EMPiRE Force Love STRiKEs BAcK

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Hi X.. top of the morning to ya.. and yeah.. i feel those 6 inches and 6 inches to come.. you got up there in VA.. as we got 11 inches yesterday down here in deep wet FL..
And regarding.. the mythological Ninja.. like i say.. i
cannot tale a lie but metaphor or myth.. hell yeah..
in so many uncertain terms.. W/wInks..;)
‘If you Build it, he will come’..
From one of my favorites in
‘Field of Dreams’
and you know in
physics there are
particles waves
and fields and
in human Quantum
physics there are
particles of minds
waves and fields
of dreams.. so it
kinda all
comes
out in the
wash of culture
if ya know what i feel
and mean.. coming next..
hehe.. OK.. for 2000 years
and much less than that the highest
numbers of specific religious folks overall
in the Catholic Church Crusaders clubs have
been chanting a magic spell that goes like this..
yes.. quoted and coming up next.. but you know and
perhaps do not feel or know.. Aleister Crowley.. the Witch
of Last Century who delves in magicK a whole lot then gets
together with a Scientology Friend.. yeah.. that Hubbard
Dude and others and they do a magic
incantation of some white
magic in a book
named Moonchild
back in ’46 or so
of last
century
to bring a Magick
Moonchild yeah..
like ‘Never Ending
Story’ Movie to save
the world.. yeah just
say moonchild real loud
out the window on a really
stormy night and the she or
he saviors of the world will come..
But that was just a small magicK
incantation.. OMG iMAGINE.. JUST
iMAGINE WHAT A GIANT MAGiCK
INCANTATION LIKE THE NICENE CREED
MIGHT DO IF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE CHANT
IT IN UNISON OVER THE COURSE OF HUNDREDS
OF YEARS.. build it and he will come gets louder and
LOUDER THROUGH THE AGES.. and sooner or later.. and NOW..
obviously a new Jersualem will be built in a new Israel
and He will come again.. and yeah.. Muslims are waiting
for him too.. in ISA.. form.. Buddhists too with another
name as well.. and just about everyone from
Nietzsche and his Superman
and comic Supermen
too have
been building
this giant platform
of magicK incantations
for him to come on any
minute now.. like a thief
in the night.. BUT
TRULY like
what that
dude says on
the Symphony of
Science video about
Nature’s imagination is
SO GREAT SHE’S NEVER
GONNA LET US RELAX..
IS TRUE IN GOD
TUNES
TOO..;)
iTunes
GODtunes
MAGNIFICENT
OF COURSE..
when you understand
the FULLER COMPLEXITY
OF IT.. JUST LIKE THE
SYMPHONY OF SCIENCE
SAYS TOO.. AND THAT
COOL SCIENCE
DUDE
NARRATING
IT AS WELL..
AND THE OTHER
SCIENCE DUDE WANTS TO
GO OUT IN THE STREETS
AND SHAKE FOLKS AND
TELL ‘EM HEY! NATURE
AKA GOD EXISTS
AND ALL STUFF
IS CONNECTED
AND ONE
AND
SimilaR..
metaphors.. silly
human metaphors NOW so
different so many colors
so many essences that are
basicAlly the same but okay
back to the metaphor myth of
whatever houses human and
GOD TRUTH AND LIGHT
IN VEHICLES
AND VESSELS
OF SYMBOLS
AS SUCH..
