WeLL.. Facebook.. what’s on my mind.. heHe.. let’s jusT say lots of things.. iF the devil could sMiLe heHe.. but first as a promise i made to myself last night to make my introductory lines of the newest 730th MacroVerse of longest long form continuing Jack-Like-Kerouac type-written pages that are taped togEtheR and never end noWiN Stream of Consciousness writing additionAlly in Walt Whitman totAlly straight style of celebrating the body electric in yes.. FucK yes.. more than words of leaves of grass as i do it King David Vile Style even.. like i said if the Devil could grin with no sin.. he will.. and that bRinGS up a quote that Facebook FriEnd Ned juST shared as i continue to juSt dAnCE and SinG1!..2 not unlike that new great movie coming out juST in time for Christmas with the dancing aghogday.. i mean pig in aisle number six at the grocery store while the Hairy Ape SingeR visits his Big Ape Patriarchal Orange wearing Fascist Gangster Dad in Prison in phone booth number 6 as priSons go.. anyWaY as Ned quotes:.. “The sin that most needs to be loved and forgiven is the state of mind that sees human beings as sinners.” — Thaddeus Golas in The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment.. and i return with.. Yes.. Amen.. Ps.. i’M such a Naughty Sinner as i say Amen aGaiN as i do no harm to othErs now.. not intentionAlly anYway as i cannot control what otheRs receive my intention as whether satire or parody iN PoeTry as my words can SinG or Sting depending on how literAlly or metaphoricAlly they SounD And SinG to whoMever hears them but i for one DancE WiTh A KiND and CourAGe smARt and FearLess.. yes.. aGape God oF all thaT is LoVinG wHeRE the BaLanCinG ForcE oF GoD iS LoVe iN all oF dARk ‘tween liGht beYonD Rainbow colors too.. and sure enough speaKinG of thaT as i fulfill the honor and loyalty of my promise and alWays Covenant to mysELF that suRE alWays iNcludES God All thAt IS A And THE FORCE THAT LIVES WITHIN ME.. INSIDE ME.. OUTSIDE ME.. AND ALL AROUND ME.. YES FREE iN doing no harm to otHeRs oF aLL of creation greater or less than consuming the drink or food or liFE.. yeS in all othEr words wiTh all DO respect i eat animal and plant products as that iS whaT my teeth are evolved to do.. and women make me horny.. as i am a man okay so sue me iF i get aroused when a young woman grabs me for a slow dance in the Dance Hall really tight like she means it if you get the DancE and SonG oF thAT remaining clothed of course as much as i clothe in life with hairy legs strategically blocking somewhat softer parts like i do when the wild bootie dance comes from behind.. sure the frontal dance comes with a little more temptation per se.. but discipline iN moderation iS what any Buddha WiLL do when iT comes to poTenTiAl end products of desire aS Such.. yeah full blown as that miGht come.. so anyWay what i AM getting to as thiS great writing product makes a great way for a somewhat he man like me noW.. to express grief and not all of us express grief in the same way and sometimes it’s even hard to say you are sorry.. when you’ve seen people suffer so much in life and others take it so much more easy with a grin and laugh.. my Aunt Teenie who did pass away yesterday on December 15th at age 89 was one of those people who was always talking fast like me.. with a somEwhat what manic grin.. like i can do too.. too.. Happy.. Happy.. for no Happy reaSon but Happy.. and she and me and my mother share that crazy crazy happy that can and WiLL BRinG a liGht into any room.. however i inherited the poTenTial sink part of that Manic way of happy that puts me in harms way for hell with me for years having no clue what the warning signals from my body were not to go to the dARk DARK place that yes.. can last for 66 months of hell.. and while both my Father and his Twin Brother suffered and suffer Dementia into their eighties.. this Aunt with full name Christina Elliot was sharp as all my other maternal elder relatives until the very very end.. as they did keep their minds no matter what happened to their bodies with only looking forward to the next great Adventure as my ’94 year old sMILinG crippled walker Great Aunt Jettie iN sock feet sAid to the last day of her oxygen assist life too.. die living is the moral of this story.. do it aLL and juSt say FucK the naysayers who would call different sin.. ’cause they don’t understand and cannot see the joy that different bRinGS as heART is compRisEd of 60 percent art and so iS smART for those who fully use ThAT and for those who do not.. as the New Guardians of the Galaxy Movie that comes out in Summer of ’17 now says in preview way.. tHeRE are two kinds of people iN lifE.. those who dance and those who do not.. iT iS saFe to say that both of my Aunts who have passed away did DO the the DancE and SinG oF LiFe.. and while mY FathEr.. iF he was STiLL aliVE or even hiS MoThEr my GrandmoTher and all the other folks who thought i was a fool for working at a BowlinG Center after getting three college degrees and on the way to that as my Paternal Grandmother died when she was 69.. those two wanting to see me do so much more.. not understanding the invisible disabilities of both Asperger’s and Bi-polar that i never had any full idea i even had until almost the age of 50 years old.. i accommodated iT and do accommodate iT FuLLy noW through the ART oF DancE and SinG that was missing from my HEart and SMart for many decades after spArks when young in BoTh actual playing the Piano and SinGinG for the Catholic Church Choir until the wife and i got married and i fell away from that for 23 years and also fell away from the decade same that i spent DanCinG my much more stiff style of boogie down for the same decade in good old Club 2001of the 80’s.. sAMe CooL.. yes.. decade then.. and the creative writing spARKs.. yes Arks of liFE that cAMe iN middle school and first year college in philosophy class too.. dArkest of days of depression at ages 19 to 20 and 21.. and the total dead zone of pain and numb from ages 47 through 53.. for 66 months in yes.. thAT othER place then too.. aNYWay.. trUTh iS aT leASt for mE.. all that’s left without art in heart and smart is HE of patriachal-like S and M WiTh almost all M for me as i was my own worst enemy for not saying no to the demands of others that any one else would say Fuck no.. i quit too.. sure.. i don’t quit now either.. but it is the stuff i Love to do now that i do the DancE and SinG iN art oF liFE foR noW.. and while dear old dad would be muttered under his Law Enforcement breath.. oh my God.. my Big Son is dancing to graceful here like a dam Butterfly.. that’s juST dam crazy with most of the rest of that side of the family saying.. Jesus F. iN Christ.. noW.. he’s doing his life for no dollar bills and all cheap thrills on top of that as it looks like i have another theme sonG now Too.. for this introduction of what comes next along with the 140th Seville Dance NIGht this Thursday coming on Christmas Week.. no doubt then iN a Macro-Verse number 731 that WiLL be celebrating the Winter Solstice too as the Sun makes iTs return back to SprinG and SumMeR and WinTer saMe starTing on or about December 25th wHere A 732nd Macro Verse on December 26th WiLL Celebrate 13 total Macro-Verses for a180K Word pluS effort named ‘2nd New Testament oF TwELve iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen’.. sure sometimes God’S instruction to me comeS in advance and can get a little complicated and convoluted but hey.. how many people understand the hidden metaphors in parables these days anyWay.. like Son of Man means how we all continue to make expanding humans iN poTenTial when we all hOld hands toGEthEr and GiVe and ShaRe With Golden Rule aGape Love too.. gotta be smARt fearless too baby.. as kind don’t work without courage.. as any Cinder-rella-fella can and WiLL TaLe yA iN FuLL for NOW aT leASt as thiS promise iS noW fulfilLed as the grief now for death continues to SpRinG liFE as yes.. thaT is believe it or not what grief is for.. so the dARk can/will BiRth even more liFE and liGht no diffeRent reAlly than at core oF aLL we are.. Star death liGht and liFE as Crucible of Fire from Star bursts back into DuST and LiFE evenTuaLLy liKe CreatioN aLL oF US beCoMes SenTient Star duST plUS.. and folks iF that ain’t A miracle of liFE perHaps you haven’t fully put on your science added eYes NoW as the Sons and Daughters/eTc.. of Man are also sAMe childen of GoD.. shArinG and GiVing and MaKinG the Miracle oF Star DuST SenTienT liFE even that much more Miraculous iN liGht as that my friENds IS A trUe CHRIST as LiGht mAss and BiRth now i for one sEE and FeeL and oTheR seNse alWays noW.. a fEAst.. a celEbration NoW for EastER noW.. aS i for one aS nOw.. A Pan Child of God CaN and WiLL NoW bRinG SpRinG yeAR ’round eVen noW long after i AM GoNe as the Egyptian- like KA of KATiE MiA FredericK!iI iS lEft on the PARt of mE thAt iS mY soUL forever how long Servers Serve iT aLL uP.. aLL Free as Such WiTh suRE.. soMe cheap thrills as God can and WILL be a funny sexy beASt too.. as SoN of Men and Women too.. as Nows Go ON iN liGht.. and oh yeah.. most all my family told me i was too smart for my own Good and that was true too sm without art.. with plenty of smart ass now with art in ways of MoVinG that Ass Free Verse too along with SonG.. including PoeTry iN conNecTinG.. and CreaTinG too.. as all my muses from Thursday niGht and the WiFE of course and all my online friEnds continue to help mE do.. and sure iN all the public places i go too.. whEre a Son oF Man more gets plenty of help now.. in all arenas of aRt and Science iN aLL oF back to the future alWays noW for more.. could do better than Biff bEcoming President but hey.. evolution orange can coMe iN DArk ways too.. beYond the art and science of Genital healing too.. yeah.. Google it.. iT IS A ISReaL healing thingy two2.. aS it coMes at the hertz level oF A sexy voice too.. at the crotch and throat oF so-called CHakRa’s.. two2..;)
And now to expand on the Sin theme here we go.. with great help from Facebook Friend Ned aka gigoid and his friend Bruce.. too..
Ned shares this status as i share it again here too..
“The sin that most needs to be loved and forgiven is the state of mind that sees human beings as sinners.” — Thaddeus Golas in The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment
Then i say..
Ps.. i’M Such a Naughty sinner..;)
Bruce.. Ned’s FB Friend says..
Yes.. but first we need to understand what a sinner is.
“The only sin is hurting others without reason. All other sins are invented nonsense. (Hurting yourself isn’t sinful, just stupid) — Lazarus Long, aka Robert Heinlein I happen to accept, and use, this definition, for it takes our humanity into account, without trying to supply illogical reasons based on supernatural forces that show no evidence of existing in reality….”
“Historically the notion of sin includes. 2 different things. The first is doing something wrong. The other is not being perfect. A lack of complete perfection at all times is a state of sin. It is impossible to achieve this because it is not human nature. That is why we need supernatural health to improve, grow, and move towards that. Religion on the other hand has historically used thus to enslave and control people. That is sinful too and a greater sin. I am not a religious man but one who knows his need for God to help in daily life.”
