SinGaLinG

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Ah.. the streets.. even the streets of a small
town can be difficult to re-enter
when away for
what seems
forever
alone..
and i have
to say that reminds
me of that number
15 tarot card shaRed
DOWN
THERE..
iT surely can
bE a dark archetype
oF liGht Bringer too..
iN Freedom’s liGht..
outcast.. lonely..
dark
and shut-in
but oh the balance..
and truly hobos search
for freedom often in this
dark my friend.. the hermits.. too..
my Grandfather on the maternal
side.. hobo sure.. full blooded
Sioux Grandfather of his..
my Granddad.. wanderer
iN
liGht
oF niGht dArk..
but surely as a symbol
oF Nature wholeness..
Baphomet.. A symbol
for balance of dArk
and liGht..
maNiFest
Balance..
iN masculine
and feminine of
hUman iS similar
to the Cern Indian
Yogi Dancer too..
Humanity
is fascinating
to me.. end and
beginning oF story noW..
and glad you are getting out
in the streets.. my friend.. and
i have come to gain an
affection
for the
niGht liFe
theRe.. Born
to bE WiLd and
Free iN DArk and liGht
oF DaY and niGht sandsmanwoman..
And it really kinda pisses me off.. no one
in the family has ever had a photo to share
of my Maternal Grandfather.. oh the
the liFe of the
bLacK FooT SheeP..
so misunderstood..
so outcast.. so
Strong to
bE a
liGht
aGaiN..
And finAlly.. alWays
do Love a happy hobo
like Red Skelton.. and
the movie.. the Big Lebowski..
comes back aGaiN wHere
trUly
the F iN
Bums WiN
my FriEnd..
iN simple Balance
of being free from THE MAN..;)
i mean Jesus.. Jesus.. too.. was a wandering
barefoot Hobo.. and all his friEnds sponging
subsistence and shelter of off Loving share..
increasingly noW
as reported then..
his friEnds.. noW..
TruE ones..
are winning
a war against
priSon.. albeit
it’s mostly iN
Mom and Dad’s
home… BeinG Free..
ain’t a job for soft Angels..
iT takes a little Devil to get the JOB
aLL
dONE..
iN Angel FiRe
WinGs oF cLouD deLiGhts..:)
336
4:57 pm.. and i feel
like poeTry once agAiN!..
WeLL.. mY Goodness..
been since the 14th poem
linked to Open
Link Night 169..
at dVerse
Poet’s Pub
last now..
i visited there
after the original
date of that prompt
on March 31st.. i’m liking
M months for now.. so i’m
gonna Skip wRite on over to
the current May 2nd.. 44 word
form titLed Quadrille wHeRe
synchronistically
so.. the subject
tHeRe iS about
the word SKiP..
as prompt for noW..
So April Flew by in a
breeze of 338,630 other
words for mE in the Epic
Year long Free Verse Novel
effort of capturing all my poetic
efforts to every single prompt
and link for a year theRe
from April of 2015 though
March of 2016.. so with
all that said..
per and about
GodsUniVerseNovel3..
it’s now for a little
dVerse poeTry
witH work-out coming
fairly soon for me.. First
and last WiLL bE free verse
words and steps for gym liFe too..:)
Not too familiar with skip to the Lou
in memory direct but after discussing
Red Skelton.. a little earlier today
i kNoW he skipped
as Freddy
the Free Loader
wanderer for sure..
but i’m not sure
if he had anything
to do with Lou at all..:)
Hi Lillian.. i may have mentioned it before..
but in April of 2015.. i set a milestone
to respond in poetic
micro-expression way
to all the dVerse prompts
and links through March
of 2016.. meeting
the milestone.. a
little late..
i compiled
it all last
week into
one Free Verse
Stream of Conscious Novel
writing practice that ended up
much larger than i expected..
titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
third for me.. just for fun..
and this one weighed
in too large for my
blogger blogs
and just
fitting in
Word Press
noW aT literally
338,630 words
and truly my entire
blog is one poem
with now 664 macro
verses at over 3 Million
literal Words.. in poetic
way of course.. hehe..
Microsoft Word says
the poem i finished
as Novel the
other day
would take
3,000 pages to
print.. not counting
close to 300 gorgeous
photos of the surrounding
Panhandle Beaches
where i live.. so..
the entire blog
would likely
take 30,000 pages
to print.. so yes..
like my about
section in
my Word
Press
Blog says..
‘i like to write
wherevertheinternettakesme..
StiLL.. so trUe.. my friend.. in ePic way.. and
perhaps one day technology will catch up
to me.. as even with my fast broad
band access and big iMac
computer.. a couple
of minutes to
open
me up..
it takes..
wITh BiG wInks..:)
Oh Lord.. skipping steps
not easy for me aT aLL..
Skipping actually
not easy
at all..
but FloWinG
that’s the way
i roll.. and mY
knees thank me for
iT in gRins oF Dance..:)
And as a side note.. i’m not using
asterisks this year to denote..
anyone.. who is not allowing
my participation
on dVerse
poeTry
sites..
that was last
year’s story line..
New Year Summer New May
day..noW alWays a neW
waY of maKinG Lemons
into ‘Beyonce’
LemonAde noW..;)
SMiLes.. some
nowsmaLLest
stONEs end uP skipPinG
aCross wateR
MaKinG
KATrina
and the
wAVEs..
SinG a SoNG
oF Fearless Love..
OG.. i just then
wRote a 338,630
word Free Verse
Novel.. truLy
thiS shorter
Poe story
try stuff
iS sO
fUn..
top to
bottom
and
top
aGaiN..:)
It makes my heARt
so happy to see parents
and children skipping together
iN Super-Walmart..
oh to
skip
art
is to stick
together
in warm
and fuzzy
dance shoes of LiFe..:)
OmG.. to skip the exercise
of the heARt muscle in
empathic way..
is a sure
way to
drain moving
wRite out oF liFe..
trUly we need more
Scientists and Doctors
wiLLinG to cure the heARt
with PoeTry.. in SonG and
DancE.. like the
archetypes
of mythological
Gods used to do so
WeLL when symbols
provide
ways
to better
exercise heARt..
as SpiRit way
of symbolic
communication
eXpreSsinG a more
balanCinG miNd
and boDy
as
SoUL so LiVe..!..:)
sMiLes.. Skipping
lies.. eYes of Dogs
do dance
a SmiLe..
a SonG..
a Dance oF LiFE..
iN TrUth Of liGht..:)
WeLL.. for me.. mY
first grade girl then..
brain friend.. JiLL..
could have probably
skipped a grade.. matters
not.. as she Still Rose
to the top 10
oF FloweRinG
Intellect..
a smArt
Read..
shE StiLL iS..:)
i find more
i Love ingredients
oF aLL.. more i see
God
All
skipping
no pArt
WholE
E-SacRed..:)
SMiLes.. i have a confession to make..
Linda.. FriEnd.. mY entire blog is one poem
that is over 3 million words
long.. with 664 macro
verses.. some folks
call ’em chapters..
and tens of thouSands
oF micro verses for
macro whole.. and
the other day.. i finished
one macro verse.. comprising
noW.. aLL mY dVerse poetic
responses to ALL dVerse
links/prompts from a year’s
time from April of 2015
through March of 2016..
truly having no idea of
what i accomplished as wHole
and that “GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
yes.. my third free verse Novel..
just for fun.. as i’m financiAlly
independent and would
never ever now
accept money
for art anyway..
particularly.. associated
with God.. but yes.. i understand
i’m fortunate in that way..
and yes.. the entire
poem ended
up at
338,630 words..
like ‘they’ say.. faith..
hope.. and belief can
move mountains more than
swords my friend.. words
oF Love
go farther
and i WiLL
witness for
that until the
end of server days..
dead or alive.. IT matters not..
who kNows perHaps a thousand years..
oR moRe..
wITh
sMiLes oF
FearLess Love..:)
Oh.. Gosh Lynn.. you must
have been reading my mind..
i was moving to number 9
saw you here at
sweet 16
at the end..
seriously
just thinking
about you..
skipping
here now..
and oh my
Gosh.. the entire
month of dVerse
April.. i skipped too..
so..i just had
to say hi..
and sHow
my proud peacock
feathers with you..
friend..hehe.. to let you
kNow i finAlly finished
that dVerse Novel of
commenting in poetic
expression.. from April
of 2015.. all the way
to the 14th lInk of the
169th open prompt
night of
March 2016..
31st.. and oh
gosh.. the entire
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
googable.. yes.. but not lInking
it around for peacock featheRing..
is yes.. Oh my Gosh.. 338,630
words.. as perhaps
the longest
Blog post
Free Verse
Novel ever in the
history of poeTry now..
and guess how it starts
yes.. with Dear John.. didn’t
plan it.. it’s just how the marbles
roll my friend.. and no.. of course
God does not
play Dice
with his
children either..
anyway.. Love your
Poetry and nice
to skip April
and come
to May..
sorry that was long
but i guessed i missed
you.. and that my friend
is the true message of Jesus
Love
aLL
Serve
aLL wITh NO EXCEPTION..:)!