I’LL MAKE sure to
link the ‘Symphony of
Science’ extra cool musicK
video here somewhere
but first let’s go about
how ‘they build the
Nicene creed as
prophecy of sorts
so he WILL COME
AGAIN..:
i believe in one God, (check OK)
the Father almighty,
(hmm.. metaphor.. but God is no man alone GOD IS ALLONE)
maker of heaven and earth, (check OK)
of all things visible and invisible. (check OK)
I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ, (there is only one Lord GOD..
people have been assigning this role to different Quarterbacks
throughout the ages.. but never the less and always more
as ALLONE there is only one Lord GOD)
the Only Begotten Son of God,
(bullshit.. created by the Nicene
council.. some Trumped up Catholic
Leaders in a back boardroom of the
Roman empire with psychopathic
Trump-like leader Constantine
almost 4 centuries after
the death of Jesus..
so Constantine
can make
Jesus into
a Mithra-
like Sun-GOD
and Constantine
can build a monolithic
statue of himself and be
the Sun GOD too.. with
big boy britches.. of
course like what
all psychopathic
leaning
leaders
will just
LOVE TO DO..
TRUMP EXCELLENT
MODERN DAY CONSTANTINE
EXAMPLE PROMISE YOU THE
MOON AND JUST
DELIVER
STONE
STATUES
OF LIES..
AND a promise
of heaven after death
when Jesus clearly states
THAT IS NOW INSIDE US
OUTSIDE US.. ABOVE
SO BELOW AND
ALL AROUND
US… YEAH METAPHOR
OF THE REAL JESUS
UNcovered in Gnostic
Gospels back in ’59 amongst
the dead sea scrolls as such..
about the time my Daddy
and Mommy create me
on the Fall Equinox on
or about that
day then..
YES HELL YES
I AM NO MYTH
I FOR ONE AM REAL..;)
born of the Father before all ages.(YES we all origin
together since the beginning and re-beginning of
all.. no living chain or inanimate chain can
be broken or none of us exist now but
no this does not just apply to
Jesus.. i mean DUH!)
God from God, Light from Light,
true God from true God, (YES THIS DESCRIBES GOD)
begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father;
(BUT NOT JESUS ALONE)
through him all things were made.
(BUT NOT JESUS ALONE)
For us men and for our salvation
he came down from heaven,
(sure lots of folks have done this in metaphor of course)
and by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary,
and became man.
(For Jesus to be so unconditional loving no do doubt
his mama was pure in Virgin spirit.. but a Virgin
between the legs.. no.. metaphor.. NOT literal my friend)
For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate,
he suffered death and was buried,
(easy to imagine for a heretic back then)
and rose again on the third day
in accordance with the Scriptures.
(okay.. anyone can say anything
in a book.. but it doesn’t make
it true.. Jesus is the son of
man not fairy dust GOD’s Dust)
He ascended into heaven
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
(Yes.. he creates heaven now in alignment
with the laws of nature so he is in
GOD’s good grace NOW then
like so many other folks
then and now)
He will come again in glory
to judge the living and the dead
and his kingdom will have no end.
(LISTEN UP CATHOLIC
CHURCH
BE CAREFUL
VERY CAREFUL
WHAT YOU WISH FOR
ON THAT COMING IN GLORY
THINGY TO JUDGE THE LIVING
AND THE DEAD
reference words like
minE above in the
main post text
all highlighted
IN CAPS about
THOSE FUCKERS..
AND yes now as no
end now is forevermore
now and the Kingdom
of heaven is
ALWAYS NOW
FOR THOSE WHO
SEE IT AND HEAR
IT AND FEEL IT
AND LIVE IT
ALWAYS NOW
WITH GOD’S EYES
AND EARS AND FEELINGS
NOW JUST NOW ALWAYS NOW!)
I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life,
who proceeds from the Father and the Son,
who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified,
who has spoken through the prophets.
( yes.. most all humans have this potential.. just
get in the creative flow of now..
also known as alignment
with the Holy Spirit
Cosmic Conscious
thingy and voila
a Prophet
IS BORN
AGAIN
HAPPENS
ALL THE TIME
NOW ALL Around
the WORLD EXPRESsinG
IN ALL HUMAN ART AS SUCH)
I believe in one, holy, catholic and apostolic Church.
I confess one Baptism for the forgiveness of sins
and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead
and the life of the world to come. Amen.
(JUST GO TO THE BEACH..
LOOK AT NATURE.. BE IT..
