Atlas Danced First

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Hi Shawna.. just back from another Weekend
day of Marathon Dance Shopping at over
13 miles.. today and yesterday.. so yeah..
it did take two days to make the full
marathon.. hehe.. anyway..
i hate typing on
Mobile.. so
i always
wait to come
home to use
two hands here
to get the flow
going and i know
you feel what i mean
by flow.. and yes.. oh yes..
yes.. yes.. some songs elicit
such wonderful positive emotions
that
i can listen
listen listen.. dancing
to the song in all the shopping
stores.. for hours on end.. particularly
when they are as great as the
“Adventure of a Lifetime”
by ‘Cold Play’.. as
i am kinda like
a dancing
Bonobo
anyway
hehex2..
so i think i’ll use
that song again for
the beginning theme
SonG.. for my next
epic post
here..
and nice to
highlight our
interaction first in
the reality show in
poeTry that continues
to be my life online
haha..
with sMiles..
of course..
and hmm..
i’m not much of a planner
for stuff.. but yes.. i
do my best to
be the
life of
the party wherever
i go.. and certainly mission
accomplished in places like
malls and Barnes and Nobles..
as hahax3.. i may be
the only 55 year old
dude who dances
a strange style
of martial
arts and
ballet like
dance and reads
full books while
listening to
music
at
the same
time too..
it increases my focus..
and today i read an entire
Dummies book on poeTRy..
so maybe now i will finally understand
what all the text book definitions of what this
and that and the other kind of poetry is.. but
quite honestly i don’t give a crap.. as i am
never gonna
be a professional
football player anyway..
hehex3.. or hahax2..
cause i missed a
number of
laugh
up there
somewhere..
yeah.. gotta
sharp
pencil..
but i try to keep
it as dull as possible
so i do not go insane
in perfectionist
dum
ways
like earlier
in my life..
where all the bricks
had to be in a perfect
straight line around
flower beds
for life
to make sense..
life leads me now..
for fun.. and i no longer
try to have a choke hold on it..
and OMG hanging loose is so
much more fun.
than the
strangle
of uptight
then..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah!.. to answer your
questions.. yeah.. diabetes in
general.. sucks.. our grey cat Moby
is suffering with it now.. too much
sitting down.. all his life
where Love
and Dinner
was all
is life..
still so sweet..
but sadly too many
cat treats.. and now he
can hardly make it around
on his hind legs at only age
10.. anyway.. really hate to
see stuff like that happen
to school age children
knowing
that in
middle age
they will probably
be in those Walmart
carts.. like so many
people from
where i live..
and i try
to set a dancing
example for them..
for the joy of art in
movement but i guess
most of the older folks just
wanna wait ’till heaven after
life.. instead of having it
JusT now..
like me
and other
folks who
dance life..
instead
of growing
old.. in one
spot.. life moves
in so many ways.
both in art and feeling
when we dance free..
with no sidewalks
to hold
us
back
and down..
in straight lines
of still
in hell
now…
and oh yeah. i love
the eccentricities and silliness
of folks.. it is so endearing.. and
that is why i always look forward
so much to hearing from you ..
Shawna.. as you are
a treasure
of a unique
human being
to me.. who has
always brought a smile
to my face.. everynow
i see the new
user name
that is my
friend Shawna
still now.. anyway..
i checked again to
make sure your blog
is still there.. so i am gonna
hurry up and finish this now.. finAlly
so you will know.. i still Love the stuff
that you write and link there in terms
of music and poeTry
now.. my friend..
oh yeah.. i am
a court jester..
but i don’t get
paid by any
court.. i
choose
my
own
places
to play that
role.. and OMG
so much fun
it is to
be a clown/
sacred fool/
modern
court
jester
or whatever
i may be for now..
and yes you are
a F in Great poet
to me..
seriously..
no joke
from a
clown
here.. on that
one.. my friend.. Shawna..:)
My understanding is that hot cats.. can cool
and heat up.. many times in just one day..
so maybe it’s not necessary to have
another cat
or mustard
covered dog
to warm up..
but anyway..
hehe.. your
fiery post reminded
me of another blogger
friend.. who highlighted
the article above about
a statistic on 39%
relief.. and a
special
warm-up
faux booth
to get the job done..
and called it pathetic..
and oh BOY.. lots of
comments were
generated
by that
one for
sure..
i still haven’t
got around there
yet.. to provide the
link about the faux
booth yet.. as she
seemed to
think it
was the real
deal.. and of course
it is illegal to do that
in public of course..
just another
Internet
myth..
i guess…
And crap that’s a real
issue for a young Catholic
boy.. when i was young..
as guilty
pleasures
becomes
the standard
instead of just
pure relief.. sMiLes…
PoeTry.. the art of
not saying
something..
wINks.. aGaiN..
oh.. and thanks
for linking a ‘Symphony
of Science’.. that is a reAlly
sexy video.. you are correct..
as the connection of the human
heARt.. and the rest of sPiRit
expreSsinG Nature.. as miNd
and boDy
BalanCinG
soUl.. now..
iS the best
non-messy
way to get
the job
of Love
dOne..
my friend..
Shawna.. all the
time now.. and
‘this’ is just one
of those
poems..
that is
yEarning
now for a
comment..
i guess.. too..
and i did review
all of your poetry
and other stuff too..
so interesting.. and
always surprises that
come.. when Shawna’s
iMagiNation is set
free
from
home
schooLinG..
sMilEs..
wITh
fury
purring sweet..
kitties.. my friend..
oh yeah.. meeting
humming birds
dark green
and blue
with
forked
tongues
too.. now..;)
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Ah.. so nice to see friend ‘circle of quirks’ here..
she is a real phenomenon.. and of course
so are you friend.. ’cause i’ve interacted
with literally tens of thousands of
folks if not over 100K in the
last 5 years or so..
all over online..
and you two
are definitely
two of my very favorite ones..
as i can say anything to ya’ll..
without being concerned that
ya’ll will go ballistic.. as no
PC for me.. hehe..
anyway.. i read your
post early this morning
while rushing to church
and just on Mobile today
doing another half-
marathon of dance
so plenty of
time to
let the
pearls
of wisdom settle
with me all day.. and
two things struck me.. one
how wonderful it is that you
at top of the class in
school.. serving
others in the
mental health
and developmentally
disabled fields are able
to spread your wisdom online
as so many of us can from the
leisure of our home today.. as truly
it was getting scary how there were no
story tellers left anymore.. to leave the
stories of our culture behind now..
as everything was getting
so text and shallow
in acronyms of
small talk
at start
of
Email
ways of being..
and now blogs allow an almost
unlimited avenue.. to spread it all thick
and thin.. and address subjects that we could
never address in some of our local communities
namely.. now.. without potentially getting shot.. hung..
or a brick thrown through the local church that is us..
hmm.. yeah.. the Protestants even threw
a brick through the window of
my Catholic Church some
years back.. but
hopefully the
KKK is
totally
gone
now
along with
such as that..
yeah.. never ever
truly gone here.. at least
behind folks backs it seems
from what i’ve seen on
pastors lawns
after church
and such
as that
on
Northern
county farms..
hmm.. dam that was
a long intro.. but i get
really intensely focused
after dance walking
13 miles.. reading a
book while doing
it.. listening
to music
and stuff
like that.. where
my Brain lights up
like the Universe potential
we all have of course.. inside..
too.. outside.. above so below
and all around
three..
or four
and more..