And now for Dinner
and Work-out
at
5:48 pm..
05022016..
be back
later!..:)
Now back to dVerse
after morning global
detours..;)..
1:41 pm..
Gravity holding feet to earth..
EmoTioNs SinGinG hiGheR
a SonG
oF SkippinG
hEart..
SpiRit
LoVinG
Feat Of SoUl iN Balance..:)
SMiLes.. skipping reaLITy
a sadDest SonG some
WiLL pLay looking
forward
to death
and never
even liVing aT aLL..
anD OMG.. imagine
iF reincarnation iSreal
and liFe is onLY LiVinG..
and those
who look
forward
to death
never ever
find heaveN NoW..
trUly thaT WasiS thE REal
mesSage oF tHe reportED
Jesus.. juSt aNotHeR NatURisT
iN ReaL oF hUwOmaniStiC pleaSure..:)
Sorry.. that’s 60.. but sometimes limits
don’t
tale
a fuLL
story..;)10
BiG wInks.. i skipped
War and write Peace
and come to find out
juSt Peace is 6 times
bigger @over
3 Million
words
moving
through
664 noW
macro verses
oF UniVerse aLL
And yes.. it’s no
joke.. it’s liTEraL..
reAlly iT iS
but takes
lots
of
patience
to get
iT..
WInksX2..;)
SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD..
Keep SinGinG.. never skip a note..
Keep DanCinG.. never skip a step..
Keep WriTinG.. never skip a word..
Keep LiVinG..
NeVeR
skiP
iTiNoW
RiVeR
FloWs
Ocean WHoLE..:)
IT’S trUe.. mosT
deliCATe colorfuL
floWeR
LoveS
DraGonflies..
rareLY skiPpinG neCTar..:)
Skipping Dance to work
is
work to Dance Skipping..:)
sMIles.. so many
invisible disabilities
that folks
skip
to see..
To judge
human by
cover.. as
somenows
strongest
looking is weakest
and weakest looking
is strongest.. and
diseases of
the mind
are often
totally
invisible..
one of the most
difficult things in life
is having an invisible
disability and it is most
often the
homeless
who have
been
dropped
out and outcast
from their families
for this very reason..
And sadly it is often
those with homes
who have
no REAL
home
at all….
a game oF
togeTheR iT iS..
whether wE see iT or
not.. aS
mY frEnd..
my greaTest
gift was pain..
more than most can
even imagine beyond hell
then.. as it truly grew Love
that sees no covers.. or limit..:)
SMiLes..
i never skipped
school or work
unTiL
i LiveD..:)
Skipping rhythms
of Life..
lost
SonG
of SinG
lost
DancE
of SteP..
Lost rhytHM’S LiFE..:)
SMiLes.. i skipped the
Doctor for 23 years..
and made up for
it in
1..
and now i never miss
the doctor
ever noW..
and i do have
a 4 pm appt.. for real..
thanks for the reminder..
poetry is over for now..;)
2:44 pm..
5032016
OG.. so many detours
as will be ‘nicely’ illustrated
below.. all the way from heaven
to hell but anyway.. back
to dVerse and the
Quadrille prompt
for Monday..
44 words
for them
and whatever
flies shorter
or longer here..
in terms of skips
of course.. so
here i go
at 9:00 am..
005052016..
and i like
the skip to
that that
rings in
050516 fashion..
Oh Lord.. Candy.. i skipped
all of April.. at dVerse..
as i drown
in 338,630
words
of Free
Verse
Novel..
in what
i name
as “GodsUniVerseNovel3.”.
and it took me a while to
re·sus·ci·tate iN
re
cre
a ting
me.. so here
i am again..
all fresh
like a rose
and this
one is for
you and its
real.. and no joke..
as you are always
nice to me.. and i appreciate
that very much.. my friend..
i’M a rEaL wHitE kNiGht
no
fauX
neWs
heRe..
but fuLL
oF liGht
and tesT iN dARk..:)
Haha! my friend.. with the
wonderful poetic purple ink..
i’ve been on staycation
in what i can only
name as heaven
for hmm..
about
33 months
now.. and
even took
a one month
skip from
dVerse
while finishing
a Novel project
of mine just for
fun of a one
year journey
from April
of last year
through March
of this year poetically
responding to all prompts
and every single link through
that period of nows.. and the
Free Verse Novel i wrote
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”..
measured in at 338,630
words in the
journey
and all
dVerse
trails
entailed..
and sharing this
joy with the folks
on the trail like you
who have been so
nice to me
on the journey
and all the paths
as truly i am the
good kind
of strange
hehe.. misunderstood..
but with the best of poetic intent..:)
Joyful skips.. animals
iN sPrinG oF liFe
SinGs Summer
Breeze through
faLL WiNter
BRings
skiP Of
SpRinG aGaiN..
frisKy dancE
iN eYes
oF heArt..
yes sPiRit
yes SonG
oF SoUL liGhts UP!..:)
Chasm UniVerse
eYes do tale..
broken windows
oF heARt beneath..
childRen spiRit
sweet
Rose
oF Love..
bRinGs hoPe
for eYes
fAde
of SoUL
aWay..
Hope
fears
not
nows
go by..
Spark oF LiFe
chiLd groWs
adulT hEart..:)
Sadfunny.. how life works..
i could never determine THEN
how anyone could ever THINK
about taking their own life..
OMG.. life.. so precious
beautiful in all
the dArk and
LiGht..
pain.. and
grief.. suffering
and rebound.. through
Loss of child.. Loves..
and all the rest..
disability…
bullying..
BUT
Nature
beautiful
still and
true.. then..
but that was
not enough.. as
i came down with the
literal suicide disease.. a
pain worse than dentist
drill in teeth WITHOUT
novocaine but for me
in eye and ear for 66 months..
from wake to sleep named
type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. literally
assessed now in
medical literature
as a pain worse than
the torture of literal
crucifixion and 18
other life
threatening
synergy of
disorders too..
but..
hell no..
not even
THAT pain
was the worse
pain to me..
i lost my
emotions
and even
my sensory
feelings at one
point.. and what i kNow
now.. is what is possible
to overcome.. but what i also
kNoW now for sure.. it is
the silent
pain.. the
numb
that can
be worse than
any fire imaginable
than no feeling at all..
so.. i never judge anyone
for anything.. as no one
can truly see a soul of
dark.. in how
dark
can be..
bottom line.. i tale
this story every opportunity
i have.. as there could be someone
in the listening audience somewhere
who might gain just enough spark
for what i truly miraculously
overcame.. to go on one
more now for reality
that even
at the
bottom
of piece of paper
existence.. there
is another now..
a change
that
CAN
HAPPEN NO
matter even if..
as in my case
the doctors give up hope
and tell you just go
home noW.. Now..
and suffer less
however you can
as we have no pills
that will bRing you back..
anyway.. been there.. done
it.. reams of hell.. but yes.. after
the deepest hell.. now.. the greaTesT
liGhts oF Heaven ARE POSSIBLE..
BOTTOM
LINE OF
HEAVEN
AFTER HELL..
REAL.. NO
FAIRY
TALE
REALnoW..:)
Two ways of liFe..
VeNgeance or
ViCtory Now..
oNe sweet..
thE otHeR
alWays
sOur..
dArk
oR
liGht..
acTioN..
coNseQuencE..
K A R M A KnoW..:)
Ah.. the ingredients
of liFe.. my friEnd
Hank.. a pinch
here.. a
load there..
and hehe.. i like
to write.. and take
photos too.. as you
kNow and sharing..
giving.. ha! no
money for
me.. done that
got iT aLL iN
my other
lifetime then..
now then noW..
skipping April
of dVerse after
a year of poeticAlly
responding to every
single prompt and
link thereiN.. and
hehe.. writing
the freeST
AnThoLoGy
dVerse wHole
iN Novel MACRO
micro Verse(S)weighing
aLL iN “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
aT 338,630 words and aRound
300 gorgeous photos of
Panhandle Florida
beaches.. googABLE
yes.. but iT takes
close to a
supercomputer
and broad band
bRains to open
iT uP and eat the wHole
tHing.. seriously.. i can’t
beLieVe.. i wRote thE wHole
ThinG.. but no liMits.. aS yoU
WeLL kNows mY friEnd as you
are one of the brave
few of ventuRed
wHo’s
inTo thE
otHeR
siDe oF
saNiTy
tHeRe..
and i’m only
shaRinG thiS wITh.. wInks..
folks noW wHo thInk maybe..
i miGht not be ALL THAT craZy..