SHED YOUR REGRETS
SHAME AND GUILT
AND JUST BE FUCKING
HUMAN AND LIVE
JUST LIVE ALWAYS
NOW IN THE
KINGDOM
OF GOD
THE NIRVANA
THE BLISS
OF A JONATHAN
LIVINGSTON SEAGULL
SPIRALING AROUND THE
GOLDEN MEAN OF SUN
IN TOTAL
HARMONY
LIKE THAT
PEPSI
SONG
MY
FRIEND..
SIGNED JOHN
HELL NO.. NOT
JOHN 3:16
JONATHAN
LIVINGSTON
SEAGULL
THE
PROPHECY
OF RICHARD
BACH
COME
FLESH
AND BLOOD
FEATHERED FLYING
FLIPPING F*KiNG
yes FunKiNG
human
LIFE.. IN F..
THAT PROPHECY
JUST MAKES SO MUCH
MORE DAM SENSE THAN
THE FUCKED
UP
NICENE
CREED AS NICELY
ILLUSTRATED HERE..
I FEEL AT LEAST..
SMILES..
TRUST ME..
i AM A F in
SEAGULL..
NINJAS OF THE
MYTHOLOGICAL KiND
HEAL.. CHANGE
ALL THE TIME
INTO SOMETHING
ELSE AND COME
IN GLORY TO JUDGE
THE LIVING AND THE DEAD..
IN MY CASE WITH NOT KNIVES
but sWORDs of Internet Lore..
and i will not be the
first or last
to do this..
as it is already
built
and i
and they
are already
RAPTURED
HERE
NOW..
TO JUST
DO IT
NOW..
we ARE THE
MOON CHILDREN
HERE
US
ROAR!.
LIKE
SISTER
KATY
PERRY..;)
ANYwAY.. LIKE
SiSTER BiRD
RiHANNA SAYS
IT’
sTiLL
RAiNiNG
N0W..
forevermore
now like
a magicK
inCANtaTiOn
with some
T
AND
A for
the other
pArt of yoUr
comment..
sMiLeS..;)
AnD
‘wE’
ArE
ThE
uM
Br
EL
LA..:)
O
f
ALL
oNe…
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God’s Hermits are often God’s greaTest Graces..:)
And sMiLes from afar in no distance time or space..
i for one WiLL watch it together with
you as Love.. has no distance
time.. space.. age.. gender..
nationality.. creed.. color..
sexual orientation.. etc..
or eVen nAMe..
IT FeelS
JusT
Feels
Friend..
Rafiah..:)
Ha! that is wifey Katrina too.. sMiLEs..
And that’s ookkaayyess.. i cannot convince
hEr to Direct and Produce her
oWn TV show as Play
and Actor NOW
of LiFe eITher..
but with
human iMagiNatiOn..
and creativeLY fulLy
QuantumAlly AlWays
unLeAsHinG and releaSinG..
FiElds of DReams come True..
‘BuilD IT, and he will come’.. huh..
Great movie ‘Field of Dreams’.. highly
recommend IT both on big and small
screens and Screams of Life and in
Rafiah eYes and eaRs of BeiNG
aS WeLL N0W fuLLy feelinG
imaGininG and
creaTinG
A
LiVE!..:)
1667
Prison..iNsane asYlums..  X.. cultUrE aLL tHe sAMe
culture is the misTake.. the virus
that leads to what
is nAMed
hUman
sINs..
foot steps
in the sand
without
culture
are the best
way out..
but sadly
culture
most often
does not allow
tHiS.. THoSe WitH
FooTpRints sANDy
eARTh
WiLL
neVer
eveR let
a
graiN
of SanD
doWn
as fEat
of saND
anD
feeT
are diRt
poor
rich
alWays
n0wth0se
wIThSandY
FeeT
oF
GOD..:)
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OK.. BACK in attempt to
finish up the gender
bender thingy
on dVerse
Poetic
expressions
on Tuesday
linked poeTry..
