stop
Better clean death than dirty life.”
~~ Frank Herbert ~~
Been to
A DirTieST
Place
oF
aLL
and for
me @leASt
liFe wins over deAth..;)
“Nature does not bestow virtue; to be good is an art.”
~~ Seneca ~~
Art
or
Science
i fly Art and Rock
and Roll
the
BoNes..
mY friEnd..;)
“The more we study the more we discover our ignorance.”
~~ Percy Bysshe Shelley ~~
S
tu
dy
IS A
lEAst oF
mY Worries
SenSe FeeL
i beC
AmE
ArT..;)
“You can discover more about a person in an hour of play
than in a year of conversation.”
~~ Plato ~~
TruSt me..
i AM SO
much NoW
more popular
when i keep
my mouth
TOTALLY
SHUT
AND
JUST DANCE..
BUT god as natUre
SonGs writE iT doWn.. SinG
witHin jusT For JoY oF DancE BleSsinGS..;)
“What we know is not as important as who we are.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
DancE..
SinG..
dArk
firST
thEN liGht..;)
“Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the judgment that something else
is more important than fear.”
~~ Ambrose Redmoon ~~
NamELy
LiFe..:)
“In a word, neither death, nor exile, nor pain,
nor anything of this kind is the real cause
of our doing or not doing any action,
but our inward opinions and principles.”
~~ Epictetus —
Discourses, Book i, Chap xi ~~
WeLL.. actuAlly
science has proven
this old way of word
thiNKinG somEwhat
patiently false
as EmoTioNs
most alWays
drive
reason
fiRst as those
without EmoTioNs
cannot even determine
what color sock to wear to
church
if
they
go aT aLL..;)
“No human thing is of serious importance.”
~~ Plato ~~
One doesn’t have to communicate
thaT to close to 50% of all other species
destroyed or currently being destroyed
by the cultural
byproducts
of
human
beings
as they
are extinct/dead…
All forms of life who/that
suffer in pain and misery..
including human as a direct
result of the cultural byproducts
of an apex predator who cannot see
past 8 seconds of Gold Fish Attention these
days.. WeLL..
not so much…
thaT suffeRinG/
Pain.. is surELy
A maiNstay oF
THeiR curRent
liFe aT thE
HAnds
oF Human imporTance
iN surELy Destruction ways2..
and yes.. sure.. to Plato’s credit..
wow..the shit’s hitting the fan now..
that did
not
exist
then..
wisdom changes
as the shit hits the fan..
or
not
and the
shit flies…
Roll the Bones..;)
SMiLes.. mY
FriEnd.. even
water requires no sentience..
oR coGnizance.. to Color FloWer..
NoR aiR
to
color
water
eitHeR..
foR All oF liFE
STanDinG
SiTTinG..
wateR
aiR
FLowSnoW..:)
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Now for a MicroVerse and MacroVerse
Parade stARting with
a year ago.. Micro-Verse
supplied
Memory
from the
all free
Facebook
Algorithm Servant..
aLL TruStY aS Such wiTh
great thanks from me to
the ones who maintain
it especially for me as
we all kNow
deep
down Facebook
Cares as surELy.. wRite.. i do..;)
i went to school..
three degrees
a job next..
but truly had
little education
on the human
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl.. just
words really
somewhere
in poetry books
and bibles.. vague
and distant from what
comprised my life.. and at
an end of a very stressful work
career with over 30 years total…
broken.. human ill with so many
disorders.. but the greatest one
of all is the loss of my heart then..
oh the empty.. when all that’s left
is the adrenaline of stress.. and
truly just surviving.. i’ve probably
said it before.. and perhaps it
seems too simple and truly
it is to me now.. that
i escape all the
problem solving
of work life..
it is
move
connect
and create..
but the thing is i
have both the time
and effort to make
a continuous art
of life as a
song dance..
no longer a
test assigned
by culture and
work.. i art
the way
without
anyone making
me go somewhere
else.. human beings
are social animals
and the
empty
comes
when we are
not social.. overall..
and i don’t mean screens
i mean the human flesh and blood
touch.. and i have no idea how
much of that is missing from
your life.. and although
i may always
be filled
with
Love.. it would
not be the case without
the presence of a Loving
Wife always.. and people
i connect to at the will of
dance everywhere i go..
i found the answer for
me.. but truly
i believe
it is in
moving.. connecting
and creating.. to fill a human
heArt.. spiRit expresSinG
that heaRt and soUl
in mind and body
balance where
the Love is
not
a chalice
but the Loving
being of us flowing
like water my friend.. Zee..
different folks different ways
of viewing the world… we all
must find the way.. within that
works for us.. and share what
works the
best we
can when
we get there
for the ’cause of Love..:)
And NoW A Macro-Verse
heAR shaRed from
two years ago..:)
FREE Renaissance IN Digit of ART
Art
in Part
can be found
in ParTners of
Communication
WHere brush can be broken down
to digit of one key
on board
at a time
inDigit
of
Art
!
