More Super Moon briGht liGht midNiGht wishes
for the next few coming days.. all the way
from store dance on SunDay.. to MonDay
FuN day same toDay.. hehe.. hmm..
just an introductory break for the
usual next 721st Macro Verse
coming for 11172016.. and
a Haibun prompt from dVerse
including SuperMoon as theme..
for the dVerse 2 pm Monday selection
in official Haibun and HaikU way.. and
as usual may be traveling there later in
Fredbun and Fredku way either combined
as such or separated that form matters not to
me as i WiLL floW iN ZonE wiTh God as Holy
Spirit creativity same no matter what label thAT
Force within from A to Z.. is labeled either as Form
oF Essence isReaL.. and later some Fredfu at the gym
in martial arts free verse practice with ballet-like dance too..
as all pArt of that iN feminine and masculine miNd and Body
BaLanCing SoUL continues as the me of i as pARt of God wHole..
expresSinG all of that free verse.. adding just some more verses to
Universe whoLe.. iN DAncE and SonG of PoeTry sAMe alWays changing
different as MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and CreaTinG WiLL as streAms floW iN
to RiVers as Ocean wHOle Poem way sTiLL exceeding 3.3. milLioN words
and approaching 4 MilLion and more too.. along with all 12 milLioN words
or so since 2010.. with juST another 135th dance week celebration coming
uP Thursday niGht too.. WiTh all the Cool College age folks tHeRe too..
okay that about covers..
where i’ve been and
wHeRE i continue to
go now.. as tHeRe is so
much going on.. i could get
a little lost.. if i don’t jot it down..
along with the reaLITy shoW oF mY
LIFE iSREaL online and continuing now..
hmm.. i think some lunch and some sand and
sun dance for R and R now as R and R’s go.. heHe2..;)
Top of the 3pm Florida
hour to ya gigoid.. as i come
to play again.. wheels of life continue
to flow with or without me so i let those wheels
swim me and fly me in each and every way a feather
with and after
effect and affect
sonG oF liGht in believing
liFe is worth living now..
and even a thrill
and liGht sAme
as bliss sinGS in night
and day as waves brush
shore once more for water and
air in baLanCinG Force more.. we fly..
iF only for
a keyboard sAMe..:)
“A wise man first determines what is
within his control; all else is then irrelevant.”
~~ Epictetus ~~
Birds fly until fall..
Winter comes they fly more..
Spring bRinGS a hint of coming back
here they are as fall back to Summer more..:)
Note to self.. press repeat on ‘that song’..
it’s a helluva muse for
“Always obey your superiors–if you have any.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Within most alWays
what i think
Note to others.. this may make
absolutely no sense/feel unless
beyond words alone..
My Ocean hands have
a bRain of tHeir own
by one digit
now.. as now flows..
river.. waves.. streams branch out..:)
Creativity IS A tree
leaves of connection..
MoVinG spReaDinG fertilizer eYes more..:)
“Nothing unreal exists.”
~~ Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics ~~
Isreal is is real
“And hence one master-passion in the breast,
Like Aaron’s serpent, swallows up the rest.”
~~ Alexander Pope — Essay on Man, Epistle ii, Line 131 ~~
Yes.. restrictive repetitive behaviors as special interests
disability as tree branches wither..
“You can get anything you want, at Alice’s restaurant (‘ceptin’ Alice).”
~~ Arlo Guthrie ~~
Unless it’s the Trump PG rated version..
with the current
as an all the folks
can eat place of public business..;)
“I sit beside the fire and think of all that I have seen,
Of Meadow-flowers and butterflies in summers that have been;
Of yellow leaves and gossamer in autumns that there were,
With morning mist and silver sun and wind upon my hair.
I sit beside the fire and think of how the world will be
When winter comes without a spring that I shall ever see,
For still there are so many things that I have never seen:
In every wood in every spring there is a different green.
I sit beside the fire and think of people long ago,
And people who will see a world that I shall never know.
But all the while I sit and think of times that were before,
I listen for returning feet and voices at the door.”
~~ J.R.R. Tolkien ~~
Yes.. too many folks
the Nike part
of Victory in just doing it
more than thinking about it..
and seriously after being an almost
total shut-in for 66 months out of my control
with illness.. WeLL taught me dance with no fear
and sing the same.. as heLL is heAR as well as heaven sinG..
as no one
my door and ask me for the next dance..
just imagine.. in 2008 my greatest desire was
to die and escape pain and all that changed..
in a blink
in a SonG
of FReEd iN leT
iT be sung so will come dance..:)
“You are the Skeptic.
You have the power to Doubt.”
~~ Dubious Bee ~~
i doubt nothing
as i’ve died as life..
Life is for sure now
that’s all i need to reAlly kNow..
and FeeL and SensE with zero
sure.. i will
doubt.. only vocabulary now..:)
“Prosperity tries the fortunate: adversity the great.””
~~ Pliny the Younger ~~
IS A source
oF aLL mY liGht..
i’ve learned to love
it with All My miGht..
heRe tHere iS
no room for doubt
or fear bEyond noW..:)
“A man ought to do what he thinks is right.”
~~ John Wayne ~~
And remember one man or woman’s.. etc..
right is anotHeR perSon’s harm..
and go from
oF art iN MoVinG
CoNecTing CreATing liFe..
with understanding.. mercy.. compassion
as smaRt and Fearless Love that changes.. based
“Pay attention to your enemies.
They are the first to discover your mistakes.”
~~ Antisthenes ~~
i don’t have any personal enemies
and i look forward to enemies with few miStakes..;)
“He who limps is still walking.”
~~ Stanislaw J. Lec ~~
Tiny steps.. ‘sparks’..
“First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.”
~~ Epictetus — Discourses, Book iii, Chap. xxiii ~~
Hmm.. i suppose i would have think that way if i was getting paid..
wHo am i kidding.. no suppose.. i would have to plan something then..
plan free but not quite..;)
“The reward of a thing well done,
is to have done it.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
Very little reward for me personally
in having done anything other than a few
seconds until i continue enjoying the activity of actuAlly
Nike fan am i..
as that is my Victory
DoiNG liFE noW..:)
So.. what would you do.. just a quick note here
as sort of a story.. so let’s just say you had this
mission in life.. to fulfill some major prophecies
whether they were right or wrong.. to appease
a ‘few folks’.. in wrong or right.. perhaps it would
be a 3.3 Million word poem in witness for God in 42 months
that you never saw coming until it got here 3 plus years later..
or New testament that started small and grew that way mostly oN
its free and holy spirit way within.. and oh Lord.. you even come to find
ways of looking at life..
in 718 and miscellaneous
letters and numbers in life
meaning and purpose too..
including 418.. and such
as that so why
for the challenge
for the merit.. or just
for the life of doing all you
can for the gift of breathing..
feeling and sensing life now
as sentient star dust plus if nothing
more than that as a greatest gift of
sentient sliver of heaven life in a galaxy with
much rock and space ‘tween the green/blue/
brown/shrinking snow white topped poles of eARth..
Yes.. what you do after all that.. including the stint in hell
for 66 months that came before that including the parT of
12 million words that came in hell.. for me.. i will SinG a SonG
of PoeTy and Dance and party on.. as any Buddha.. Jesus..
do FucKing Drug Free..
oh by the way the moon child
event was predicted too.. just a
side note as always in service to God..
no.. not just his or her or that person’s God
over tHeRe.. every person’s God as i even played
A role of Pan..
all innocent as such too..
did it happen.. two words..
or no for you..
here’s the thing per
the Big Lebowski as no
one seems to be able to fully detect
me yet.. when you are in bed with everyone..
no one notices you are a thief in the night now..
So anyWay.. i move on now just for fun after doing
all of that.. perhaps there is something else to do but
God will take
me to that place
without me thinking about thaT too..
for now i dance
and sing that
moving on to 10 links
in the Super moon part
theme of dVerse now too..
as dance and sing moves on
connecting.. creating some more.. all for FReED..:)
I’ll never forget one of my
first dates with a southern
baptist girl named Janet.. in my mom’s
car.. sister in tow too.. Janet in back seat..
me in front.. a song named Moonlight feels
right came on the radio..
and the moon
traveled bridge cross
a Summer sparkling
bay from shore to shore in
moonlight magic in tune with
song.. i reached back and touched
her leg.. and her non-verbal language
said move your hand now.. so i did and
what i still remember is the magic of that song
and night no matter what as love was in the air for me..
and never a
over hand or leg..
but hey.. it wasn’t pg rated either..
all G with no P in those days innocent
under moonlit niGht oF eYes with Love..;)
too are those
when you think
within drunk on life as love..:)
There was a time ago..
long long ago in the
bowels of hell..
where i said
if i ever
it’s true.. aGain..
Moon shines day and night..:)
day or night
Sun or moon
all iS liGht..:)
For me at least..
just a gazebo
and a river
and a clerk
no expenses for
a wedding but a give
of love for close to 27 years..
else but do i do..:)
the people the party
the mix of life.. moonlit
nights of joy.. and friends
for dance and no
place.. a social
alleys.. bars.. perhaps
church for some folks too..
beyond a screen of scream
eYes that SpRing
liFe four seaSons ocean waves grow..
wArmth oF LiFe..:)
i remember when i AM
three.. adult in a three
year old body..
yet in oral
ways but the
sense and feel
that i live forever
and relatively speaking
in ancestor way from the
origin of all that is i still do at least for now..
before now is present best..
in all of moon and sun in day and night..:)
me.. one day
surely l do
there and so many other
places i’ll never be but they…
of traveling and
never actually getting
there in flesh.. moonlit
eYes star track phraser Captain’s bLog eYes..;)
Summer of 80 for me..