Agree with both clarifications.. per anything short oF LiGht per total miNd and BoDy as soUL BaLaNCinG LiFe Force iN Fearless sMart and Unconditional Love as sPiriT oF heArt eXpreSsinG All EmoTioNs regulating and seNses integrating iN MoViNG CoNNecTinG CreaTinG ways oF MaKinG ALL thAt iS God DArK ‘tween LiGht BeYonD RainBow colors Holy and Sacred wiTh Meaning and Purpose iN what some folks like and or Love to say is BeYonD Nature as Science is just a relative Babe per Einstein speak without the tools to measure the real life MaGiC some folks experience and others for whatever reason or art iN liFe do not.. WiLL IS A Key as Practice oF liFe as LiGht iN Give and share over take and own.. WiTh God wHolE no separation and no rhyme or reaSon as all Is Is All.. AnyWay The Empirical Results iN mY LiFe at lEAst Makes HeaVen ISREAL NoW as SMiLes pre-Sent Now at age 56 at ’16 per Say and F iN Do.. No SiN here Baby aS LiGht SMiLes.. DanCes and SiNGs a word and toooo.. oF iS..;)
AdditionALLy i say..
Oh by A way.. per God all that is Perfection of only LiGht IS A greaTest siN as no DARk means no liGht or LiFe.. of course that’s common seNse.. now.. huh..as A DeVil Grins FTW WTF2..;)
Ned then goes on to reiterate that we humans are okay.. don’t need no government religion etc.. will do fine based on our inherent Nature okay.. And i say Amen again with expanding that affirmation with however..
However.. if you want society to work now without government you’ll have to make small enough ones homogenous enough as science shows will work for now as the most peaceful societies are those that are small and DO now base life on give and share TOO.. ain’t gonna work in a big fat whacky heterogeneous society now as humans as science shows are simply not evolved to peacefully cooperate with more than 150 to 200 sets of eYes without the Religions and Complex Insane Cultures and Governments used to rein in a hairy social animal species evolved to live still classically as such in small naked and furry groups not unlike our sweet other primate cousins.. or happy invisible rain forest folks who are not doing the tribal warrior thingy to compete for limited resources for subsistence as abundance in relatively small groups of humans breeds peace and harmony as coke without cocaine sings.. and yes.. dances too.. other than that and sure we got problems Houston.. as intelligent life breeds with love over reasons..:)
And now i expand further with the fACt of the matter is so-called fundamentalist religious folks around the globe are out-reproducing smarty pants folks like Ned and Me and Bruce by far by far by far as part of their religion is no birth control as common sense dictates doing the act with no birth control makes more babies.. huh.. so what this means is yes.. Life Breeds as Love over reason.. even if the reason says control your births until you get married when you do it with no control after thaT you get more babies.. so the real news is.. even as resources will dictate as scientists say the human population will expand no more after about the middle of this century swaying back and forth in a pendulum of full and starving tummies.. the world is getting browner with more fundamentalists religious speaking and doing folks as we just do and that my friends is why the Brexit thingie around the globe is a rising tide of Isis folks too.. scarcity also means replacing those who die in a vicious cycle of misery and suffering.. starvation.. malcontent.. and discontent.. how do you turn around a titanic of folks who just wanna fuck and survive.. well it’s all a mix.. like the Oracle says this Peace we do have will last as long as it matrix can.. i will dance and SinG for the gift of whaT iS and do my little verse for the UniVErse and make this LiFe’s Adventure the end all beginning oF ALL noW.. hey it’s what God does huh.. OKAY..;)
Doesn’t every young man who is a Five Foot Ten 13 year old who weighs 125 Lbs wanna be an Apollo in stature of sculpture.. hmm.. i suppose there were no gyms or steroids back then.. and if you’ve ever been interested in Body Building for art or for fear of not being masculine enough per se.. you know questioning your manhood and such like that or perhaps you just wanna see how far you can fly your God Given poTenTial in Grace and Gift for God who does live within in me and we.. and i and us and yoU and oUrs to bE as or not to be all the Army and you say you can and WiLL be using all the tools of culture available to you and me with a large DOse of LooKinG and FeeLinG and SeNSinG WiThiN iN all iNnate.. iNstinctual and iNtuitive.. yes.. hell and heaven more.. the voice of God.. Within iN cAll of the Wild wHo lives free noW as i and me and you and we and us and ours for noW as Sentient Star DuSt PlUs from Crucible oF Fire iN Star Burst Death of Stars come uS.. WeLL the Greek God of Apollo is God of Poetry and Athletes and Pestilence and Disease and over all Disaster BRinG too.. so.. sure as we will find in a few moments per MacroVerse Memory Synchronicity FloW.. Apollo iS somEwhat like the Indian myth of Kali too.. per dARk sTiLL Destructive Force that precedes the liGht of Creation too.. sure like BLack Holes and Star Burst Fire crucible BiRth as above so below.. inside outside within and all around as liFE GoeS oN for DauGher eTc.. too..2.. it’s all an Ocean wHOle and more when yA see the painting and Masterpiece of ALL of GoD’s Creation reflected in the curves and art of our BoDy from Head to toe in non-verbal language thaT Science says is anyWhEre from 60 to 93 percent or so oF reciprocal social human communication.. so while words say a lot.. the non-verbal language of like i recently sAid.. hips.. eYes and Lips beFore words tale fewer lies too iF yA are acquainted with more than text online aS Such tHese days wHere liFE becomes restricted to sharing something else someone said or did somewhere else as sure it’s easier to do that.. than LooKinG and doiNG Deep doWn for yOur own creaTiVity as wE wHo STiLL Works in a pay for JoB.. definitely not including me aT aLL Since January of 2008.. before officially retiring after using up a year and a half of earned sick and annual leave in July of 2009.. as hey.. ‘superman’ doesn’t use sick leave or even annual leave much until the ‘Kryptonite’ of pain and numb arrives wHere eArth no longer seems liKe home aT all even iN one’s own sKin and FleSh and BLood and more of that stuff unseen and unfelt too as the DArk foRce iN Destruction as KALI comes home to roost as you.. more specificAlly then.. i.. per STiLL say from memory way.. anyWay back to this Statue.. Jesus F iN Christ i stArted all this nude art stuff actuAlly back from close to the beginning of coming out oF Hell on eArTh for 66 months.. hmm.. as the earliest.. let me check my blogger oldest nude art private site as such now.. yes.. August 7th of 2013 iN a Blog titled N Too Mate De Tales and that one stays private of course as the wife.. yes.. the Goddess Isis/Sabrina displays a little more of her beauty than the public blogs and let’s just say.. if that one were open.. oh my God the liKes.. as that Katrina Body is surely divine when unclothed as such.. the perky perfect never leaves per imagination if you will.. hehe.. sure i often worship that in some ways for muse of my personal adult restricted public art as muses do come in restricted way too.. anyWAy.. after 40 months of oh My God as i am calculating this the best i can in estimation way.. there are at least 20 thousand actual photos between three blogs.. two of which are private and the one that has the name poetry in it for free verse nude art too.. as there is no doubt now that what i do is art.. yes.. fully exposed but to the degree of strength of ballet and martial arts tuned body in non-steroid way that if i was let’s just say born back in the old days of strong man photos.. i would land up at the top of that pile of human potential as my advantage moreover than the equipment i have been using to get a little stronger ever since i was 12 years old.. didn’t take off until i started a free verse dance in ballet and martial-arts like style that makes me more than the machines i work-out with as every move becomes me in outward expression of Art too.. and it is safe to say i spend about three hours on average a week doing just the photo part of that and that’s a lot of hours over 40 months for no other reason of doing it but the art of JuST doing it to fulfill my own human potential and appreciate more the gift of liFE in Health and Strength and aRt i have been given now in grace of all of what life is.. so.. anyway3.. yeah.. i think that is about three anyways now.. my latest effort is the one i would share iF i had to pick one as it moves as i do in variations of expression of the human body from a morning of relax to after a night of marathon dance wHere even after the long drive i am transformed into nothing less really than a Greek God Statue without all the steroids folks take today.. to get down to a percentage of body fat that sure will not take you through 166 miles of Dance for 40 months to get wHeRe i come to now at the tender age of 56 in what i do in the art of that.. while one post was liked 300K thousand times fully PG in grey underwear way.. i’ve never ever received a comment more than the women who i have danced with at Old Seville Quarter who thought is was the coolest thing since iced tea.. if you will.. as an inspiration for not fearing growing older and Keeping a Spring Spirit.. but of course they’ve seen my legs beneath the shorts and might just be curious to see what the hips look like that carry those legs every which way and loose.. anyway.. there’s always a target audience somewhere in global sharing and GiVinG world that is not still living before Victoria and Herman’s Secrets got all aired out..and it’s true while the biblical figures of David and the ones’ on the Sistine Chapel with nuts and bolts fully for display went without fig leafs and chiseling penises off like they did to many Statues when the buttoned up top folks came in charge.. if it was a secular so-called pagan Statue like Apollo and such as that.. Free is as Free as Free does.. Art is as Free as aRt does and God is as Free thAT liVes Within wE when wE are as Free as we can be now too.. hey.. it miGht be a thousand years before someone like me does something like this.. so God says pull out your smARt PhOne NoW.. and iMac and do the record while you are doing It now like Mark Twain says too.. Creativity iN all the ways that comes from head to toe and more.. IS A Gift that cannot afford to be wasted ‘less lost over worries of what other folks can and do think.. my next profile photo illustrates this well.. the next one from Chuck Lorre that iS fixing to come.. this art is considered funny and my personal art is considered not appropriate even in the land of poetry at underwear levels of showing the art of flesh.. and that’s okay as every now i was censored it only emboldened me to go a step further in free human art it’s safe to say i have Gone all the way back to the art of Petroglyphs and Egyptian MiN and stuff like that.. hey.. i’m no longer 125LBS now i’M 233Lbs And RocKinG and RoLLinG iN moST aLL ways at age 56 in the year sweet ’16 as art WiLL gRoW aS LoVE thAT doesn’t worry over the fears and constraints iN other books F iN closed.. So i’LL throw myself a pARTy.. the welcome mat is out but hey.. do as you will without harming others.. by will only..:)