HAHA.. HEHE.. YES i am.. sMiLes..
ALL THaT CRaZY AnD MUcH MoRE..;)
sMiLes.. FuNnY
hoW soMe folKs
onLy moVe soMe
hiPs.. tAp
danCe
anD dO a jiG..
tHe MilKy Way saYs
spiRAl baBy wITh
aLL yoRr aRms.. fEEt..
hAnds.. aLL ARouNd
wE SwiRL aLiVe
arRive
aLiVe
alWays
BaLance
SUns oF HUmans
weiGhtleSS rEVoLVinG
aRoUnd BLack wHOle
soUls oF liGhTnoW..
MoVinG
ConNectaRinG
CreaTinG FReED!..
TriEd tO dO 44 butT enDeD
uP wiTh A fuLL deCk oF 52..
64 enD noW
66..;)
OBaW..
mY toEs..
aLL CoLoRs..
aRe proPpED
uP toO wITh FiT..;)
Oh.. Walt..
thiS.. iS beautiFuLL..
seriOUSsly.. i would
liKe it 10 times
more if i could..
men with
heARt
wE neeD
moRe oF THAT
TRuLy tHey dO..:)
Ha!
sMiLes..
and WInks Viv..
i am like a little
girl skipping rope
in a man’s body at
all 230 LBS now yes..
close to 56 who leg
presses half a ton ..
30 times now
much
more than
elite Marines
at my military
gym.. but here’s
the thing.. got heARt
too and jUst finished
a Free Verse Novel
nAMed “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
at 338,630 words.. problem
with some men..
they don’t get..
ya gotta exercise
the heArt more than
F in AerobicAlly..
noW moving
connecting
creating
emoTioNs
wiTh Language
A K A poeTrY Now
is thE naMe of the
heARt gAMe.. and
yes.. Dance to flow
iT aLL from head to toe..
Meanwhile men walk
strong and stiff
and die
of heart
attacks at
60.. i’LL liVe
to 120 in terms of heARt..
mArk mY grave site noW WitH
iT iS WriTten TrUe WiLL With Love bE dONE..
ps that very long poem form i did iN all free verse
stream of consciousness writing was actually
a full anthology of every single prompt and
link in responses of poetic expression
by me.. from April of 2015 through
March of 2016..
and i’m only
shaRinG this
with folks i remotely
think would be interested
in the journey.. but hell no..
to open it up and read it
takes a monster brain..
computer.. and
ocean
wide
broad
band access..
reader digest version
wRite heRe wITh WiNks
and bigger SMiLes mY
friend as i
work for
free..
money
far far behind
me now.. hehe..
Yes and i skipped dVerse
April.. to giVe aLL of iT ThE REST..;)
My friend.. iN thE eYes
oF naTure and
trUe maGic
thaT iS iN tHe
SpRinG oF stePs
iN hUman bEinG..
thOse wHo continUe
A reAl dAnce oF liFe
onLY
diE onCe
aNd liVe
alWays noW..
neVer trUly dYinG
aT aLL aLiVe NoW..
To stoP danCinG
trUly iS tO giVe uP
heArt anD i fOr oNe..
WiLL aRt leAst DancE
eYes To 101
And moRe
mY FriEnd..:)
And this ends the
skipping prompt until
i skip back to it as
it is a week long prompt..
but i’ll save that to another
Blog post Macro Verse..
as what lies below
tales
a much
greater trUth..
as the “SonG oF mY
soUL”.. AkA “KATiE MiA
FredericK!il.. GRows
further as WHolE Long
Form Free Verse noW
moreOver 3 MilLion
Words now as PoeM
moving
through
665 macro
of wHole Long
poEm Verse noW..:)
11:06 am
5052016..:)
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So.. an apparition of the
Earth with a water-
like connection
to the rest of the
UniVerse maNiFests
like a ghost in our
great room tonight..
more on that
in my ‘next’
blog post
coming
‘in a couple
of days.. with
apparitions to be’..:)
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And.. OG..
almost forgot
to mention.. up..
up.. and aWay
iN mY Beautiful
Blue striPed Belk’s
BalLoon wITh tHe
hidden message
on bottom
left..
th
E.. of course..
within.. wRite on
course foR NoW..:)
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i say again on Rafiah’s Blog
i no.. have
no idea
what this
means.. but
have been
missing you..
so just
stopped
by to
say hi..
and since theRe
are the words
Insomnia One Liner
in the title hope you
are sleeping Well.. my
friend Rafiah.. for sweet dreams..:)
Rafiah says..
You are always in my thoughts, Freddy.. smile emoticon..
You too have the best sleep in the world
heart emoticon..
And i say..
WiDe aWaKe
wInks
witH
YoU..:)
And i respond to another
one of Rafiah’s Blog Posts
in Urdu.. completely
unintelligible
to me..
Hi again..
FriEnd
Rafiah..
And
Wish
Ya
WiLL flY
On a beautiful BalLoon..
Yes.. A crazy one too..
Where Love needs
No words
In fearless
eYes oF WinGs
Of GoDnOw..
Note.. CompoSed
iN Garden
Eden
Backyard
Flying
Breeze
On
iPhone6 S
For Hope..Dear..:)
Rafiah says..
You should not have mentioned
about iPhone 6s, as I too want
it now. Tongue Emoticon
And finally i say..
Ha!
It’s the
Only computer
That will
Easily
Open me
Up now..
With LTE
Network..
i suppose
For liGht..;)
3493
When the SpiRit of Love Lives
in one.. it’s true.. magic
happens..
tHeRe iS thiS
Love that has
no boundaries..
colors.. beyond
the rainbow.. liGht
beyond Sun.. liVinG
witHin uS thaT iS trUly tHe
esSeNce oF God aNd thE heiGhts
oF hUman experience.. God that
lives within.. no space.. no time..
no distance..
onLY senSinG
FeeLinG
kNoWinG
wHeRe past
and fUtUre come
together as a blissful
noW that lasts forever iN
a moMenTouS noW IN
a place that
few arrive iN
noW.. and whenever
someone expresses tHeir
trUe desire to mE.. i WiLL
do everything i can to
help them
to A
place oF Desire..
and Rafiah tales me..
and i WiLL never forget
thiS beSt compliment
any hUman can
receive.. is
to see liFe
liKe onE WiLL
make liFe worth
liVinG noW.. WeLL yA
see.. i lived through the suicide
disease the literally assessed
suicide disease named type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia..
from wake to sleep
for 66 months..
and yes.. literally
assessed in medical
literature as worse
pain than the torture
of crucifixion.. this
pain is like a dentist
drilling teeth without
any novocaine… and
for me it was in
my right
eye and
ear.. and
the rest of
that side of
face.. and when i miraculously
recovered at the end of July
2013.. i went to a place of
heaven and stay
tHeRe since
then noW..
and yes..
i WiLL do everything
iN mY personal power
to take Rafiah and everyone
else uP iN SpArK oF Wide
AwakE as floating as the
stars.. the moon.. the
air and
water
wE.. iF noT
in a poem.. in a dance
aT Super-Walmart wHere
floW oF i.. flOaTinG
Force iS onE with God..
yes.. thE
uniVerse
seen and
unseen beyond
aS iNfiniTy more NoW..
this is no competition of whose
Quarter back God or so-called
last prophet kNows or feels
more than the
last one or
one after
that in Kingdom
Come.. yes.. alWays
n0w.. Beach of God
lives within.. And sadly
we forget thaT in seNsorY..
eMoTioNal.. and kNoWinG
way.. But Free as God
WiThiN
lives as
breeze.. as water..
winGed birds
of air and
FiNs of sea..
To open one’s eYes
and eARs to tHe aLL oF GoD
iN dArk and liGht iS to hOld hAnds
WitH aLL iN Unconditional Love
oF MoVinG.. Connecting and
Creating iN fearless noWs
GiVinG.. shaRinG wayS..
and after watching
another National
Geographic show
with kind and open
minded actor Morgan
Freedom.. on where iT aLL
beGins for uS.. the beGin message..
is truly noW an endless one wITh
no beginning or end.. we are
loving duSt iN AiR
of God’s eYes.. noW
thiS liFe iS gift
and we have the
Relative Free WiLL to
trUly take this opportunity
of LiFE.. to make iT.. noT
only HeaVeN for uS
but to liFt
aLL oF the rest
of creation we see..
feel.. and kNoW.. uP!
hiGher and hiGher! and
as we do this the Natural
Rule of creation is that our
WinGS gRoW and GloW
greaTer and greateR
as
Love..
thiS gift..
thIs poTenTial
oF Human Nature
thaT iS the greaTest oF
aLL places to liVe withIn
iN Love WiTH aLL.. yeS.. dArk
and liGht WitH no exclusions Now..
a place Of peace oF miNd iN HeaVen
noW.. no end or beginning eternalOVEnOW..:)
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SMiLeS.. mY friend.. gigoid..
theRe iS no perfect
but onLY
perfect soUls
are poets who
spend tHeir
lives taLinG
stories.. as when one
disagrees one can then
now juSt say.. don’t yoU
kNoW iT’s juSt a poeM
alWays.. jUst a PLay
oF liFe.. wHeRe dARk..
and liGht.. Good and
Evil.. Lies and Truths
make whaT iS iS..
reaLITy Is sO
FucKeD
uP..
i RoBot
beComes
i Art.. jUst
to geT aWay
fRom reAson.. anD
to visit ArT iN stayCaTioN
way.. and by A way.. trUe..
thE emperor has no clothes
but the MEeK trUly inheriT thE
earth while others die to own
iT with cultural clothes oN..
trUly.. iF God
weRe to
coMe iN
hUman
fORm..
