Whoami

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“A Tight Little Bundle
of Words that Unravel
themselves at the end”..
That’s called an
“Ovillego”..
a Poetry form
that some dude
or dudette came
up with that has a
formula of structure
that they named as
something special..
So what could i name
my form of dance.. sure
free verse dance as well
as poeTry but really what it
is is being in the flow.. the zONE
now with GOD.. there is a song called
‘Take the Long Way Home’.. by band ‘Super
Tramp’ that i used to play on the piano..
however.. i did not play music by all the
complicated sheet music instructions..
i did use the place of the notes on
the scale to determine where
the fingers were on
the keyboard.. not
unlike
the keyboards
i have both with
words and notes
that have a basic
form of infrastructure
as an avenue to sing
my song and dance
of free.. and
truly it
was the same with
Tennis.. i curved the ball
in a way that no one taught
me.. i played by how the
game felt in innate
instinct
and intuition
but the journey
of feeling the flow…
the zone.. of mindful
awareness away from
a culture of forms and
instruction.. in the mechanical
cognition state of mind.. was/iS surely
just a path of nirvana and bliss wHere
human becomes one with a tennis ball
and racquet.. a piano and notes.. or just
tHeir naked human body with feet connected
to God’s Mother Earth.. all free with Nature.. ‘The
Way We were’ to quote Barbara Streisand.. now how
many people remember the way we were.. you now
‘see’.. the way humans used to be is a place
of dream time in mindful awareness
wHere we felt the world more
than thought it in words
to make the forAge now
of life successful iN
inVisible balance
walKinG Ways
all natural
that do
not
break
the leaves
of fall to escape
predator and capture
prey.. no different reAlly
than what Tennessee sTill now
does in his soft and ballet-
like walk.. or Yellow Boy
when he enters into the
patio.. not feeling
for sure still
whether
prey or
predator exists
there for capture
or escape.. but the
ONE that remains true
in this now semi-domesticated
X-Feral cat.. is he is still mindfully
aware now in senses and feelings to the
environment around him in a constant
challenge of change.. wheRe on
the other hand.. domesticated
humans and animals
get it all
served
up
spoon-fed..
almost from Birth..
no.. that’s not the way
it was before.. now the
form is the way instead
of the essence of
Nature in uS..
that iS
the sAMe
as the essence
of God iN uS.. wheRe
even culture suggests that
God is somehow separate from
Nature.. as God becomes idols of
symbols as words instead of Nature
itself.. and then the saddest part of
all comes.. when that word God becomes
an angry word.. and even a word used now
to justify killing with.. as people now
who are psychopathic leaning..
who feel little in ways of
heARt.. SpiRit expresSinG
emoTioNal.. heARt.. WitH
sOul iN a miNd
and boDy
balancCinG
iN ways of
Now.. Moving.. Connecting
and Creating.. the Connecting
part is really important but the
mindful awareness in innate instinct
and intuition in being one with flow in
the zOne of Nature wITh God is also most
important too.. to ever.. truly gaining a
sOul iN miNd and boDy balance..
and additionAlly basic
animal homeostasis
away from stress
and worry
of the
illusory
past and future..
including illusory fears
and promises now like hell
and heaven after life when
those two metaphors of being
are right and wrong here now..
just now.. where sin is moving
away from the God of
Nature manifest iN
uS.. to the tools
that separate
us from
remembering
who and what we now
reAlly are still as God’s
evolving creatures of
Nature maniFest as uS
to Move.. Connect and
Create.. and honestly if not
for the fact that i was labeled and
treated like an outcast so many times
throughout the course of my life i would
have likely never escaped the lies of culture..
religion.. and even parts of science.. to find
my way back to truly remembeRinG the
way we were and yes.. in liGht
of Truth the way we
sTill can be as
free children
of God..
so now i WiLL emBark
in poetically responding
in song to all the poet’s from
dVerse in a way that flows with
me in the Zone of mindful awareness
with the God of Nature.. and what ever
essence iS maNifest here will be the
Nature of me and God set
free as one FORCE
of simply being
Natural
the way we
flow in zONE for now!..
and sure i did the forms at
dVerse for the Connection but
the Call of the Wild of God was so
much louder than any rule of human
sTill
now.. FREE..!
to limit that call
in any form or fashion
other than what is all
natural.. just
me and
God
FREE! iN
Dance and Song
of steps and words now
so free.. so free are WE..:)
(but first i’ll break for brunch)
after a very long night of Free Style
Dance where another guy comes up then
and asks me the question his friends
want to know.. if i am on drugs to dance
super wild and free for hours on end
solo.. and with girls brave enough
to dance with me..
and i say no.. of
course not.. just
free style
dance/martial
arts my friend..
and he says I KNEW IT..
I DO MARTIAL ARTS TOO..