But in my own life
experience.. i for one consider
fear.. to be the limiting force of
miracles.. and a body that is out
of synch in balance with mind
is a sure way
to feel
uncomfortable
in one’s own skin
and to be timid
somewhat
around
other human beings..
as sure they can be potential
predators too.. part of our instinct
that never totally goes away.. and Charles
Atlas.. the founder somewhat of strength
training for Industrialized humans of
the 20th Century.. watched
Lions Stretch..
learning
from them..
inventing a
new way of
isometric
exercises to
help the young boys
who got the sand kicked
in their face.. while never pursuing
their animal epigenetic potential in
feral fearless primate way..
no less than our
other
APE
friends..
who are definitely
capable of tearing the
face off of human beings
domesticated now
as such..
yeah.. even
Mahatma Gandhi
subscribed to Mr.
Atlas’ training plan..
as even a Pacifist..
can be braver in dealing
with other folks.. more secure
in a body strong.. instead of weak..
and amazingly not unlike Jack LaLanne..
Charles.. kept all his muscle size statistics
all the way to age 70 plus.. showing
what the science of epigenetics
in unpacking human
DNA for
greater potential
was with appropriate
environmental challenge..
yes.. my father too.. going into
the military as a young man coming
out two years later changing from
150LB to 230LB bear
looking
dude
then..
really shocked
too see his pretty
boy face in a high school
photo.. sometime ago..
for the first
time ever..
as sure it was
bootcamp and the military
that literally made him into a man..
and i used to see that Epigenetic effect
among the Navy men.. at my base.. getting
orders.. to the sand trap of combat in Iraq..
and coming back looking more
like gorillas
than pasty
white
office
workers
of before..
yeah.. sure too.. what
i eventually devolved into
when i left the physical
effort of Bowling Center
moving.. running..
jumping worker..
fixing machines
doing all the
cleaning 8 hours
a day.. in addition
to working out too..
an hour workout three
time a week is not enough
to keep human potential as
strong and fearless as it can be
with moving artfully all the time now..
and without feeling secure in one’s own
body.. with potential to defend oneself.. i truly
feel like that is a major issue of underlying fear
and anxiety among folks.. is they never get to
hear the call of the
wild.. and
basically
become
somewhat
feral fearless
human beings again..
and that spills over i think
and feel now.. to all areas of life
where a person walks and stands
tall among other humans without
fear..
standing
up for ethics
that are real
and positive too..
no matter what the bullies
who were bullied themselves
in life.. in that endless cycle of
fear and hate.. will say and do..
Biggest mistake i think humans make
is the delusion that they are not
animals.. and fall under
different
rules of
the Jungle
and Savannah true..
where we too.. can become
the Lion of Mr. Atlas’
experiment but of
course.. it starts
with feet.. as barefoot
on soil.. is the best way
to gain strong feet.. as with
weak feet.. all the rest of the
body.. can be limited in strength
and fearless by the weakest link
that will always
be the feet
that handle
the basic
gravity
of life
free or
weak..
as weak
at base is fear..
still for any animal subject
to the reality of prey and predator..
even if not obvious and only
instinctual
now..
my friend
gigoid..
and sMiLes..
that’s all for now..
enjoyed your post
very much.. and
as always thanks
so much
for now..:)
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Weekly After Church..
on the grounds.. selfie..
with sweet faced wife Katrina..
always reliably kind in online photos.. of course..
and a real force of Nature.. all around feisty too..
for anyone who knows.. FEELS.. the
terror of the wrath
of the
REAL
K..
hmm.. every
once in a while..;)
And now i
swear.. when
i go to the Mall..
yes.. the kinda fancy
Cordova Mall
in P’cola..
i try every dam
trick in the book..
to inspire these
mall dummies
to dance.. but i’ll
be dam.. just once..
not twice.. if they totally
ignore me like i’m not
even dancing in their
face.. and i do my best
to show ’em all my newest
dance moves too.. but they
just stare off into space.. like..
they are holding up the weight
of the World.. and not like
Atlas.. aka Holder of the
Heavens..
either..
just plain
worried about
it all.. when they
could forget all
about words
through
the free
verse
poeTry
of trance
dance
now..
JUST
NOW!..
oh yeah.. and shirt of the
day says.. Green against Machine..
as the Incredible Hulk gets released..
to beat the rob
ot of life.. and yes…
onE of my favorite shows of
youth.. as i was always
trying to figure out
how to release
my inner
Ape too..
and
finAlly i did it..
yes.. feral over
domesticated human
finaALLy for me.. in warrior
martial arts.. mix of ballet
too.. in fiGht of graceful
spiRit.. in miNd and
boDy balanCinG
SoUl.. expres
SinG that
SpiRit as
such
iN fuLL
emoTioN’s
heARt so free
iN kiNd and
CouRage..
foR
NOW!..
butT anyway.. as ‘you’ may
notice.. i am not holding the
heavens over my head as
the heavens live in uS..
so sure.. i am
a symbol
of a new
old age
of
sorts..
noW..
in thiS
ALL NATURAL
CLOTHeD POSE..
G-RATeD oF CoUrSE..