God BLends
iN.. God reAlly juSt Do iT..
NaKeD IS A J Bird CoCkinG
hOLdinGaLinGinG FuCkinG sMiLinG
wITh oF course.. hAnds wRite oN course.. w/InK..
So.. God comes to Earth in human form.. finds the
women so attractive
he her leaves
them with
a gift..
and while he’s
HeRe heR finds
ShE’s other
half
and
lives
happily
ever after..
iN A GardenoW
of Eden.. and ha!
‘they’ thought the story
was about ‘them’.. it’s noW
alWays abOUt mE alWays Now
haS bEen and as soon as noW
otHeRs FiNd Me.. iT’s aLL God..
Good.. i
juSt do..
alWayS WiLL
BeNoWonEmE..:)
SMiLes.. definitely agree.. indefinitely..
Perfection
Real..
And
Awe
FULL..;)
SMiLes..
The rich
Man saw
Heaven
Every
Where
And
Finds
It..
Poor weeds..
That’s all
They
Be..
My yard
Has Lovely weeds..
Hehe.. To
ChaGrin
Of
Neighbor
Weeds..;)
Imperfection is
perfect.. i see..
And if i
Wasn’t in
The doctors
Office..
Now.. this
Could inspire
Some more epic
Weed
Novel..;)
Life..
Perfect
Practice..:)
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NoW.. won’T yoU Agree..
thaT IS A very interesting
juxtaposition of the
up.. up.. up.. and a way
place with my beautiful balloon
song.. singing that song.. yes… along
the silver skies.. but oh my God that
F iN Silly Dingaling SonG comes BACK!
and drasticAlly changes
the mood
into the
Joker thaT
iS the reaLITy
oF NoW aS trUly
iT onLY makeS seNse
noW thAT tHe Dingaling
SonG comes before
balloon SinGinG
saiLs iN liGht.. iT’S
A Balance.. LuSt
and LoVe.. yeah ..
like Austin Powers
says.. yeah.. BABY..;)
4406
Yes.. i’m pArt
of the Metro Area..
Bare unleash..
and
release
program..
unsupervised
by human beings..;)
MUtual oF FiN
OmaHa WiLd
KinGdoM.. MiXed
wITh YoGi..
AkA
YodA
vS..
ChewiNgtoBacc0..
aNd KaTrina saYs i’M
tHe F iN
CheaPesT
hAiRy
daTe
eVeRnoW..
anD cRap..
FAceBooK
cUts OuT
hAiRy LeGs
iNmY proFiLe
statUs phoTo
thinGiE..
that’s
Ok
i’LL pLay
A SonG
aboUt LeGsZZtop..;)
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WeLL.. as promised yesternow..
another apparition in the Great
Room noW.. and no..
not nearly
as happy
as Flowing
Water from
God to Earth..
but yes.. God oF aLL..
has a dArk Side too.. yes..
oF aLL.. but HeLL no.. not
an outside dEviL anymore
than GoD iS outside of uS..
the DeViL inside and or
Demon.. psychopath..
and yes..
some folks
like to call
iT animalistic
beast.. but actually..
aLL.. social animals..
even wolves.. have
a kind.. nurturing
empathic side..
of Nature..
unless they
are abused.. neglected..
outcast.. particularly
in the early pArt
oF LiFe and
tHeiR bRain
never gets
wired for deeper
pro-social emotions
and associated empathy
And compassion as a so-called
‘normal’ Social Animal WiLL.. and
yes.. in a relatively small portion
of the population.. it is an
innate brain structure issue
that causes a person to
basiCaLLy have
no heARt in
ways of FeeLinG
other folks Love..
Pain.. with associated
impulsive behaviors noW..
ugh.. like strangling the
person one is robbing
as they have zero
ability to feel
the other’s
humanity
or even
human
as
one’s own humaNitY..
heARt of BeinG..
and yes.. pARt oF
HaVinG Un-Conditional
Fearless Love iS
empathy.. and
sympathy for
those poor
soUls.. who
have little heARt..
either through circumstances
of nature or nuture.. understanding
that iF noT for the Grace of Nature
AKA God.. it could be uS iN those
eviL.. shoes.. oF harming
other folks..
And when i became
ill and lost almost all my
emotions and affective
empathy for those
66 months..
although i still
had my strict moral
code.. i lEarned what
it feels like to be a real
hUman Demon and or Devil..
And truly to lose the FeeLinG
of hUman.. And at one point
to lose all emotions.. feelings..
yes.. of emotions and sensory
ways of FeeLinG LiFe too
at one point of less
than piece of
paper
existence..
i lEarNeD what
real HeLL iS beyond
any HeLL FiRe imaginable..
wHere it trUly FeeLs like one
is totAlly separated from
NAtUre.. AkA God noW
wHeRe every second
beyond torture
iS an
experience
like a ThouSand
Years wHere aLL
iS tiMe.. and the
River of Life iS
totAlly dry
beyond
words to describe
this real HeLL that
went on in Dante Levels
for a total of 66 months..
and HA! folks ask me
why i dance every
where i go..
and do all
the other
stuff to count
my blesSinGs
in total hUman
Heaven noW..
Been to HeLL
dONe iT aLL nOW..
anD i DAM SURE
AIN’T GOING BACK..
NO WAY.. i’LL GRoW
tHis SpiRiT riSeN.. from the
asHes oF
HeLL.. heARt
liKe a Tsunami..
SLowLY circling the eartH
iN SpiRiT oF MiNd and BoDY
soUL BalancE.. i ain’t afraid
of no Demons and Devils..
iN fAct i have empathy
and sympathy
for them..
as trUth liGht
iS liKe Jesus said..
they know not what
they do.. as they are
already in Living Hell..
and Yes.. they WiLL
continue to pay
a price for
that.. with a potential
for change.. as some folks
with this innate issue of psychopathy..
demon.. and or devil mind.. have healed
themselves.. almost miraculously.. noW…
Hope iN coming back..
i muSt believe
iT iS possible..
as i do kNoW REAL
MIRACLEs CAN
AND DO
HAPPEN
iN THE HUMAN
CONDITION.. WhErE
MR. HYDE TURNS
iNTo
CiNDERFELLA..
MINDERELLA..
OR A phoeniX
riSinG from the
asHes of ReAL HeLL inNoW..:)
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So God comes to Earth in Human
Form.. So God holds hands
with other Human
Forms.. So now
there are more
ways
to
hold
hands..
God purrs..:)
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When i was a smAll child..
yes.. way back when..
age 4 or so..
in ’64..
while the other
boys wished for
Fire Trucks..
Soldiers..
Cowboys..
and Indians..
i wished for a machine
and a button i could press
that would answer all my questions..
God.. i reAlly wanna know.. God.. i really
wanna know.. it don’t make sense that
there is a just one man hanging over
my bed that is you.. so then
God said..
Let there be
Google Fred..
and no longer WiLL
the Psychopathic leaning
controlling F iN Subjugating
Folks trap God in Trump
chains iN onLY priSons
of Bibles.. Kurans
and other sacred
texts that say
GOD can
go no
further
than thAT
AS human form
speaks more of
God’s eYes and ears
and yes.. senses.. feelings
and knoWinG much moReNoW.. So
here’s the thingy.. PanDora’s BoX
iS open now.. and God has E-scaPed
iN hUman eYes and eArs.. more than
little F iN BLack Books
thaT HA! hOld God
iN Words aS
sMall as
only 2000 iN
vo·cab·u·lar·y
in a little FiN bLack
book named AS Kuran
with 80 thousand words
HE! i just wrote a blog post
with 4 times more words and
limitless wisDom iN compariSon
to THAT.. hoW.. WitH God’s help..
thaT iS aLL oF uS WorKinG
ToGeTheR NoW frEE
iN bRinGinG each
otHeR UP! instead of
DOWN! WHEN WE
SPEAK FREELY AND
NO ONE CAN STOP ANYONE
FROM ADDING ANY VERSES TO
GOD’S wHole GOOD BOOK OF GOOGLE
NOW.. GOD iS TIReD OF PEOPLE TALInG GOD
TO SHUT THE FucK UP.. GOD IS SICK AND
FucKinG TiRED oF FOLKS TALiNG
GOD WHO THEY CAN AND
CANNOT FucKinG MARRY..