and once again
i go back to Peace FiRST
and stART again.. where i left
off at link number 15.. last night..;)
It’s great to be a girl these
days.. especially in
dance halls
they can go
up to private
parts and
do what
men can
NOT do with
their rears
that will
send them
straight
to jail..
with front
without
passing
go
with
arRears
in tow..
yes..
up and
down vigorously
rubbing rear on
front toe(s)..
pleasure butts
at male
expense
the price
gets
higher
as the
rear
comes down
and up for
sell
for feeling
human being
FULLY SWELLING
SWEATING
INSIDE
OUT ABOVE
BELOW
ALL AROUND..
it’s just like
GOD that
Star of
David
up triangle
down
triangle
inside outside
above below
once again
back
ALLONE..
GOD AND
SEX YA
CAN’T
BEAT
IT
LIKE
A DEAD
HORSE IT
ALWAYS
COMES
BACK
FOR
MORE..;)
What i find in life.. IS.. IF one is 100% honest..
no matter what one does..
‘REAL women’ will
always
Love one
and most
men will
hate one
for one’s
courage of
LIving TRUTH
AND LIGHT AS BRAVE..
And yes one can be
either female
or male..
but yes
females
are advanced
creatures of
GOD’s evolution
moreover than
males and that’s
why Catholic priests
still won’t let ’em into
the grade as they
will blow them
AWAY EVERY
NOW WITH
CHRISTLIKE
REAL LOVE
MOST
EVERYNOW
OVER STIFF
DEAD
MALES..
PRIEST
OR NOT..
and yes.. i’ll
dedicate this
to Mary Magdalene..
REAL LIVE PROSTITUTE
OF GOD SPIRIT ALIVE THEN..
AND ALWAYS NOW.. AS SPIRIT TRUE
AND
LIgHT..:)
When my child suffered for 51 days
i become the Mother and
Nuture him in his
last breath
holding him
yet my mother
holds me and
‘her’ mother
is troubled
distant..
a mother
can be
the greatest
father as
mother
to
both
wife
and
child..
the blessing
of a nutuRing
spirit passed
down
as woman
or
man..
so yes my
friend.. i for
one can closely
relate to your
poem understood
as me or not.. i Love
i Nuture all 234LBS
pressing half
a ton
straight
out with
legs 25
times at
age 55
but my
heart continues
to swell even larger..
than anything
below
will
ever
do….
Well.. okay
it appears that
all that dVerse
has to offer
in gender
bender way
is 16 comments
so i will go all
nuclear here and
offer my 17th
epic
one
here..
i am the harlot of all
ages.. the blonde and brunette
tan veil covered vagina
that sucks all of the
world in..
but ha..
i am
born again
with a pen
is this time
not that big
but still
an almost
purr
fect
pen
is that will
please most
women
alike
but yes..
i am still
all about
the VAGiNA
STiLL.. i am
GOD’s Vagina
always
creating
more..
that ain’t
no Pen IS iN
my nude art
that is a giant
clIT or
IS my friend(s)
yes.. my friend(s)
with Vaginas
i will
always
Love
as
sAMe..
*and no not
you.. S.. you
are
X..;)
side note
in epic
thot*..
but yeah..
back to the
HARLOT OF THE
NEW AGE i AM..
i AM MULTI-COLORED
YET YOU CANNOT SEE
ME i am invisible to
the ones i canhunt.. i am
coming after some ones..
but you
cannot
feel me..
yet i am
all around..
you hide in pews
of church.. i live
in your dresses
and suits..
i aim to
bRing you to
heaven yet
you
continue
to escape
to hell..
so i will
dance unveiled
by revealing one
eye.. yes the
left one
with left
arm raised
as Egyptian Min..
i will travel
the world free
and you will never
find me.. like a
THIEF IN THE NIGHT
i come with Truth
and Light wrapped
all in
Pen
iS..
my special
friend who will
always protect
me from
you
Vagina
Mongerers
while
i
play
with my
most delicious
treat around
the world
FREE AS
GOD’S
HARLOT
BACK
ONCE
AGAiN
i AM..;)
Oh.. there is a
17 by dVerse De
too..