20 years of age.. spotting
first love across a Summer pool
all pregnant at 17..
sMiLes.. i hadn’t
felt thaT hurt in literally
decades thanks for bringing
that image/feeling back..
if the child i wanted
had begun then.. no matter
how dark the moment the light
can come in moonlit love like never before..
of tears come long
and so so worth it as right..
and the funny thing is my wife
looks so much like ‘her’ and never ages..
mystical liGhts in MoonliGht eyes of Pacific Islands..
Three more liNks..
sure.. i’ve missed
doing this now with
dVerse.. so very little..
since the all the other
‘stuff’.. for a month or
so now and weeks has come
to an end..for now..TG..;)
Ah.. yes.. child hood wonder
watching moon chase our
car in window way across
the North sky.. like a playground
play with me..
Moon.. a friend
then.. Nature rest
and God the same..
with Mother Nature more..
and sure now.. wiTh words aS well..:)
living in a land
where we can
create our own
it every day
like a new
shirt and such as tHat..;)
As far as masculine and feminine
balance of complete whole goes..
there is more
away when all
is one me and
more to give..
as well as Be..
wHere moon and
sun intersect an eclipse oF one liGht..
And that’s all for now..
for now to eat.. drink
non alcoholic and
no caffeine beverages
as well as to work out
like an Olympic Athlete
iN both Struggle of Moon
Macro-Verse Memories as so nicely
provided by the Facebook Algorithm
Personal Assistant and Secretary working
for free as digital slave per say..
pours these poeticAlly
expressions in for
Surely quite a change a year ago..
from Sunday the 13th and
the fresh hell hate
in Catholic Church
as black testament against
the different among God’s Children
and the hate against their rights to life..
liberty AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS..
yeah.. like getting married and the ability to visit
your ‘significant’ other in the Hospice ward and such
as that.. or perhaps.. in politics not hiring a white leaning
nationalist and stuff like that as chief strategist if that’s the
highest qualified individual you can find to trust to run your stuff..
anyway.. heaven is still here now for me.. and the country.. those
that are real loving Christians per the Good Cop Jesus archetype
as myth as
of a book..
will uphold the rights
of the different with or
without a label of Good
Cop Jesus today.. and yes
without pitch forks flames and
other devil gun tools.. just a peaceful
protest against hate and division and such
as that.. for those who don’t need guns to
prove they are a man or whatever as such..
when daddy said boys can’t smile or cry..;)
Yes.. no matter how refined i might
seem in poetic measure of love..
there is also a beast
known as Goddess
Isis in original Egyptian
way of eternal teenager too..
shall i prove that well sure.. yes i can..
as i have no problems releasing the
inner beast on a flip of a hairy nickel
haha.. heHE.. as such.. anytime now..
i train like a warrior.. have you heard me
the deep Lion throated rumble growl when
i press that 1020LBs now with legs 33 reps or so..
well no.. i save that for the so-called military warrior
gym.. with now one of the familiar work-outs is sitting
still on a machine with fingers punching smart phone buttons..
and the only requirements for physical fitness is a run.. some pull-ups..
and some crunches where martial arts could bring mind and body balance
and fearless to the max of anything before.. that’s okay.. i do it free style
as sprout of that
no different than any
wild wolf will do that has
become domesticated at
the whim of predictable food..
where the pack no longer works
as group with compassion of love..
where dog eat dog becomes the rule
instead of helping each other.. and red
necks make fun of people who get killed
on a highway protesting.. and make the cars
more valuable than the human even a woman
who lost their life and they call themselves Christians
wRite.. like breitbart minions too.. who promised armed
protests and not just peaceful ones if the Hillary had one..
anyway.. as God goes..
the dark comes
more by dark forces
in the lead and even
named as savior of the dark..
sure i could put THAT face on my profile
photo on Facebook and fit wRite in with
the minions of modern hell of hate and division..
i could problem even fool them to think that i too was their leader..
‘the other side’
looks like.. i can
play that part with more
than a face.. sure with
1020 LBS of ass kicking force
too.. if need be.. but hey.. them
folks ain’t got no empathy with guns..
a deadly mix for another civil war if they
really went domesticated wolf crazy.. here’s
the thing StiLL now..
i ain’t domesticated
and am still a wolf..
Hell no.. don’t need
no make-up for
the beast for
change and i’m already tHere..;)
Hmm.. as the polar opposite changes
from hate to love continue… back to
‘Victory Song’s Dance of Love’
from a year ago too..
with as the original
theme song of this
continue in this 721st
Macro Verse of Ocean
wHole poem. yet unnamed
in freest verse style to lift the
shit a little bit up.. out of the minions
space from the dARk side now.. too..;)
Oh yeah.. and this is what hybrid
wild and love looks like..
Rock on Love…
and yes i have
a title for
the 721st Macro Verse now..
Oh yeah.. and about that theme song..
for all the so-called big men and women
who call folks with love.. Lilly White and Soft..
those two children up there.. well.. that’s what
my heARt looks like.. and trust me yah don’t wanna
a Lion heARt like that..
from all the same FucKinG
folks who tried tHeir best to
take it away from me in red state L.A.. lower alabama HELL
and STILL would IF they could BUT CAN’T SO THEY will NOT..
AS I HAVE
A GOD OF
LOVE AWAY FROM hate..
what would Jesus
say.. a real good cop
jesus if he or her or etc..
came back for iSREaL now in red state hell..
i’m fairly sure..@leASt..
a spy in bed with everyone..
and sure.. speed2..;)
And now.. finally.. a photo as generated by Facebook too.. automatically
from a year ago.. from a Macro-Verse titled kATman Beach from
11172015.. same date that this ‘Rock on Love Now’ Macro
Verse will be published in 2016.. and a reminder
to me.. to go Pensacola Beach this
is one of the most
beautiful months to
capture sunsets as all
months are in paradise
away from red state hell
in LA Florida..
is more a pun
for that.. as sure
i feel ‘they’ could find
tHeir way back with fearless
AND smARt.. and unconditional Love..
lifting the veils of ignorance as such in
original def of Greek Apocalypse all such..
anyway.. those ignorant humans who don’t believe
that the cultural byproducts are FucKinG uP the LiVinG
pARt oF eArth.. back to a rocky moon or whatever will
be left after that including a nuclear bomb and thousands
more of whatever could come from that too.. beyond melting
the snow caps and all of that.. do you really think that God enjoys
living in humans the most.. when you walk/dance the aisles of Super Walmart
and see all the worry.. the fear.. the discontent and yes.. underlying hate too..
for being all FucKeD uP like this as such too.. and by the way.. if you
live here and are adult.. trust me.. you don’t dance unless you are
either me or Lilly white or black and ‘tween with free love
in your heart.. it happens but rarely.. ‘they’ dance
with me.. more like us.. i’m afraid.. of Love…
i understand.. been there done the
part that says life
sucks.. life’s a bitch..
fuck you.. i hate you..
it just all sucks and that’s
all kNow and FeeL iS discontent
and misery and suffering and overall
hate about all stuff life.. but you see.. there
is another place.. wild and free where humans
can be peaceful beaches of wild love too.. in harmony
where struggle IS A natural paRt of the BaLanCinG oF that
too.. there are no easy answers.. misery and suffering naturally
leads to hate and discontent.. been there done it.. only human..
i say once again… but the thing.. is.. i couldn’t hate someone..
for long.. not even the folks who brought me the most pain.,
as i was gifted with love at least one point in
my life.. and there was
that was heaven
here.. with the feeling
within.. when human beings
like normal social mammal animals
are wild and free with the power of both
the dARk of Struggle and the Love of toGeTher
in the forage of liFe.. they mostly get along.. they
really do or they die.. it’s as simple as that.. or ‘someone’
smARter in Love replaces them as old.. and life goes on as
new.. in this little sliver of space that IS A heaven in blue.. brown
green.. shrinking white ice caps of paradise STilL now.. for those
who can sTiLL see this paradise of Beach and FeeL it as worth now
saving over keeping and owning.. as free.. for those coming fortunate
ones to enjoy this opportunity for heaven too.. we live in days of a Zombie
Apocalypse in at least some pockets of the country.. where now empathy and
compassion is sold to cars and homes that are more important than flesh and blood..
as material things become the lovers over beach of natural air and water.. and this
human experiment is surely out of control.. and if we don’t get toGeTher somehow
on a solution.. bottom
and it is
wE who will
fuck up as with
any social animal
there is no me alone for
success in the long run.. while
i for one continue to be a beach and
enjoy heaven as long as others allow that to last..
but still.. this heaven.. this opportunity for heaven is
dependent on all humans getting tHeir love shit toGETher..
if they do not.. we will all eventually sink toGEthER and i only
hope that perhaps another animal with a virus of culture/religion/
as viruses tend to do..
not humans alone.. the
cultures.. including politics
and religion that is the Earth Cancer now..
i’LL continue to Hope on fearless and smARt Love
as a more powerful force than despair.. fear.. and hate..
Oh yeah.. and one of
those “meaww”.. Facebook
bRing yA uppers.. provides
a collage of most liked photos..
thaT juSt reminds me life is good..
and 42 likes total means that is the meaning of life..