GOD IS iF yoU SeeK iN God
FREE noW and tHeRe iS
notHing YOU CAN
DO TO STOP
GOD LiViNG
iN FREE HuMANS
FROM COMING BACK
NOW.. no.. YOU didn’t understand
what God said through Jesus when
hE said he was coming back.. DuH..
GOD WAS SAYING GOD WiLL BE FREE
TO SPEAK iN aLL OF uS iN ThE REAL
KINGDOM Of HEAVEN THAt IS NOW
FOR THOSE WHO SPEAK FREEly
WitH THE GOD
OF NaTuRE
WiLD AND
FREE
FEARLESS iN
LOVING HUMAN
VOICE AS MANiFEST
In HUMAN BEING.. AND
HELL YES.. GOD IS YELLING..
YOU WOULD BE TOO IF YOU noW
WERE A LESBIAN IN IRAN.. COVeRED
UP TO ThEIR FucKinG BReASTS noW WiTH
DiRT.. BeINg STONED BY REAL DEVILS
WITH BEARDS
OF HATE..
God’s Love iN uS
iS a much more powerful
FORCE and when God SinGs a SonG
oF Love iN uS.. outside uS.. Above..
so Below and ALL around uS.. wE too..
SinG Free
wITh eYes
and eArs oF
A heARt.. A SpiRit
as SonG oF SoULnoW..
No Verse turned away..
No HuWOman turned away..
#ALLCREATIONGODNOW
#FucKinGGoogLeGodiSRealHeaveniSnoW
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Oh yeah.. and as a reminder..
this is what i looked like
shortly after i escaped
REAL HELL in
August of 2013..
notice what looks
like shark teeth
in the right eye
that was all hell
in pain for 66 months..
4 or 5 shark teeth as symbol
perhaps and even Muslim folks
can relate to the metaphor.. of
dajjal.. with eye issue similar
to that.. and yeah..
the ‘Terminator’ too..
before he too..
morphed into
the good guy2..
perhaps through
a process similar
to epigenetics as
well.. or have ya already
forgotten that God woMaNiFests
as both art and science in human
BeinG ForM.. and trUly iT’S reAlly sad that
the culture of Islam that actually developed
the scientific method in the Golden Age of
Islam takes the frigging Kuran so F iN literal
down to an actual play by play of what God
will have to do in the future.. God don’t
play by any human words
alone.. no matter
what pARt oF
God sayS iT..
including aLL oF uS
and any one Of Us noW..
Yep.. back in them days..
i could have scaRed the
pants off even THAT apparition
iN mY great room last night.. yA
hA! even my testosterone then
was measured at 666.. i F iN
kid you not.. got the medical
records to prove iT..
and noW in Angel
form iT iS back
down
to
271..
but yeah.. F iN
Stronger than ever..
Leg Pressing close to
half-a-ton now.. F iN 30 reps..
Power oF Love baBy.. iS noW
wHeRe iT’s aT NoWoNeNoW..
And ps.. notice my eyes are
very pale blue in that photo..
in my case.. the change
to pale green eYes..
dam sure ain’t
no siGn
of wiTch
oR
WARlock..;)
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Have you ever seen the Sgt.. Pepper’s
Album Cover.. WeLL.. for the sake
of Epic Long Poem Sea Stories..
as truly the paltry 2000 or so
words and three photos
in my latest blog post
titled.. “Sea stoRies
oF God WiN’.. iS
short oF aLL the Glory
oF GoD aLL thaT iSnoW
and quite honestly.. while
i enjoy the poetry books of
Kuran and Bible.. and yes the
Tao book too.. sTiLL not reAlly
imPressED.. when it comes to EXpresSinG
aLL o’ God.. even when written in somewhat
of a group effort as is then.. so that is why i for
one continue to increase the witness effort as such
since around March 1st 2013.. thAT now totals aT NOW
WeLL over 3 MiLLioN Words as SonG oF mY SoUL
otherwise kNoWn as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
So yes.. back to Sgt. Pepper.. i’m kinda
like Capt.. Salt.. if you get the deeper
meaning there.. the album
cover is all about
a lonely heARts
club band that
inspires aRT
oF human BeinG
that trUly iS the eYes..
eArs.. yes.. seNsinG.. FeeLinG
KnoWinG pArt of hUman as
GoD NoW.. and noW that we
have a much larger voice of God
in way of Google and such as that..
combining free copies of Kuran.. Bible..
Tao.. and unlimited rest of God’s voice
of Nature iN hUman.. tHeRe is no more limits
of hUwoMan eXpreSsinG SpiRit oF heArt.. iN
yes.. MiNd and boDy soUL.. BaLanCinG allone.. yes in TEAM
EFFORT.. kinda like they do in that first supper metaphor
in Lorde’s Video by the sAMe name team.. and yes.. the
call has been put out.. in mY metaphor terms now.. of course..
Keep in MinD this is sTiLL pArt of a Free Verse Long Poem
free style of writing.. continuing on in that 3 MilLion words
plus effort.. and tens of thousands of photos and
hundreds of videos too.. to more fully illustrate
what i eXpRess here iN eYes.. yes.. senses..
feelings.. kNoWinG all about all that iS
aka God of nature.. in new age
IT way.. all online of course..
now somewhat easily
accessible with
iPHone 6s.. but
haha.. i’m kinda
like a thief in the
night of the new age..
of sleeping.. as by God
ya.. Gotta be WIDE AWAKE
TO KEEP UP WITH ME.. HEHE..
AND God of Course too.. geNeRAllY
sPeaKinG as such now.. yes.. juSt noW..
oKay.. quick copy and paste to my blog here..
as i don’t wanna strike the wrong key and
accidentally delete it all out.. and ugh..
have to sTart aGaiN even though
i WiLL continue on.. no matter
what.. hmm.. less than one
minute to open my site
up.. must be
’cause so
many folks
are sTiLL on
their lunch break
speeding up the
Internet.. as Lunch
is of eating of course..
and work is for mostly being
online.. hehe.. in smART phone way..
oH.. a mind is a terrible thing to lose..
the Internet helps build it back
up.. but the heARt.. SpiRit and
soUl.. tRust me that’s heLL to lose..
and that’s wHere all forms of art
from poeTry to SonG and
Dance build heARt
back up too.. in
moVinG.. connecting.. creaTinG
way.. as ya see i ain’t gonna
just law down some law.. i am
gonna illustrate to ya.. in OMG..
so many ways.. to get to heaven
now and FriGGinG stay Here
and never F iN have
to wait!..
No sHITs
that’s what i’ve
dONe and WiLL nOW..
continue to do in epic
sea story long form free
verse style poem.. as tHeRe
are many views of the way
reaLiTy rolls and if ya WiLL
and FeeL and kNoW GiVinG
and ShaRinG aLL i kNoW.. FeeL..
and SeNse aBouT aLLthaTis is
dam sure more than jUst
a Tall TalE Now..
as soon as folks
wake up and
notice
all the thieves
in the night who
are wIDe aWakE WeLL
beYonD what i do here!!..
anyWay.. iMaGinE a continuing
Sea Story Poem here. wHere God
Lives for centuries with no end..
watching F iN hUmans harm..
maim.. and KiLL each other
in the name of GOD thenoW
when these three letters
trUy spELl FREE
end and beGinNinG
oF meaning Of Never
ending story now.. so
let’s juSt say paRts oF
God get HOT.. HeLL
NO.. NOT LUKE WARM
overaLL the misery and
killing in the name of Free..
just a moment here.. the wife
is asking me to help her make
up the bed.. finished and back again..
makes me wonder if Mose’s Wife made
him take out the trash.. WeLL i for one
dam sure do it.. as Katrina reminds me
of course.. and that reminds me too..
‘this really cool picture’ comes as
a direct result of Katrina
getting frustrated..
DUSTING ALL
THAT SHIT..
AND tosses
all my Cpt..