And that reminds me of
Tennis.. and middle school..
and bully boys who use to make
fun of my stiff posture.. and after
all that is part of Autism that looks
a little more like robot science than
human art.. i just hadn’t learned to
move like human art to that
point.. anyway.. the bully
boy used to raise
his arms to
the sky
mock me
laughing
yelling
CHARLES ATLAS!
i had no idea who
Charles Atlas was
or why he was
raising his
arms to
the sky
but
perhaps
he was an earlier
new age prophet
and didn’t realize
the importance
of his
EXCLAMATION
ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR
THEN.. as know i hold
heaven in me..
and Ayn Rand
the famous
objective
robot thinking
queen with little
heart.. with potential
daddy issues and all of that..
used Atlas as a symbol for her
book Atlas shrugged.. as she
didn’t believe in the real
magic of human
altruistic Love..
likely ’cause
she did not
experience
it so she
suggested
humans were more
like power hungry
raping.. pillaging
now alpha male
chimpanzees..
than all loving
Bonobos at
human core..
as science
shows now
to be
the
human
miNd and
boDy way
of innate
being
in
balance
OF REAL
HUMAN
INSTINCTUAL
SOuL when
FREE HOLDING SHARING
HANDS AS COOPERATING
HUMANS FOR NOW IN
RELATIVELY SMALL
LIVING GROUPS OF COURSE..:)
ANYWAY.. whenever i remember my
prophet bullies.. i love to play
this SonG.. ’cause
i CAN…
When i bump
into their
cart
chairs
at Walmart..
yes.. some of us
Robots DO LIVE
LONG AND PROSPER
WHEN WE FiND OUR
ART OF HeART in moving
ways of boDy and MiNd
BalanCinG
expresSinG
SpiRit
iN soUL
NOW!
iN Steps of
Dance and
Words of
PoeTry in
a mix of Pan
and Apollo alive….
Oh goodness.. another ‘quick’ hero comes back
from the dead zone.. (Batman.. 5 year reference
story too.. where the Dark Knight Rises).. story…
i am all cold in my tattered jacket in the
gym.. wearing earplugs and shades..
walking really stiff as my
Autism has regressed
severely back
to almost
infantile
stages..
except for getting
to the gym.. ’cause
even if i am dammed
in hell i dam sure ain’t
giving up then.. yeah
and even through 40 days
of
almost
no sleep at all when
i was totally confined
at home during that
lent period of 2008
yeah.. ironic
huh but
true
down
to the fortieth
day when i finally
slept after not sleeping
at all for the last 35 out of
40 days.. with only one hour
of very shallow sleep assisted
by powerful alpha blocker
medication.. the first
35 of 40 days..
with the worst
pain known
to mankind
during all
waking hours with
type two trigeminal
neuralgia combined
with dysautonomia
where heart rate and
blood pressure is
no longer
properly
controlled
by autonomic
nervous system
along with Sjogren’s
Syndrome where eyes
no longer make tears..
along with around
16 other disorders..
including Severe
Anxiety.. Panic
Attacks.. Anhedonia..
and other stuff related
to no emotions and
stuff like that..
anyway..
i staggered into
my own work-out
room at home to do
something.. anything
to exercise my body
out of mind.. if only
several minutes each
day THE KEY IS I NEVER
FULLY GAVE UP.. EVEN WHEN
I WENT TO CRASH INTO A TREE
IN MY CAR AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
AT THE END.. MY SURVIVAL INSTINCT
STILL TRUMPED ALL OTHER THOUGHTS
OF ENDING IT ALL.. SO YES.. I AM STILL
LIFTING THE HEAVENS EMPTY HANDED
AS BY GOD THOSE HEAVENS LIVE IN
ME NOW.. IN THE PLACE OF
REAL HELL THEN.. WOOSH..
SWOOSH.. OR WHATEVER
THAT NIKE SYMBOL
FOR THE GODDESS
OF VICTORY IS..
IT IS F iN
mine
NOW!..
and yes.. back to the gym
during those five years..
the person i used to supervise
and his ‘hill billy friend’.. who did the
grounds maintenance.. were mocking
my stiff posture.. just like the bully
boy did in school.. and after i
recovered STRONGER THAN
EVER.. SOME FIVE YEARS
LATER LIFTING THE
MAX AND MORE THAN
ANY DUDE IN THERE
ON MANY OF THE GYM
MACHINES.. then/now..
let’s just say i had a lot of
fun with him.. coming in early
to make sure i caught him at work..
asking him.. how did he think i did
all of what i do now.. and recover like that
as of course then and now i am about twice
as strong as him.. and even his friend who
weighs all of what i do at 230LBS now..
anyway.. he had no
answers for me..
but i for one had them
all finally totally away from
school.. and work.. gifted to
me by the God of Nature who
taught me how to move free and
wild as feral human again.. with
Yellow Boy as God’s little
savior leading the
way as God’s
cat for
me..
never ever
will i now again..
suggest that modern
education can beat what is
gifted inside of us for ISA’s
over KSA’s as that relates to
Instinct.. Skills.. and Abilities
God gifted.. as compared
to Knowledge Skills and
Abilities as gifted
by man
made books..
the gift is in our
DNA.. just waiting
to explode in harmony
and balance.. like the
eye of a hurricane..
with winds that
no so-called
‘educated
human’
can beat..
it’s free inside for those
who find the Nuclear power
of God of Nature all back
now in A
riSinG
SonG oF
BALANCE..
so sure.. i too am
a Hill Billy again..
more concretely
put an old goat
with sure feat..
perhaps..
a RAm
of sorts..;)
Hmm.. have you ever attempted to
shoot a photo of your leg
in a really fast martial
arts kick..
that’s the hard
part.. capturing it
in a selfie kick
photo…
hehe..
the kicks iS
a piece of cake..
once ya do it about
a milLioN times..
wax on
wax off..
like ‘they’
say.. wITh
Zero errors
after practice..
getting a hair close
as to not knock over
any store display targets
and such.. as that oN course..:)
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Speaking of Aristotle.. oh.. the
Dragonfly and Roach..
smarTer than
any human
ever.. simply
’cause they still
live here longer than
any we can ever imagine
to do.. REAL.. and their meek
ever preSent.. relatively
speaKinG.. Instincts..
Skills.. and Abilities
will likely
survive
the human
species.. far far
into the future.. after
whatever is.. replaces
our existence on this
terrestrial plane..
as simply
living
longer
than
us for then
now.. i remember
my sister-in-law coming
in our home.. looking at our
cat relaxing on the table saying
wow.. if only life was like that..
THAT is the smArTest..
unwitting Wisdom
i’ve ever
heard
’cause
it is True
It IS liGht..
iT iS FEELING
THAT COUNTS..
ALL KNOWLEDGE
In BOOKS IS ILLUSION
MORE THAN
LESS.. THAT..
So Socrates had
it correct from the
beginning when he
said he kNew noThing..
Aristotle fell in to words
of writing.. where Socrates
spoke
the Truth
and Light and
additionally understood
that reality is much more
interesting
than
fiction..
of course he paid
the price for that..
but we don’t have
to.. and sure.. ultimately
now.. that makes all of us
smArter
than
Socrates
as we live..
Smart..
or the
other
way..
DEAD
FeeLinG iS aLive..