Life is good..
oh.. the true
in smALL measure
of commercial success too..
and that reminds me of Victoria’s
Secret too.. ever since Trump’s full
disclosure.. the advertisements in the
mall have toned it down below PG.. more
fully clothed as such per Victoria’s Secret and
yes.. this is fully documented with clothes as
i continue to i spy modern culture in the U.S. of A.. noW..;)
Now.. back to dVerse with
some more Super moon
themed links where the
secondary theme is also
wishing someone a birthday
but so far Super Moon of closest
fashion in 48 years is winning out..
sMiLes my friend..
my favorite psychotherapist
said.. her name is Karen by
the way.. when the moon light
of my emotions dimmed to new
moon of dark never close to quarter full..
rewiring for change
in both neuroplastic
and epigenetic way
according to struggle
of steps or sitting
then i wrote
then i danced
first i took the
sparks make fire of life..
in bRiGht moon eYes of
iMagiNAtion.. moVinG Creativity sAMe..:)
i for one defy
all scientific explanation
that says the full moon has
no measurable empirical
miss and what
science tends to
always miss iS uNivErse
iNside as hUman EmoTioNs
sEnsES and yeS.. even seNsuaLiTy
too.. as pARt of Force BEinG hUman
iN ImAginATioN.. MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
creATing way.. what they
this moon can
words as i.. now..
affect yes.. effect more..
aS EmoTions SeNses Force human
ever so more than science feels..
as ‘Sheldon’ Dances..;)
love the photos..
as i for one am
mostly a visual
side-tracked on words
for now.. hehe.. ah.. the political
news has been a terrific dArk muse..
now back to
grows Super moon muse2..
Hope you continue to enjoy
your travels as truly for me it is
a gift to see photos coming
on the fly
than words that
size of the closest
super moon in 48 years
is the red of color
that sings struggle..
i’ll go back
away from that too..;)
Birthdays are stones
of miles that weigh
me down in years
gone past.. hmm..
35.. 21 years ago..
a full generation..
that was taking
the light emotions
away and replacing
that with the weight of
numb and dark.. stones.. born again..
FeeLinG SeNSes ExpREssing
MoVinG.. CoNnectinG.. CreaTinG..
liGht as mINd and
BoDy soUL BaLaNcinG
about this.. just animal common sense..
cats play at 20
who are wild
jump to the
at 10 worn
by the hand of human cultures…
and you know/feel if i couldn’t prove it
in 12 million words and 100K photos..
all online as such..
call me full
of it at 56
the faCt iS liFE..
iT StiLL GroWinG..:)
God is the Moon
God is the Harvest
God is the Sun
enough for me..:)
me of that Moody Blues
Nights in White Satin Song
and my favorite part.. the late
lament.. perhaps worth quoting
without regard to space.. here..
“Breathe deep the gathering gloom,
Watch lights fade from every room.
Bedsitter people look back and lament,
Another day’s useless energy spent.
Impassioned lovers wrestle as one,
Lonely man cries for love and has none.
New mother picks up and suckles her son,
Senior citizens wish they were young.
Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes the colours from our sight.
Red is grey and yellow white.
But we decide which is right.
And which is an illusion?”
iN my life.. at least..
the oldest i ever felt/
was at 21 at
80.. 47 at
at 56 past..
all of that..
much oF it
is both life
and the way i move
it.. connect it.. and
create it now.. thing is..
i have the opportunity to
act it.. produce/direct it.. and play
it.. with no masters now slaving my
relative free will.. and that my friend
is the amazing part.. living life with
no human masters of being or book..
and also reminds me.. i’m so glad there is
YouTube.. as songs like this truly no longer exist
in shallow tides of twitter verse never liGht or deep aByss..:)
i suppose i was
born on a special
day of 6660.. feaRed
in the deep red state
land of LA lower alabama
Florida.. Panhandle way
in a state the shape of
a killing gun.. then buying a beer
and the cashier looking up with
literal fear over
oh.. what a world
we live in when
evil as God..
i love my birthday
and i love God as Nature
sAMe.. ain’t no one fooling
Sun WilD and FReED..
than ever ‘fore from head
Books oF lies..
Lord oF the Flies i cry..:)
Ya kNow.. i’m alMost
to the point wHeRe
the best thing about
‘this photo’ IS A
moon.. a dog..
but i haven’t
given up yET..
friEnd… juST a thOught..
attempting sTiLL to divorce iT
of course.. included..;)
And now back to
flesh and blood
activities.. of the
day.. visiting mother..
getting a hair cut.. and
above all with thaT DanCinG SinGinG..
Free no matter what.. private or public.. i dance.. FReED..:)
Hi.. some bloke…
of wew.. he..he.. yes.. an
exhaustive over view here too..
with Moon Child closes iN.. more more more.. now..;)
and extra nice
niece Candie shares
A Asperger’s Reality
Facebook Page note
on the realities of Anxiety
that those who are NOT sufferers may not
realize as an invisible disease and functional disability…
such as that..
or the homeless
person on the side
of the road who looks
sturdy on the outside
and who is dying
done that fresh
hell and so much more
as my heArt.. SpiRit and
SoUL iN BoDy and MiNd too..
destroyed slowly by chronic stress over decades
before coming back to life now more than ever before..
anyway.. it’s worth noting that Candie recently lost
a very stressful job over decades too.. and i hope
the death of all of her anxiety too.. with fresh life
too as i respond
Like a cat in a cage in a lightening
storm outside that lasts for years..
chronic and severe anxiety is
in both feeling and
bodily damage in real
getting away can save
one’s life.. miracles come
in dArk ways too.. as i’ve seen and felt..
For everyone in November
who has a birthday this month..
‘this’ is your F
and sadly that
includes three of
relatives.. sister.. mother
and grandmother.. and also
Himali.. who is taking a social
media break to study hard for
her CPA test in the U.S.A… never
the less.. happy
or not.. hehe..;)
and i’m really kinda
surprised that i have never
seen anyone else do this #pose
on Facebook anywhere or my other
trademark great Free Willy Fin as left
elbow rising up out of water.. hmm..
could be a #yogapose or even a
#natarajacosmicdance .. one
thing for sure is
it is mostly A
spur of the
moment and play
just for A life of fun..
other than that.. it’s totally
free and a Sia Cheap thrill too..
what else.. it makes for an excellent
conversation piece too.. hehe.. @least for me..;)
Whispers in the dArk..
come at moments in life..
least expected.. and more expected
if one tunes an ear/eYe to deeper than external
pArts of WhOle as tool.. words are pARt of those
tools and valuable guide posts to navigate the feelings
and senses of being human.. in terms of EmoTioNs and
Life IS A
in a short
term noW forevermorenow
eternally when Now beComES
A Holy and Sacred noW in all
moves.. words.. connections..
and creativity sAMe.. a life
of meaning and purpose wHere
hats are worn many for
ways of Being
Hi.. gigoid.. as alWays
news too.. of course
hehe.. and haha.. too..;)
“It is not the function of our Government to keep the
citizen from falling into error; it is the function of the
citizen to keep the Government from falling into error.”
— Robert H. Jackson (1892-1954), U.S. Judge
WiNks.. sounds like juST ’cause for a protest
Oh yeah.. by
A way i live
all i need to
kNoW for noW..
iN FeeLinG SeNsinG way noW..;)
“If the government doesn’t trust us with our guns,
why should we trust them with theirs?”
— Smart Bee (Now, there’s a thought…..)
Hmm.. everyone in my neighborhood
has an armory in a stand your ground
state.. they’ve set the
i no longer
as always now..
to protect me too..
hehe.. whether they
realize it or not.. hahaX2..;)
“Appearances to the mind are of four kinds. Things either are what they appear to be; or they neither are, nor appear to be; or they are, and do not appear to be; or they are not, and yet appear to be. Rightly to aim in all these cases is the wise man’s task.”
— Epictetus (c. 60 AD) — Discourses, Book i, Chap. xxvii
i skip most
it all as i like iT..
and make thAT reaLiTy..
works with little to no
responsibilities.. i seek and find now..
it what now is..
but yes.. these steps
to more fully a life
of relative free will..
in other words as Neo
J miGht say.. escaping the Matrix..
camel.. needle eYe and all that jazz too..;)
Among them, but not of them; in a shroud
Of thoughts which were not their thoughts.”
— Lord Byron (1788-1824)
— Childe Harold’s Pilgrimage, Canto iii, Stanza 113
now i see
i am reminded of
his ‘out of this world’
Cranial Capacity of 2200cc..
Jesus F iN Christ.. almost 50 percent
larger than the global norm.. no doubt
of brain for sure..;)
Other than that..
a place named me2..;)
“A little nonsense now and then, is cherished by the wisest men.”
– Willie Wonka
See a brown
bag.. and yes
as far as Calvin.. eTc.. eT aL too..;)
“Free people, remember this maxim:
We may acquire liberty, but it is never
recovered if it is once lost.”
wiTh A book..;)
“If you wanna be free, keep your eyes
open and think for yourself.”
– Smart Bee
Oh Lord.. group think..
and that inspires a group
think song again.. after reviewing
an entire page where a bunch
of J Trump Loving Christians
killed on a highway..
praying for the car
any injuries.. the loss
of empathy/compassion is worse
than not thiNking.. in hUman terms
of ignorance of heARt.. Dead bLack hOle soUL..
lives Now.. dEvilS
included of course
with so-called Christian wings..
without F iN Feathers.. spine of soul..
skeleton of dreams.. dead eYe humans…;)
“Knowing others is wisdom;
Knowing the self is enlightenment.