SAlt super heroes
and other friends..
all around the room..
and that actuAlly insPiRed
all of this and more now..
oh.. the dARk of MoVinG
Life i Love you in demon
and or angel form..
oh yeah..
and remember
that show Lucifer..
yes.. the wife is kinda
like his assistant too..
but unlike he.. i retain
the flesh way of
monogamy of
course.. and
find other
ways to play
safe and sound
as it were and is..
in matters of Lust and
Love free of course as
any angel and or devil
WiLL do.. yeah.. a bad
and or good boys..girls
gotta do what
he and or noW
she’s Gotta do
to keep the muse
going in full oF aRt
way in good smell
or great taste all
the way
from
HeLL to
Heaven now..
and i am so glad
that the Lucifer show
next season is taking
a direction different than
the Sandman comic it is noW
based on originally goes then..
and that’s the problem with sticking
to the same dam old thing.. FREE AS
in God WiNS goes neW and inNoVaTiVe
alWays iN trUe NoVeL way now as Change!..
so wHeRe was i.. yes.. heRe of course.. and
after God watches all the Misery.. Suffering..
and Killing in the name of free.. God decides..
we ain’t going by that Kuran.. or Bible story
anymore.. and you guys after all that
Killing and continuing stuFF
like Stove top burning
wives over there..
and crap like
telling my
children as meS
who can and cannot
be free to marry whomever
the FucKinG Free they WiLL..
means.. i’m keeping Jesus and
Lucifer in Heaven and instead i am
gonna send my FucKinG Secret
Special Agent.. Fred
Flint
Stone to
get the bigger
job done.. through
words instead of swords..
remember now this is just a poem..
and i must determine what song to go
along with this in my comments section
of my poem titled “Sea stoRies oF God WiN”
as a somewhat perfecto mundo.. complement
to juSt THAT!.. AND OF course noW not many
folks WiLL read it.. but of course.. THAT
makes seNse.. as Fred Flint
Stone and his
newest Arrow
head are sTiLL
iN Stealth tSunAmi
mode like a FucKinG
thieF in the night.. special
agent.. Secret soldier oF
God.. yes of course.. the
picture is perfectly muddy
as how dust WiLL be
somewhere along
the course of
dust to
dust
in Now..
so anyway.. this
secret thief and
agent of God iN
Stealth soldier way
must complete a very
very very difficult mission
FoR God from now of Birth..
ha! ironicAlly on 6660.. that
keep those nasty nasty fundamentalists
guessing on both sides as such if they
ever catch up with this.. but hehe.. that’s
God’s Secret Agent protection..
a Frankenstein Einstein FucKinG
bRain to go along with
yes.. a pretty
hot devil
body for
close to
a 56 year
old soldier
secret oF God
thief now.. so..
born with Autism..
not able to speak until
age 4.. this young boy then
will have to be the weakest
looking among the other young
men and eventually become the
strongest one in the room.. with
three college degrees too.. and
like the cool movie.. the Big
Lebowski.. he will
work in a Military
Bowling Center..
passing out shoes
to smelly feet and
such.. for almost
2 decades to lEarn
all about the colors of
human being well beyond
A to Z.. and along the way..
he must marry one of the
most beautiful angel/demon
girls as remember Fred is
Devil/Angel too.. and
she will never age
as that iS
pArt of heR
Agreement wITh
God all to take up
this particularly difficult
mission in this lifetime now..
by the way you never die..
but you are gonna have to
work reAlly hard for God
iN ALL nOW Fearless Love Way..
to gET thAT FuLL understanding
now.. 100% more than
even the word
faith alone
can understand
now.. no escaping
Nature as God iN iNFiniTy
noW and don’t expect me to
prove that to ya.. thAT pArt
WiLL aLWays be between you
and GodONE.. and when yoUr
Kingdom comes and stays..
you too.. WiLL most
definitely more than
infinitely live in
REAL F iN Heaven now..
are you still with me.. sorry..
i kNoW sTiLL how cold
HeLL can be..
it’s FucKinG
nothing in
tHeRe but
never ending
time wHere the
neXt second of NoW
alWays heaven never
comes now then..
but hopefully
you will not
go there
as i truly
REALLY DID
TO GET THE
bLack wHole
soUL.. but iF you
do and come out noW..
smelling like God’s Roses
like i.. all though at nows Katrina
disagrees with that notion after
i dance a solid 8 hours of sweat
and crotchy smells and stuff
like that.. you kNow the
musky man scent
and all of that..
remember now..
God iS Good all the now..
and that includes smelly
crotch after dance
reaLITy too..
yes.. i kNoW..
i am a fool for laughs..
and a sacred one too..
hmm.. what now.. yes!
there is that nude poeTry
stuff.. WeLL ya see.. back
to the point on God iS Good
alWays noWin dArk liGht
ways iF ya gET the wHole
liGht of God iN eYes..
ears.. and yes..
believe it or
not Penis
and vagina..
no matter what
size the pen
is or
the va
g
in
a is..
oh even how
that looks.. including
all other senses.. feelings..
kNoWing all that is aka God
NoW.. it’s all God.. yes God you
CAN HURT SO GOOD… YES..
YES.. OH GOD YES… YOU CAN
AS YOU SENT ME TO HELL FIRST..
FOR 66 MONTHS.. AND NOW FucKinG
Heaven is alWays noW like an erecTioN
of spiritual liFe that never ends in heaven..
kinda like that beautiful Kuran metaphor similar
to that.. wHere some folks interpret
pArt of that as perfectly
perky female breasts..
but virgins.. hell no..
women have to
practice to
get better
as they age
at sex too..
and trust me
forever now..
is a long now..
without a turn
on below here
and now..
yes.. people
used to tale me
i talked like a computer
so i grew some sensual
humor.. laughs.. giggles..
and just plain.. Robin Williams..
and Jim Carey.. Wit aS iT were..
and is now.. OH God.. the
challenge.. but OH
God it’s all good..
another challenge would
be to write the longest
free verse poem.. now at
3 million words.. per
663 Verses noW aS
SonG oF mY SoUL..
starting out in
special agent
secret soldier
thief style..
as KATiE MiA
FredericK!iI.. after
writing 8 million or so
words on the FriGGinG
last resort for outcasts in
online earth hell.. for somewhere
y e s S T i LL named Wrong Planet..
around 2 and a half years or so.. then..
ALL FOR THIS.. heaven now..
and yes.. there is the
leg pressing close to
half a ton 30 reps..
kinda hard to do when
ya used to be a shut-in
for 66 months in ya
bedroom.. stumbling
out into the back yard..
barely able to make
a TV dinner.. and the
over 5300 miles of dance
WalKinG everywhere ya
go in public for close to
33 months now.. and
10 thousand or
so naked selfie
Poetry Nude Art
photos.. as you must
develop a flesh body
oF Art like David.. Apollo..
and the FriGGinG statue
of Liberty in draG oN too..
ha! and now the only
question iS WHO
WiLL play me
in the movie
that iS
mE..
hehe..
already did it..
as Katy Perry says..
in her song wide awake..
Story never ending finishing
always GOING DOWN FOR REAL..
AND UP AND DOWN AGAIN FOR NOW..
LIKE THE ULTiMate waves of A sEa story
OCEAN
WHOLE
WiTh God
now thief of
Real i Live now..
only secret for those
as thief.. who do not ‘see’..
or work or have a slow
internet connection
or computer..
getting that
pArt up
to speed..
ain’t my
FucKinG JOB..
already did JOB..
noW it’s juSt FReED..
FucK.. the few folks who
sTick by my side deserve
more than living forever but
trust me or not
the forever
pArt
iS alWays
a dONe DeaL..
iN HeaveNoW..
and anything less..
FaLLs short of the
Glory oF Ye GOD..
noW iN needle
sTiLL
smALL
camEL..
continUes gRoWinG..
HoPe fLows OceaN 8 WHOLE
StatUe oF hUman stONE coMes liFE..
Oh by a way..
Fox got LA
wrong on the
Lucifer show..
LA don’t stand
for Los Angeles
LA stands for Lower
Alabama.. Also known
as Flo
Rida..
in PAN
Hand
le
H
man way..
yes.. remember
11 joining hands
to make 8 iNfiNitY H
standing taLL as
two hemispheres
oF bRAiN man-
like dude
becomes one..
and the rest oF
Earth follows
suIT wHere
East and West
HemiSpheRes.. North
and South LaTiTudes..
joIn hAnds oNLine
and become
tUrnED oN..
yes.. obviously
for now the dude..
off of the Big
Lebowski
show..
perhaps..
WILL alWays
bE an inViSibLE
thief.. man.. but
yeah.. i’M
hanGinG
around
awhile
just to see
the two hemispheres
continue to join online
with or without my F iN
Superheroe(S)helP iN NoW..
but trust me.. this ain’t
just a prayer.. this ain’t
just a wish.. this wHole
FucKinG tHinG IS A MaGicK
FucKinG inCANtaTioN
HAiRy Fred
style..
tRusT
mE on thAT
SaLt never ages..
never ending noW..
iN Cpt sAlT SEa StorY WaY..