DO YOU NOW DO THIS STYLE
THAT STYLE AND THIS STYLE
TOO.. AND i say no.. i am
the water
and
air..
that is
all my friend..:)
Brunch was good and back
for some more words.. first..
before.. i move on to dVerse
and tightly packed words
that move one with
God of Nature
with me as
usual in
flow of zONE..Now…
The mechanical cognition
of culture that solves problems
through abstract constructs is a
necessity for huge groups of human
beings.. who are only still evolved
to connect to 150 to 200 sets
of eyes.. and then the order
that starts with culture/
religion is more
restrictive AGAINST
THE GOD OF NATURE
MANIFEST IN HUMAN
BEING.. depending on
the general subsistence
potential of the environment
at hand for sustaining basic
human survival for existence..
so yes.. in countries of desert
and little water there are dowries
to insure that resources get fairly distributed..
as sure.. survival is more important than getting
the mate of choice.. and there are cultural methods
designed to get the job done for survival.. whether
they please the individual or not..
and sure.. there is harsh and
dry Sun as well.. so
covering the body
to both keep
moisture in
and Sun reflected
away from skin is also
a part of staying alive..
so sure.. in this way.. the
God of Nature.. more than any other
instinct says stay alive.. and sometimes
that does come through the tools that are
extensions of us.. through words.. that then
are written to record collective intelligence..
to spears and more advanced killing tools to capture
prey and protect against predator.. and cultures and
religions that control for order.. so the entire insanely
large populations of human beings living in groups can basically
yes.. just survive.. no matter how uncomfortable that survival may
be away from the balance of The God of Nature manifest in uS.. as Wild
and Free.. so yes.. we are domesticated animals now.. who live according
to the rules of tools.. from words.. to weapons.. to cultures to religions
to keep us under
the rule of
fools as well..
sadly enough when
we even call God names
and justify that to separate
ourselves from some other parts
of the God of Nature.. like folks
who have different hues of tan colors..
religions.. nationalities.. disabilities..
sexual orientations.. and cultures overall..
all actions that unify smaller groups but divide
and conquer.. so other groups get less than our
so-called favorite ones we align now with us
for a much smaller unity
of the human
species.. as whole..
as yes.. we all share
the same DNA.. and
blood and bones
that bleed
and break
and feed..
no different now
at core of the human
survival of all of us..
the fact is this is all a
new cultural.. religious
and science experiment..
the truth and liGht is
much easier to know
and feel now..
than where
the “Titanic”
is going next..
but what i do know and
feel is it is possible to
get back in the flow and zOne
of God manifest as human nature
as uS.. but Lord knows to escape
with subsistence provided in
what is required in our
cultures today..
means
disabled
or retired
IF culture provides
a means of living then..
beyond the mechanical cognition
activities that take one away now
from the flow and zOne of Being
One with the God of Nature
maniFest
as
US wheRe truly
the festival of
human can always
be now.. in both
Courage and
Kind
of
Unconditional
Loving ways
of Moving
Connecting
and Creating
now.. just now..:)
And now to dVerse..:)
But first.. my contribution
if anyone dares to come here
hehe.. and read all the way
down to now.. and it is
inspired by friend
gigoid’s website
as lInked..
as my baby’s now
of tiGhtly packed
words expanding
into infinituM
are inspiRed
e v e r Y
w H e R e..:)
It’s aLL about surviving
and then WE Play Now..
SomewheRe aLong tHe
LIne.. the second
pArt of Life
was/is
misSing…
thE rest iS
iN hiStory..
miNe Now
iN mindFUl
AwarEness
of Now..
iN mY
own
Play of
liFe as Director
i of actor I.. wHere
to bE is the ! of i..now
But no.. i cannot spEaKnow
for anyone else.. tHey muSt
lEarn to sPeak for themSElves..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
yes.. ‘inane’ was a typo
for insane but it worked
so i kept it as is.. hehe..
and true non-sense
is Human
away from
Nature
that lives
within us
and FuN
am i when
i go with the
God of Nature
ONE i prove so
easiLY as A
LLHTATIS
NOW
MY FRIEND..
and yes.. when i first
read Pacal’s statement
that the problems of
humankind rest on
the inability to
sit still.. it
raises my ire
as i kNow and feel
so sure that sitting sTill
is A greaTest Fallacy of
modern cultures AND
RELIGIONS.. YES..
including Buddhism..
that move away from
the Present of moving now..
but yes.. when i go dance..
and folks attempt to guess
what drugs i am on that
allow me to go go go..
for hours on end
so fast.. fast.. fast..
haha.. me at 55 and
them at 20 or so
so out of
breath from
even attempting
to catch up to my
speed for a few minutes
here or there.. is.. i dance
on calm and center balance
and use all 230LBS to my
advantage to move with
the all natural gravity of
God instead oF against
iT.. and what this
means iS
i do move
like air and
water as all
ageless time
less present
as human
can be..
MoVinG NOW one
FORCE INSTEAD
OF PARTS AND
WAVES OF WHOLE
OF FIELD OF ALL..
SO yes.. although
the Center balance
is calm as hurricane
of me.. the arms and
legs and all other body
pArts move as field of
whole.. and what may
look like torrent
waves of
me is
the
Present
as the Gift
of Ocean ONE..
wHere positivity of all human
pro-social emoTions Reign
one FORCE as maniFest
in human Kind
and Courage
PRESENT
BEiNG
FREE!
U C L N O W F
UnConditional
LOVE N O W FREE..:)
And for now the flesh
and blood world
takes
present
tense
now..
so back to this
back to the future
now then now.. around
tonight.. i’m feeling now..
at dVerse then.. WiLL be FuN!..:)
Now…
2016
Glenn pondeRinG
on the Nature
of Real
on hiS
Facebook
page and i say..