Mastering others requires force;
Mastering the self requires strength.
He who knows he has enough is rich.
Perseverance is a sign of will power.
He who stays where he is endures.
To die but not to perish is to be eternally present.”
— Lao-tzu (c604-c531 BC)
What Jesus tried to say
the best he
he was crucified
in words of many others
and that to come after that..
in ways of Book..
anyway.. more complete
than anything in that so-called
modern western bible.. all advanced as such..
Number one science proven factor
for happiness is the human connection..
to do.. if not
smart phones.. tater
chips.. candy.. TV.. etc…
Village of Love
sure.. i miss
the Bowling Center
days of two decades
of wall to wall flesh and blood
smiles.. tears.. frowns.. and joy..
waves of feeling human in the gut of LIFe..
takes away the
human touch.. also
ironically proven by science
too.. where systemizing mind
shuts of the faucet of soUL..
and spiRit too..
to self destruct this
way as God is tired of them
destroying the rest of God here.. anyWay….
to a moment in history..
let’s just say..
The trials and errors.. wins and loses.. of us vs them.. also known as philosophy.. politics and religion.. determining who is on the right or wrong side of history now.. hehe.. anyway.. i’d rather rather be a fool and be free than be any real part of that as a practice of life.. as a participant observer anthropologist.. who can play and not fall prey to thus speak against those speak.. etc.. merry go around an insane ride that never ends left or right.. as human nature is divided by fears vs loves.. hmm.. i’ll travel love.. as a win.. and visit the other controversies of human tribal nature just for fun.. and more on that in a few while FOOL Dancing is worth quoting word by word for a MacroVerse memory provided nicely all free by Facebook today..
from two years ago per say..;)
The Joker’s Wild..
The Sacred Clown..
AND WELL.. MOST EVERY FOOL..
STARTS OUT BY BEING BULLIED FOR BEING DIFFERENT..
WHETHER IT IS THE OUTCAST
SEEN AS DIFFERENT TO THE REST OF THE TRIBE..
AND WHAT CAN HAPPEN..
AS PER THE ‘SECOND VIDEO ABOVE’..
THE BULLIED CAN BECOME THE BULLY FOOL..
AND i choose the Challenge
HELPING RATHER THAN HARMING
THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
BUT TRULY THE GREATEST FREEDOM IS ONE
WHO CHOOSES TO PLAY THE FOOL.. AND NOT THE
AS ALL FOOL TRULY MEANS IS ONE WHO IS NOT
PART OF THE SOCIAL NORM..
BUT TO STEP OUTSIDE OF IT..
MANIAC IN DANCE!
FULL HUMAN BEING
WHEREVER THE COURSE
AND THE STORY OF MY ‘AUNT ABOVE’ IS THAT SHE
AND MY MOTHER’S PATERNAL GRANDFATHER WAS
PER THE GHOST DANCE..
SACRED CLOWN TRADITION…
with that and the Cherokee on my mother’s maternal
THERE IS SOME WILD NATIVE INDIGENOUS SPIRIT
INTERPRETIVE PRAISE DANCE TO THE ONE THAT IS ALL IN ME!
in the video above..
So yes.. the fool is Clark Kent..
and most every other comic book hero..
who meets the challenge.. the struggle.. and moves on…
so IS the
KING OF THE JEWS…
i’m in good company..
as I play whatever fool i so choose.. with relative free will..
tale the story of life..
THROUGH VAGAL NERVE..
FROM BRAIN TO GUT..
KUNDALINI SERPENT FREE…
i DO fly FREE ON TERRESTRIAL PLANES
FEELING THE WINGS OF HAWKS AND EAGLES..
THE CLAWS OF LIONS.. LEOPARDS.. TIGERS..
AND MY YELLOW BOY AT FEAT
i fly FREE WITH GOD..
NEVER THE LESS..
THE NUMBER FOR THE THOTH TAROT
ZERO FOR BOTH BEGINNING AND END..
And by the way.. my number in number challenge in
Numerology birthdate and name report
for the fool..
followed by three ones..
So my challenge is
AND i choose to forge a path
instead of doing
Oh by A way this IS A Fool Haibun
where the short narrative paragraph
by a run
grand when actually
practiced in a country
that actually allows it still..
while others are arguing over who
is right or wrong.. left or right.. or some
where down in the middle of purgatory too..
on.. and continue
to dance and sing just
for fun.. yes.. politics and
even organized religion same
can be a humorous play of events..
and of course sad one too for those
it offends.. disgraces.. and out wrong harms
to the potential of even death.. but so far.. no world
wars since the 40’s and hey.. still a free country for me
as the meek
and last and humble
and all of that @least continue
as wHo inherit the Earth as heaven
in/of/as what’s left of blue.. green.. brown..
still shrinking ice white polar caps of bliss..
it’s a fool’s
free with all our nuts in tow..
whatever that might mean.. hehe.. hmm..
oh yeah.. ps.. ain’t life grand when money
is not a part of any contingencies.. haha..
the dream of
iSReaL is/as me..
hey.. he did say it was
is possible.. you kNow the
Good Cop Jesus now toDay..
believe it or
and Horatio sAMe..;)
And a memory from 4 years ago.. as a short
clip of a paragraph.. as yes i did have a very detailed
history in writing that adhered strictly to the rules of
in fact a search on
‘Kate Mia’ my alias then
with key word ‘Autism
Speaks’ brings up over
a million google search
results.. sure.. not all me
but lots of me too.. hehe..
and those folks in online
actually thought i was
a paid employee defending
the organization.. as sure..
i tend to get all focused
uP on whatever i am
wRiTe oN course.. haha..
oh God.. yes.. and the politics
of autism communities online
of the so-called higher end functioning
part that consider themselves segregated by
the rest of society by force of them instead of
us.. particularly even an Alex Jones and the
new political republican ‘Bannon’ style
for the ‘poor underprivileged’
white man exclusive
nature of us us us..
and NO.. you you you..
hmm.. hilarious yes.. but
very dangerous same in terms
of strife.. conflict.. and more haters
on the come.. but here’s the thing.. this is
part of Nature.. human Nature and god sAMe..
the dARk of fear and etc.. of the newly disfranchised
from society of the pool of before of privilege now lost
in a society that is no longer a white man’s club as elite
as such.. now just another pool of humans wanting to keep
their heads above water and survive in a familiar element of
fear.. misery.. suffering.. eTc.. where all of that enjoys the company
of the same.. stagnating.. endless loops of angry to keep the motivation
any where but motivation
to go on to the next moment..
yes.. politics.. and religion and even
philosophy most always rides the tail
of disenfranchisement of the social lost
and separate.. who wanna get it back together
again.. in external way.. but see.. the way of the Fool..
is making it on tHiEr own.. in whatever pool of crap they
land in.. in more original ways of spreading out individually now
per say.. and most importantly DO in a dance and song of originality..
as imagination… creativity.. in moving.. connecting.. and creating now..
come to rule within.. as this diatribe continues.. haha.. perhaps just
for fun.. as that is what the fool does just for fun.. as life becomes
good as actor..
even writer producer..
and dancer of one’s own
play of life.. eTc.. run on sentences
or whatever makes the roll of life both
rock on and fun forevermore now.. humm..
sure hymn the humm too.. whatever it takes
to be free.. is what i for one continue as a practice of
life now.. oh yeah.. so here is that short clip of static
and coherent as such..;)
“Very encouraging to see that another organization commented on this article, the Autism Rights Watch (ARW), run by people on the spectrum willing to collaborate and work with other organizations like Autism Speaks, and also willing to take a stand against the ongoing fight between the Autistic Self-Advocacy Network and Autism Speaks.”
i used Online Autism politics as a sideshow
diversion to keep my mind off the
best i could.. a pain
type two trigeminal
neuralgia.. for two years
and more.. after i already
experienced that pain
of misery and
like a Dentist
Drill in my eye and
ear for almost 33 months
of not being able to use my
ears and eyes for effectively
anything of literal note.. under
almost intolerable pain.. and yes
intolerable pain to look at any reading
or listening to any music then.. and just like
politics today.. i found liberals and conservatives..
outliers.. including the conspiracy leaning folks who
thought a frigging charitable organization was a Eugenics
Nazi organization.. i kid you not.. of the still Alex Jones flavor
of minion cult folks now today.. people are alike and different all over..
same story.. same religion.. same politics.. same football game.. same
different philosophies.. all with different labels of languages and clothes the same..
peel off your cultural
clothes.. not unlike the
Emerald Forest in ’85.. where
they traveled in that movie to civilization..
got the FucK out and returned to Nature
peeling off those cultural clothes in both
metaphor and real like they were the
most evil disgusting clothes
they had ever encountered
up to then.. well truth
and sTill is..
the problem started way back..
with storing grains.. overpopulation..
bigger villages cities.. tools of killing more..
and frigging sidewalks that say walk this way
only please to maintain order.. Nature is free and
so are we when free.. when forage for survival is
necessary day to day.. people must cooperate to survive
so that is what they do.. other than that folks get too much
time on their hands with stored grain.. sit on their asses behind
computers not much different than i am doing now.. and kill time
a team that
knows and feels
no limits or expectations
of human contrived cLocks
of one way sidewalk hell too..
it is what it is.. i for one rise and thrive..
it’s just a way of creating happiness for me..
hmm.. that takes work.. lots of work in a world like this..
yes.. not easy
but oh.. so much fun..
in A iSREaL Heaven noW..;)
“DO NOT ADJUST YOUR MIND: IT IS REALITY THAT IS MALFUNCTIONING”
— Robert Anton Wilson
Ha! Robert Anton Wilson..
among my favorites
on Prometheus Rising..