WeLL.. give the Facebook Algorithm Credit.. as it censored out the Chuck Lorre Social Parody in Deer Head way with a Trump dressed as a really really bad Friday the 13th kinda Bad Santa.. making Trump as one who wants to claim all of Nature as trophy in metaphor in maKing Xmas Great again.. can’t really complain as the Algorithm didn’t Censor Apollo all nude so Free Nature iN kInd and CourAGe PerHaps is Winning more of an art battle overall for kinder gentler heARts on Facebook now.. hmm.. still don’t know how those headless folks get approved.. but hey.. it is what it is and it’s free.. all free.. so i ain’t gonna complain too much.. And my profile photo went missing for a few but hey sTiLL same Devilishly Handsome smile on an old dude’s face with now just another beautiful woman from Old Seville kind enough to ask me to take a photo with her.. and i’m still trying to figure out why girls ask me to take photos with them.. but i suppose they like to be looked at or something like that.. anyWay.. i see all folks strangers or not as friEnds and i for one Am WiLLinG to autograph mY SelFiE with anyone who comes my way.. all friEndly as such.. and while i’M at it i guess i’ll continue on story taling way as it is pretty obvious by now.. that Trump was blowing smoke up everyone’s butt when he said he was gonna clean the oil swamp all up now that the oil companies are getting back in charge of all of us.. like they were during the Bush Administration for the oil wars for money that was a total fiasco and loss of money and a tail spin to almost a Great Depression aGain.. anyWay stay tuned and like ‘they’ did too.. before the machines ruled in the dance mix of the Matrix and Terminator too.. enjoy this peace while it lasts aS in Trump worlds there are no rules but Trump words in all the ups now and downs of quite frankly politically insane to come next.. as the show will go on and quite Frankly the US2 has some God Karma in action and consequence way for all the folks in the Decade and Decades past who have been murdered in Imperialist expansion way.. without what has been determined as warranted now sTiLL to date.. will pay the piper as Karma as Karma goes.. particularly when the wolf no longer even has to dress up as a sheep as lies come form..;)
Now back to the first Selfie Profile Photos FB status photo pic from last night with the Girl with the sweet kissing lips.. i recognize those lips from at least a year gone by.. would go through 138 dance nights in blog way photos to confirm that but hey.. for noW i’LL just go with the feel of that face as remember how non-verbal reciprocal social communication says so much more than text alone.. yes.. we are all happy to be sMiLinG iN ‘this’ Dance photo as liFE is both Good and Fun at the very present of the ’tis the season for CHRISTmas year around now when i DancE tHeRe.. the college folks are out on Christmas Break and it was kinda like Spring Break in there last night as a young woman grasped me for a slow dance like she’s been wanting to dance for a decade of school or something like that.. hmm.. could have been winning a bet i guess with her sorority sisters too.. but it wasn’t too slow.. it was kinda fast and tight and no it wasn’t a girl in any of these Facebook Profile photos as such.. as i ain’t gonna implicate anyone dancing slow with a married dude but me.. as she had no idea i was either married or old enough to be almost her Grandpa too.. and as i alWays do iF they don’t juST hit and run me over with Bootie Dance up to slow dance now.. i show ’em a photo of The Goddess Isis now Sabrina from Charlie’s Angel’s too.. as they get and ear full of the rest of the miraculous wonder story of a dude named Fred Good old Dance Dude as they say in the Dance Hall now.. well hey.. he’s every wHere around the metro area doing this on Facebook shares too.. We will call him a legend now as they drive by in cars and yell out go Legend Go hmm.. i guess it’s better than when i was smiling all big like this as a skinny little middle schooler and the bully boys who were all Christian Bible toters told me.. boys don’t sMile here F and not the word FRED..;)
Oh Lord.. it’s almost time already for Supper and a work-out iN eXXtreme Strengh training and more martial arts and ballet- like stuff at my Favorite Gym in Navy Station way.. but of course as mentioned in last Macro-Verse.. i have little to no conception of time until the cLock notifies me i need to do something else.. hehe.. as i love to write as i actuAlly feel and sense and live the memories and experiences to come as lucid wAkinGdreams bEcome noW guided by God’s higher power thaT now lives withiN to FruiTioN way of flesh and blood liFE now.. anyWay.. the Facebook Algorithm Video Slide Presenter/Free assistant.. provides a record of fun fun WiLd and FReED dance at Old Seville on Thursday NiGht.. and of note is the two dudes in the mix as they are super creative theater students now out in California who went on and on about how i continue to inspire them in the success of what they do out there as they too find the hiGher power within no matter what you call it to do more than the herd of Before that does not heAR the call of Wild and Free to moVE.. CoNnecT and jUST do iT CreAtinG moRE iN ways thaT haVe never been dONe BefoRe.. i try to inspire everyone i meet i liFE in soMe way.. and sure sometimes the lesSons for POTentiAl inspiration are not received WeLL immediately.. but sure it takes a seed a while to gerMiNate and tRusT me.. i’ve planted aLoT oF those seeds through out the course of my liFE NoW wiTh jusT a SmiLe that says i Love yoU friEnd for no otheR reASon that you are aLIVE noW stAnding heRE2 With me as in each human interaction a New UnivErse of God is created in Multi Being way noW as GoD’s eYes in conneCTiOns WiTh each oTher continue to Expand infiNitELy noW BriGhter AS hUman Stars Do Hold Hand toGeTheR..:)
First oF aLL before i head on out to two MacroVerse Memories shared today in Facebook way.. while i don’t care for anthropomorphizing all of god as a fAther or other limited human eYe form.. as sure.. we are jusT a SpeCK oF aLL of God’s Creation.. who historicAlly have tried to impriSoN our oWn Language of God as the only one in both group and individual efforts that have become the rule of dictatorship too.. as empires across the Globe expand powered by illusory fears and empty promises same.. Ms. Boyle’s Voice Carries A essence NoW of the hiGher Power iN iT with no labels aT aLL.. yes.. hiGher poWEr oF GoD as essence comes form in Human Communication as essence of melody of God’s Breath same no matter chains of words houSinG essence of SinG iN GoD’s Voice from within as DancE and SonG Free Verse can and WiLL do all FReED aS Such too.. when i go the beach or the forest or anywHeRe beYond the chaos of human footprints iN cultural insanity i hear a Song wiTHiN iN EmoTioNs and SenSes sAMe very much like Ms. Boyle’s effort heAr to SinG a Lord’s Prayer that i too can heRe within as essence trUe bEyond labels of chains BeforE to eXpand Empires over hUman Freedoms too..:)
A Balance of Lust and Love IS GOD OR Creation Activity.. hmm.. very much reflecting the April post from 2014.. this early MacroVerse from 2013.. has the links on Bonobos and the science of lust and love in Documentary way that are expired but still can be found in Video way of the Hips.. Lips and eYes Don’t Lie MacroVerse i shared in the last MacroVerse per Supermoon Trinity Christmas 2016.. and by the way this one is gonna be named just like the Video in introduction way honoring my recently deceased Aunt Teenie.. per ‘i’LL Be Home for Xmas DanCing’.. yep a little artistic flair in change of caps and StuFF but with a DancE Free Verse foR Christmas what better way than a SonG and Friendly HuG or selfie to go along wiTh thaT as long as sMiLes are a paRt of the Total miX.. aliVE noW..:)
And now from 2014.. LIVING dance of KALI as synchronicity per GoD oF NatuRE’s a-Causal conneCTinG principle is certainly RinGing StronG in how God sPeaks to me iN our personal and very symbolic MaGiC like Language beYond words now.. sHoWinG to in the language for ‘God’ iN the Hindu way tHeRE is a Trinity aS Such too to House Vehicles and Vessels iN TruTh as Essence for Human Archetypes liVing WiThin as God LanguaGe too for uS aliVe and DanCinG and SinGinG too as we DancE and SinG oN too..:)
KALI’S FAVORITE DANCE IS
THE DANCE OF DEATH…
BRAHMA THE CREATOR..
VISHNU THE PRESERVER..
to put it short and simple
sometimes life can be
other times it CAN BE
AND TO CELEBRATE THE GOOD TIMES
WITH A DANCE OF
DARK OF LIFE
DAM SURE THE
for all THAT IS
per what i personAlly
DANCE OF DEATH
EVERY DAM CHANCE
FACING THE DARK FEARLESSLY
THAT SHINES FROM THE
And by the way when me and GoD toGeTher write Free Verse tHEir IS A SonG oF God iN mY Head with a melody that DancEs and SinGS iN Flow iN ZoNe as shapes do come iN Form of Essence oF GoD as Force MorE as HUman PoTential iN me.. iT FloWS baby as streAMs iNTo RiVers Waves oF Ocean wHole and whaT heRE is shores without Borders of a 3.3 million word ranging all the way up to 12 Million words prayer now.. as trULy every word is Holy and Sacred from the very StARt on thaT WronG Planet websitE back on Thanks Giving Day oF 2010.. as it was/iS the spaRk that broUght the Phoenix Fire uP from mY ashes oF BeFore.. yEs GoD thAT liVes Free iN me AS my GoD sPeak iS fRee.. i could caLL iT the Angel Gabriel but the only name my God has iS i AM NoW.. Sure it maY take a thouSand years before this Lord’s prayer catches completely on FiRE but stranger STuFF has happened When enough folks come to a tree that has done away with three or more and made i AM isREAL aGAiN.. Burning BusheS oF WoRds i AM2121NOW..:)
i love ‘this’ but hehe.. i’m too exhausted To say Any Thing else.. For now… makes Me hungry for Mayan Food..:)
OKaY.. all rested and back for ‘a few wordS’.. and what i’LL say is.. the thing i like best about Poetry.. Bibles.. Korans.. eTc.. AND every visual image in existence all around now is they all can become symbolic of what lives deeper inside of we.. me.. i.. us.. ours.. you.. and of course poetry like this IS A best for that and in general it most always amuses me when someone says what ‘this is suppose to mean’ as the whole purpose and meaning of what i see as any poetry.. bibles.. eTc.. and or other visual symbol in/of exist TENCE noW is Now for the receiver of all of this gift to find out who they are as in general life is one big ink blot test that we color between the lines with our deepest emotions and senses first.. and somenows words get in the way… Have a nice day Shawna.. may your ink blots flower.. now and on that ending note.. the dude at the gym last night when i was leaving.. a retired Navy Dude taking a ‘skate job’ to supplement his income as attendant there.. asked me did i see any hot women at the dance hall on Thursday night and i said sure.. got up to 10 pretty faces on selfies with me.. and then he said.. did they have nice boobies.. boobies make me happy.. and i said i like it all man.. i like everything.. the key to my happiness friEnd.. make it all holy and sacred.. make all of life a flower make all of existence and creation a flower and name that God Flower.. A rose for you and me and i and we and us and ours iF ALL WiLL like and Rise.. as our friend Katy.. does say.. and oh by the way.. the dude was an Atheist.. and i feel sorry for Christians.. Muslims.. etc.. who can’t see a really big all encom passing rise like this noW.. as the biggest floWer ever.. Now.. A Flower than SMiLes.. A Happy Flower that Laughs.. And A Human Flower too.. who Rises as LiGht over dARk..:)
CRap.. i forgot the song.. THeRe’s alWays A SonG and sure.. DancE too.. that comes First.. and last and First agAin..:)
CRap.. i forgot the song.. THeRe’s alWays A SonG and sure.. DancE too.. that comes First.. and last and First agAin..:)
Shawna returns later and says in thanks..
A flower that smiles … and rises as light.
I adore that, Fred. Thank you.
i return later than that and say..