KnowLedge without
feelinG iS trUly dead
iN
dArk..:)
Amen.. on the Negative
affect and effect
of lesser feelings
around us..
but ha!
i continue
to put out..
with FeelLinGs..
a choice at
least
for
me now
away from the
non-feeling of
INPUT
mostly..
GoverNmenT Work..:)
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i reAlly wish i had my iPhone 6s..
when this opportunity visited me on the beach..
but the point is.. i always have it with me.. for the
opportunities like this.. period.. sMiLes..
And the world will be a more peaceful..
place.. as more and more humans
have the opportunity to get
involved.. in art.. as it
increases the power
of the human heARt..
Priceless.. no
now dollar
amount or
amount of
fame
can
equal
human
hEart
in just
Doing iT nOW..
the PreSent of
Art Lives Now..
and even greater
when shared as friends..:)
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Facebook Rafiah shares
a Ted Talk Video that
proves science
can be
fun..:)
i say..
Emotions=Human. Then
Science + B L A N K aka
No Emotions=Non-Human.
Non-Human=Science.
The ingredient of
Emotion=Human
is vital
to true
Human Being.
Humans Like
to be Humans.
My only memorable
science teachers from
early school.. expressed
emotions in teaching
science lessons
in gluing
human
memory…
It’s like the
rest of them
never existed..
as we remember
humans more often..
than
non-humans
without emotions expressed..
including what they say and
do of course..
It’s like a
no brainer..
it takes heArt
to understand iT..:)
Rafiah says..
My favorite high school teacher was Mrs. Kauser Nelson.
She taught us mainly chemistry in 9 and 10 grade. She’s
one person that developed my interest in the subject. smile emoticon
i say..
Hmm.. i had one really interesting Physics teacher..
i’m not much of a name person.. as far as remembering folks..
but he did so many outlandish things to keep folks awake..
that i remember the whole thing like a movie playing
visually today.. as i’m seriously really not
a word person.. by birth.. as haha..
ironic as that may seem.. visual thinking
is my way.. along with auditory sing song thinking
if that makes any sense.. and that’s why i guess there
are so many visual shapes.. and sing song qualities about
my writing.. and my verbal speech in real life too..
Anyway.. back to my favorite teacher.. i have to say one..
was a teacher in Health Leisure and Sports.. in my study of
Health Science.. as i always discounted the importance of physical
education as a kinda bully jock thingy.. but what i found is
that there is actually a philosophy of Sports that
microcosms all of human cultures.. that was really
enlightening.. and he was a source of motivation
for practicing great health practices in
exercise the rest of my life..
he was a runner in his 60’s at the time..
can’t remember his name.. but his face has
not changed in my visual memory or the optimistic
light in his eyes.. for over thirty years for me..
Hmm.. and then there was an Archeology teacher..
who was kinda like a human mentor to me..
as she believed that i had higher potential..
and she is actually the President of the
University of West Florida.. now..
where i graduated with my
three degrees in Health Science..
Anthropology.. and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. .
And also a favorite Anthropology teacher who taught me
so much about other cultures and all we human beings have
Universal elements of brother/sisterhood.. no matter individual
language or customs of each culture… and yes.. he always
supported me in suggesting i have a very
bright future.. ahead of me as well…
But my most favorite teacher of all was
my philosophy teacher.. in my first year of Junior College..
as he was a real philosopher.. not just a book learning person..
he actually in a way was even a kind of prophet.. as he accessed
a part of his subconscious mind in speaking where it even
surprised him when the deep and insightful words came out..
these kind of individuals are far and few between..
particularly these days.. when we rely on so
much outside of our souls to be us..
instead of searching deep within…
Mr. Hunt.. yes.. i remember his name..
didn’t only teach me what was and is..
he taught me what was possible..
beyond my wildest imagination then..
and yes.. he was in his 50’s then..
and now.. i am as well.. some gifts..
must be slow cooked in life.. to
truly manifest.. and that is the
lesson he taught me.. where the
deep of me.. was still brewing..
and decades later to fully
manifest.. not unlike he…
He convinced me that God is
more mysterious and big than any
church had convinced me of before..
as i stArted to feel so much more of
God just by coming into contact
with this one individual..
And that was when i knew
that NO RELIGION ALONE OWNS GOD..
as God is bigger than any human alone..
word.. book.. religion.. culture.. world..
or even Universe.. my friend.. all intuitive
of course.. somethings.. do not need to be proven..
when one experiences the truth and liGht first hand..
this faith and belief in GOD is 100% unwavering as it
is the gift of eternity that lives inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around.. that has no end or beginning..
But it doesn’t matter if i tale it in one word or 11 million..
until one actually experiences the truth and liGht as a
feeling over words.. one will never feel the
face of God as ONE as US my friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon
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SMiLes.. gigoid.. the last year Oscar
Robertson played Basketball was in 1974..
only a fan of the Miami Dolphins Football Team
and Local High School Panther Football Team then..
Basketball not even in my Tennis Ball Park then..
so.. i actually had to Google Oscar Robertson..
to see his record.. and yes.. very impressive..
and of course Bill Russell who i am familiar
with as a coach.. has a great record too..
Michael Jordan is more recent..
so he gets more press of course..
with younger folks.. who can still
remember him playing.. just a
decade or so ago.. the only
time i actually watched
Basketball was at work
in the Bowling Center.. where
it was very popular in the 80’s and 90’s
with Baseball and Football too of course..
another center piece of Entertainment.. in the
recreation arena.. of vicarious watching of sports..
i find watching very boring now.. overall.. for anything
on TV.. except for a few out of the box shows.. like
the newest Lucifer show i watched tonight.. that
was kinda full of predictable cliche’s and really
kinda silly.. a Good movie at the theater seems
more worth the time these days.. but for me
at least.. they are far and few between too..
it’s just more fun to me to be active in output
of life now.. instead of the decades of years i
spent before as an input person.. the brain and
body is stimulated much greater in human potential..
when we direct.. produce.. and act our own play.. instead
of just being a spectator of life.. that sadly so many people
these days.. spend their leisure time
doing.. in ways of video games..
TV.. and other mostly input stuff..
and perhaps that will
change for
the better
i certainly
hope.. for the
greater well being
of the human species..:)
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Yes.. sadly Roman Emperor Constantine
changed Christianity into a warring religion..
against anyone who dared to believe in another religion..
and that history has continued on for centuries.. particularly
gruesome.. was the killing of so many American Indians.. in
the name of God.. and of course the taking of slaves in the
name of God as well.. from Africa.. but God is in control..
and freedom will come for all…
It is God’s
way now..
after aLL
is said
and
done..
my friend
Imran..:)
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SMiLes.. My Sister.. SOHEIR..