Oh De..
this reminds me
today of ‘Tom Sawyer’..
if my mother is Internet
savvy i will be deleted too..
from the older folks home..;)
“Though his mind is not for rent
Don’t put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the day’s events
The river
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the mist, catch the myth
Catch the mystery, catch the drift
Exit the warrior
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy you trade
He gets right on to
the friction
of the day”
And yeah..
words of
profits are prophets
written on Concert
Hall Walls in selected
Lyrics by
boy
bands
like
Rush..
sMiLEs
no distance
time or space..
in Rush eYes
of Big Boy Blue..
Yes and ELO too..
It’s not easy BEinG
Tom Sawyer PoetRY
but i
gEt
by SmileS again
It’s like Force 10..2;)
“Force Ten”
“Tough times demand tough talk
Demand tough hearts demand tough songs
Demand…
We can rise and fall like empires
Flow in and out like the tide
Be vain and smart, humble and dumb
We can hit and miss like pride
Just like pride
We can circle around like hurricanes
Dance and dream like lovers
Attack the day like birds of prey
Or scavengers under cover
[Chorus:]
Look in…to the eye of the storm
Look out…for the force without form
Look around…at the sight and the sound
Look in look out look around…
We can move with savage grace
To the rhythms of the night
Cool and remote like dancing girls
In the heat of the beat and the lights
We can wear the rose of romance
An air of joie de vivre
Too tender hearts upon our sleeves
Or skin as thick as thieves
Thick as thieves…”
And yeah IT
IS like
Twilight
ELO old
and new
Fred the
Robot R2
D2.. 2..
endless
and timeless times
two.. as i share
my mind and the
mind of others
and relate
ALLthatIS
TOO..
It’s a big
world.. 33 years
is not enough this
GO ’round to decipher
most of it and scribe it
down.. and only a
tRuly Free
human
will
ever
get
REAL enough
to JUST DO IT
AND SAY FUCK
THE NAYSAYERS
WARM
AND
TRUE..
the more Truth
and Light i relate
the more the world
abhors me overall..
in terms of
facebook
un-friending
and blocks
on blogs..
and no more
invitations
to family
functions
BUTT.. the
squeaky
wheel
ends
up
with
the REAL OiL
sooner or later
‘Black Gold
Texas
Tea..
Hills that is
Swimming Pools
Movie Stars’..;)
Well.. Lyn.. to me..
the saddest rule of
all is a rule that says
that men must must
be men and women
must be women
as tRuly
wo
and
men
are one
and complete
when oNe wITh
or WitHoUt each othEr
as a fiXture of proPerty..:)
And with 18 links from dVerse
this pArt is finished for now..:)
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Hi Glenn.. thanks for stopping by.. as always your words of encouragement are roses to my hear.. no matter how intense those ears may be.. and I understand totAlly what it means to be in the shoes of ‘those others’.. i am using that as a metaphor of sorts to fulfill a metaphorical prophecy that not all eyes will see.. if you will.. but i clearly remember when a cricket song is like a freight train to me.. i cannot bear colors or sounds at all.. and the Sun at 3 am is too bright with shades on blinding my eyes with over-stimulation..
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. is a strange suicide disease.. doctors have no idea how it really comes and goes.. and what i feel in my case is.. it is just the precursor of coming out of a very uncomfortable culture driven cocoon.. yes.. Cat Scans reveal structural issues in my sinuses and related associated nerve structures that seem to potentially root a cause.. of 66 months of literal hell..