As what Is written
iS what Is dOne…
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SMiLes.. my Good Friend
SOHEIR.. just saw your message
on my blog.. and be assured that
i will always answer your questions
without.. fail.. and for that matter
everyone else’s as well.. and i will
copy and paste this comment on
my blog to answer to your same
question there in regard
to judgement too..
How fortunate am i
at age three before i could
speak.. to meet God face to face
with God assuring me in how
God speaks to me non-verbally
that i have been here forevernow..
and all there is now.. so yes.. i am
100% sure there is a hereafter my
friend and that is alWays now..
i suppose other folks who
have not met God face to
face may have other
ideas about this..
but sure..
i am blessed
this way and cannot
hold that against them..
but i will tale you this friend..
THAT gift that God gave me of 100%
Faith.. Hope.. and Belief.. did not come
without a price for i would be Autistic..
weak.. and an outcast through most of
my life to be this close to God.. additionally
having the worst pain known to humankind
assessed by science as worse than crucifixion
66 months.. yes.. atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia..
that if now one thinks a toothache hurts.. imagine
a dentist drill without a drug for pain.. in one’s
right eye and ear to get a feel for that.. and
i realize you probably remember that but
it is part of this lesson from God my friend
that i endured as worse than any hell
fire imaginable
as preferable
to dowse
one’s self
with gasoline
and set oneself
on fire.. as a more
comfortable state
of being..
so God would
have me endure 18
other disorders too.. so i could
develop the empathy of more
than 14.5 billion years.. so i for
one would never ever rise to the
occasion to attempt to judge another
human being.. God’s Judgement is God’s
business.. and for no human to decide in
terms of how long hell will last or if hell
will come.. to gain some empathy for this
though.. one must go to hell first.. to
understand a little better
what hell is and that
place my friend is real
now.. and that place is
worse than the worse
pain known to mankind
as that place is total
separation from
God in
no feeling
at all my friend..
as less than a piece
of paper.. where a Ghost
howl is preferable and any
pain at all.. what a lesson that
was my friend.. not to have a
heaRt.. a SpiRit.. and a soUl.. so
after that God teaches me how
to be fearless.. stronger than
any other man where i
live both physically
and spiritually
in ways
of
Unconditional
Love.. and sure
i doubt i am the
only one.. but
sometimes
i wonder
my
friend…
but i am
too humble
to suggest i
am the only
one who truly
meets God Face
to Face and has this
kInd of faith.. hope
and belief as 100%..
Anyway.. i am off to
a Gospel Singing
Southern Baptist
Fire with my
wife..
and no..
that wasn’t
a typo.. my friend
as fear rules that
place more than Love
and they would surely
dam you to hell if they
knew you were Muslim..
but whenever they say
anything evil like that
about God’s children
they miss the
fire in
my eYes
that will
just shoot
‘lasers’ beyond..
behind.. the shades
of i.. and those ‘lasers’
will not be directed by
me..
they will
be directed
by God.. my friend..
as sure.. i have some
other ‘gifts’ too.. and
they are even too
strange
for anyone
to ask me
about..
as far as
i feel at least..
So.. Love you..
friend.. and see you later..:)
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SMiLes.. my friend SOHEIR
you warm my heArt.. and truly
when the United States went
to war with Iraq and i knew it
was all a lie.. just by looking at
the eyes of the people involved..
my heaRt went out to all your
peoples who
died so innocently
and cruel at the callous
hands of the
folks who
ran the administration
of this country then..
and perhaps
that is what
sets the
Politician
Bernie Sanders
apart from the
rest of ‘that’
crowd.. is
he too
understood
this and would
not support the
lie of war.. like other
people who could see
farther than the soulless
status and power of others
for just another God of Dollar Bill….
But we live in a new age now of
communication of global
ways of seeing the
greater liGht of
Truth over
darkness
with freedom
of human expression..
and yes.. on a global
basis.. all we humans
move.. connect..
and create..
much better
when we hold
different hands
together sAMe
my friend.. the U.S.
has some mighty bad
Karma.. as far as God’s
eYes go.. i can promise
you that.. and sure God
will get it all balanced
out eventually
as Balance
is alWays
God’s
way..
so.. sure i could
use your prayers now
over here too.. my friend
as surely the meek will
inherit the earth..
and no.. for
the most
part
that is
NOT
over here..
but never the less
it works for me.. to be
free.. so i do appreciate
the fact my country offers that
but in the future it needs to learn
how NOT to KILL FOR THE SPORT
OF DOLLAR
BILLS..
DEAD
SERIOUSLY
IS THAT MY
FRIEND..