3000 words of congratulations on
your First Year Anniversary providing
great learning opportunities about your
Faith and many more to come… With More
SMiLes iN just 30 words..;)
Sometimes i use Microsoft
Word to count as
a short cut..
sMiLesx2..:)
4918
My anonymous friend from Facebook
shares a formula for deriving
one’s Dragon name..
and mine is..
Ckahmenk
And i say..
This is what Dragons
say after every
prayer
as WeLL..:)
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It’s great to be flexible..
And move with grace..
And scare the F
out of
folks
when
necessary..;)
OBTW..
F=ALL
F=FEAR
F=RISE..
F=FORCE
F=Fred
F=F..YES..
the otheR
F word too..;)
SMiLes.. greaTest work of art
in minimalist way is the
human when
free..
in miNd
and boDy
balance..
a practice
of a lifetime
at times
caught
still..
now in
selfie
ways..
it always
moves in
flesh life..
the bottom line
is i’m brave
enough
to
be
me and
not hide it..;)
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“A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe,
a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings
as something separated from the rest,
a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison,
restricting us to our personal desires
and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion
to embrace all living creatures
and the whole nature in its beauty.”
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
Smiles.. gigoid.. and relatively
few people noticed
that Einstein
was Jesus
COMING
AGAIN..
both as
destroyer
and savior
AND JUDGEMENT..
all wrapped
up into one
package of
science
and philosophy..
and of course Jesus
is metaphor as always
as the change among us..
And relatively speaking as always
change starts at the individual and
politicians are
just grinding
theIR overall
psychopathic
leaning aspirations
of opposite from
what the
prophet
Einstein
suggests in the
holy quote above…
So Einstein helps in
leaving tools of destruction
and discovery.. and the exploration
of the real UniVerse iS
the philosophy and
science
of our
minds
and bodys
iN balance now..
but still the body relegated
as inferior to the mind iN
most all of philosophy..
science.. religions
and obviously
culture still
now.. ugh..
as all the perfect
models belie the human
iN AiSles of Super-Walmart..
waddling to a death of still..
moving makes better
breathing.. no
doubt..
i must
exercise religiously
to keep my oxygen uptake
great.. as the functional
disability of not
much nasal
air intake..
means i must
stay as oxygenated
as possible through
the art of day to day
moVinG
but it
works
great.. as
i never get out of
breath as long as i keep
moving.. and yes.. it gets harder
to breathe.. the further one travels
from the
Forest
of life..
WITH TREES..
AND FORTUNATELY
i live close to one of the
biggest National Forests
alive today..
per Black
Water River
State Forest..
Conecuh National
Forest to the north..
and Eglin Air Force Base
Forest to the south
for a total
of 3 million
acres.. once
60 million
acres in
original
south
eastern
forest
system..
where i for
one will
stay..
for life
giving air
for and to me..
AND AS FAR AS WHAT PROPHET
EINSTEIN SAYS.. i will reach out my
tentacles online.. and do my best to
achieve..
his law
for connecting..
but still there is moving
and creating.. to make a New
World real.. both in us and others…
and so good to know that politicians
do not control art..
as art comes..
true heArT..
comes..
from within..
the individual holding
hands moving and creating
with others in a real dance
of connecting creating life..
either iN
flesh
or now
vicariously
virtuAlly here..
as such in mirror
neuron and oxytocin
way online in sign language
of visual images.. and symbols
including the old standard of words..
WITH
MORE
TO COME..:)
SMiLes.. Divinity is just a word..
Feeling the divine is not a word.
Sure.. probably a Neurochemical
associated derivative of Nature
manifest in us.. inspiring the
FEELING of so-called
divinity.. and no.. it
doesn’t scare
me that either
God iS ALL
of Nature
and the feeling of
divine.. may only
be generated by
a Neurochemical..
likely from
our Pineal
gland
when it is not
withered away
from non-use
and comes alive
in activities
like trance
dance or
still..
meditating..
to stimulate
the all natural
Love drug.. DMT..
allowing us to feel aLL
one with Nature in how
Nature now manifests
as us.. in these
human skins
we wear always now..
not likely that Einstein
experienced this
from any of
the words
i’ve read
on record
from him..
but a regular experience
from the less mechanically
cognitive oriented ancestors
and still primitives of the rain
forest who still GET THE
fact AND FEELING THAT
WE ARE ONE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE..
Anyway.. Einstein
had great
reverence
for the balance
of Nature.. and
Human Nature
as innately
in balance
and not
WACKO OUT
OF BALANCE LIKE
WE SEE ALL AROUND
US NOW but no.. he only
saw the tips of the iceberg
then out of balance in human
cultures.. as the Titanic steers
ahead.. with a few weary sailors
that are
watching
for frozen
mountains ahead..
The fact that close to half
of the world assigns the
personal pronoun of
he to the God
of Nature..
is a very
tiny
view
of something
as large as Infinity
and beyond words for
beyond what exists for that..
Any discussion of God must
include a definition for God
to have any relevance at
all more than
a three letter
idol as symbol..
Nature both seen
and unseen is a clear
and present REAL
DEFINITION THAT
IS AN IRREFUTABLE
GOD WITH 100%
evidence
in all
pArts
of the
whole.. that
include us.. now
but haha.. to equal
any human with this
definition of God is
pure silliness beyond
the fractal Nature of
the smAll pARt
we play
iN
ALLTHATIS
AS NATURE
THAT IS GOD ALWAYS
NOW.. REALITY AS IS..:)
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WeLL.. SonG noW coMinG
for dVerse Tuesday
themeD
and or
ruLed
prompt..
and today
is about the
balance of Nature
and Ecology without
the politics of it.. as iS
always when i did lInk wITh
dVerse.. most alWays
in the breadth
and volume
of what i do
heRe.. something
i did in thouSands of
words matched the
prompt perfectly
as my comment
above does..
but i am not just
a one focus person
one day at a time..
i am a multi-focus
person one
focus
at a now..
so to truly be a Renaissance
wo/man not unlike the archetype
of Prometheus.. Lucifer
the Angel of Light..
Apollo..
Atlas..
Jesus..
and all the
other mythological
and living examples
of folks like this..
make for.. let’s
just say.. a little more
challenge in life.. wheRe inStead
of being limited to just streams
and rivers of waves
and particles
of this and
that and the
other thing..
wE mirror
fields of Oceans
spreading to shores
unknown before..
and sure..
not everyone
dares to be Lucifer..
Prometheus… or
even Einstein..
or Jesus..
but the
FACT IS
SOME DO
AND CHANGE THE WORLD..