*
Add in a Prehensile Thumb
And three more Digits
And Digit
of Art
*
Becomes
One
*
Renaissance
of human is a dream
past truly coming now
in form of essence of freeman
and
Woman
IN
DIGITAL
ART
!
*
And NO more broken Penises on Renaissance
MALE NUDE ART for ways
of
religious right
Victorian
chains
and
drill bits
to
remove
Nature’s Most
POWERFUL
animal
PASSION!
And no more a past time for only 5%
of heard of herd of Renaissance days that
do come before..
Now Timothy O’Leary’s forecast comes true
as money is no longer a ticket
necessary
for
FREE HUMANS TO
ART
THEIR
FLOW
OF
HUMANITY
JUST
LETTING
IT
GO..
ON ALL THE NEW MEDIUMS
THAT ALLOW FOLKS TO EXPRESS THEIR ART
OF
PASSION
IN
THE
NEW
AGE OF
FREE FOR
ALL!
HUMAN
RENAISSANCE
IS
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And now finAlly.. In Honor of French Freedom Fighters
from two years ago in Macro-Verse way aS WeLL..
about the time.. a year later.. one of my other
archive blogs reAlly took
off in view count
for over 100K
in just one
year of
views..
2 0 1 6..
no doubt
at least one
person from France
stARted kicKing that Ball
around.. per the Team Video
by Lorde aS WeLL.. totAlly
by Patterns
and ForcE
as a-causal
connecting
principle of Synchronicity
then2.. as remember.. every event
oF inSpiRaTioN and eNcourAgeMeNt
countS even iF only by the hand of one person
or Butterfly WinG
SinG
and
DancE SonG oNe..
bY God oF CoursE..ALL..:)
In Honor of French Freedom Fighters
ONE
thing
i’m
CERTAIN OF
IS
NO
TRUE MAN OR WOMAN OF GOD
WHO IS CHILD
OF
MOTHER NATURE TRUE
PER
ALL THAT IS
ever
attempts to idolize themselves
above
any other woman or man..
as
INTRINSICALLY
BETTER
OR
ANOINTED AS SUCH!
And Truly Jesus and Muhammad if alive today
WILL be laughing their ass off if other folks
brING them down a notch or two..
AS THEY ARE OFTEN TREATED
AS
FLESH AND BLOOD
IDOLS
NOW
AND OF COURSE
THROUGH TRIBAL LEANING
MEN AND WOMEN
REPRESSING
OPPRESSING
SUBJUGATING
OTHERS
through illusory fears..
THROUGH THEIR OWN PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING
NEED FOR SELF GRATIFICATION AS NEVER FULFILLED
BY gaining more and more power and things..
without the capacity to feel and give love..
AS The heart is a Hole
with
no
bottom
as
he
and
art
Are
separate
in ONE
hell
forever!
NOW!
THE MOVIE
‘THE BOOK OF ELI’
ILLUSTRATES THIS WELL
IN
METAPHOR OF A man of GOD INNATELY
INSTINCTUALLY
GOD
TRAINS
AS
SUPER SOLDIER OF GOD..
THE BLIND
‘YOGI’
LIKE
MARTIAL ARTS OF GOD
EXPERT
ELI’S
MISSION IN LIFE IS TO HOLD THE ESSENCE OF
UNIVERSAL TRUTHS THAT REMAIN IN THE BIBLE
TRUE
AND FAR AWAY FROM FOLKS LIKE
THOSE
FOLKS WHO TWIST THE KORAN TEACHINGS
FOR THEIR OWN
PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING MISSIONS…!
THERE IS
ONLY
ONE
TRUE GOD AND THAT GOD
IS THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
AND IN ALL OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE’S
IDENTITY IT IS THE DIVERSITY OF
HER
CHILDREN
THAT IS HER GREATEST
TREASURE!
And
PLEASURE!
ANYONE AND I DO MEAN ANYONE WHO MUTES
THE DIVERSITY
OF GOD’S
CHILDREN THROUGH
CENSORSHIP
WAYS..
FOR THEIR OWN
WEAK DESIRES TO FILL
A HEART WITH
SOMETHING
THAT
HAS
NO
BOTTOM..
IS AGAINST GOD
AS THEY HAVE
NO TRUE GOD
IN THEIR
SOUL..