AS
i wouldn’t
wanna be on
the other end
of the Gun of
God..
as sure..
i’ve
already
been there
and done it
in the dArkest
of all places i
can ever imagine
now.. my friend..:)
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Ah.. back from Southern Baptist Singing
and i have to say.. i feel that some of us
there shared a very positive spiRit of
God in sinGinG togetHer joyously..
no matter if i agreed with
all the songs
of word
or not..
a sPirit
of Joy
with human
empathy of emotion
lifting higher and higher
certainly existed theRe
now.. as they
say..
the SpiriT
of God was
with uS iN
Joy of
balance..
but no.. when they
get to the parts of a heaven
with golden floors and pearly
gates.. that is status and power
worlds of imagination.. God’s
heaven iS iN human heARt
SpiRit and SoUl.. not in
materials of gold
and pearl
to make
folks greater
rich than other
ones.. who don’t
believe in all the
Words they have
to sell to keep
folks trapped
within
the confines
of Church Doors
to keep the mortgage
paid.. and pastors in
shiny new clothes..
cars.. and homes..
as yes.. Church is
big business for
so-called non-profit
as it provides a way
for many folks to make
a living.. and that’s okay
as long as they don’t sentence
people who don’t believe the way
they do to hell.. and tonight was the
first night i have ever gone where there
was no mention of homosexuals going
to hell.. or people who are not so-called
saved believing Jesus is the only
begotten Son of God and yes
God incarnate above
all other human
beings.. which
is even totally
ridiculous if one
doesn’t have access to
the original gnostic gospels
associated with Jesus.. ’cause
the New Testament even states now
that Jesus reports people will come
after him to do much greater acts
of helping others.. through
greater faith.. hope and
belief.. set as
reality..
as human
potential that
truly already happens
iN terms of healing so many
others through arts and
sciences too..
as nows
go on..
and we gain
more comfort in
liGht and sadly
more strife in
dArk as well..
but that is
reality.. a balance
of the dark and liGht
on this terrestrial plane
and what we have iS now jUSt
to worship as a gift from
God always now..
that can be
the heaven
of now of
Hope and
Unconditional
Love if we make it
that way togeTher or a place
of Fear and hate that can lead
to Hell now as well.. it takes work
works work.. and action in practice
of human effort to make that happen..
theRe is no magic verse incantation..
out of the Bible to get to heaven now
alone.. it takes a concerted effort and
togetherness too of human ALLONE
bEinG to
get the
JOB
DONE
NOW
JUST
NOWoN..:)!..:)!
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Okay.. so Katrina’s friend invites us to Southern Baptist
Gospel Singing tonight.. and Katrina.. yes.. Katrina
picks this shirt out for me to wear.. as even she
gets tired of the end of the Gospel singing
where they usually list some folks who
are surely gonna burn eternally in hell..
Shirt says.. “JESUS LOVES YOU
but i’m his favorite”.. And Katrina’s
friend’s friend.. who is somewhere
over the age of 80.. duly chastises me as
when she reads the small print.. she says..
boy you are bad.. and i then go on to
explain the Katrina made me
do it.. but i don’t
think she
really
believes
Katrina
is THAT
KATRINA..
And the ironic
highlight of the
night.. was when the
Gospel Trio Lead Singer
sitting in front of me
turns around and says
you sing beautifully..
are you a Gospel
Singer..
and
our friend
quickly turns
around to him
and says.. he sings
in church.. as all
my singing stories
are already
shared with
this friend
in the
words
of wife Katrina
so golden true..
anyway.. i say i SinG
at St. Rose of Lima
ROMAN
CATHOLIC
CHURCH..
but i do not tale
him i lead
the choir
from the
very
last pew..
as my voice is
way.. way.. too..
powerful for
manmade
microphones
now.. as even
the choir can even
still hear me from
the very front with
microphones too..
but fortunately
i sing like
a loud
Angel
with yes
choirs of
Archangels
too.. wheRe
ever they may
sing.. whether
Southern Baptist
or Roman Catholic
it is the Angel Spirit
that counts no matter who
is who or whoami.. we are
all brothers and Sister’s
in the spiRit of all
of our human
potential
simply
and
complexly
now.. we
can sing
the best
we can.. togethEr
or let others SinG
our SonG
for Us..
i WiLL
SinG and
Dance Free
to the best
of my God Given
All natural potential abilities
continuAlly now.. juSt NOWoN!..:)
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Well.. hmm.. past midnight..
still have not gotten to
dVerse on this
16th day now
of January
2016..
so i’ll
start all
of that down
here.. as long as
i can keep my eYes
awake after Singing
all them Southern
Baptist songs..
and dancing
all around
free in
Super-Walmart
to raise my level
of mindful awareness
as well as moving.. connecting
and creative intelligence potential
now.. just now.. so here i go for now..:)
*
So many years before
recording nows..
bones come
bones stay
flesh grows
and away..
but what stays
beyond that now..
is the hEart of
human emoTiOns
expresSinG as
SpiRit.. in
what is left
of a flesh of
soUl.. gone beyond
eYes of flesh and blood
relationships.. the soUl
lives on in recorded history
of all arts and even sciences
as a greater pArt of human
continues to live
more and
more in
humanly made
records of the
E-World now
where dust
is only
old
as servers
serving up the
remains of humans
gone by.. and then
there is Love.. and
inspiration.. of what
all the humans before
still bRinG today
in living
eYes of
those who
Love those
from before..
on terrestrial plane..:)
Dragon Fruit
Bitter reptile’s
sweet
taste..
oh.. contradictions
of daRk and liGht
tasty iN deed..:)
Well.. that is the
first asterisk
site where
i comment
here as my
comments are
no longer welcome
on asterisks sites
for whatever reasons..
and one without an asterisk
but once again no risk as
creativity is at least
one pArt of life that
can be free.. when
it is practiced
as such
alWays
NOW..:)
yeah.. signing
off for now
as nite
nite
calls..
at a decent
hour for sleep
sleep and more
sleep now.. at
12:28 am..