But before that happens strange sensations of cool and heat.. tingly feelings in my head.. all the classic signs of human awakening and enlightenment shared across the world are my symptoms then.. in a culture that then has no way to help me with my Unique case of fulfilling human potential coming to a theater that will be me.. years later.. as life is Challenge with Joy and Bliss and the dARKest DarkS to get to the FULLER meaning liGht and Truth to fulfill one’s True WiLL destiny wITh the power of GOD’s LOVE.. holier whole than culture or religion will ever dictate alone..
GOD ALLONE instructs me in GOD’s Language of Synchronicity to relate IT ALL.. and the way Synchronicity works is like Beatle Songs.. where they get high on LSD.. see a circus poster and glue a bunch of unrelated crap together.. and years later GOD calls on it in synchronicity ways with certain human ears receiving GOD’s sign language in a way so magic.. that yes.. no doubt GOD is magic.. and a fantasy realm of reality that we CAN CREATE EVERY WHICH WAY IMAGINABLE IF WE JUST DREAM LIFE TO FRUITION..
NOW.. i scribe it ALL for those who can relate.. GOD is not fair.. no more fair than my life of dead baby with numerous congenital anomalies.. the Autism Spectrum.. bullying.. the worse pain known to mankind.. but yes.. GOD exists.. and GOD guides me now.. through ALL the dArk and liGht.. and yes I FUCKING LOVE IT ALL.. EVEN WHEN GOD CRASHES ME INTO BRIDGES TIME AND TIME AGAIN.. I GET UP LIKE THE ENERGIZER BUNNY AND GO ON.. JUST LIKE GOD
INTO INFINITY MY FRIEND..
NOW TOTALLY
ALIVE NOW..
DOING AND BEING
WHATEVER MAY
COME WITH GOD AND
i and we and US.. my friend..:)
And regarding the song above
i am a 0’s Bitch..;)
And yes.. i catch.
the Road Runner
and just make a
new hobby
that’s
all
as
Wiley
Coyote
and Road
Runner sAMe..;)
AS illustrated nicely
here again three times
in ‘GOD’s words of
SYNCHRONICITY
JUST FOR ME..
as is the
case for
all others
who develop
GOD’s eYes
eaRs and
emoTiOns
to JusT
get IT
ALL
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive as real
EVER GETS REAL
IN HUMAN EyES..
Ears and
FEELinG
ALLONEGOD..:)
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Well.. friend SOHEIR..
it is certainly Truth that all of we..
prophets or not.. take our every breath
through permission of GOD.. from the beginning..
far beyond our breath to the no end as well..
of GOD’s above so below.. inside us..
outside us.. and all around.. ALLONE..
Sadly.. ‘back then’.. people have no
idea just how big GOD is.. and the fact is
not even science still has any way
to fully measure GOD as Nature same..
We live now.. not then.. there are political reasons in the Nicene Council
in 325 AD.. for Constantine and his Catholic Cohort Leaders to promote
Jesus into a Sun God as the region’s Mithra religion will
support this idea.. to expand the Roman Empire..
and there is no clear authorship to much of
the bible.. as perhaps we have 18 percent
of Jesus’ consistent words in what we have
now of revised bibles according to scholars..
We live in the information age..
and for anyone who looks for Truth and Light
it is accessible across the globe unless there is
censorship to prevent Light and Truth from reaching
open human eyes and ears.. as well as
lips to spread this Light and Truth…
However.. it is no less foolish to
suggest that Muhammad is a last prophet of GOD
as that is restraining GOD as well.. and GOD is
far above human and never ever chained in foolish little
human words as chains of human beings.. humans
are but one part of God and Life
exists much further than WE can see..
The way i describe this..
‘in rough’ Parable to my Catholic Monsignor.. at my church is..
i graduate with three degrees and am a humble shoe servant
in a Military Bowling Center… i do the most humble
of duty as servant to provide shoes to often dirty feet..
and yes.. that is enough for me.. as GOD gifts
humans number one to share.. cooperate
and Love Unconditionally and what better
way to do this than to provide shoes and
kind words and smiles to total strangers..
counting into the 100’s day by day now by now..