Reality a Quantum stew
Dove sta memora
“You have not snared her,
She’s in my pulse,
My heart, my breath.
Eye sees only
Brain knows more
Than eye can see:
Brain can scan
— Robert Anton Wilson
Brain is bigger
than all the books
of all that is..
Neurons same.. spreading
out in galaxy of body trillion
peptide connections.. in cells..
fire at core
as Quantum god
of Fractal wHOle
are we.. juSt a reminder
aGaIN more than books and
or words will ever tail a comet speed away
In other words
life is more than
A Haiku of now..;)
“Never let the future disturb you.
You will meet it, if you have to, with the same
weapons of reason which today arm you against the present.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus
Reason will never
At least that
is what the scientists say..;)
And Popes.. and Priests
and Pastors too..
all who rule..;)
mind away from Art oF Free..
feeling sensing more no words at all..:)
with reason again..;)
“Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich.”
— Napoleon Bonaparte
Religion.. it’s all the same
and different too as same..;)
“Education is the kindling of a flame, not the filling of a vessel.”
And once again i say..
origin of words..:)
The word was first..
yeah.. tell that
to the Sun..
as crucible of human soul
and whole of Sun..
a Song of Sense
and Feel with or without words of lone..
The militia of these free commonwealths, entitled and accustomed to their arms, when compared with any possible army, must be _tremendous and irresistable_. Who are the militia? _are they not ourselves_? Is it feared, then, that we shall turn our arms _each man against his own bosom_? Congress have no power to disarm the militia. Their swords, and every other terrible implement of the soldier, are _the birth-right of an American_…the unlimited power of the sword is not in the hands of either the _federal or state governments_, but, where I trust in God it will ever remain, _in the hands of the people_.”
— Tench Coxe 20 Feb. 1788
Again.. i appreciate
my well armed neighbors
they serve me well unarmed
“There is one sure way of telling when
politicians aren’t telling the truth
— their lips move.”
— Felicity Kendall
lost as trUth
and liGht iNside..
the politics of words
as written to control..
and subjugating now..:)
Seriously the devil’s tool is words
as the devil is a human without empathy
and compassion who has lost the non-verbal
touch of reciprocal social communication now..
a world of increasing text away from life.. a world
functionally disabled no less than one who is disabled
by no choice of tHeir own.. the thing is.. there is positive
neuroplasticity and positive epigenetics same in response to
environmental struggle for change.. and there is the dark side..
the nocebo opposite voodoo affect and effect of placebo miracles
of positive believe in thought and action too.. in ways of neuroplasticity
in wiring in brain never made.. and genetics never unpacked in environmental
challenge and epigenetic processes as they normally do in free and wild.. all
naked as such on sand and rock.. and grass and meadows colored spring of
eyes alive.. Nature Deficit Disorder started with the first written word.. and
now text proliferates
from the human
race.. as it’s true
it is some of the
best birth control of all hehe..
as well as pornography and all
the rest of those youth in Japan
who never do the wild thing evermorenow..
hmm.. God as Nature is FucKinG in control..
humans are just guinea pigs in their own experiment
of systemizing scientist one and most all now the same..
more.. bottom line
destruction of the rest of the planet more..
still not sure if God sent me here as savior of what
and who the same.. perhaps not unlike that New
Noah movie.. the creatures of the wild
with God Nature
only to be saved
by the power of Love
more than text
i dance for more..:)
“An apple a day keeps the doctor away – if you aim right!”
— Smart Bee
And yeS it helps
to lift more than
a smArt phone and move..;)
SeriouSly.. A greaTest insanity
of humanity today
in the long run by sitting..
than moving mostly for sure.. i For ONE Dance..;)
(note to self)
go out in the
sand and sun
and FucKinG do iT noW.. DANCE..
practice what i preach or feel a real fool now..;)
SMiLes.. i caMe
for A lost SonG..
so.. i’LL SinG it heRe..
so many lost and never
found songs.. iN A life with
almost infinite possibilities when
so many distractions..
so many options.. so many
avenues never walked
i sing oF
a life well spent
a life well worn.. Now
A life well traveled iS SonG
iN paThs more.. liGhts uP noW..:)
Other than that.. hi! thefeatheredsleep..
been a while since i came by.. and wrote..
oh.. Lord.. Lost in an ocean of words.. coming
aboard other lands whenever possible now more..
anWay.. hope you are doing well Candice.. as i try to polish sMall talk too..;)
Hmm.. i’m not sure what’s more amazing.. now..
the fact that i can capture ‘this scene’s garden
nature’.. with an iPhone6s Camera in the year
2016.. or the wonder of Nature where
this Milkweed Assassin Orange
Insect perches sTill on a
Cycad King Sego Palm..
in a family of Cycads that
has inhabited the Earth for
somewhere close to 300 Million
years or so.. dwarfing humans no different
than age old dragon flies.. some of which still
fly at speeds of 60 miles per hour.. and Nautilus
same in the record books of life.. encased in fossil
rocks with their modern brothers and sisters as such..
Green.. year ’round in Florida Summers that are coming
closer to never ending.. hehe.. no.. not hehe.. if you are
in South Asia.. in sinking homeland.. but sure that’s the
price of an orange assassin more.. unless controlled from
eating more than his appetite should store.. oh Lord.. the taKing
gaMe verses the giving gAme of God and MoTheR NaTuRE sAme..
don’t ya kNow when you give back more you take more with yA.. iN
eYes of LiVinG
yA plant or fly
or swim as soil.. and
water and air as sAMe
oF diFFerent too.. anyWay2..
this is like an introductory poetic
all free verse expression for the dVerse
Garden prompt by super nice poet Kim now
from over tHeRe.. acknowledging i am human
when i visit her Garden with at least a like of hi..
if nothing more than a say of you are human too..
like that.. hehe.. anyway3.. we insects of odd carefully
and freely step our way ‘cross strands of world wide web..
and no matter what my free will not be killed by orange insects now..
oN course foR Now..:)
WeLL.. iT’s true.. when Ya mix
red and blue you get purple as was
is the hope of the Clinton’s as they
came in hopes to mend a fence not to be
made so high.. for hope.. hmm.. perHaps yA
didn’t notice the color coordinated pair on the
loSing stAge.. and truly the real Victory as displayed
in V-Shaped purple dress vest on Hillary’s day of her concession
speech and BiLL’s tie in color
of purple too.. to match
that color now
too.. as the feared
red and blue attempt
to mingle more..
Green for me
as when asked
iF i want A red or blue
piLL.. i sAid pArty on for
Green of understanding
both sides now .. and nothing
more than that in political way
oF Free for continuing best bets
for freer humanity too.. foR NoW as free goes2..;)
Off to dVerse now..
11162016 at 3:26 pm..
as a Garden pARTy continues..;)
Garden of leaves..
steps.. words ya’VE
heard the rigor more
roll and rock with sonG
what more is tHeRE to noW..
mOre of liFe gets
a long toGeTheR..
SMiLes.. my friEnd
Kim.. first of all thanks
for this Garden prompt
for a rooster
soup soul.. hehe..
and truly it’s sad when
gardens become toweRed
by giants of steel and stone..
and at less and more one would
hope that those
down to see the
tHEy pay no miNd to FeeL
oF GarDen towers theY spRead
out more iN colonies and leaves of Love..
hmm.. vine more.. reach cross liGht LovE noW..:)
Funny thing.. sTiLL noW it seems..
Gardens of humans are often private..
but in Nature more they are alWays
and i often
share my yard of
Garden in back yard
and even front yard view
with the world.. hey.. i worked
it alone for many years of sweat.. miGht
as weLL share.. what the hell.. done tHeRe
did thaT miGhT aS well free garden for now all open
and hey.. i even
share what i eat at
the restaurant with the world..
but wife.. no.. if she makeS iT.. she sayS
iT’s private.. keep iT in ‘tween the tAble
your mouth and stomach only.. until what
Life is kinda like
that what comes next
is never as great as what
is now when holy and sacred all..
every wHeRe i look i see an Open Garden
oF Free.. sAdly2.. i see too many closed one’s afrAid oF liGht..:)
WeLL.. Hello ladyleemanilla.. i am so
impressed that you shared 72 photos of
garden view with us on this wonderful day
over in the states with Thanks Giving approaching
next week.. perhaps
is the fact i
don’t see any
of those copyright
anywhere on your
page here.. hmm..
lesson learned for me on
death’s step below darkest
hell night.. i will never ever own
anything here.. even my life is only
a gift from a very large garden now.. and
i am just another weed fortunate enough
to survive.. it wasn’t always like that as death
can teach more about life than bill of own ever could..
a garden of free..
when fear of death
and anxiety and all illusory
fears melt away.. a garden of
love is born that will never be owned
only give for free for life is gift.. nothing more..
and more for give..
anyway.. haha.. my soul
is for the giving.. we are a family
of humans toGeTher.. iF a person will
not share Nature with the world for free..
as Love.. no matter
how starved and cold i was/am
as that garden continues to gRow..
all i do..
me most.. and
closed in own that way..