1162016..:)
Okay.. finAlly
back at 1:34 pm..
and i’m starting with
‘this link’.. as shared
on Facebook Suzanne’s
page for
due
inspiRation..:)
SMiLes.. my home is nothing special..
but my backyard FoRest..
is priceless..
iN terms
of being
hUman
with a SoUl
of miNd and BoDy Balance.. NOW..
leaves of me fall free
as trees of Life..:)
And now on to dVerse..
after a WonderFul Warm
Winter day.. of Sand
Dance with Sun
of God..:)
but not before
a few more deTours
around the world..
now back here
again..
at 2:21 pm.:)
Hmm.. and only
31 poetic responses
to go.. interesting
how many times the
total is 33 over
the course of
months now..
33.. one of
my favorite
numbers
now wITh
wInKs..
more and
more words
of poeTry..:)
*
WeLL.. as i sit inside
gazing through 24
inch window glass
iN North
Florida
Winter
home..
grass half
green.. God’s
Garden of Life..
short and tAll
sTill GroWinG
Strong.. now..
how blessed
am i to be
planted
like
this in REAL
Garden of Eden
so warm and True
with God’s Light
so briGht WitH
Sun of
GOD..:)
(:..takes iPhone 6s
photo through
wiNdow
now
to illustrate
this in poetic
stream of
photos
too..;)
Muses free
Muses sold
Muses bought
Muses freed..
i would condense
my soUl.. but the
muse of heARt
is much too
great
to
priSon
TRULY
FREE
spiRit..
wheRe short
becomes long
and long becomes
short.. each dance
step.. each word..
aLL pArt of
InFiniTy
NOW
wHere
aLL iS
MUSE
FREE
MUSE
am
i..:)
sMiLes..
i mUst
say thiS certainly iS
inspiRinG
letTinG iT aLL hang out now
WitH blesSinGs
no lonGer disguiSinG
wHere secret soNgs stronG
RefRain.. echoes Free liVingSoNGs..:)
One of my favorite things to do now
that i am financially independent
is let fLaws
on material stuff like flaked
paint on aluminum
siding..
scratches on
cars and even small
dents
left as is
as attachment
to any
thing
material as
new is the
oldest
way
to
hell
for sure..:)
Breath of Nature.. Breath of Life
Breast
of us
breathes the same..
funny
how a
little more
flesh here and
theRe changes so much
as air
the
sAMe..:)
*
Sadly.. dark fears
liGht.. sadder sTill
dArk
iS fear..
hopefully
leaVinG liFe
Tree grows
hoPe replaCinG
Love liGht
Truth
Reigns
aGain
wheRe cLouds
are Love
no less
than
SuN..:)
SMiLes.. most aMaZing
pArts of mY liFe
are both living
stone cold
shy
and
Sun out
B r i G h t
to find out
how
both
sides
truLy live..
Sun out iS OMG
so much more fun
iN liGht.. i’LL
never go
cOld
stone
again..:)
Clock strikes
one.. clock
strikes
twelve
time
strikes
now.. aLL
iS ONE..:)
sMiLes..
greaTest
gift God
gives uS
iS caRinG..
sadly.. not all
folks practice thiS
gift.. or even have
iT@
aLL..:)
*
Like every
true Irish
born boy..
i have
an elf
of joy
guiding
tricks
and treats
mischievous
liGht eYes
behind
sHades
me grey
hues color more..
heAvens PreSent..:)
Hawk Lark
early
spies
winGs
deLiGht..
Hawk Fails
late Lark
flies
worm..:)
Love faLLs
raiN
riSinG
water
sAMe
drops
sorRow
Loves Bank..:)
Knitting bAlls
of human being
different colors
aLike intertWininG
Tapestry QuilTinG
becoMinG now
BlankEt
hUman
LOVE..:)
Paint without restraint
every ArTisT dream
at least for
those
who
Art
for Free..:)
Four wall offices..
no connections
out of theRe..
liFe iS
boRinG
’til
hiVe
iS born
aS ONe aGain..
now withOut foUr
wAlls fulLy FREE..:)
Ah.. Art
now human
aLL dresSinG
uP… Human
flesh
feeLinGs
Sun on
sKin..0%
credit
free
Loan
bONe iN
Re-port
oF uS..:)
SMiLes..
onLY way
2turn down
the heat on
wife.. for me
at least.. is to
shut-up and
write Fred..
4her
e-Scape..:)
SMiLes.. when no
friEnd comes..
latch-key
son..
fINds
a dog
connects
aGain a friEnd
iN woof remains
great.. A friend..:)
I folloWed all the rUles
in school from grades
1 through 18 then
all the regulations
of work from years
1 through 31.. now
and then i stoppEd
and devilived..
but only
after
recovery
from livevil rules..:)
Little do ‘they’ remember
or feel the fuller UniVerse
inside.. binoculars.. telescopes
that aid the eye so far.. but never
seeing
stars
of us..
so briGht
and liGht
just waiting
to come out
and play and
shine so BriLLiAnT..
hUman imagiNaTion
Moving.. ConnecTinG..