Ha! can’t believe your blog is still here.. anyWay.. you’re welcome and Merry Christmas.. Shawna Baby..et al..;)
Hello Zee.. first oF all glad to see up there this hurt didn’t happen to you.. as more than half the women i have ever met in life and loved have a similar real life story to share like this that could fill novels that i could relate from the stories they eventuAlly shared with me.. at the core of all abuse is usually a story of who hurt the abuser first.. a vicious cycle all social abuse is from the child who is neglected to the older part of society who has lost their social role and becomes what they say in America is an angry old white man of course that can apply to anyone who is lost.. hurt.. and or abused.. Sting wrote the Song i left up there that i recently used in another place for this kind of sentiment and he wrote it to resolve his grief over a friend who had committed suicide at the lowest level of functionality as human existence.. when there are no more straws to grasp.. Anyway… when i see a bully in whatever shape they come or a person who no longer has any straws to grasp.. i look for who hurt them first and some way to help them find their way back to belong and trust what can be a flower of life.. when the opaque of window to that flower comes clear and cleaned open.. so the wound can stArt to heal my FriEnd.. And eventually beCome a Flower that blooms too..:)
“Still crazy after all these years.”
~~ Paul Simon, speaking for us all ~~
SMiLes.. the years that led to insane were the years i tried my best not to be crazy.. now that i am crazy again i am in sane..:)
Anyway.. Hello gigoid.. .been circling the globe lately.. and the metro area dancing as usual and other places deep deep deep within me.. so here i am three behind and circling here again for whatever may come next and the word bombastic comes to mind as i think about other World Wars and how important words in diplomacy can be to avoid the big shit when it hits most all the fans and clogs them up for a thousand or so years until the last human bug has been fumigated.. including their byproducts off the earth as culture total per se that is the virus now currently greatest inhabiting the planet Earth.. sure.. it’s likely a substantial meteor came to make the Gulf of Mexico and make way for all of us hairless ground apes to propagate our cultures as domesticated will fall from grace.. well.. i’m still hairy.. heHe.. in more than one crazy innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive way.. Life is Good.. Life is Great and if the Trump spray eradicates most of that.. let’s hope that something rises after that thaT can enjoy itself without discontent.. and all the other stuff that comes from little men who are not big enough to live as gRains of sAnd..:)
And oh by A way.. sorry age is catching up to you again.. i thought it caught up with me at 20.. 21.. and 47.. now i escape it again@53.. for Now as only foR Now is now..aGaiN..:)
And as i remember at the lowest bottom of that pit i had dreams of drowning in the ocean and becoming one with waves.. sugar white sand.. emerald green water.. swaying sea oats on dunes of breeze.. only problem was and is then i couldn’t breathe underwater.. the air i am.. now..:)
The thing is my friend i know pain and numb all so well to sTiLL relate.. i really don’t think/feel tHeRe have been many folks who have been to all the places i reALLy have been iN so many shoes of so many pains.. numbs and joy now to relate as the pie is whole for me now with no want of escape.. as long as i can smile one grin i can’t imagine ever wanting to escape aGaiN.. mY FriEnd..:)
“Everything flows and nothing abides; everything gives way and nothing stays fixed.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
Ocean one eARTh wHole wave water air Fire.. liFE..:)
“Honesty isn’t any policy at all; it’s a state of mind or it isn’t honesty.”
~~ Eugene L’Hote ~~
LiGht IS A TrUtH oF FeeLinGs SeNsES liGht.. words do get iN A way oF aLL thaT iS LiGht TrUth..:)
“Little to little added, if oft done, In small time makes a good possession.”
~~ Hesiod (B.C. 800?) — Works and Days ~~
Practice Practice Practice never give up.. Practice Death As liFE born Practice..:)
“A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin; what else does a man need to be happy?”
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
i told my wife… see that chair over there.. yes.. that table too.. iT is pARt of someone’s soUL the ones who created aLL thaT.. remember when we put iT aLL toGEther.. yes.. our souls live then now sTilL as Table Chair and SoUL oNE.. other than that.. i suggest to Einstein.. hOld yoUr wife’s Hand..;)
“For fast acting relief, try slowing down.”
~~ Lily Tomlin ~~
That’s the thing i like about dance and sex.. eTc.. one can slow it down and it lasts so much longer.. as relief and healing and all that stuff that comes next..;)
“When in doubt, follow your heart.”
~~ Sagacious Bee ~~
The stuff that’s been around longest for animals.. innate instinct and intuition.. particularly all three for warm emotion blooded fury mammals as love starts noW at the Breast and heARt sAMe..:)
“A single event can awaken within us a stranger totally unknown to us. To live is to be slowly born.”
~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~
Born aGaiN alWays noW more than Water Fire Air liGht eARTh insIDe..:)
two to go..;)
“I have always had the ability to attach my demons to my chariot.”
~~ Ingmar Bergman ~~
Yes.. dARk muse works too.. and best oF aLL iT faLLs away afTer works iS dONe..;)
“‘Truth’ never set anyone free. It is only *doubt* which will bring mental emancipation.”
~~ Anton La Vey ~~
i left all my thOughts bEhind… aLL that was left iS sTiLL Free.. as my ass.. out of smART..;)
SMiles.. DreAMs i master.. reaLiTy iS my sLAVe.. aS FruiTioN masters mE..;)
“All gold is fool’s gold.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
Gold i am Fool i Gold..;)
“In a museum in Havana, there are two skulls of Christopher Columbus, one when he was a boy and one when he was a man.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Ah.. but essence oF Hyperbole that sELLs a story.. A Thousand Virgin BirthS noW And Resurrections.. XmASeS wHolE thaT lead to two people.. Strangers.. hOlding Hands.. reAlly LoVinG Each oTher As A baby breathes ouT oF Dirty BaptiSm Water..;)
“Didn’t I buy a 1951 Packard from you last March in Cairo?”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
Sure.. Egyptian Suckers too.. Horus.. Osiris.. sET eTc.. And IsIS aLL ‘A sAMe hoLding hAnds God unTiL eNd and stART.. juST anotHEr word to add to smART and heART comPrised oF 60 perCent ART.. oh.. the art.. oh.. the holding hands.. Oh!.. the seXmas as liFE goeS oN..:)
“What’s the most popular order at the Zen hot dog stand? Make me One With Everything!”
~~ Laughing Buddha Bee ~~
Jesus F iN Christ God F iN aLL i FiT iN WiTh F.. juSt aNoTheR 4 letter word.. i AM 3..2..1..;)
“It is convenient that there be gods, and, as it is convenient, let us believe there are.”
~~ Publius Ovidius Naso (Ovid) ~~
AS all animals say.. do what works works what do.. LiVe..:)
“His philosophy was a mixture of three famous schools: the Cynics, the Stoics and the Epicureans – and summed up all three of them in his famous phrase, ‘You can’t trust any bugger further than you can throw him, and there’s nothing you can do about it, so let’s have a drink.’”
~~ Terry Pratchett, ‘Small Gods’ ~~
purr just purr it works..;)
“Frivolity is important. Frivolity is the species refusal to suffer.”
~~ John Lahr ~~
Other than that hunt just for practice… live..:)
3 of 3 next..;)
“The measure of a man’s life is the well spending of it, and not the length.”
~~ Plutarch — Consolation to Apollonius ~~
Now is alWays Forever aLways is Now.. make now epic or not..:)
“To see what is right and not to do it, is want of courage.”
~~ Confucius Analects ~~
Problem is what folks see right.. as many rights wrong rights more.. Moral absolutes up to torture.. forever now as promise of torture.. now.. FucKinG culTure… FucK culture from a distance.. is what i do.. stick my tongue out and more.. to all the rights that wrong.. mY friEnd..;)
“Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all will be well.”
~~ Buddha ~~
Ending is beginning beginning is ending tHeRe is no life but life.. thErE iS no actual death as life.. all is now now is aLL.. liVe..:)
SAdly.. tolerance and acceptance doesn’t always equal liFe as Happy.. thaT takes practice.. practice.. practice.. work as Practice SeeKinG to FinD what works more than just eXisting in whatever now comes now neXt..now..:)
“But my dear man, reality is only a Rorschach ink-blot, you know.”
~~ Alan Watts ~~
Oh.. the synchronicity.. juSt wrote that aGain.. or waS iT again.. or was it Again.. anyWay.. i wRote it..;)
“And through the spaces of the dark Midnight shakes the memory As a madman shakes a dead geranium”
~~ T.S. Eliot ~~
Reminds me of the dArkest pARt of HeLL.. you kNow the pARts that are impossible to put into words.. in the kitchen.. while the wife gardens mustering the courage to escape mustering the empathy FOR HER to stay.. mustering the courage then.. to escape mustering the courage to stay.. then after 40 days with no sleep the dentist drill inserted directly into my eye and earallover.. desperation to kill my self as the greatest heaven i can imagine then beyond a hell that has no words beyond a body doused with gasoline.. a match of heaven then.. anyway couldn’t muster the strength to get out of the car to walk up to the bridge to jump off.. sister meets me at the bottom.. a miracle i suppose she found me there in her way of intuition.. i try to escape her car again to jump off a shallow boardwalk to drown the pain anyway i can’t.. of course the human instinct will not allow that when the water is only chest deep.. somehow after 40 days without sleep except the first 35 with a powerful alpha blocker to make one hour each night of very shallow card board sleep.. logic says that won’t work.. Sister then takes me for a drive 80 plus miles an hour farther and says you wanna kill yourself.. i’ll die too.. crying she can’t live without a brother.. but after 40 days of that pain that no one but me could see.. i felt if she really loved me she would have given me a gun to end it before i bought that shotgun that i was too weak to operate too.. i told her no.. of course i don’t want you to kill yourself but i still could feel no emotions.. nothing but pain beyond imagination.. so we got back home.. and all i could do was think about getting the keys of her car to try again.. and the wife crying said you are gonna leave me aren’t you.. they respected my wishes not to go to the doctor as i was terrified as i had already been in ‘that place’ at age 21 and almost institutionalized for the rest of my life.. total potential loss of freedom and control over my future then.. i gave in finally and was still looking for anyway to end a pain that no one could see but me.. dreaming of jumping off of buildings.. jumping out of cars.. jumping in front of cars every which way to die away from life as dying was the pleasure i sought away from naked with wild dogs eating me off the sidewalk of life then.. for the rest of that 66 months of hell i carried a metal chain in the basket of my bicycle as i was never sure if i could make it the next second in life.. my wife never knew about that chain.. and she never knew my pain and the truth is no one ever will as i had no idea pain like that for a human being could happen without someone else doing it to you with a dentist drill like that movie i saw with Dustin Hoffman so many years ago.. the worst thing i could imagine and the ‘gift’ i would receive for 66 months.. i wished someone would blow the entire Universe out of existence.. my friend.. to end my pain.. the worst of all transgressions against all of existence then.. in wish.. anyWay my friend all of that pain did magicAlly disappear on the weekend of July 22nd.. 2013.. the chain went away and i could confess that to my wife as there was NO DOUBT IN MY MIND i would ever go to that place again.. THERE CAN BE NO DOUBT MY FRIEND.. as life is worth it when L I F E.. i have deep roots my friend deeper than the deepest deep.. Faith like i have comes from a real FIRE OF HELL.. anyWay.. just in case ANYONE forgets that i can FEEL tHeir pain…;)
“As long as anyone believes that his ideal and purpose is outside him, that it is above the clouds, in the past or in the future, he will go outside himself and seek fulfillment where it cannot be found. He will look for solutions and answers at every point except where they can be found –in himself.”