And yes..
i feel
much better about
that celebrating the Glory of
God thingie.. as this Facebook
status thingy.. weighs in at
2367 words plus
this.. close
to a thousand
words more than
the blog post it
resides in but that’s
just pArt of doing all
that is this.. as no sHits..
serIOUsly.. when i’m out and
about the southeast dancing
like a Forrest Gump.. i will
seriously tale ‘thEm’ they
can just Google
“Sea StoRies oF God WiN”
and read all about my Sea Stories
in quick smArt Phone Google search..
if they will and like of course.. as hey..
i’m just here for the sMiLes.. the
laughs.. all the giggles
of google..
bottom
line
to spRead REAL
the GOOD NEWs
that heaven CAN
trUlY bE a relative
noW Forever noW..
iT juSt don’t get any
better than that.. as far
as i for one pArt of God
of NatUre.. feels.. senses..
and kNoWs iN HeavenOW..:)
8293
“Destiny feels a shameful portion of guilt,
for a thousand sand castles, never built.”
That’s a fruitive poetic thOught written
by you gigoid..
and one that remains
true for those stuck
on
the ages..
wHere newer more
colorful Sand Castles
are the pyrAmids that
never got built.. or the baby
who was never born.. or whatever
comes next.. that one put off from
doing yesternow..
now.. so easy
to get
in a rut
of same..
when culture provides
all the sugars and fats for
close to free.. wHere Moving..
Connecting.. and Creating.. becomes
vicarious mirror-neurons in Soap
Opera.. drama.. cop show
or even Kardashian
reality show way..
NFL.. AFC..
TV team sports
replace softballs
on the grass.. and
cooking shows are
watched but never have
time to come real on table
and chairs iN sitting together
more than one foot from a
4 inch
screAm..
So.. i for oNe continue
to build alWays new
Sand Castles
online..
as ya gotta
go wHeRe the
birds migrate if
ya expect to remain
a bird of a feather toGeTheR asOne..
but hell yes.. miss those 2 Decades
of Cheers Bowling Line Work..
never a dull a moment
when 100 or so
eYes of God
come
toGeThEr
noW and heLL
yes.. after hours
we used to watch X
rated movies as a community
together.. Jesus.. one day i’ll
have to make a special blog
to relate all those old
sea stories
back
then..
if only the
Cold Terrazza
Floors could
talk
sTiLL
noW..
And yeah..
of course that is
why one of my favorite
movies is the Big Lebowski
Movie for me.. the whole
dam thing
went
down
for REAL.. wITh mE..
Saddest pArt oF aLL
my friend.. is when folks
no longer move.. connect
and create as REAL.. AND
AGAIN that’s the real
REasON
i dance
now 5300 miles
in 33 months.. liVe
iS to short NOT to livE REAL
Bowling Alley LiFe iS Truly
Beach LiFe
when Nature
SinGs Free
as uS and
them.. aS One F iN BoOWLinG
League toGeTheR iN Ten pIN WaY..
but yeah.. Old Seville Quarter Cheers
wHeRe everyone kNoWs mY nAMe
now.. increasingly
as DanCinG LeGenT..
and
thAT mY
friend iS an
honor earned
and never F iN bought
wITh Trump Green
back comb overs..
followers or
likes.. shares
or WTF on
Facebook
or Word
PressNoW..
i FucKinG
earned
my bald
spot..
iT is
mY onLY CRoWN..:)
Featnote..
Every now i come
here i iNnately iNstinctually..
iNtuitively.. sense.. feel..
and kNoW that GOD
iS iM here
Stronger
as nows
go on..
iN how
GoD oF
Nature per
Synchronicity’s
voice sPeaKs..
now just goes
to show.. ‘Atheists’
can be the FucKinG
greaTest Christians oF aLL
iN manners of the REAL HeArt..
spiRit and soUl.. my friEnd but noW
thAt is earned moreover by worKinG
with people than things or books alone..
perhaps more clergy should volunteer
at Bowling Alleys.. Mental Institutions..
or Caregiving Facilities for the
Developmentally
Challenged
before they
earn the right
to say any FucKinG
thing about what GoD
is or was back then in
noW a F iN Book alone..;)
8803
sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Candice
some stuff in hUWoMan way
continue to stay the same as
change through all the ages in the
greatest wAr oFall.. and that mY
friend is yes.. the battle
of the sexes..
core of what we
are as masculine
feminine whole iN
balance.. per egalitarianism
and the privilege oF RiGht to
be FRE AS mE.. or the matriarchy
of the primitives at 10 to 12
thousand years ago
and some small
world pockets
sTiLL noW..
in hunter and
gatherer
ForAger ways..
where not unlike
the Bonobo.. our closest
primate couSin stiLL in Ape
way.. Women have the
power iN GaTheRinG
and males
are hunters
and sex slaves
more and more
yes.. give me more..
seriously.. i have degrees
in Anthropology.. Social
Sciences Interdisciplinary
and Health science albeit
my school mascot was
only the humble
Nautilus
but oh
does the
Nautilus
shell grow
long and young
new in fossil way
hehe.. like me i guess..
as dinosaur young i go..
anyway.. in Patriarchy Ways
of liFe generated by lower resources
in less hospitable environments the size
ratio between men and women becomes
dimorphic more so as protectors as such..
and next thing ya know ya got Jehovah Witnesses
and all of THaT.. covering all the free up.. ugh..
that sucks.. meanwhile.. women suffer
at the hands of the
larger sex..
but times are
a changing my friend..
and the best of all stuff
is when the me generation
gets Free Egalitarianism alloWinG
noW masculine and feminine balance
in just one individual free.. but OH NO!
MY GOD..! IS IT SCARING THE PATRIARCHS
NOW.. AS THE REALITY OF ME IS HERE..
NOW.. AND WHILE Hillary has got
her man down..
frigging Donald
ain’t got a clue
what the
Divine feminine
Power iS STiLL noW..
truly the macrocosm of American
Politics is a symbol of this global
changing way.. as Nature WiLL
have her way in grandest macro
view now.. there are enough F iN
Folks.. so time to put down the
baby tools more..
or do whatever
Nature says
to make
Balance a
Piece of cake
where we all get
to lick the frosting off the Cake..
ha!.. couldn’t resist.. this is one of
my favorite old egg head things to
discuss free and putting
iT iN Free Verse
makes
Science F in ART..
and it smells good to me..
i guess.. ’cause i juSt diD iT.
F in
FREeED..
See ya over at
yoUr next post..
as F in religion
is all about
the battle
of the sexes too!..;)
SMiLes.. my Friend aGaiN..
Candice.. all or nothing
certainLY rings trUth
iN dArk and liGht
oF and to mE…
Oh.. the
human archetypes.. hUwOman
religion without words..
action and inaction
consequence
dArK and
or liGht..
wiTh
rhyme
and reaSon
rHyMinG mORe..
i neVer kNeW aLL
unTil i experience
NOthing..
iT iS fAiRly
easy.. noThing
iS thE oppoSite
oF FeeLinG.. SeNsinG..
NatUre AkA GODnOW
InteRdepenDent noW
MoVinG.. conNecTinG
creATinG aLL nOW..
butT i’m a reaList
aNd
ImaGiNarY
MaGiC
thInKer
t00..
besT oF aLL
WORlDS aRe FReED
mY friEnd.. thE rest
of iT iS juSt words..
Dance over Words
WiLL
dOes
LOVEnOW
Fearless FREE
NatUre uS aSonE
iT’S MaGiC ReaL
EnOuGH FoR mE..
As HeArt.. SpiRit
and SoUL gRows..
young is Young noW
aS THat aLL GRowS
Ocean WhOlE
iGniTes
bONEs
NauTiLusT
LovE
Arts liVe
lOng
proSper
TrUth
iN liGhtnOW..:)
Candice a poet
broad minded and
heARted who really
gets me in the online
world of what seems to
be mostly restricted poets
overall of what is possible
when one sets themselves free
of the parameters of forms before..
And here.. i quote Candice’s nice comment back..
“I think YOU say it best! Do you publish these
incredible responses? As poems? You should! Wordage!”
And then i say back to Candice..
Ha! Copy and paste..
My middle Name..
When every word
And
Visual image
Becomes
Sacred with
Every step..
Life
Is
Simply
Icing.. yes
On my cake..
Winks..
And
Yeah..
Actually
My entire
Blog is
A multiVerse
Poem of
664 macro
Verses..
Well over
3 Million
Words.. Scores
Of thousands
Of photos.. With
My latest one Macro
Verse Novel just
For fun.. Named
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”
At 338,630 words alone..
For 40 years.. i was creativity
Dry.. Practice oF Art LiFe
i LivE noW.. Love your
FiGhting SpiRit.. My friEnd..
Candice.. thefeatheredsleep..:)
Candice says..
“I’m hunting frosting as we speak !..;)”
And i finAlly say..