AND i FOR one AM JUST
A WATCHER AND
REPORTER
KINDA
LIKE
GOD’S
CHEERLEADER
IF yoU WiLL.. JUST
WATCHING.. OBSERVING
FROM THE SIDELINES..
AND RETELLING
THE TALE
OF ALL
i SEE
AND FEEL
FOR NOW..
YEAH.. i THiNK
THErE IS ANOTHER
DUDE IN MYTHOLOGY
WHO DID THAT
NAMED
THOTH..
BUT THE METAPHORS
ARE INFINITE AS WELL AS
BEYOND mY own UniVerse
of what i bRinG hEre..
now to get
readY for Dance
Shopping.. visiting
Mother.. and really
early wake tomorrow
to go to Tallahassee to
close on the sell of
my father’s
estate..
that just about
guarantees that i for one..
will be able to continue to tale
my story.. with no breaks for
however long
God Willing
allows me
this gift
of watch
and tale..
oh.. and my reward for
doing this.. my father earned
some of the dollar amount..
along with decades of my
ultimate pension
work..
but my REWARD
FROM GOD.. HEAVEN
ALwAYS NOW AS LONG
AS i WORSHIP GOD
100%
IN HUMBLE
AND DEDICATED
SERVICE.. AS A SOLDIER
WITH WORDS AND DANCE
OVER
SWORDS
FOR NOW..
sure.. ‘Atlas
Danced (as is)
First’.. the naMe
of this next blog post
when i get back from
Tallahassee on
Wednesday
Night.. or
perhaps
Thursday..
anyWay.. i move
by flow.. alWays
in the eterniTy of now..
as after all.. all of time
is an illusion when heaven
lives as us..
onLy
now..
EtERniTY
NOW iS
greater
than
InFiniTy..
as NOW
iS ALLTHATiS..:)
LEarning to expand
noW to beyOnd infiNiTy
iS THE art of
Eternity..
wheRe immortaLiTy
iS as biG as the
preSent
NOW..
and yes..
iT’s an
inside
job first..
before we
Dance HEaveN
now.. as preSent..:)
Back at 10:56 p.m..
after a very long
night of Dance
Shopping..
but some
moments here
to do a few verses
at dVerse before
nite.. nite..
now comes
early as
4:30 am..
will be
the rise
for for
Wednesday’s
trip to closing
estate stuff..
visiting
relatives
and friends
there and
other stuff
too.. as always
but for now.. a
side-trip to dVerse
on the trail of poeTry..:)
sMiLes.. damming
the Human race
might be easy
if not
for the
rest of
Nature iN
balance.. now..
and of course
damming.. just
means keeping
humans at bay
iN balance..
sMiLes
aGaiN for noW..:)
*
Hmm.. a question
here.. what woods are
for.. answered above
in my comment..
so we
can
continue
to breathe
oxygen
freely..
only fools
cut oxygen
down..:)
*
ReAlly smArt
humans move
to climate
controlled outside
environments conducive
to the Natural human
condition.. really
not so smart
folks move
to places
with
snow
drifts
waist deep
or higher.. for
the price of a bigger
home.. and fancy
car.. and such
as that.. if
not born
there
to
challenge
greater than
naturally adapted.. too..
Sadly.. too many folks
think
home
begins
and ends
within the
scope of
walls
and ceilings
and wall to wall
carpet.. with
AC and
heated
dreams..
To touch the soil
with bare-feet..
365 days a year..
means human
fully
alive
in Well
Being..
as our feet
have oxytocin receptors
to connect to Mother
Earth when bare
and warm
enough
to feel
the God of
Nature all one
and alive
under
neath our
feet.. now..
other animals
are well adapted to
cold.. but humans
simply
NO..
for snow drifts
that reach middle
doors of square
caves.. with
humans
hiding
inside..
some nows
more dead
than aLive..:)
*
Amazing how many humans
are afraid of wild animals
after they become
domesticated
animals
and separate
themselves
from the
Larger
herd of
life and
God’s
Nature..
Nature respects
Nature when wild..
when domesticated..
it’s just soft..
it’s
just
soft…
and sad
overall..
as only
Wild is
TRULY FREE..:)
Dead zones of oceans..
bays.. inlets..
where the
dead sea goes
to places only
living before..
fish feel
the price
for this..
remains left
on shore lines
of hate and
separation
for the
rest
of Nature..:)
Hmm.. a quick skip
over to Shawna’s
place before
her blog
goes
poof
again..;)
Ah.. the hidden
Beaver.. and stolen
rear perfumes.. re-yes..
minds me of the Twilight
Zone Allegory to
serve man
all up on a
space ship
plate.. then..
hmm.. if now
Karma is real..
really real..
the irony
would
be
tasty delicious
for someone
at least..
to finally
S E R V E
Man.. N O W
iN a cook book
of R E A L people
bread and wines..;)
PS.. that cool kids video
is one of my favorites
thanks for reminding
me of it..;)
Okay.. back in
sequential order
again..:)
As they say.. as
above.. so below..
extended out to tools
of animals
too..
including
human culture..
the largest
animal
tool of
all..
and sure there
are viruses smaller
than humans eyes
can see..
to kill
the largest
human.. so..
culture
is the
virus
and
earth
is the
host for now..
until it runs
out of host
that
feeds..
the blood of more..
yes too.. inside
outside
all
around..
sometimes
small kills big..:)
And that’s all for now..
as there is always early
morning.. Mac Pro
on the
road
as well
in wireless way..
keyboard included
for two hand flow..
Gotta Love it
when some
one
else
does the
driving
and i’m
hands free
double loaded
with all ten
fingers
free..:)
12:02 am…
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Back at 3:20 p.m.
Spotty LTE connections
driving back from Tally
Town.. on Interstate
but will continue
here on
iMac Pro..
as far
as i
can go..:)
Nature’s fury rush..
Nature’s sweetness..
Emotions humans
hurry more
a must iN
moving
connecting
and creating
Nature uS..:)
Ah.. so true..
People are trees..
arboreal tree dwellers
are uS.. climbing trees
in uNion.. esCaping
predators capturRinG
prey.. raiSinG our
arms iN grasp
of liFe.. sadly
arms fall to
sides now..
iN human
fAlls now
leaves
iN
BeinG..:)
Astronauts first traveling
back from space.. seeing
reality of an earth
alive.. whole..
instead
four
walls
dead
iN school
and work..
and screens
of scream of course..:)
EventuAlly..
tools of human
extending being
reclaimed by
Nature as
hers
ALLONE..