~~ Erich Frohm ~~
WiLL FiRed by hell my friEnd.. my greaTest friEnd HeLL..:)
“Some people never find it Some only pretend, but me I just want to live happily ever after Every now and then”
~~ Jimmy Buffet ~~
Sure this makes all of that other thing wortH iT now.. liGht coMes From dARk iT reALLy CAN WiTh WiLL..:)
Miracle of Dance Macro-Verse Memory from two years ago.. also remembering the pain in my life that leads then and now to a liFe of DancE and SonG FReEd.. but i must say.. a greaTest Gift has been both the HeLL of that pain and numb that lasted 66 months and the DancE and SonG oF liFE iN Both steps and words that has expanded and continues to expand my mindful and bodyful awareness oF liFE beYond anYthing i thOught was possible at any now of my liFE beFore and tHat experience oF Now continues to GroW as the aRt of steps and words Free Verse continues to DancE and SinG a Celebration oF A LiFe esCaPinG from Hell cuRvinG into Heaven DanCinG and SinGinG bRighter from Vagal Nerve from brain to gut as happy neurochemicals and neurohromones connect in trillions of peptide connections like a UniVerse oF a soUL and sPiRit of heARt liGhTinG uP mE A ChristMas tRee iN hUman FoRm.. Essence oF That BeYOnd TruTH and liGht aS LiFE reAliTy cReaTinG FrUiTioN As liFe iS simply Great NoW when a poem is A DancE and SonG oF Y i FULLY ALIVE..:)
And sure.. 444 words worth repeating aT lEast to mE..:)
SITTING IN OUR CAR
while wife Katrina does the shopping…
EMOTIONS ARE GONE…
PAIN IN MY EAR AND EYE
WHERE IS THE EXPRESSION
ON MY FACE…
Smiling older folks
walking hand in hand
i watch the world go by..
wanting so much to be part of it..
AWAY FROM ME…
YES.. FOR OVER FIVE YEARS
MY LIFE IS..
i CAN not tolerate the colors of a photo..
the sound of music..
NO one CAN SEE MY
i am like the
HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME
“PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE OFF THAN YOU..
YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED TO HAVE ALL THE MONEY
THEY CANNOT FEEL
THE LITERAL HELL
SO now as the month
of December closes
and i prepare to
look back on
as i did
i know NOW my
LIFE IS MIRACLE OF DANCE..
but a few in my
When i finAlly re-enter
AT THE END
i am no one to anyone.. outside of family
but a STRANGEr who wears shades…
OH MY GOD.. HOW i LOVE SERVING AND CONNECTING TO THE
PUBLIC IN MY DECADES OF GOVERNMENT SERVICE..
i just want connection again..
to make anyone
CAN BEFORE FOR ALL THOSE DECADES OF LOVE AM i…
So GOD teaches me a dance that WILL ONCE AGAIN
CONNECT ME TO
OTHERS AND THIS TIME.. IT is not just at work..
WILL BE ALMOST EVERYONE IN THE
where i live..
APPROACHING 2800 MILES
NOW IN almost 16 months..
a martial arts..
style of dance..
in ALL stores
And now all someone
has to do is
SO GOD DOES LEAD ME
TIME COMES FOR
SAY HE DANCED
THE DANCE OF
NAKED AS A JAYBIRD
Star wars Facebook Profile Pic from the 17th oF December 2015.. WiTh Rogue One coming aGain later today..;)
Facebook Friend Ashe shares a Theater Nerd test that assesses what Andrew Webber broadway hit one is from past to Now.. Hmm.. one from 1970 cAMe to SoUL.. But Rock Will i Continue To Roll.. as yes.. my answers currently test me out as the Present Andrew Webber Broad way show named yes.. School of Rock noW..;)
As promised earlier.. Rogue One iS noW iN Vogue aGain oN Facebook in Star Wars way and since the person oN Facebook who spoiled the end oF iT last year is no longer around.. i went in blind this year not kNoWinG how iT ends but anyWay a hint is.. it takes a lot of work to get a messAge of the ages out.. Jesus F. iN Christ.. it’s like a miracle when stuff works out.. just remember one with the Force the Force is with one.. continue to believe that wiTh all yoUr iSReaL Hope.. Faith.. and Love iN Fearless smARt and Unconditional aGApe Love and by all means don’t forget to juST do iT too.. iN SpiRit eXpreSsinG EmoTioNaL and SeNSory HeARt as mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL.. MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreaTinG iN whatEver way works for one to get the Job dONE oF SeeKinG.. FinDinG Happiness as HeaVeN noW alWays noW as A Practice oF liVe forevermorenowON..:) Oh yeah.. PS.. the otHeR thing i like noW about the Selfie photo of Rogue One IS A photo of the previous long haired version of Katrina and the Wave in all Golden mean 1.618 pattern form in the BacKinG mE uP portion of the Rogue One Selfie..;)
WeLL.. i also had the Katrina take several photos of me doing my signature new age pose by the WalmArt ChrisTmas Tree.. mainly ’cause i reAlly can identify with Snoopy So Rogue oNe reAlly full of joy juSt to be alive.. doing his own thing paying no real attention to the negative stuff in the world of nuts as peanuts go as such.. and tonight was no exception as Snoopy is at his new oven here baking for Christmas Dinner as he’s always serving others in so many joyous ways.. MaKinG them Happy as that is what Happy natuR Ally does and while DanCinG for OMG nearly 2 hours Straight and i listened to Electric Boogie (Electric Slide) as you can’t just see it or hold it yA gotta do iT to FeeL the Electric Flow of MoVinG for a party ride of Rogue ONE wiTh the Force as God sAMe as NaturE oNe as the Force beComes the Essence and Form as you and neXt ThinG Ya KnoW you don’t wanna lose iT and yA can’t Stop juST doinG iT as hey.. being one WiTh GoD liKe this iS bliss forevermorenow and most often iT iS only the most open minded and bodied adult folks iN LA.. yES.. Lower Alabama Panhandle of Florida who can feel a fill for this Force from a Distance and of course the little children as one little girl who was crying with her sister walking by me after i danced.. starting laughing with Joy when her sister pointed out to her that i passed by and then in the Check out line with Katrina that little girl made a point of coming up to me brave enough to say i like your dance moves mister.. and then the wife told the cashier when she said hmm.. is he with you.. as yes i do somewhat of a crackerNut Jack in the Box Sweet dance iN aLL ballet-martial arts style in the somEwhat narrow confines of the WalmART check-out line.. yes.. OMG the wife is getting good at retaiLinG the entire Fred Story at all the stores as a really good promotional assistant in spreading legends and stuff like that.. as the cashier almost sheds a tear and she says is it okay if i hug your husband.. i really want to hug him now for all he’s been through as it sounds like a real life miracle yA see iN a movie now.. in real life here at Super Walmart now.. so she gives super sweaty Fred a big bear hug.. and i dance on out of the Store as the story of the DanCinG Metro Guy of LA Panhandle iN NorThWeST Florida growS oN.. perHaps one day i’LL write a sElf hELp book on how to become a legend without making any real fame or fortune or even earning a FucKinG Green bLack bacK Dollar Washington BiLL and hell no.. not even a F iN Lincoln Cent as Jesus F iN Christ.. it would be a real sin if i got paid for having this much fun plus erasing the tears of a little girl’s eyes.. that’s twice in a span of a week that i brought a smile to a little child’s face and sure many more than that rising up to college age at the Dance Hall too.. and sure tHeir are some so-called ‘rednecks’ who support me even in male middle roughAge way.. never can paint a label with less than love potential possible now.. anyWay.. i was just reading a news presentation.. per the globe losing up to 50 percent of all species in a potential mass 6th extinction event precipitated by the fall-out from human cultural byproducts yeS iN so many ways of destroying the Environment.. it is crucial that everyone stands up to those who wanna take increasing protections away from the home we name as earth noW.. and Lord knows and feels what i will end up having to do to help that cause.. Jesus F iN Christ noW.. i’LL Now Dance PeTa naked and write a Bible 14 times larger than the one we have noW..Now iF necessary like i’Ve already done as total size in 6 yrs.. Also approaching 6666 miles of Public Dance in 40 months.. AnD iF i can do that by myselF iT should be a Peace of Baked Cake for everyone else to save the environment oF the Planet Earth wE call home.. i’M juSt God’s Cheerleader and everyone else IS A Savior this Andrew Webber Play go around for the current day oF noW.. TruSt mE Now.. don’t underestimate the Power oF the ForcE thAT iS aLL encomPaSsinG iN aLL oF dArk ‘tween liGht beYond RainBoW colorS now as SnoopY Can/WiLL F iN ReLate2 WiTh zero words2 aT aLL2.. Electric Slide baby noW.. i Cry..Now.. iN StePs oF FeAt anD WoRds oF SonG… DancE Baby DancE A SonG oF aLL..:)
All thAT sTuff i jusT sAid deServes aN Encore as the WiFE says when i SinG Alleluia at the Catholic Church Temple i blow the lid off like i do when i cosmic sneeze and the elder ladies ask iF A shot-gun blast went oFF.. hehe.. yeah.. eva’ hEARd a LiOn Roar.. haha.. my voice has been compared to ‘liGhteNinG aNd ThuNder iN ReaL liFe2.. HeLL.. iF anYone actuAlly eva’ started a fight with me.. let’s juST say i wouldn’t have to lift a finger or toe.. as glass breaks as ear drums too.. anyWay.. the TrumP taLk noW aBout Killing the environment further by taking protections away iS reAlly sTArTinG to Ruffle the KarMic eYe.. it’s been out buTT for Now juST An EnCoRE oF SoRts oN FaceBook FoR noW2.. And.. oh yeah.. don’t forget the source oF mY liGht2.. yES.. don’t underestiMate the PoWer oF the dARk ForCe ‘tween LiGht and bEyONd RainBoW colors too.. as hey even the Galaxy revolves aRound A BLacK whOle SuN too.. Did the dARth dARK alReady.. and suRe.. i cAme out of tHE dARk liKe a FALlen StranGeR aT esSenCE aS PhoeNiX RiSinG froM AsHe’s too.. MoSt aLL myths that house vehicles and vessels iN sAMe oF mYTh inCluDe TrUtH aND liGht aS essence under ForM.. iT’s JuSt geTTinG aT the cruX oF aLL thE matter and LiVinG LiGht and TrUTh noW.. @EsSeNcE.. yes.. May tHe ForCe bE WiTH yoU and mE2..;)