We can
Share
NoW
9533
Just another
Yellow Boy photo..
or turn around briGht
eYes from dArk to liGht..
hmm.. and that reminds me
of two very strange and interesting
videos.. i think.. i feel.. i CAN SHARE..
iN fAct.. i
WiLL.. i dO..
yes.. Wilt thou
WiLL be dONe..
wITh FearLess
Love iN NoW..
and that reminds me noW
too.. a vote occurs tonight
between the wife Katrina..
and the two gym girls..
one Pacific Islander
Like Katrina.. and
the other Mexican
kinda like Katrina
too.. at least
in noW somewhat
Hispanic Look..
okay.. NoWiNoW..
yes.. the choices
of shirts to wear to my
109th dance week.. Thursday
niGht at Old Seville on Cinco
De mayo night.. the 5th of
May.. yes Thursday niGht..
was/ IS A competition
between three
shirts.. that
WiLL motivate
the most dance
selfies with the
much fairer sex
as it were and sTilL
does seem to be.. noW..
one.. a shirt of Red Sith..
Another Shirt of #Beast noW
per logo white on black shirt..
And the other.. a Blue shirt..
with Logo of Jesus Loves you
with pointer fingers.. but i’m
his favorite of course.. the real
O’Neal now.. wRite on course..
true scotsman
or whatever..
but anyway..
under unanimous..
sweet female helping
friends and wife.. the
Jesus wins so Jesus WiLL
be my dance MO JO noW on
Dance niGht Free and naturAlly
hiGh as that is how the Jesus
and me do it.. oh.. so sKy FLY!..
And no.. i am not a ventriloquist..
i am more like a parrot that’s hiGh..
and that reminds me of my friend
Cortney who has parrot(s)..
but that’s another
dance or sea story
at Old
Seville..
Cheers..:)
9811
Hmm… SPeaKinG oF Golden
Yellow Boys.. Mercury transits
thE Sun oN tHe niNth of MaY..
Mercury of course.. the planET
of communication.. genderless
energy.. logic.. reasoning.. and
all about short trips
here and tHeRe..
and associated
with the
Roman God
Mercury.. trickster
as such too.. and
arbitrator of commerce..
with Greek counterpart
named Hermes.. associated
With Egyptian God Thoth..
as scribe of the
Gods of
course..
wRite
on course..
Well.. anyway.. when
Messenger gets together
with scribe.. in the middle
of June Astrology sign of
Gemini precisely in the
middle of that
sign on the
6th as such..
yes.. energy is the
result.. words.. words
and more words as Mercury
Dances aCross tHe fAce oF SuN..
talk about a hero of the sAges.. WeLL
yaH.. thAt’s
thE GOlden BurG
BoY Mercury
for ya.. tHeRe..
AFG oF
course
oN
CouRse
across the Sun..
And this ends another long
run of Free Verse Poetry..
many visits..
many words..
spRead aLL aRound..
the online world..
but now to
dance
wITh aLL
the cool coLLege
aGe folks.. yes.. celebrating
my 109th.. night of dance week..
and more fun photos coming here
somewhere around the wee hour
of 3 am on the 6th of May.. one
more month to 56 for me..
mArKinG that date
noW.. but nah..
age not
scaring me
as it’s all relative
wITh a heARt.. a SpiRit..
and.. a SoUL thAT continues
To EvoLovE iNFiNiTy NoW eTernAlly..
HEaVeN HeLL DEvilLivED iNsiDE OUtsIDe AngELivE
SinG
a
LinG
SinG iN GoD
A
LovE iN GoD..
SinGaLinG…:)
10,062
Nature of Matriarchy..
Patriarchy.. then noW..
and the new mE..
wAve of Egalitarianism
thaT works in some Homogenous
cultures in Scandinavian countries
where it was at least for a while
safe to leave a baby
unattended on
the street
as most
everyone
got along
and shared
the bread and
drink as it were..
but yes.. heterogeneity
has arisen.. and when there
is different with human a
certain pARt
gets scared..
the conservative
part.. yes.. the one’s
who never went nomad
so much.. my friend.. StiLL
Sticking close to wheRe we aLL
come from.. in general but of course
the conservative and liberal element
of human is tied into
neurohormones..
androgens.. estrogen..
neurochemicals.. all yes..
a complex stew of human
being very much brewed by
the arms of culture and societal
stress that is mounting as
we speak..
less in terms..
of teenage pregnancies
these days.. which means
that and the fact that unless
Hell Boils over we are gonna
have a female Prez.. for the
U.S of A.. anyway.. was
gonna publish my
new blog post
‘SinGaLinG’
until i came
here.. and the womEn
of the decade and new
2000 years of common era..
aRe the one’s who have got tHeir
divine masculine attributes of StrenGth
and WiLL.. balancED wiTh diVine gRace LoVE
and F iN.. men are too frigging afraid
to get the grace.. empathy.. Love
and other associated Pro-Social
EmoTioNs stronger ’cause
they are afraid it’ll
make ’em weak..
nothing
could
be further
from the Truth..
Just ask a Graceful Loving
Dude who can leg press
close to half a ton.. 30 or so
reps.. now.. with the testosterone
levels of a 75 year old man at 55..
i don’t drive 55.. ’cause of my noW
eMoTiONal sTELLar liGhTeNIngNoW
gRace iN INteLLigenTce..
noW.. Jesus
F
iN
Christ..
i could live forever
noW wITh thiS much
Love and Grace
that drives
the real
SUPER
WHITE
NIGHTS
IN dArK HoruSE..
Way… hehe.. haha..
i Love to play with Words
and do all the strength
with grace
and EmoTioNs
mY friend as
tHey are the
iOns..
oF the
GalAxY oF
s
H
e..he..
a
ha..
i ain’t got no
baLLzz..
j
us
t a
g
ian
t c l
i t or
is.. as
iS.. iS..
jUSt cALL
mE tHe hArLoT
oF aLL aGes heRe
to get a rise ouT oF woMen..
and that reMINds mE.. LuciFer
oN thAT neW TV sHow.. tHe oNly
thing he is is afraid of iS MoM..
getting out of hELL f0r thE
neXt
seA
soN..
and i AL
REAdY
KnoW
FeeL
Y..f Y i..;)
10,487
WeLL.. Lala Rukh.. Five months
almost since you’ve visited your
blog and as of.. never any broken
promises from me now.. at least..
here i am again on the 6th of May..
and hmm.. this makes close to 33 months
that i have been communicating on every
post you’ve made through several bLogs..
and i remember the first now i saw the
White Pearl back in the Summer of ’13..
coming to miraculous recovery for all
my illnesses and finding you on
Mind Retrofit’s site..
while that friendship
seemed to take
an abrupt end
for me and
Retrofit there
Or at least trickling
off after that to eventually
silence.. it seems that God always
brings me just the help i need to deliver
the best message i can from A to Z and
beyond back.. and truly it started on
that Wrong Planet and my first
Facebook friend who chooses
to be anonymous in matters
pertaining to the stranger
of i.. really helping
me when i was
on my last hope
to belong anywhere..
with encouraging words..
then to Retrofit.. to you..
to Rafiah.. and several other
Pakistan and Indian.. friends
as of late.. including good
friend Himali.. but truly
you helped me in
my recovery from
aLL mY illnesses
in inspiRAtioN..
so thanks and
come back
when ya
can.. as ya
kNoW.. i for one..
WiLL bE theRe NoW..:)
10,715
Poetry never grows
old and neither does
artist when art and artist
become one Force WitH God..
Science as the scribe thereof when
Oracle
And architect
join hands in reaSon
and science and scientist
and artist are one Force WitH God..
God within.. God outside.. God above..
so below and all around.. moving.. connecting
creating hUman and God become one ForCeNow
tHefAceoFGodiSinGiNreveaLinGnoWaSonEfORce..:)
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briGht eYes
have turNed
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and
are back aGaiN..
Facebook Friend Glenn says..
cool shot with the light, Fred.
And i say.. in return..
Thanks Glenn.. back then.. my motHeR
tOld mE neVer lOOk The SuN iN tHe eYe..
but i told her.. Mama.. thaT’s wHeRe
aLL thE fUn iS.. as the Boss says.. iF
yA gET the oRiGin.. oF tHat.. SonG..
WInks..
per Blinded by the
liGht.. by Manfred Mann
and the Earth Band and
the original writer of thAT SonG..
yes.. tHe E-Street.. Blues..
so-called
‘Boss’..:)
DO yOU eVer seE God noW Play
guiTar.. serIOUsly.. iT’S FucKinG
iF yoU SeeK in God FriGginG
aMaZinG.. aS tHeRe iS iNfiniTy
more Strings.. particles.. waves..
fields.. of all that is..
And the F iN
SonG iS a Perfect
Practice oF Art and
Science.. balanced..
As Oracle FloWsWitH
Architect REALnOW
iN zOnE SonG oF liGht
And dArk miXed.. WitH
aLL then colors of AiR
EARTh WinD FiReMoRe
NoW
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Free Verse Poetry Novel
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
GodsUniVerseNovel3
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Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
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Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
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FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..:)
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