Star dUst
we come from
Dust of Pyramids
we go to
come
backs
Nature..:)
More Nature
iN uS SinGs
wE SonG
Free..:)
Back at 10:30 pm..
all secured to big
iMac at home..
with faster
broadband
access to
breeze through
the rest as
that comes..
for now..:)
*
So many places..
so many miles..
so many forests
still saved and free..
Government is greaTest
when it saves us
from
ourselves..
Where Nature
Plays we live
more as Wild KinGdom..:)
*
SMiLes.. Animals liVE
Free and nakEd
with Mother
Nature
unafraid
to be exposed
as free.. oh.. but
humans.. to be free this
way is to admit we are now
pArt of God of Nature..
sadly.. some
folks wanna
separate
and clothe
with lies
of culture..
i for one
giggle
at
the
clothes
‘they’
wear..
while i am
Google fREeD..
AND W i L D..:)
SAndY LoAm..
my backYard connection
to God of Nature.. oxytocin
receptors groWinG stronGer
with warmth of feet oN
hands of God
below now iN
me reaching
uP.. spiRaLs
aLL around
me when
i dance
Free
iS
GOD
of Nature..:)
ShiNinG Stars above..
so far below they look..
a bluest greenest white
and brown eYe.. sKeYes
of liFe below looKinG
back meeting
eYes of Stars..
Star eYes
come closer..
eYes of guilt..
a cancer is
culture
eating
this most
beautiful eYe
of earth.. viSioN
greater comes..
when wE sEE..
wITh
sKeYes
oF Star..:)
Path of Beach
Footprints ahead
Footprints behind..
Condos rise..
fAll to rear..
Sunset comes
Footprints go..
Condos faLL..
Nature now
comes Freer..:)
Feeding Nature
giving back
what takes of
us.. Loving We
Feeding uS
Nature’s
Breath..
Life
Blood
oxyGen..
Tree of Life..:)
Well.. that’s 18
leaving 15.. it appears
for tomorrow morning
mighty long day here
in closing Father’s
estate.. since
we hours
of this
Morning..
and hell yes..
this post keeps
groWinG Growing
GROWING.. but
i just keep
going.. etc..
for now..
until
tomorrow
for total
post of all
of this.. Free..
as dance and
poeTry can
BE!..:)!
Back at 11:33 am..
1282016 to catch up..:)
Humanity under fur..
such a beautiful way to endure..
Humanity under clothes
of culture..
so separate from
our nature
heirs
inside
as uS..
Feral we see..
and feel again..
endless connection
to Nature ONE as us..
juSt
for
NOW..
Paradise
lives under
fur sTill uS..
Free wE WiLd..:)
SMiLes..
answer
to
human
race..
iS to
come back
to hEart.. ways
of doing that are
rather simple
LiKE..
danCinG
holDinG
hAnds..
then the
rest falls
iN
place..
first problem
iS extending
one hand
to
the other
different
and first
step of dance..
one..
that takes
kiNd
courage..
a gift of practice
and not a given
alone.. wheRe
hands
live
in pockets
or smart
phones
alone…
SMiLes.. if E.T.
were to arrive today..
he likely would go
totAlly
unnoticed
and sadly
never gEt
his heArt liGht
turned on again..
but nah.. miracles ARE REAL..
When humans feel love of
other humans the
LoVin’
rest of
Nature
comes Naturale..:)
InfiNiTy and
more of Nature
serves up many
hot and cold
and liGht
and Dark..
occaSioNs
oF liVing Nature..
but stiLL iN sTone..
electrons.. smaller..
oF atoms..
breathe
a dance
ani
mating..
just to be
a tiny pArt of
iT.. iS as magic
as hUman imagiNaTioN..
iN UniVerse oF uS set Free..:)
First theRe iS sand..
then sticks.. now then
scratching imaGinary
connections of stars
to make an
alphabet..
sansKrit..
then collective
recorded written
language named
intelligence.. complex
cultures.. guns and atomic
bombs..
first there was
sand.. answer
iS to connect
to sand
again..
and lose
the tools
of uS that
separate wE
from rest oF
Living Nature iN uS..:)
Trees breathe liFe iN uS..
We cut uS down..
and suffocate..
while
we
wait
to grow..
iN life aGaiN..
Nature inside..
outside.. above..
so below and
all around
leaves of wE
spread as giving
Love.. Tree of
Life
iS uS as
Nature.. Free
Wild wE are
iN branches
so tall
and wide
Loving
Leaves..:)
Elephant trunks
reach uP as branch
oF trees.. color and
texture of bark..
as pARt
of Nature
free.. oh
veins the
rivers.. travel
life giving blood
and water wE..
to separate
iS sad
to Unify
branches of
All of uS
one Tree
of Elephant
Trunks togetHeR
Wild and free
aLive aGaiN..:)
Instinct of Culture iN Plants
PInk Flowers.. Bees..
and Birds and
human primates..
too.. so far away..
from inNate culture
words take us..
but actions..
and even
photos..
alWays
speak
louder
than
cultural
worlds
of words
E-alone..:)
SMiLes.. my
friend.. i Love
yoUr natUre
oF Love
iN aLL
words
you bRinG here
iN Nature poetry..:)
Snakes.. slithery.. slimy..
cold blooded.. often
poisonous.. a
lowly reminder
that the
meek
inherit
the earth
even
without
legs..
they shed
a sKin anew..:)
Whales SonGs
never forget
feeLinG SinGs
connecting
Fins
friEnds
aGaiN
iN
Ocean
Seas..:)
Raping
Nature..
humans
so afraid
oF Nature
living them..
they chop off
feet to see tHeir
feaRinG Hands..
first
sin
hating
Trees and
Apples same..:)
Real Estate holds
humans cOld
iN priSon
wAlls
ceilings
hells.. trap
them iN.. then
expanding bigger
prisons.. captives
grow..
Nature
SinGs
outside
backyard door..
now humans..
4 inch
SCREAMS
Zombie
Screens..
First.. a wish
for small shelters
yes.. careful.. wishes..
do
come
false..:)
Sailor seas..
shores come and
go.. Ocean WinGs
grow.. horizon hiGh
flows.. alWays glows
reaching beginning
no end.. so long
horizon
seen
sailing
now so free..:)
*
Living Beach shines
liGht on me..
Culture
takes
that liGht
away.. beaches
stay away from
culture.. thanks
God for
protection
of country
or human
will erase
beauty
Nature..
National
Seashores..
you protect
God from human
cultures of
soulLess
hate..
for
God of
Nature..:)
Winds SinG
secret iN
plain siGht..
move
like
wE..:)
Simple SonG
oF cLouds..