LiVinG Gardens give more than own…:)
you didn’t use
pesticides.. as sAdly
that’s what some folks
i’m not sure
humans at all..
in fact i’m
the rest of
nature never read
a book and did much better
than human words.. collective
intelligence.. cultures.. etc.. and melting ice caps
for now.. i don’t know
if you ever noticed but
the flowers wHo with stand
the greatest crosses of drOught
briGht colors oF aLL..
have you ever noticed in all
these years that Jesus never ages too..
and is alWays kind with a big heArt now..
something about that hearT spells no pesticide to me..
or even prunes..
it’s all for liGht
i hope you FeeL..:)
It’s funny.. i used to
spend hours pulling up weeds
all over my yard.. bricked every
flower bed straight and narrow
and even clipped
leaves of grass by
hand ’round square
with miracle grow..
until one day
and come to find
out my garden didn’t
need me at all then..
i needed me to hear now
and see a Garden within..
now there is simple communion
with tree.. plant.. leave.. insect..
bird and more.. soil is my feet.. Earth
is my breath.. and ocean circulates salt
Waves same as words..
i care not to control.. aLL Ocean wHOle
airs me all waters me aLive aS liGht..:)
IF it’s not
at least not for
A good cop
i miss that Jesus..
’round these pARts..
iN A paNhandle oF
A State of Flowers..
are GCJ Christian
by A way.. pure bred..
alWays from sand as God..:)
i cannot find
lately.. i seek..
so i go to Nature
and sHe is alWays waiting tHeRe..
IS A color of
sand and beyond
rainBows too.. noW..:)
Oh Lord.. love
liFe on the farm
with iT aLL and
unTil i becaMe A
farm and dance iT
everywHeRe i SinG..
though.. i suppose.. it’s more
Beach now than farm of sow…:)
ha.. it’s alWays the
Artists that move
than ever ‘forE now..
funny how stuff becomes
when totAlly posed..
and perhaps juSt
the thOught oF
leanings from me..
as science shows now
it is lust and a balance of
love that is origin and core
of all stuff productivity and creativity
too.. sure.. libiDo2..
For me.. it’s a river
i AM raised on with
so many flowers of Love..
nurtured from a Grandmother
long retired before
her father’s death.. too..
shot gun home of youth bulldozed
over on Willing street river town of Milton
now.. sand patch left.. one Pecan tree and
a few shrubs small.. but the view of god
is as large
as it is before
i can speak at age 3..
hmm… never needed
to see THaT
mY.. friEnd.. Sreeja..:)
It’s funny.. i used
to be almost afraid of
fall with seasonal affective
living in a school
and work cave during the day..
now that Summer doesn’t seem
to end in Fall in Florida in the
U.S. of A.. i look forward to
death is resting
for life i find now..
i suppose a dead garden
is better than no garden at all..
a way to shine inside..
and i have to admit
both dance and
no matter season or spring..
and sorry to run on but the nice
customer service lady now says when
i dance in public going on three years now..
at the same SW store town heRe.. i bRing SpRing
with me year ’round no matter what it looks like
outside.. and that my friend after living in hell IS A
Real miracle from 66 months in that other place..
A Garden of Dance
and SonG as LovE..:)
people and the
living earth and
all the other animals
too when one can finAlly
not just Adam alone..
A Garden of Love isREaL..:)
ladynyo talks more about dirt and i say..
after she says thanks for commenting..
Welcome.. ladynyo.. interestingly..
the first Middle Eastern words
for God mean Earth and water
as a mix of silt.. yeS anD is real
from an Isreal
God that one experiences
as verb.. in yes.. A tangible way
not unlike Yoda who can feel
this Force in all things now..
iN real feelings
now and not just
empty shells of words..
anyWay.. the world would be
a much nicer place if all respected
the entire blanket of life and existence
as God rather than rather empty words
in books that lead to mostly separation and
division.. more likely saving life on the planet
as well as
WeLL.. hello Lynn..
noW.. this is my 17th
iN Garden way now..
hehe.. iF ya wanna
cAll it thaT and i must
admit that a theme oF
Garden and God saMe
but i’LL keep
oF A Garden
runneth over as such..;)
AnyWay.. hi.. may not finish
the rest but never the less
i made you the end anyWay now..
as you’ve been sort oF instrumental
in helping me finish a ‘little’ project of mind..
in A test ment
of sortS as heARt
i guess for more..
sure.. miNd and
BoDy SoUL for
and that’s all
A Garden and
Ocean samE grows longer..
and on top of that got a gym date
coming too.. as human gardens need
lots of exercise away from keyboards too..;)
Just a note too at close
to the end friend Lynn..
this is the least amount
of commenters i’ve ever
seen on all of the poems
in a dVerse prompt
i made up
for the rest of that..
i suppose the election
and all of that is singing
the poetry online liberal blues too..
nothing gets me down.. nothing get me down..
as i got
within my friEnd..;)
uh oh.. just got a notification
from Lynn where she is curious
with and explanation point about
what i just did in new test ment way..
so here i go with some more good news for her..;)
He he.. FriEnd Lynn..
i will leave no question
marks with out
as i might have mentioned
earlier.. i recently finished a
42 month witness for God
in a 3.3 million word free verse
poem in longest long form style in history
now of humankind.. technically per se.. as
it will fit no where.. even if someone wanted
to publish an ocean whole
poem like that..
SonG oF mY
soUL and that
will never go on
sale.. anyway2.. that
entire poem is still growing
at the 721st Macro-Verse comprised
of many Micro-Verses.. and micro-micro
verses such as this very one i am writing
now that comprises all 17 poetic free verse
expressions that by the way are all in what they
term in poetry science as concrete forms coming
in chalices.. lamps… etc.. and even beyond word
forms.. in most all 3.3 million words plus now of
721 Macro-Verses whole in actually additionally
2 mirror blogs that entail that whole enchilada and
more all said and done now with somewhere around
1.5 million views of folks who venture in some of those
rabbit holes too.. and what i just did in 6 weeks as i write
an average of 180K words or so every 6 weeks now IS A
12 chapter Galaxy of such as pArt of that Universe whole
poem consisting of 12 Macro-Verses as additional metaphor
for chapters too.. at precisely 181,221 words as ending recent
on 11112016.. that is the 6th named Free verse novel of which
5 are like solar systems and galaxies along with planets of that
entire UniVerse of words too.. or perhaps Multi-Verses now as
Universes too.. anyway just some metaphors to help you understand
a stand in pArt of what’s going down for real.. and the instrumental part
in that 6 chapters was actually a cut and paste from a year ago
where you and i pursued a short Micro-Micro-Verse discussion
as part of Micro-Verse in regard to ISAIAH CHAPTER 53
in form of what i had
to say back to you
on John 14:12..
let’s just put it
this way with WiNks
per se.. tHeRe ain’t nothing
Luke warm about me.. additionally
completing 6450 miles or so of praise
dance in 39 months now too in all public
places in the Pensacola Metro Area where
folks literally in the general audience have named
me a legend of dance now.. little do they KnoW the
and it’s still
kinda hard to
put into words my
friend.. but since you
asked the least i could
do is do my best to provide
an answer from the holy spirit within..
as that continues to flow as streAm into
River as waves branch out to Ocean Whole more..
other than that
hope you had
a nice work-out..
as i just finished 33 reps
of leg pressing 1020lbs.. on
a very difficult parallel leg press
machine.. outdoing Marines
a third of my age at
twice as much
on that machine there..
with my arms raised in air..
like i said i am a witness for
God in all the gifts provided my friend..
including 66 months spent in literal hell
on earth with a condition named trigeminal
neuralgia experienced from wake to sleep like
someone drilling ear and eye without novocaine
and also named the suicide disease and literally
assessed in medical literature as worse than the
torture of crucifixion my friend.. anyway you are just
another friend on a very long trail my friend.. and i appreciate
you.. as everyone else who has provided all the inspiration i need
of grey beyond
RainBow colors too..
i must say you’ve been
much liGhter than many
places i’ve been.. as
been too many places..
i’ve missed at this point..
Bless you friend.. and sleep tight.. Lynn..
this ain’t just a dAm break.. it’s a TsUNaMi now..;)
NoW as ‘they’
saY it’s now
for A Karmic
eYe to come out
and play foR noW..
seriouSly like the shirt
says.. “Do You Even Lift”..;)
WeLL.. Yellow Boy iS at iT aGain..
studious bible study Cat he is
upon Katrina’s lap his
scholar.. Kat too..
hmm.. and today
the Yellow Boy draws
my attention to not only
Joshua Chapter one but also
Joshua Chapter two.. noting there
is actuAlly two spies in this parTicular
Bible pArt of WhoLe.. who are supported
by the good guy Joshua in charge.. hmm..
i suppose it’s now for another James Bond
as such song.. which one to use.. which one
to use.. i’LL sleep on that pARt whOle and figure
the rest of this ouT when morning comes on my
own version of Holy and Sacred R and R Thursday
Free all the way Free dance day and niGht activities..
to Rest and
ending the night’s
dance at yes.. the 135th
Dance Celebration week with aLL
the Kool College Age folks at
Old Seville Quarter iN P-Cola
Florida.. wHere even Pan can
see a portrait of an Arcadia MiLL..
on 120th Church Street as a lit uP
building too.. just a stone’s throw
or so.. from the Dance Hall
Grand with hundreds and
happy partiers in
Drink and SonG Bliss..
hmm.. beFore the next morn..
headache comes.. along with whatever
ends up toGeTher by the end of Bar niGht..
as alWays i’LL be going home allone WiTh GoD..
sAMe as iN the Dance Hall as Dance pARtner solo
and or wiTh a little help from my Dance FriEnds too..;)
Hello.. my friEnd.. Candice.. see.. told ya.. you would see me soon..