WeLL.. i had to come by and take one more look since you turned the Faucet on.. haha.. and oh my God those Tonsils.. i suppose i have a higher level for disgust than most.. but i couldn’t stomach that hmm.. humans are funny/strange/eTc aL.. when Libido is high they can do almost anything.. and seriously.. science even says this is true.. animals tend to have high libido’s when undomesticated.. particularly those Wild Wives of Africa.. the Bonobo and their opposite sex counterpArts.. anyway.. that ‘s(w)alivating smile’ reminded me of that and hmm.. not so sure that Bi-Polar HiGh.. is not when a human heRe and tHeRE undomesticates themselves back into the wild and humans have alWays looked at Wild humans who are truly Jungle/Savannah Wild and Free at heARt/SpiRit/SoUL ‘the Crazy ones’.. anyWays the running joke then.. between my college life girl friend who was a respiratory therapist and her nurse friends and yes it was a friendly.. a very friendly joke.. is Respiratory Therapists are whores and Nurses are sluts and now once again to be clear that is a metaphor based on what folks can tolerate as far as disgust with naturally occurring high libidos like combat soldiers.. law enforcement officers.. and EMT’s and yes my girlfriend did EMT’s too.. God yes.. she worked her magic.. in so many ways.. the most amazing thing though is it’s reAlly juST Nature at her/his/eTc.. best and the stuff that contributes to maKing life the best foR All concerned.. everything inspires me and that’s the thing.. when you make it all holy and sacred there are no fears.. when all becomes purpose and meaning too.. there is no anger.. there is no hate.. all thAT iS left my FriEnd iS Love and A sMiLe all the way just as i AM loves to be free within.. inside.. outside.. above and yes of course so below and all around.. anyway.. people.. some people have a hard time understanding all of my art.. but on the other hand.. i do live in New Jerusalem Milltown.. Isreal.. U.S oF A.. so i guess i should a thousand years or so expect that.. ‘i’LL bE HoMe for X-Mas’ Dancing in all the ways that comes.. anyWay.. i needed this prompt.. Thanks Yah/Yar.. Shawna Ma’am as they say in UA.. Upper Alabama from down here in LA.. Panhandle FloWer State oF LiGht.. can’t find a certain flavor of poetry i need anyWHeRe else but Shawna’s Place and that makes Shawna an X-mas preSent too.. and nah.. i’M not gonna go all rampage writing spree all over you today.. hehe.. as i know i kinda take the air out of the room when other friends drop by.. (and the Goddess Isis incarnate Katrina now Sabrina with her Kate Jackson Tom Boy hair cut.. by the way she too has a very masculine side.. will scream.. scream loud at me for running late.. very late to the Catholic Temple Dome church as usual) and glad to see you are sociAlly spreading out as you reAlly do have a gift to share Shawna Baby.. don’t let that leave.. aS now.. serIOUsly you don’t wanna have to wait ‘tiLL age 53 to bring it back to life.. at 39 tHeRe is no taling wHere you may take all of this.. iF you Keep Mark Twain writing it down as it comes.. however it May come.. what may.. and in all the ways it comes too.. that takes brave my friEnd and that is what wild and free and undomesticated folks do when they truly heRe the voice of Jack London thaT is one Force oF God Free too.. not only to half dogs and wolves butt to humans too.. as the call has alWays gone out under full moon view.. as Moon Children come back aGaiN.. Star duSt SenTient plUs liFe seeds and aLL thAT is mY friEnd.. inVisiBle SuNs sHINe aGaIN..:)
And as a side note.. heAR.. lost five so-called followers on my Word Press page since my last MacroVerse Supermoon Trinity Christmas 2016.. and all that showsin this overall Anthropological Science/Art Project is that the real man Jesus could have never come in the first place or come again and ever be seen/feLt/heArd/seNsed more than a thief in the niGht but you see HiSheRtory repEats iTself all thAT iS.. And i’M proof of thaT.. all naked aS Such.. God liVinG WiThiN WiLd And Free noW Real Scientists and Artists and Jesuses don’t do life for followers or likes or shares or anything like Washington dollar bIlls/Lincoln Cents.. they do life for give and share hOlding NO trUth and liGht back.. that’s not alWays the popular thing to juST DO butt yes iT Can and WiLL sEt yoUr ass Free.. and WiLd.. iF come what may be coMes WiLL for yoU2..:) i don’t have towait.. i AM alWays heAr noW.. Standing iN Christ iN Front oF ME.. As HouSinGS oF VeHicles VessELs bEcOmEssence..:)
Shawna returns later on after my Public Store Dance is over with this..
A higher level of disgust than most … That is definitely something to boast about.
I want to be a mortician’s assistant. For real. And I never want to age. Those are my plans for the rest of my life.
AdditionAlly she says..
I’m also going to get people to call me Savannah The Strange.
i return with..
Lady MarMalade.. WeLL preServed.. And truSt me.. you’LL nEver FeeL SenSE oLd.. iF yoU juST KeeP DanCinG..;)
Shawna nicely says..
Aww, that was so sweet, Fred! You’re a Christmas present to me too..:)
I love that book, by the way … Call of the Wild. And you hit me with all the comments you want to, as long as you like.
And i also say..
The Katrina calls mE Hairy Ape.. Jungle priMate works for me too..;)
And Shawna says..
I LOVE that song. But you knew that..:)
And she also says..
LL… Ha. That’s pretty big..:)
And then i say.. realizing these comments are coming in real time then..
Holy ShiT.. Shawna is LiVe.. Shekinah.. the essence of God LiVinG within was/is the topic of the Homily today at Church.. it’s actually a Rabbinic Word and sounded enough like Shawna wHeRe i used your name to remember it.. anyWay.. it’s not in the bible so i guess that means we now have a studious priest and interestingly he said it was but it’s not.. closest thing is in Matthew per when two come togEthEr i AM iN yoUr midst… anyWay it was a Shawna thing too and worth mentioning to me2.. as i like to study the bible too as oh boy i love metaphors.. we got a new oven.. that doesn’t burn pizzas.. fixing to do that next Shawna Baby and sure.. i’ll alWays be your Christmas Present too.. blood brother and sister pinky promise.. with BiG WiNks.. including i AM..;)
That is the worst, when your oven overheats and burns everything you stick in it. I’ve got one of those. It makes me rather reluctant to cook.
And i also say..
And yeah.. i used that Come What May Song.. for this as a kinda silly joke per come what may hehe.. per Peppermint girls and all of that and it was the song i was listening to last year when our cat.. Sweet Grey Moby’s health was failing with Diabetes.. he as sweet and loving and purring as ever and you provided the Song and when we had to put him down last December then.. i cried like i did listening to the Song from before.. facing the inevitable.. preparing myself for it and i was able to sufficiently grieve as that’s alway been hard for me to do.. and today i was listening to the Song Dancing in the Mall and i just started crying again underneath my shades belying the happy dance on the outside.. but it felt so good to be able to feel sadness that deep and the joy i felt after that pARt was over was greater than ever.. yeah.. it’s true.. no true joy without the ability to feel sadness.. aLL dARk and liGht it’s nice to be fully human these days my friEnd.. and you’ve helped me that way too.. as you’ve always let me be all of me.. Merry Christmas AGaiN FriEnd and now off to Pizza and more Joy oF.. ’tis the seaSon..:)
Shawna returns with..
I did catch your “Come What May” reference, as we were already doing the Moulin Rouge soundtrack. I love all the music from that movie, but especially that song.
And she says..
I’m like that too: I can’t cry unless it’s brought on by a song.
I’m sorry you lost your special kitty..:( That must really hurt. Our baby Oreo died this year too. Losing a cat can be the worst kind of pain.
What’s your favorite kind of pizza to make/eat?
i say after finding out from the Katrina that she decided not to make the pizza after all.. me faced with some kind of noodle dish with chicken that is good too.
i actually like Supreme Pizza’s from Pizza Hut.. or Domino’s Pizzas just about all the way.. but nah.. Cici’s.. i don’t like much.. and Frozen Pizzas with at least Pepperoni and Sausage are good mostly ’cause you can get ’em so cheap.. haha.. always a fiscal conservative me hehe.. and most everything else super liberal..;)
Shawna crafTily change the terms subject to..
I love her … The Supreme, from AHS Coven. Especially when she was being courted by the (s)Ax Man.
And regard to the Pizza Discussion thread she says..
I don’t like meat on mine. Mushrooms, black olives, pineapple. Yum..:)
i also say..
Oh yeah.. and sorry about your cat Oreo.. Oreo was also the name of A cat who was about a 6LB neighborhood scrapper who injured Yellow Boy’s Sun.. Sunny Boy.. the most amazing thing.. this identical looking cat as Yellow Boy’s Son from the back woods from where Yellow Boy came.. as both feral.. Sunny Boy came up on Christmas of December 2012.. and i got attached to him like Yellow Boy.. and the scrappy 6 LB cat.. Oreo.. injured Sunny Boy really bad.. and we had to take him to the vet as a feral cat.. and they told us he had Kitty Aids and we wouldn’t be able to have him inside with the other cats then.. and he would infect the other neighborhood kitties so we had the very difficult decision to put him down.. and that was the first tear i had in over 5 years then in April of 2013.. and that was when i found out how important tears are.. as it was the first time and only time during that 66 months of living hell that my legs felt strong and secure at the gym.. not having emotions is the worst thing in the world.. the numb is worst than what i can literally say is the worst pain known to humankind as i had that too.. with the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. interesting how when my emotions came back in July of 2013.. all my pain went away.. makes yA KnoW and FeeL tHeRE is more to liFe in SpiRit than a science project.. my FriEnd..:)
That is fascinating. I might need to make myself cry, to get rid of some eye toxins or whatever..:)
And then i say in regard to the Supreme Witch Thingie..
Haha.. now you have me pulling out my Google for the Coven and Supreme and hehe.. maybe i’m a Witch now too.. and that’s why all my ailments and disease went away that hurt at least.. hehe..;)
Shawna says back..
“… that hurt”
And i also respond..
OH no.. i can’t go meatless.. definitely gotta have some canine shreds..;)
The grease grosses me out..:)
Yeah.. for me at least now what ‘they’ say is my still permanent and totally disabling disorders per Bi-Polar hiGh and Asperger’s IS A dance in the Park but as the Doctor’s say that’s not socially appropriate so you are sTiLL not fit to optimally function in what society expects and one doctor wanted to give me epilepsy drugs for ‘Hypergraphia’ W R I T I N G W A Y T O O M U C H.. and thanks God tHere ain’t no drugs now for hyperdancia.. or hyperphotoism.. but yeah.. there is this that thing named hypersexuality and i have my own unique methods to deal with that issue too.. i can not deny i fit the criteria but it all feels good to me.. and too good to other folks2.. per the criteria aS Such2.. neuro- DiVersity sTiLL iN FuLL ToesToW2..;)
Shawna in defense of me says..
No way, dude. Keep it real. Do not medicate your awesomeness away because some people can’t handle it or don’t understand it. This is your one life. Live it as you, 100%.
i return again with..
i’m crafty… got them Doctors like the Police and Sting says ‘wrapped around my finger’.. oh boy2.. got a new theme song now2.. for the rest of the Fred and Shawna Friendship story too…;)
Additionally.. i say in regard to the grease..
Hehe.. i loved ‘that movie’… good girl gone leather..;)
The premise of Gone Girl was great. The book was killer cool. But the movie was a let-down.