Forms
lie
away
from Beauty’s
Essence LOVE..:)
All caught up
at 1:19 pm..
publish
next..
coming
soon..:)
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i ain’t scaRed..
been there..
done it..
and yes.. it burns
but not in a temperature
way… there are no
fahrenheits for
REAL HELL
fire.. in fAct..
the Sith
feels
better
too..wink emoticon
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Friend Suzanne from
Facebook provides the
following super cool
link where Science
shows that
Art activity
just two hours
a week increases
the well being of
mental health..
i say..
The REAL REAson
i’m alWAYS
the dude oN
the left noW..
It’s Mad
SCIENCE
of ART..;)
but i am mean..
duh.. novel activity..
for decades has been
proven to increase natural
levels of dopamine in the brain
and that is the pleasure neurochemical..
that makes
humans feel
so good.. all natural
reward from the God
of Nature.. for doing the
new to survive and not
stagnating still
and basically
frigging
starving
to death..
Live by God
gifted Human
nature or suffer
by going against
it by sitting
still
stagnating
by just input
activities alone
never truly creating
anything new by
moving
moving
connecting
connecting
to others
and Nature
as whole..
and yes..
creating
creating..
and repeat
again.. for eternity
now.. oh the secret
of heaven now..
it’s
all about
Human
Nature
as manifest
by the God of
Nature ALL Naturale..:)
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i never kNew beauty sad
until i could shed
no tears
of any
kind..
and then i found
the strength of Atlas
in one tear that finAlly
made weak
legs strong..
a death now..
made a tear..
a dear cat..
then.. a tear
now made a
human again..
if only for a moment
and the tear birthed
the first spark of hope
in five years.. truly the
first flame to rise up
from five years
of Ashes
later
in July
of that 2013 year..
so.. sure.. the story of the
strength of sorrow and joy
inspires me certainly and
bRinGs that strength
even greater
in the
present of
now by reinforcing
it again and again through
the art of fingers in song
of creativity iN
Poetry..
and later
dance again..
until every cell in my
body receives joy in
sure.. neurochemical
receptor way
throughout
my body..
in this greater way of understanding
how dArk and LiGht work for joy
and hope.. as well as challenge..
it is great to know and feel
that the UniVerse as is
innate iN uS.. iS aS
merciful to allow
a tear
and
sMiLe.. do
i need to
know
this..
not..
reAlly.. i feel
therefore.. i
F E E L..:)
SMiLes aGaiN.. my friend gigoid
and Love to you as WeLL..
Life is a struggle and joy..
some stuff
stays
relatively
the sAMe
as balance..
ah.. but
joy..
REAL..
iN pleaSure
over struggle..:)
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Victoria says..
Wonderful poem you
left in my comments–you
definitely grasped what I wanted to
communicate about the Salton Sea.
i say..
Smiles
Victoria.. thanks
so much for stopping
by on Google Plus with those kind words..
i always enjoy your poetry and it has inspired literAlly
thousands of words from my heArt.. my friend.. overall..:)
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Hmm.. a kinder
gentler
fallen
Angel..;)
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SMiLes.. i suppose the main reason
i have no desire to go to Mars or the Moon..
is.. i’ve practically never left the Paradise that
i live in.. here.. in Northwest Florida.. beyond
the folks who can kinda be sticks in the mud
of the past sometimes.. yeah.. i’ve been to
edifaced Washington DC.. still not
impressive to me.. compared to
the sugar white sand and
emerald green gulf of
the beaches here
along with breezing swaying
sea oats.. and dove white seagulls..
and did i mention the bikinis.. yes.. the
bikinis and tan skin too.. and Disney World..
that was cool.. but i have to admit that as a
young man.. what i remembered most was
all the tan foreign women.. not wearing bras..
i guess i’m human so sue me.. hehe… so now..
In shorts.. i say..
if there are
no bikinis
on other
planets..
i ain’t
goin’…
wInks..
but i’m older
now.. but sTill
not
dead..
SMiLes
again..
and when i watched one
of my most favorite movies..
‘Contact’ inspired by
the writings of
Carl Sagan..
it was no surprise to
me at all that the place
picked for Paradise out
of all the Universe
for Jodie
Foster
was
Pensacola
Beach at the end
of that Movie.. and also
no surprise that after Billions
of year of research the advanced
Aliens.. came to the simple conclusion
that what makes purpose and meaning
iN all of life.. iS the deep human connection
of affective
empathy
in emotional
contagion of actually
feeling the other person’s
heArt of emoTioNs and sharing
that together.. sadly technology..
as ironicAlly even science shows
takes that away.. when mechanical
problem solving cognition activities
take the center role over
life.. the touchY feelY
human ways
of connection
wither away
no less than
a stopped up
pipe of life..
FULL oF
shiT
iN iT..
That’s why i saY
F all that.. yes..
Fred all that..
and move
to poeTry
and dance
to increase
the Alien gift
iN me of 14.5 billion
years ago.. or so before
then.. the gift of that
YEs.. in the preSent
of now..
in paradise
R E A L NOW..
Some nows just a
10 minute segment
iN a movie says it aLL..
to employ my
mechanical
cognition
more
specifically..
9 minutes
and 53 seconds..
i’m not counting anymore..
i let Microsoft Word do that for
me and Word Press in terms
of effective/affective results after
the flow of
words
ends
free.. and
sure.. my Nike
GPS sports
watch for miles
and miles of dance
in stores.. after the
flow of that
ends
for now
as well..
iN Affect of
effect of Human
BEinG for N0W WeLL..:)
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Well.. this epic Free Verse
expression of all that is..
has run its course now..
where Microsoft Word
says it’s around
10K words or so
with the last
post of over
10K words
makes a
half a
novel
of Free
Verse Epic
poeTry or so..
it is what is is..
it just flows until
it runs its course..
and gets
centered
in Word Press
publishinG
pose.. now..
and i suppose..
this is also a Celebration
of course.. in finishing now
a 19 month old journey
of selling my
Father’s
estate
that
ends
today
at the
deposit bank..
hehe.. anyway..
it sets me free..
in truly an Adventure
of a lifetime in prison
of culture mostly
there..
but the
bottom line
iS now is aLL that
exists.. done the
hell and
now’s
the heaven
of Dance
and
SonG
now
for here..
speaking of dance..
celebrating my 95th dance
week at Old Seville Quarter
tonight.. with all the cool
college age folks there..
so let the party
continue..
as i’m
always
just
getting
started now..
more fun dance
photos to be added
in this post..
“Atlas Danced
First”.. sometime
around the
wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday morning..
but the truth.. truth
is for someone
truly
re-
tired with
full all natural
rubber on the wheel
the weekend lives now
forevermorenow
so let the
celebration
continue..
with
a celebration
of Kashmir too.. now..:)
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