The evils of religion exposed here.. and surely
not limited to any one religion.. as they
tend to be practices of ignorance
over both reason and heart
when carried to the
these dark parts
of most religions
excluding a few like
Jainism do exist and the
evidence of the harm as these
books are interpreted as poetry to
justify the cruelest most heartless human
behavior one can imagine.. and perhaps one of the
dark positive aspects of the Trump Campaign in the U.S.. now..
is it brings to surface the evil that is contained in how the Christian
religion is practiced in the United States.. as both the Koran and the Bible
taken literally as interpreted as justification for dark evil.. can easily be used
to justify rape and murder and torture as we lEarn from histories.. too that are
in this present now.. and i have seen some of the most heartless acts of true evil
come out from the wood work of Christianity since this event that lay somewhat
hidden.. particularly.. out of the pulpit of the Catholic Church i attend that retains
a philosophy of love until it comes to the last pariah’s.. homosexuals.. and their rights
to life.. liberty AND the pursuit of happiness.. where laws protect all from the evil of
so-called modern religions IF THEY HAD THEIR WAY.. and folks who call themselves
Christians gloating over at least one woman’s accidental death hit by a car in the protests..
where you would think you were back at the Roman Gladiator events with folks gloating when
the Lion ate the so-called Christians who are those same Roman folks now who come to think they
have a free reign of hate now.. in evil ways.. emboldened by their new savior of dark.. it is days like
this where even i.. who likes to stick with light can appreciate a dark parody of the realities of the dark
of religion now like the
so-called modern satanists
an organization developed
to fight against a religion of
ignorance as it harms the free
will of humans.. not that i agree
with this approach but it does have
a certain place in the scheme of all
positive change in pointing out the
ignorance that is still so deep with real
evil now that harms others to the greatest
extremes in female gentile mutilation and
dowries in cases where young girls are forced
into non-conSENsual marriages in institutionalized rape..
Sociologists suggest that by the year 2050.. Muslim peoples
who are of the perceived less valuable part in terms of women
and homosexuals will have the same rights that the oppressed
and repressed have gained in the United States.. but as we can
clearly see from over here.. those elements.. if they had their way
would still oppress and repress people with the power of the state
in blood stained hands of killing heart.. here over in the United States..
of course.. i’m singing to the choir and i understand now.. human beings
are amazing creatures with great neuroplastic.. epigenetic.. and even placebo
potential in the power of change.. noW in regard to adaptation to the environment
they are placed for struggle.. in both belief of thoughts with the power of suggestion
and actually getting out there in toil of sweat and even blood to rise up to the physical
challenges of life.. it’s rather simple.. positive thoughts lead to positive actions when one
gets out there and makes the first word of SonG in emotional and sensory light and first
step of same liGht in DancE of liFe.. iN whatever way metaphors for that come in life.. but yes
there is the dark side too.. of doubt and fear.. and negative neuroplastic and epigenetic change
in response to a dark environment that leads to stagnation.. stress.. and chronic anxiety,.
fears.. where humans are more easily controlled for subjugation in anyway that comes by
a ruling class of whomever that may be.. down to a real scientific empirically tested reality
of A ‘Nocebo” in a real voodoo effect way.. one sees this with imaginary demons in church
related ways.. Jinn myths in Muslim Mosques.. the same with different names for a voodoo
devil in each religion too.. and sure they equate to human doubts and fears than can be
created as an actual dark and evil force inside by self-fulfilling prophecy
and seriouSly that is what most
of life ends ups being in the
long run my friend
generated within or
through force and coercion
of religion.. human beings are
gifted with great potential of light
in dreams of imagination and creativity
same.. but the nightmares as you highlight
so well here are equally prevalent in pockets
of the world today all around the world where fear
and ignorance still rules with those who would lead folks
down dark paths to control and subjugate them for reproductive
and materialistic gains.. selfishly as such.. with little to no empathy
and compassion for the other human beings at hand.. sure.. those with
vaginas and different sexual orientations perceived as the weaker ones
to be controlled with domination as such.. truly.. it all starts at the heart..
a fearless man without love can kill millions of folks.. same as a fearful man
with no heart and even some heart who iS in a position of power.. the same..
sure.. i shouldn’t say just man as woman can do this too.. even those folks with
alternate gender orientations as well.. but a person who has fearless love with
some smARt sprinkled in is the anti-dote to the evil in the world we see.. raising
these kind of folks is getting harder to do.. as the electronic devices of cOld heArt
have become the New Jesus and Muhammad and even parents too.. yes.. Gods exist
in screens of 4 inch scream.. and these Gods can be the ones who take empathy and
compassion in flesh and blood reciprocal communication away.. and create the future
yet to come..
it’s already happening
where the Roman Gladiators
are now the new Christians with
smart phones in world wide web
Colosseums that worship human
suffering in promoting ways.. it’s
disgusting but understandable also
as it is generated by the devil of fear..
there is a time and place for a Marilyn
Manson song.. but it too promotes violence
and i am not willing to go that far.. but for those
who can understand the deeper and truly relevant
meaning of it.. it’s worth a glance of what art is here for..
yes.. to save human heARt.. SpiRiT and SoUL.. and to point out
the hypocrisies where it might just save someone’s tangible soul…
orange as orange
has recently become
the new bLack sadly enough
over here in the U.S. in ways
of those who do promote evil
from the pulpits of ruling church..
we live in interesting days.. my friend
but interesting days can eventually lead
to positive change with enough cognitive
empathy generated to understand the differences
as well as the similarities that make life good instead
who are mutilated
and destroyed in
heart and soul..
who will keep the
evil cycle going with
dark eye souls.. of fear and hate..
nah.. cannot end this one with a smile..
just an endless ellipse of hopeful change…..
and for a song
perhaps now Shepard
of Fire will go great with this..
thanks for the inspiration.. was
looking for a way to say this.. early
this morning.. reading about ‘Jinns’..
and real life one’s too.. my friEnd.. now..
Hehe.. sure that was/is epic too but evil
inspires epic good too.. let’s hope..
from dARk.. too..:)
Oh.. yeah.. by A way..
the Katrina directed me
to take another photo of
the Yellow Boy.. and yes.. speaking
of this human and cat in holy and sacred
way is just another pARt of an overall book.. huh..
as Synchronicity continues to pour
in when one is in synch with the
master piece painting and theater
that is the art of GoD EyES and
eArs as expresSinG one’s bEinG
human.. anyway.. Yellow boy gets
up to Joshua Five before he too drifts
off in nap resting his head on book of
past lore and historical harm approaching
torture in male genital mutilation too.. chopping
off male foreskin on young adults with flint knives
to appease a practice as barbaric as what is practiced
in some Muslim countries wide spread still.. and sure.. practiced
here at birth at least
and not required for
young adult so-called
gentiles readying for
war with flint stone knives..
anyway.. fair and balanced is the
way i like to keep.. it… same atrocities
supported by the Christian full bible that
is practiced still in Muslim countries too.. the
source of that evil is the sacred text.. the practice
of that evil is in the actual harming of human beings..
it’s as simple as that harm is evil.. get it.. got it.. good.. or not..
as God lives within
and when you harm anything
you harm God.. it’s as simple as that..
time when you
must eat to make a living too….
a little respect
Indians did until
their respectful and
Loving relationship with
a real god of Nature is destroyed by a book….
Indian or not
in terms now of
wHole of/as Nature one..
as truly at core we are all
Indigenous Indians of God when
we remember where we come from..
what we are.. as grains of sand as UniVerse
“I’ve never seen a poltergeist retch before…..”
Hmm.. i just came from discussing this
elsewhere.. should be interesting
continues to flow
in siGht.. hehe..
anyWay.. i often find
a special synchronisitic
a causal connecting principle
of hidden psychological meaning
that is only applicable to me.. hehe..
as that’s how/why/does/way
it feels and fills
in the blanks of life
experience.. all naturale
per se.. with or without help
from the so-called conscious mind
in imaginary division of separation..
as modern word worshippers tend to
naturally do as that has become the focus
over sensing and feeling life moreover as
systemizing science of
yes.. like the
fAct that humans..
many of them can read
entire pages of books smoothly
as such.. with words of only the first
and last letter enclosed with gibberish
in the middle.. hehe.. haha.. more.. overall..
perhaps tHeRe is hope this way that at leASt
THOSE folks will understand what i am feverishly
saying as such as the stream continues to come
dam that dares
stand a flood of words like this..
iN Both dARk
and liGht way..
now back to poltergeist
as you free flow here.. for
whatever comes what may for
now.. my FriEnd gigoid.. who i hope
is enjoying his flesh and blood vacation of
of the flesh
human race too..
as that can be so much
fun too.. coming from two decades
of working as both helping out handing
out shoes and Manager of a Bowling Center
in Military style with over 100K folks then in flesh
and blood reciprocal social communication.. Ted
Danson i was literally compared to then.. too.. by
movie making Cheers
like memory of fun too..
where no time.. space.. or distance
exists in the movies of mind that never age..
funny.. for so long.. i didn’t realize that every one
cannot make High Definition full color movies of
their life experience true
hmm.. i can block
them out now.. they
use to FUCKING OVERWHELM
ME CONSTANTLY LIKE BEING IN
A MULTIPLEX OF FRANKENFRED HEAD..;)
“Is something VIOLENT going to happen to a GARBAGE CAN?”