AND THAT IS SAD AND WE ARE ALL IN THIS GAME TOGETHER AND
IT IS OFTEN THOSE FOLKS WHO ARE YOUNG AND IMPRESSIONABLE
AND PERHAPS HAVE LIVED A LIFE OF ABUSE
AND HAVE HAD THEIR SOULS TAKEN
AWAY FROM
THEM..
BUT
THIS HATE CANNOT STAND WITHOUT
REPRISE AND FEARLESS OTHERS
WHO GO ON IN REPRISE TO
PROUDLY WAVE THEIR
COLORS OF
FREEDOM!
And as I stand outside today free in freezing temperatures..
with uncovered legs and feet
that no longer feel the
cold as a YOGI
like
dude
does OFTEN do..
i celebrate the DIVERSITY
OF GOD THAT i am and humbly
assume my role with so many others
AS TRUE HUMBLE SUPER SOLDIERS OF GOD..
AND
i continue to wear shorts in Winter WEATHER AS
i gain greater treasure from my parent who is GOD
as
truth!
No matter how many times the prudish elder females tell
me I should be ashamed to wear shorts at my Catholic Church..
And I will continue my art of ballet dance at my elite military gym..
no matter how many repressed boys who think they are men go and
whisper words of have some fruit cake to their friends who THINK
they are men who are afraid of the graceful movement of a
54 year old man who can now also leg press 860LBS with
his legs that keeps their fear out of direct view of
square in his eyes..
or the old men
in Walmart
exclaiming
what in the
World are
you doing
right before
Telling them i
am considered
a Kung FU Expert
And THIS IS HOW ‘WE’ DO IT
FEARLESS GRACEFUL AND FREE!
AND the little boys at Old Seville
Quarter who at one point attempt
to challenge me with their souls of
homophobia when they first see
my graceful ballet flow of moves
UNTIL THEY SEE MY LIGHTENING
FAST
KICKS
OF LEGS THAT MOVE CLOSE TO HALF A TON..
SO YES.. THE COWARDS WITH GUNS WHO ARE TRAINED
BY PSYCHOPATHIC LEANING SOULLESS FOLKS WHO TRULY KNOW
NO
GOD
CAN KILL WITH
THEIR BIG
GUNS
INNOCENT PENNED WRITERS
WHO SIMPLY DO THE WILL
OF GOD IN BRINGING
DOWN THE FALSE
IDOLS OF MEN!
BUT THE TRUE SUPER SOLDIERS
OF
GOD
GO
ON
NO MATTER RELIGIOUS LABEL
ORWHAT NOT..
AS GOD IS
AN
EQUAL OPPORTUNITY
EMPLOYER AND GOD
IS FREE AND PLAYS
BY NO BOOK
OF
RULE!
OR HU
MAN
ALONE!
YEAH I’M PISSED AND EVERYONE NO MATTER
IF THEY ARE CHRISTIAN.. MUSLIM.. BUDDHIST
HINDU.. ATHEIST OR HOWEVER THEY LABEL THEIR
PLACE UNDER AND WITH GOD SHOULD BE RIGHTFULLY
PISSED
AND
WE
TRUE CHILDREN OF GOD
WHO LIVE IN FREEDOM
UNDER AND WITH GOD
WILL MOVE ON IN GOD’S
FLOW
OF GRACE
AND WILL NEVER STAND
IN FEAR OF SOULLESS
MEN
WITH
GUNS!
NO MATTER WHAT NAME OF GOD
THEY FALSELY NAME AND CLAIM AS THEIR
CREATOR!
AS ONLY HUMAN
CREATES
TRUE
!EVIL!
@777WORD777@
But anyway..
that’s the bad news..
the good news is i live
in a country
wHere
i
for one
can dance
FREE WITH
GOD AND FOR
GOD
EVERYWhERE
THESE
FEET GO
WITH
FEAT OF GOD!
ONE STEP
AT
A TIME
ONE
WORD
@
‘TIME’
FREE AS GOD!
SO YES..
i’M GONNA CONTINUE TO
BREAK SILLY archaic
CULTURAL
RULES AND CONTINUE
TO ABIDE BY THE RULES
OF A FREE COUNTRY
LEGALLY AS SUCH
IN SPIRIT
OF
MAGICK!
MUSICK!
with my friend
i’ll never know
named
Charli
XCX
NO matter her religious label
if
any
@ALL
SHE!
knows GOD
better than
any
EXTREMIST
TERRORIST
RULE!
WITH more FUN
DANCE PHOTOS
COMING LATER
HERE IN THIS
BLOG
POST
WITH
GIRLS
STILL
FREER THAN BOYS
@OLD SEVILLE QUARTER
CELEBRATING RAVE DANCING
THERE AT MY 41ST WEEK OF DOING
SO
FREE
AS
CHILD
OF
GOD! NoW
@word@
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Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
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51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
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338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
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3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
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Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
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EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
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