Creating.. Free aGain..:)
Smiles.. it’s ‘funny’ you kNow..
friend.. i followed all the
rules here.. and even
had my link removed
some time ago..
that’s why you
never see me link
here again.. as the
world is too large
for narrow minds..
however.. the folks
who write poeTry
here are treaSures..
and yes.. now as well..
Feelings.. too.. my friend..
are scarce online.. we feel..
only thing is.. this wouldn’t
be an issue.. if other folks who
do not follow the rules at all
get no admonishment at all..
and sure.. i have responded to
every single link here since
March of last year..
so i’ve seen it
over and
over..
certain
one’s picked
in cliques over
others.. for those
of us who don’t make
their grade of rules
or whatever
it is that
meets
the grade
of them..
Sorry.. it just makes
me righteously indignant
to see someone.. whomever..
threaten to remove a link..
for some.. and let others
go without a word..
what this
means
is it is
personal
and far from
professional my
friend.. or fair..
but alas
the world
grows
colder
online
when we don’t
have to face each other
face to face.. and trust
me.. the ‘man’
who wrote
that
would
never
tell you
he would
remove anything
of yours face to face..
i know the type
all
too well…
and with all
that said..
i dance
naked
and
don’t
give
an
F
for Fred
for what
anyone worries
about that my friend..
’cause i can.. just ’cause i can..
Rules are for work.. local.. state
and Federal Laws.. and that’s
all.. at
least for
me.. fully now..
And to be clear
just my opinion
of course.. but
i have a feeling
you will not
mind if
i freely
express
that here..
my friend..
you handled it
very professionally
with tact and reason..
and i did too.. the first
three times it happened
even when i was following
the rules..
but i have
limits too..
and truly
we all
should..
True..:)
SMiLes.. how
easy the moon
Loves as it
never
gives
up
liGht..
unTil
it’s
time
to sleep..
iN Truth..:)
SMiLes.. people
who truly
care..
walk
and talk
with honor..
and no longer
iS politics a place
to even have a chance
to win in the U.S. when
honor and integrity iS
pArt of that dream..
at least not on the
Conservative side..
it’s been a long ride
of
deceit..
and power
plays.. but
in general
people who are
truly lovers do not
now usuAlly make
the grade of rule makers
enforcers and leaders as
today that is a callous job..
to win…
and truLY
no prize
iN
effect’s
Affect..
no longer
iT seems.
as heARt…
For what i’ve lived the
saddest truth of all
i feel i’ve come to
know.. iS Love
truLY is the
responsibility
of parents and
peers.. and if
not started
early
like
wateRinG
a healthy plant..
will never have
a chance to grow at
all.. and truly it’s not
just an opinion..
the refrigerator
parent
and peer
effect of
LACK OF
AFFECT
iN human
connections
no longer
is a myth in science
and perhaps that is
why the screen addictions
of parents.. is the deadly
brew away from loving
touching children..
that one day
will become
the next
killing
rampage
spree..
people
take Love
for Granted
when it is
a garden
that must
be continuously
watered to grow at all..:)
Ah.. the murky
waters no longer
supporting fishing
life.. oh.. the cloudy
ways of work
no longer
human
where
only
machine
cogs need apply..:)
Talons fly for hunted
prey.. without
a pray to
escape..
sOils of
comfort..
soils of
blood..
some souls
sleepy comfy..
others alWays
just beLow
talons
grip…
SMilEs.. my friend..
i did not speak
until age four..
how fortuNate
am i to
sPeak
to God
before
words
of
human
at age 3..
and sTill
inside..
outside..
above.. so
below.. all around
me now.. alWays
God alwaYs NOW..:)
Prehensile thumb
and fingers
with sticks..
scratching
imaginary
connections
of stars in sAnd..
alphabets come..
sanskrit in-hand
and heArt.. Sans
Angles iN Star
connections
of alphabets..
Angels never
come to
human
form..
yEt sTill
exist beFore..
iN essence SoUl..:)
Words.. iN written
style.. guideposts..
furniture..
rooms..
iN association
oF emoTioNs
true.. no less
SonG..
recorded..
vinyl.. or digital..
words can guide
Us back to heARts..
lost.. language and
emoTion.. bed
fellows and
friends..
when Art
and words
hUman
become
heARt
poe
Try
uS..:)
Well.. when i worked
for the government
keeping secrets
is the law
by penalty
true..
but my law
now is truth..
no secrets
i have
to
keep
iN liGht..:)
Sages of the ages..
where pens write
from beyond
composed
words..
free floWinG
Wisdom as wise
and Old as the
UniVerse iN
InFiniTy n0w..
Truth in
liGht
as far as
we feel..
sense..
and move..
Star dust iS
uS.. wE fly
ALLONE..:)
SMiLes my
friend.. couldn’t
find a place to
comment
on
poet/try
so i leave
it here as
theRe is alWays
another way to
get stuff done
for those
who
learn
to never
ever give
up.. now..
and quite
honestly i thInk
it was my favorite
one.. but you know
F E E L N O W..
folks these days..
if the rules don’t
tale ’em how
to do it..
they just
give
up
and
take tHeir
toys with them..
hehe.. i never give up..
the lesson of over 14.5
billion years.. change
’til
it
works..:)
Well all done at
6:47 pm.. and this
was so much
fun.. still
haven’t
gone out
the door
for dance
shopping
tonight..
but sure
i am now
re-tired..
theRe are no
rules for free..
when the wheel of
life iS fresh rubber
alWays now for more..:)
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Fear Sucks..