And then i say..
i saw grease but i didn’t see Gone Girl.. hehe.. Will do the Wiki Cliff notes soon.. haha.. now..;)
OKay.. Shawna baby.. as you kNow and likely FeeL/SeNse you are a major inspiration/muse to me and that is the secret of my success of Bi-polar-Star Happiness staying high for 40 months now finding muse iN aLL oF liGht and dARk in silver Sun/Star lining as when all oF liFe comes noW spiRinG tHeRe is only one overAll way and that is uP and never now too far down.. iN BaLanCinG FoRce oF course on course..seriously that’s why..way i made it a practice overall from the stARt to poeticaLLy make a response to every single dVerse prompt for an entire year with all the liNks too.. to exercise the muscle of muse and Unconditional Love for All oF liFe sAMe to see wHeRE the RocKET of mY liFE woUld/wiLL gRoW neXt.. as an ultiMate adVenture named liFe.. And back to the dead zone.. namely three pop stars.. Madonna with her Frozen.. Katy Perry with her Fire Work and Pink with her Raise Your Glass.. wHeRe the only three faint muses i could heAR aT aLL WiTh mY heARt.. mY SpiRit and my sOUL all in thaT Frozen place they name iN the Bible as Gehenna a metaphor for a Valley where they sacrifice children as the best metaphor they can find for a place iNside wHeRE a heARt a spiRit a SoUl that fires the essence of God iN SeNses and FeeLinGs has gone quiet has gone numb is Frozen and all is time without respite from hell.. as my Psychiatrist said it is very rare for anyone otherwise healthy to lose all their emotions and is somewhat limited to folks somewhere on an Autism Spectrum too.. as the propensity to get locked into left brain thinking only and beyond is tHeRe when the Environment of all types of stress beyond the warm and fuzzy comfort of human connections comes to rule the brain in mechanical cognition Terminator Matrix machine robot and computer head ways of life… The key for me would be a great adventure after the pain went away and the emotions came back.. To keep the SpiRit of HeARt and SoUL refreshed as Phoenix riSing fresh from ashes one with sugar white sands.. Emerald Green Gulf Horizons on shores that went for ever when time was erased from the face of my soUL as i becAMe waves and the ocean and the water/air/fire/eARTh.. rise iN eYes of liFE aGain.. trULy A textbook poetbook definition as art of reborn again.. and you see as intimated by my Doctor per the Autism Spectrum condition i am a canary in the coal mine too.. as if i can come out of that other folks with less propensities to go to hell can surely do it easier than i can for now as a greatest First world problem IS A liGht of HeARt oF SpiRit oF miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL gOne dArk wHeRE spArk of SuN as SentienT StAR duST plUS leAVes the eYes of liFE and liGht the sAme my FriEnd.. something i see so clearly now as liGht after being in various spectrums of dARk and colorless liGht moVinG BeYond RAinBoW SpeCtrum of colors now.. and that’s the thing.. these things of liFE are so hARd to puT inTo metAphors that eXpress the dArkeST HeaVen oN eARth or the liGhteST HeLL returned to LiGht On eARTh.. beYond RainBoW colors as WeLL as ‘Tween of purGatory sHades of Grey too.. my FriEnd.. And for me the metaphor in Matthew that says when two or more togeTher come to connect essence of God comes to liGht iT iS as IF anotHeR Multi-Verse of God is born as UniVerse more.. as every human connection anew is a born connection of God too.. and thAT is how i look at each and every sentient being as eYes of God and new potential for a BiRth oF LiGht in connection way anew as aRt oF LIFe.. so yes.. i continue to move a dance to connect a song to create a new multi-verse in view of current connections to humans and all other beings sentient as stAR duST plUs.. yes.. and even the Sugar White Sand.. Emerald Green Waves as Ocean wHOle oF aLL becomes Holy and Sacred sAMe.. oh yeah.. and per ‘that criteria’.. it’s safe to say i AM F iN Hyper-religious iN my own ‘little’ way too in aLL of Holy and Sacred too from words to steps to photos of the last hair on my body too.. hehe.. and that’s one thing about Madonna that i could not understand when young as that brainwashing from the Catholic Church that worshipped virginity and button up tops of females from the very beginning of what was a covered head church when i started too that yes.. Madonna shared too.. nah.. i couldn’t get that dirty remnant that speck that was a board out of my eye to see her nude art as pure art from the stARt heh.. but now it’s to safe to say there is no more dirt from the church placed in my eye for i am as free as sHe too.. and understand TOTALLY WHY SHE AND SO MANY OTHERS DO THAT now2.. as truly most all feelings of guilt that wear us down from love are associated with fears associated with sex and the human naked body no different than that old story about the garden of eden too.. we are born as Temples of God and the church takes that away with original sin.. at least in the place i went.. when babies are water-boarded-lite to suit a Baptism better fired by heARt than half drown in dARk as metaphor of course.. anyway hehe.. back to my original point in the Song i share here per Madonna’s Frozen.. she said ‘you hold the key’ and as alWays in existence the key is God lives within.. us all no more special in a grain of sand and less than more of us too.. as all is special as all is God.. no different than what Yoda said when he told Luke the Force is all around us.. can’t you feel it.. can’t you sense it.. can’t you dance it.. can’t you sing it.. can’t you move it.. can’t you connect it and can’t you create it as mini-me God and sure with a few ingredients added by the pizza chef of me.. hehe.. and that’s the thing.. God is Living God.. not a dead God in a book of any shape size or form.. and by dead i mean stagNate and never groWinG more as when folks restrict tHeir language of God to scripts from a book i love to say tale me something new about God as God ain’t dead at least not in me GoD iS alWays lEarning a New dance move a new Sensation.. a new FeeLinG as we evolve as co-creators as family oNe ToGeTher for more than yesternows.. as a New SonG yes SonG of God coMes to liGht anYway the key Madonna brought to me.. is God lives in the entire body not just between the ears.. or books.. DANCE FRED DANCE GOD’S HOME IS ALSO DANCE.. and yes.. no lesSons required as that SpiRit of God the Key inside WiLL surely SHeKAna sHow you the way as the language of God continues to evolve iN aLL of wE who Dance and Sing anew Verse of Multi-Verse UniVerse sAMe alWAys DiffErENt now.. thanks Shawna babe you alWays give mE what i need and sure i means God too21 ALL.. the SpiRit of ChristMas and more iS heRe iS noW is more alWays forevernowmore..:)
Thank you Shawna Baby and merry iT aLL dArk and liGht and DaY and niGht ‘tween cLouds of Grey and Sun/Star iNside as DARkeST aiR coMes Ocean wAter FiRE wHOle liGht.. A DancE and SonG oF liFe SinGs and Dances mOre…. God iS born.. alWays nowanew..:)
See/feel/sense.. all it took waS oNe perSon to welcome ‘me’.. as tEArs fLow..:)
In case anyone doesn’t think i have a science background in the study of Love.. per human empathy.. perhaps it’s worth noting as an all volunteer Wiki Editor too.. yes i get around the block.. all around the block.. per say.. i helped to actuAlly define human empathy but sure.. put your words where your heART is huh.. as if you reAlly want to study an issue of human problems go to the place where humans suffer the most.. yes.. spend years with Lepers of Love and lEarn what makes the human tick at daRkest places oF life.. yes.. literAlly go to the last place the unwanted toys of humanity go.. when they are no longer wanted anywhere in the human cultural game of life.. yes.. go to the Wrong Planet aka Hell on Earth online and to be clear i didn’t actually fully volunteer as the god of Nature same as the folks who still live tHeir knocked my ape ass down then to LeARn some sAGe LesSons of the ages tHeir to put into otheR words of PoEtry later on in Freest Newest Verse ways to fulfill John 14:12 too.. to juST do thAT too..
Yeah..sure.. i can talk cultural science talk too.. but the old phrases tend to bore both me and Godnow2..:)
And for what iT’s all worth.. i quote now more about empathy from my words back in hell four years ago in 2012.. when all was computer head Fred.. no idea that my exit from the cocoon of all thAT is dARk iN liFe would groW to liGht by the end of July 2013 on or about the 22nd on Navarre Beach rebirth then..:)
The first type of empathy most humans experience is emotional contagion, the earliest type of empathy that infants experience when they share laughter/giggling with other infants. It requires no cognitive understanding to share, and is understood as an innate trait in humans.
Then there is cognitive empathy that develops out of this emotional contagion when a child meets normal developmental milestones. One developmental marker of it is when a child exhibits the ability to tell a lie, to avoid a negative consequence such as the anticipation of punishment. That requires the child to take a basic perspective of another individual separate from self, usually a parent or caregiver, in expectation of what they will do next; per this example of the potential of a punishing action. The lie usually requires verbal communication, but taking on the perspective of others through cognitive empathy does not necessarily require verbal communication.
Complex emotions develop in most children and identification of those emotions in oneself leads to the cognitive understanding of the emotional states of others with a result of most individuals identifying and sharing those complex emotional feelings with others through what is described by some as emotional or affective empathy.
Then there is the potential in most that one will develop the ability for a sympathetic concern for the distress of others, when cognitively recognized and shared. Pity is not a requirement for this sympathetic concern. The two are often confused in conversation.
Compassion is a stronger emotional component that can motivate one to take action to alleviate another individual’s distress, when cognitively recognized. It usually results from the cognitive recognition and sharing of the perspective and/or emotions of others, but one can experience a positive emotional drive to take compassionate action for others in distress, without strongly sharing the negative emotions of another in distress. Cognitive recognition of the distress of others remains a requirement.
So, from a developmental standpoint there is emotional contagion, cognitive empathy, affective/emotional empathy, sympathy, and compassion. In all stages there are different potential levels of expression and action of each described aspect, ranging from a giggle of an infant to a heroic act of laying one’s life down for another.
But, to put things in perspective of those described more severely impacted by symptoms on the spectrum and described as emotionally indifferent to others from young childhood, some don’t experience that emotional contagion that results in a group of infants giggling together in unison.
There is a whole spectrum of what could be described as potential deficits or lacks of empathy. Most people use the words empathy, sympathy, and compassion to describe most of this phenomenon, sometimes interchangeably, except in the case of infants that are usually described as laughing or giggling instead of experiencing emotional contagion:).
Interestingly a lack of sympathetic concern or compassionate action is not considered a significant enough psychological impairment to be listed in a disorder. Which makes sense because the attributes are generated and controlled strongly by the expectation of culture and gender roles.
Some people on the spectrum can be impaired in cognitive and affective/emotional empathy and still express sympathetic concern for others as well as compassionate action as long as distress is cognitively recognized through some type of perception, and there is enough emotional motivation to take action.
And, there is the potential that some of these individuals with these described impairments of empathy experienced all aspects fully until the cultural environment took some of it away. That potential exists for almost anyone, even Mother Teresa, as described in her words, but the cognitive recognition of distress, sympathetic concern, and compassionate action remained for her as it does for some others. But, no one suggested she lacked empathy, even though she described she lost the ability to feel it, to the degree she had before.