— Zippy the Pinhead
Yes.. when human
cans this happens
and i can even provide
recent Facebook links that
provide empirical evidence
of this same age phenomena…
some folks call it MiNion humans
following the most deplorable and
despicable leaders currently known
to the world at hand.. by tHeir recorded
words and actions
technology tends to do..
the dirty laundry is all out for
fair and balanced perusal now..
and it is gonna take a mighty powerful
pressure washer to get that shit clean..;)
All i got is
A anotHeR water
drip of letters.. words..
photos.. songs.. other
videos.. symbolS and such
as that.. but if enough rain drops
get togEther sooner or later there could be a Hurricane of Love..;)
“ICONOCLAST, n. A breaker of idols, the worshipers whereof are imperfectly gratified by the performance, and most strenuously protest that he unbuildeth but doth not reedify, that he pulleth down but pileth not up. For the poor things would have other idols in place of those he thwacketh upon the mazzard and dispelleth. But the iconoclast saith: “Ye shall have none at all, for ye need them not; and if the rebuilder fooleth round hereabout, behold I will depress the head of him and sit thereon till he squawk it.”
— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”
a mirror in here..;)
“Power is an illusion; only stupidity is real.”
— Smart Bee
the reaLiTy sHow God of
the Christian Church comes
as Emperor and God same..
juST iN time for diSgrace..;)
“Anyone can sympathize with the sufferings of a friend,
but it requires a very fine nature to sympathize
with a friend’s success.”
— Oscar Wilde
for the success of others..:)
humanity.. my friEnd..:)
“If we can put the names of our faiths aside
for the moment and look at principles,
we fill find a common thread
running through all the
great religious expressions.”
— Louis Farrakhan, 1993
Faith is Love..
Three words is enough for me..
yeah.. the dArk side
exists too.. like we can’t see that.. huh.. clear now2..;)
“It may be bad manners to talk with your mouth full,
but it isn’t too good either if you speak when your head is empty.”
— Smart Bee
FucK all that shit..
dance and sing free verse inStead..;)
“Objective evidence and certitude are doubtless
very fine ideals to play with, but where on this
moonlit and dream-visited planet are they found?”
— William James
You can’t have
any desert until
The Little Boy and the Old Man
Said the little boy, “Sometimes I drop my spoon.”
Said the old man, “I do that too.”
The little boy whispered, “I wet my pants.”
“I do that too,” laughed the little old man.
Said the little boy, “I often cry.”
The old man nodded, “So do I.”
“But worst of all,” said the boy, “it seems
Grown-ups don’t pay attention to me.”
And he felt the warmth of a wrinkled old hand.
“I know what you mean,” said the little old man.
~~ Shel Silverstein ~~
I believe in god, I just don’t like him.
— Smart Bee
DArk as much
as liGht.. not easy
by any means
to Love iT aLL..
going to hell and getting
out makes that easy looKing
dArk end oF HeLL..
beFore what made liGht
greater than ever dARk LiGht now..;)
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.
If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
— Jesus Christ (Gnostic Gospel Of Thomas, Saying 70)
Wow.. a rather rudimentary and metaphorical.. expression
of what science shows is the real power of neuroplasticity…
epigenetics.. and the placebo effect now as the power of
positive thought in words of song and steps of dance in
just reflecting those positive thoughts/steps now..
yes.. cognitive behavioral
therapy mixed in with
to regulate emotions
and integrate senses same..
for greater focus and short term
working memory for much greater
will in cognitive executive functioning
in what Freud termed as human ego in
driving Executive Force.. managing that
ID of emotions and senses including sensuality
too.. with culture at hand as Super Ego.. in collective
ways of culture.. and what lives much deeper within as
genetic memory too.. as science is even starting to prove
that this IS A real deal of even rat potential behavior of looking
within.. all innately.. instinctually and intuitively too.. to exercise
the lessons lEarned by ancestors far far left behind in dust of death
did a real dude
named Yeshua or Jesus
actually say this before 40 years
of Oral Tradition in round table discussion
of middle east patch desert wandering and after
that when the literate Greeks picked out the parts of
Christian Sects ranging from beliefs of 1 to 12 Gods
and scribed it down.. and then.. it was copied by hands
in what modern biblical scholars suggest results now
in 3 to 4 hundred thousand mistakes both unintentional
and intentional by those who decide something deep
within says this is right instead of that so i’ll scribe
this for change to make this shit better than
before.. hmm.. well.. the fact is it is
what it is at this point
and that’s for sure..
if it makes sense
and feel for better go with
it the same way the folks who
scribed and copied and changed it
did in the first place then.. folks who
go to accredited divinity schools learn
this shit.. they just hide it from the
congregation as a real complicated
God who is harder to understand
in all ways dARk and liGht ‘tween
sHades of grey beYond rain
bow colors too now more..
in fuller comprehension
is much more
real work for
unpacking potential iN
DNA effect as environmental
struggle for positive change
along with same neuroplastic
impact of rewiring the brain and
body from neurons to trillions of peptide
connections in all cells of the body in neuro
chemistry way.. for positive liGht of sensations
and emotions same.. IS A lifelong process as sentient
star dust plus can even evolve in one life now toward liGht..
yeah.. with real life power of suggestion of prayer also kNoWn
as the Placebo
power of overall
power of suggestion
with words as tools as
guide posts as association
with positive emotions and
senses from head to toe..
yeah.. my friend
it’s a little
but the bottom
line is SinG and DancE
in positive liGht and liFe gets
better than worse most of the time now..
yep.. kinda like what the new Guardians
of the Galaxy of the Summer of ’17 iS
sTill gonna SinG/DancE.. in artful way.. hmm.. mixing
this shit in poetry/prose/free verse words/dance.. is juSt
aNoTheR Fredenstein way.. to gET soMe STuFF aCross..;)
SinG and DancE in Positive LiGht
Rock on noW iN Love..;)
Can we just say and do that
and ceremoniously ‘burn
all the evil books’..
to get reborn
and Baptized iN liGht of SonG and Dance..;)
or shall we just follow JTrump and his
minions into darker fear and hate..
*Darren calls back from
his man cave and
and just says.. FucK
Larry.. i’LL go my own way now..
with a little help of beWitching Katrina too..
“God is the immemorial refuge of the incompetent,
the helpless, the miserable. They find not only sanctuary
in His arms, but also a kind of superiority, soothing to their
macerated egos; He will set them above their betters.”
— H.L. Mencken
This is the most
i’Ve ever hEard
IF one sees God as NatUre..;)
“God made Man to his image and likeness,
and Man, being a gentleman, returned the compliment.”
Square one root
see God as
less or separate
BETTER THAN THIS WORD THInKING SHiT..;)
So.. in other words
if you see that quote
in this liGht it makes perfect
worKing and FeeLinG senSe..
i to say
or will for
of God Free..;)
“I find your lack of faith in the Force disturbing….”
— Darth Vader (Star Wars)
And this is true..
i find living in hell..
then.. believing in the dARk..
is better than believing in no Force aT aLL..
and that my
IS A lesson
that the Serpent
Sith Brain can surely
teach us for
for the next
now to survive..
bottom line of existence now..:)
And that my friend.. explains
the rest of the shit world wide
uP anD stiNKinG noW eXposed..;)
WeLL.. after all of this and that
and the other thing and this
again.. i feel it’s
now to slow
a bit.. hmm..
maybe.. and move
back to beauty and the beast..
as i so love Nature and believe
AM A bEast.. of GoD
now with my beautiful
Wife Katrina who never
ages and Ripley and Horatio
whether you wanna believe it or not
this fAiry tale is FucKinG isREaL noW2..
butt here’s the thing.. the wild and free Loves
fear ever wiLL.. be FReED..
And with that sAid wild and free
hoLy and sacRed Thursday R and R
activities continue.. culminating in just
another 135th Pan dance week at Old Seville Quarter
close to 120th Church Street and a portrait of Arcadia Mill..
with all the cool college age folks of course noW and innocent
Forest Nymphs as such or however they come even as beach as such..
hmm.. what else.. oh yeah.. and when i get close to 7000 miles of dance
or perhaps a little over and i celebrate a full 3 years of dance at Old Seville
Quarter as i suggested a couple of years ago about A forecast of 3172017..
Beauty and the Beast will also be coming to the big screen on that day too..
Saint Patty’s day.. i might add as Irish Spring of my Grandfather born
there and later catholic Priest and excommunicating from that
to make room for me too.. along with my Ghost dancing
Sioux ancestors and Cherokee Indian ones too
celebrating liFE as SpRinG comes forward….
a life iT iS
iN DancE and SonG..
as sure now is alWays
the beginning of spring ending
now always staRting more.. wHeRE
dARk and liGht meet iN sHades of
Grey.. yes.. to rainBow colors more
iN eYes of God isREal2..
oh yeah.. and have you
ever seen a candle
stick or a lamp
or a wedding
bell or even chalice
sing.. weLL.. the fAct is they
do and more than that here..
as A Holy Spirit iN form of Wild and
Hairy Essence moveS on free as the
essence oF A
Force Within.. FReED..
aka God or a blue turtle
choose the form of chalice you like
As Essence of Holy Spirit iS ReAL ForCe..
as words becoMe morE…