Not Being able
to smiles sucks
too.. but some
folks are
even
afraid to
smile.. i learned
that early.. here in
red state.. ‘Modern
Christian Land’ of
patriarchy in the
early 70’s..
where there
was still Free
Love of the 60’s
revolution lingering..
and so much resistance
in red state areas.. as we
see today.. but in fact.. then..
my area was blue state
and it was the red
state folks state
of mind that
eventually
won that
battle here
now to the tune
of around 90% of
what is consensus
at the polling sites
that say red and
only red this way..
But the methods used to
make that happen were certainly
cruel then.. as any boy who smiled
in Middle School halls or city Parks
was literally told by bigger bully
boys.. THAT IS NOT ALLOWED
IN A THREATENING TONE..
or you are the F word and
not not Fred.. and yeah..
which sure.. is all F’ed up
in any real terms..
humanity..
that goes on..
now.. as the closed minded
ways of fear.. repression of
pro-social emotions.. and
all stuff related to hate..
is losing the battle..
and the stakes
ARE SO HIGH..
that even the ‘once
person’ so easy to hate
for being the symbol of
Big money.. is now a hero
of the almighty dollar.. in the
eyes of Red state views.. but no..
it’s not hard to understand really as
it is human nature that some humans
are born more fearful.. less open minded
and control is all that reduces their anxious
states of mind.. where others are born fear
free.. roving.. moving.. open minded.. smiling..
Loving.. with open arms to the world around them
and that is most often reinforced and assured
survival when the parent’s ways are the
same in Unconditional open-minded
liberal ways of freedom thinking
and feeling about other humans
and the rest of Nature AKA
God and US free..
But alas.. as always
in insanely large human
groups known as cities and
such as that.. order is required..
with rules.. and laws or anarchy will
be the result as humans are still evolving
for relatively small villages where like the
TV show “Cheers”.. ‘everyone knows
your name’.. and one’s name
is just another norm
of culture
where folks
take the gifts of others
and most give more than
they take from Nature ALL…
which is so far far out of balance
now.. as most all of us take more than
we give back to Nature ALL.. as any
spaceship sees.. or stars of skies..
with these aided eYes of stars..
as the earth is pock marked
and eaten away from
the cancer of
human
culture..
where culture
is either or a virus
and cancer that humans
working out of balance are
creating on this earth as we
speak.. but anyway.. some of
us see it from ground level
and there is enough
of it now..
to make
a ManiFestO
of it almost
everynow..
like i am
doing
here..
now..
hehe..
OH FREEDOM OF
EXPRESSION.. THE INTERNET..
SO MANY AVENUES TO GET A
MANIFESTO MULTIPLIED BY HUNDREDS
OUT.. where no longer are guns and bombs
required to
get the
attention
of more
than one
hermit in a shed…
The INTERNET is both a
curse and gift.. as ‘sit’ takes flesh
and blood connections away.. yet
it provides so many alternative ways
of giving and taking.. without harming
the flesh and blood
in the real
world
here..
but yes.. psychological
pain.. can hurt as much..
so one must develop a rather
thick skin.. to really say and feel
what’s on their mind and heart online
without getting burnt.. in ways of being human..
And after my own long term stay in severe pain..
anxiety.. alexithymia.. depression.. anhedonia..
panic attacks.. PTSD.. yes.. generally speaking
all the products of severe unrelenting fight
or flight fear.. and stress for years of
work and culture related crap..
along with the crap of
religious oppression
and repression
of human
nature
including
senses..
emotions..
and sensuality
from a very young
age.. when strong enough
to come back recovered i faced
my fears head on.. and illustrated
them publicly so no one would ever
be able to bring me down.. WitH
the fears i myself inStilled
as me…
Adventure therapy
is a new therapy for PTSD..
one of the most severe fear
related diseases.. of the
mind and body out of
balance..
and it dam
sure works
as my netherworld
art.. and public dance
proves in my life for sure..
my greatest fears of life..
are nothing now.. as i actually
enjoy what used to scare me the
most.. oh the way to fearless is
paved with
adventure
and courAGE
my friend.. and
at 55.. for what would
terrify most males my age..
is only a feather of deLiGht to me..
lots of work to
get here..
but all the
practice makes
life real and fearless
now.. and when fear is gone..
all gone.. amazing stuff happens
in human potential.. it’s a hot air balloon
that suddenly
finds
all the
air it ever
needs to
float now.. HiGHER..
and yes.. your words
and the words you bRinG
here are very inspiRinG..
friend gigoid..
that can most
definitely with
me be measured
by the volume and
intensity of my response..
liGht bRinGs liGht my
friend and
that is what
i inTend
to spRead.. Truth’s
liGHT.. morENOW..:)
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Ha! first of all..
what a coincidence
or Synchronicity..
i was commenting
on your blog at
precisely the same
time your were commenting
on my blog.. as the time stamp
proves without a doubt.. as mine
was a ‘little’ longer than yours..
hehe.. and thanks so much
for your visit today Zee..
as words of sharing life’s
experiences are truly
what’s important
in life.. as
with all
the wisdom
in the world
that is what
REAL PEOPLE
WiLL do iN the
Now that
never
begins
or ends
my friend..
and for me i really
never get cold.. wearing
shorts the last two and a half
years straight without fail..
but wife Katrina is
another story..
she says it
is Winter here
now.. and it has
gone down to
around
freezing in the
last couple of weeks
but even after some freezes
our grass is still green.. one
of the most unusual natural
events i’ve seen in my life..
as we do get down as
low as single
digits here
and rare
snows
once in
a decade or two..
there are always though..
so many consequences
to imbalance in Nature and
human when they get out
of balance.. through
the hand of human
or other aspects
of Nature
now..