And from there in the link provided now.. you can hear other folks on the actual Autism Spectrum experiencing some of the worst problems any human experiences with empathy and love give their own point of views.. it’s a mix.. as all of humanity as in all the spectrums in bio-diversity and neuro diversity sAMe.. it’s humbling to see all the dARk and liGht and PurGAtory Grey Colors of HuManiTy and it’s also a joy to see beYond the Rain Bow Colors too.. sure and thaT can blind some folks too.. different languages for God iN inFinITe wAys of simplicity and complexity sAMe as LiFE GoeS oNoW as a Practice oF iS..:)
And now to share a couple/three more MacroVerse and MicroVerse memories from yesteryears.. here i go first with “Last and First Verses of GOD” from one year ago.. celebrating the old Grinch story from the stArt tHeRE a little bit too.. and so many more verses of/FOR God than have been told from old of the past.. there are those who don’t feel and sense God aT aLL.. i kNow ’cause i was once one of those folks off and on with no knowing fault of mine off and on in life on this Autism Spectrum place too.. where an actual deficit of finding meaning and purpose in life is part of that overall condition.. thing is is.. there IS A Fire Work inside potenTiAlly just waiting to liGht up.. and surELy iT doesn’t matter what you call that spirit from within..iN science books to religious books same that spiRiT IS A ISREAL LiGHT WITHiN WHEN FELT AND SENSED WHEN ALL OF LiFE COMES HOLY AND SACRED WHEN ALL OF LIFE IS MEANING AND PURPOSE NOW WHEN ALL OF LIFE IS FIREWORK NOW.. and for some folks that spiRit iS an invisible sun they cannot feel and sense and for some folks that Sun is as real as the ISReaL Air they breathe.. A Firework that liGhts existence like a ChristMas Tree never ending now.. as DancE and SonG alWays coMiNg noW..:)
Birth of Dance from two years ago.. at only 69 words of course quotable here by me as streams become ocean whole.. And surely i can write poetry free verse iN fewer words but sure why limit what can be and move mountains as liGht oF Love too.. hey.. 6666 miles or so of dance in 40 months is coming at the end of December of 2016.. i could have done far fewer steps but when mountains come they come..:)
BETTER TO BE
A grain of sand..
than to not exist at all
IS what ‘GOD says’ shortly
before the BIG BANG
as metaphor only
as GOD IS both
then moving as DANCE..
And then sound cOMES as SonG..
to keep A DANCE of creation going…..
And then the BIRTH of DANCE goeS on……
And here IS A Micro-Verse i wrote to my FriEnd Zee another woman from Pakistan who is Muslim and it’s really been interesting consideRinG how liberal i am in the art of self-expression that i have any friends at all who are members of what most folks name as fundamentalist and very restrictive religions in terms of what is allowed in all of human freedom of expression from head to toe… surely we lead that art in the United States of America all arts taken into consideration.. anyWay it seems a male now with a heARt fully open is a rare thing in these circles of life and a rare thing perHapS.. even a treasure to find2..:)
SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. the greaTest Lovers are those who keep giving no matter if the land or water they land or water on is well of Love or desert of fear and hate.. There is an Invisible Sun my friend.. that lives inside and this Sun Loves the God that is inside.. outside.. so above.. so below and all around.. and when one Loves this Sun inside.. outside.. above and so below all around is Love my friend and sure there are brighter and darker Suns around us.. but what we give in Terms of Love of Light and Truth of Wisdom Measures the Sun of We holding hands with the God of all and all God’s children either fully awake in Truth and Light or still asleep in darker ways of Fear and hate.. Love knows no fear.. and feels no hate.. now.. So i Love you friend.. and may fearless Love bring you greater Light as Lantern of Peace and Love.. making a way in the darkest places of the other way.. BriGht! my friend..:)!
i’M going to end this “i’LL bE hoMe For xMas DanCinG” 730th MacroVerse as “i Raise my Chalice to God” to god once more and to be clear the chalice i raise is the Temple of God thAT iS aLL of ME no part less holy and sacred than any oThEr pARt thAT includes all of creation to Galaxies UniVerse BeYond to far below the science aided eye of less than gRains of sANd.. in sub-atomic FloW iN ZonE oF what can be unLeashed and reLeased as liGht as we and us and ours and i bEcoMe mE more of God as Nows Go oN noW.. foR AlLove..:)
And to be crystal clear as far and as long as this Longest Long Free verse Ocean wHole poem iN the hiStory or herstory or etcstory of liFE Swims iT WiLL never be a last word of God or DancE or SonG noW.. and F iN anyone can add anything and all things to it as nows Go oN Further than now..:)
And sure as i continue to defy all cultural limits and expectations beyond what the local.. state.. and federal laws require me to do to stay free like we all must do who live in insanely large human populations where to do no harm requires limitations and expectations as we are all multi-iNnately-environmentAlly- culturally different iN iNdividual ways wheRE different strokes for different folks rule in what is or is not good for happiness for one if one is to be allowed to pursue tHeir definition of Happiness now.. and that means avenues to do that Happiness that do not infringe on the rights of others to do their version of happiness now.. and there IS A GREAT reaSon why both Superman and Batman are basically portrayed in underwear and tights as divine feminine love/grace.. the anima as Carl Jung termed among others that lives in male and the divine masculine will/strength of animus same that lives in female must be cultivated for a human being to maintain baLancE iN all of hUman iNtelligences/Love poTenTial now.. and while my nude art may look rather prow and masculine now.. i stARted soft and gentle with graceful DiviNe Love to maKe the Hurricane Winds in CreaTioN flow come from a source of peaceful calm joy that iS DiVine eYe of storm of Hurricane Breeze that lives within and the thing is while it may take courage to be a hero within cultural norms per war heroes and others who do the jobs of life that must be done for overall survival.. To swim against rising tides of different can even be harder but must be done if Human Freedoms continue to rise as well.. so yes.. this last photo like Rosie the Riveter that Pink portrays in her Video enclosed in this link that has now been censored in the United States IS A symbol i portray here 2 years ago too on the opposite side of that.. it takes a really strong male to do this.. And that is what i am.. and as Muhammad Ali said in a book i read last night.. it ain’t bragging when you can John 14:12 back it aLL uP as liGht continues to return as Mountains of Love as Grains of sand hOld.. and hehe.. i sent this photo to be included in the last alumni edition of my College year book 2 tears ago too.. per se of life achievements as the pinnacle of success is in three words now same one FREE God and sure two as one ME..:)
And of memory notes as darker memories of December come too.. this Raise my Chalice to God also chronicles our first visit to see my Wife’s Sister Michelle who was in the Hospital for Cancer and a path that led me to my first dance at Old Seville Quarter that same month too.. that probably never would have happened if not for my wife’s willingness to allow me that freedom while she stayed longer hours with her sister.. and the December before that my Step Mother Carolyn’s third husband Jerry.. a Foreign Diplomat who was like a father to me too.. passed away then.. and the December after that Michelle in 2014.. then our Beloved cat Moby in December of 2015.. and my Aunt Christina in December of this year too.. now in 2016.. thing is life IS A Gift.. use iT ALL to the last breath of liFe iS STiLL liFe as noW raise my Chalice alWays Now for tHis Gift oF liFe noW in ALL the ways i can Now and Will For respect oF the god oF ALL that bRinGS this rise of LIfE to me NoW.. call iT hyper-religous or the Force of Star wars iT is great iN me and i for one refuse to hide the Lamp liT oF i.. no pArT oF iT as aLL iS hOly And Sacred GOD121..:)
As i walk the pristine beaches..
in my gulf coast sugar sand coated..
emerald green..shining waves..
with dunes and sea
i fIND the connectedness..
of ALL THAT IS tHere
shared with me
IT IS ALL tHere to please..
and freedom of expression..of human sensuality..
that only enhances..
rather than detracts..from total
human being freedom..!
The power and
mine.. tHERe is NO Separation..but the illusion
of vehicles and vessels of words and symbols..that
The curves of creativity..
are in all arts..
from the sound of a bird singing..
to the curve..
of the LIVING..of physical
bodies created..uniting to create..as
Either for newborn life..
I walk those beaches of life naked for all to see..
for simply being
with one as all
Color Coordinated all in white and black and flesh and blood and fur of course as true Irishmen like me from the old wet cold lands second generation removed don’t fret over temperature changes from a couple of days ago with high of 78 and hehe.. 38 as of 1 pm today on the 19th of December.. anyway.. nah.. i’m barefoot today.. this photo is from the warmer wet of yesternow.. anYway.. overaLL it’s sTilLL worth noting that Climate Change is as real as a warmest 2016 year ever recorded iN History and as Half oF all species as liFe oN Earth are endangered for the 6th extinction of liFe oN EARth and more of course.. some folks who thiNk reaLIty is somEwHeRe else miGht not give a FucK but on the othEr hand tHeRe ain’t no E-scapiNg hoMe so either work for change or yes.. beCoMe wild and free enough to handle what’s coming neXt.. consider that ‘a prophecy’.. oK.. yoUr WiLL bE DoNe..:)
233Lb 6 foot or so Elf or Troll or Pan.. i’LL give iT a whirl.. ain’t no temperature change gonna freeze my Feet.. as i have fur to keep me wARm.. and as Foreigner says.. i’M Hot Blooded.. got a fever of 106.. or was it 3 or 2 or less or more.. than 1..;)
So i’M in the mALL.. BeLks to be precise.. and as the shirt says to Katrina too.. i Triple Dog Dare ya too.. thing is. Katrina gets a call too and hehe don’t be surprised one day on Facebook iF the Algorithm doesn’t attempt to put handcuffs on me.. if i don’t do a DanCinG SinGinG dare tale.. on every photo i take in a three day writing ramPage spree and photo gale too.. yeS imaGinE ThAT..Free verse poetic expressions on up to 200 plUs photos to basicAlly expand my Facebook here2.. heHemore..;)
So i rise up.. pop up.. or whAtEver noW iN Dick’s Sporting Goods store iN the Mall and the real salient/sentient feAture of this photo illustration iN BLog tale Macro-Verse continuing story tail here.. is the mirrored siGn in the far background that says when mind.. body.. and equipment come toGeTheR yoU are unstoppable now too.. so is thiS TrUe noW iN transhumanisM waY..weLL..leT’s juSt say as any scientist or and artist can and wiLL i WiLL and Can preSenT the empirical evidence for thAT like an F iN Painting on the Sistine Chapel in online wear ware.. can you sEE it.. FeeL iT.. seNsE IT yeT.. iF noT thAt iS to bE expected as an ark oF A conVenant WiLL STiLL Be tOld noW..;)
So like i sAid.. Katrina does gET the Last cAll on this X-mas Story foR NoW.. and she says.. neXt sTop Honey Raiders of the lost Ark and i say oops.. we are already did thaT now.. Sugar as sweet as now coMes2..;)
“Ain’t noThing Luke Warm heRe.. ‘DARTh’.. dOwn To eARTh..”
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg..;)