Balance is always
best.. so i welcome Winter
Temperatures now as well..
although i count myself blessed now..
to have relative free will in regulation
of not only my body temperatures.. innate
and instinctual.. in intuitively adapting
myself to natural changes
of cold and hot..
but in emoTioNal
regulation.. and sensory
integration.. which truly the body
can lead first.. when we move in balance
with the Gravity of God in Center balance
fully grounded on God’s Blue.. Green
and Brown Earth..
secure.. in Trust
with GOD fearless
as human can be
away from illusory
ways of thinking and feeling
my friend.. where moving.. connecting
and creating is the way of life again..
free
as free
can be
with imagination
of no limits or expectations
in the now of Joy too.. my friend Zee..
and yes.. the ever lasting over chalice
floWinG food and drink of Unconditional
Courageous and Kind Love
is the yummiest
drink and food
of all of
oceans
true..
my friend..:)
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WeLL.. first of aLL
ah.. oh.. so..
ironicAlly your
first statement
says it all in
a real nut shell
of life where people
are afraid to be free..
to move.. to truly connect
and create.. without oppression
and repression of human senses..
emotions.. and yes.. sensuality
as well.. i love the way you
spell boundries here from
the beginning and
a killer of
creativity
spell
check
can be
when it comes
to human creativity
truly set free in stream
of conscious being that
truly is no different than
Muhammad in the Cave
where he reaches deep
inside.. and ‘heres’ the
voice of God forever
moreNow.. that is
WE.. that iS
timeless
ageless as
any real Angel
can be.. BOUNDries
are the problem.. and
moving out of the cave
of our culture now and
cultures of the past
has always
been the
human challenge
but that will never happen
as long as we and God are
chained in words my friend..
and not able to create our
own words of God
already gifted
to uS
iN so
much more
than words and
human culture as
we see and feel it now…
So.. i invite to you to make
more mistakes of creativity
my friend.. as when mistakes
come free..
so does
GOD
as free
iN uS..
as Unconditional
Love of all that is of
GOD from dArk to
liGht with no
beginnings
or ends..
whERe the
gift of PreSent
becomes the
gift of now..
the Gift
of God
we
hU
maniFEst
to others
fREeNOW..:)
And oh.. some
nows i get carried
away without the
personal touch..
by the way..
nice to
see you
again
in words
here.. friend
ZEE for NOw..:)
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Dear Facebook Friend
Rafiah.. shares a mesSage
from Pakistan that says..
Me: Don’t leave me.
Allah says:
So remember me
and I will
remember
you..
i say..
And Allah
lives as
inside
of
one
WitH
sMiLes
of course
friend Rafiah..
as Allah Loves
to join iN human
hands holding each
other as WeLL as Love
wHere River floWers grow
Oceans Gardens emPower..:)
And then i say..
Hello..;)
Rafiah says..
Hello to you too. smile emoticon
I have just returned from my
childhood friend’s wedding.
smile emoticon
i say..
SMiLes.. hope it was a wonderful
wedding and you had a great
time.. my friend..
smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
Its always nice to feel joy
in the happiness of
our close ones. :’)
i say..
That’s true my friend.. and perhaps the
saddest part of human being
is when we cannot
feel and celebrate
the joy of others..
that means you
are human
and i like
human
very much
my friend.. Rafiah..:)
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SMiLes.. my friend.. nice of you
to wade so far down in words
to come here to play
today.. now..
And i write for
fun in stream of
consciousness..
for me there is
a flow
and zOne
about it that
is pure bliss in
the journey of iT..
and the comments
section here iS wHere i
do the actual writing
one letter at a time..
i could close my
eyes and
never look
at it now..
the flow is
no different than
an ocean wave..
and still magic
when i center
it all
together
as a team
of art.. that
escapes the
55 year-old
UniVerSinG
increaSinGLy
becoMinG my
miNd.. expresSinG
so free as emoTions
can go in SpiRit SonG..
siMply a maniFeStation
of the Bliss.. the Nirvana..
the heaven that is my life
now.. My life used to be
so predictable.. so
controlled..
so ruled
by others
and now it just
flows free iN dance
and iN words of me..
and actuAlly i wrote
an entire Novel length
of 41,113 words as
Free verse poeTry
“GodsUniVerseNovel”
in this unique
free style
on December
26th.. then with
the comments
draft section
of writing bRinGinG
the whole joyous effort
to over 50,000 words..
SMiLes.. the ocean
doesn’t complain
when the rivers
fill it more..
it is onLy
the shores
‘who’ worry my
friend.. and it’s alWays
nice when someone stops
by to visit.. as this is just
a free place of Art no less
and sure.. much more..
wInks.. and best
New Wishes
of this year
now to
you..
friend..
Truedessa..:)
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