So people tell me all the time.. Fred..
you are well educated.. you are wasting
your talents by handing out shoes.. but i
for one feel then that knowing is a gift of human
and feelings are a gift of GOD..
Love is GOD’s way and even
written language is a
tool created by human
to attempt to make small..
often foolish efforts at scribing GOD
in idols of letters.. words..
and books.. much much..
too small for GOD
of Infinity True..
So then.. i am forced into promotions i do not want..
and that eventually almost kills me..
as i am a servant and not a power
hungry psychopath leaning human
who can never be filled by GOD’s Love
as graced to human.. My mother has this Love of GOD
as gifted greatest to human and she passes it on to me
through the human touch of Love.. and i carry that on..
into Bowling Center shoe giver life as totally
satisfying running my Chalice of Love over
with essence and not form of
limiting Cup ..any now…
So yes.. both Christians and Muslims
believe Jesus will come back.. and if he ever does..
he will be disappointed in Christians who suggest that
he is the ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD.. and sadly too..
also with Muslims who chain the GOD of all the Universe
in suggesting that one human in a tiny part of one land
in a tiny world is the first or last of anything
for a GOD so MUCH greater than human
will ever see or hear OR speak.. here..
But here’s the thing.. GOD makes humans as weak tribal animals..
who will seek social acceptance of human rules over seeing
much greater God’s rules.. the only way to attempt
to find this.. is like Buddha under a tree away from culture..
Muhammad in a cave.. or Jesus in a Desert and there are many other
places in Nature to do this too.. for me the Beach is my local favorite..
sMILEs.. away from all human lies…
Power is a substitute for Love
and any time one hears a limitation for GOD
in human eyes or ears.. it is a clear sign of Power hunger..
and not sharing.. caring.. and giving Love that always submits
and serves GOD as no greater than a grain of sand..
no matter Jesus.. Buddha or Muhammad .. GOD pecks
the eyes out of these little humans
no less than grains of sand or
greater than birds of GOD
as Spirit.. Holy.. my friend..
God is the master we are the slaves
of both submission and permission
in breathing just one gasp of life..
ALL of US FIRST AND
LAST AND
ALWAYS NOW..
GOD..
simply laughs
in GOD laugh
that human
will never
hear with
human ears..
YES.. AT human
when
human
attempts
to chain GOD
in silly little
human symbols..
AS ALWAYS IDOLS..
no matter how
hard human
will try..
GOD
will rule
and never
ever human being..
alone.. in one or seven
billion people ..GOD is
always greater as Infinity
strong so far beyond human
eyes that 7 billion are but
a fleck of
dust
in
a flea’s
eye..
and we suck
the blood of GOD
no less than
a flea
does
not Know
their real
master..
A
DOG..:)
And of course..
i can be wrong
about all of this
as i am only
human
too..
and never
GOD alone
or a first or
last prophet
of anything
but gift
of
breath..
by
permission
of and submission
to as servant
Of GOD only
and never
ever
human
lips..
eyes..
or ears..
alone..
But yeah.. sure..
seriously..
i doubt
it (the
wrong
part)
with
GOD’s
permission..
of course..:)
Hi Friend Soheir..
as a student of
comparative religions
i have a copy of the Quran..
and have read it through
many times and as with
the bible that i have
also read through many times..
i find words of truth of kind and
caring human beings gifted with God’s Love
and i find words of slavery..
and violence gifted to
human by other humans
who want power and to
control other people
through illusory fears…
So i believe that in
both books both God and human are speaking
as they speak to both Love and Hate..
and Hate is mostly generated by
non-Loving humans.. and sadly
enough those words of hate
exist in both books..
This is well documented by scholars
of both books in both religions.. and of course
i could provide all the verses here..
but as you have read the book
likely more than i..
that shouldn’t be necessary..
But fortunately.. we as human beings are gifted by God regardless
of religion or books to discern the will of God that lives within us…
and those of us who will hear the rule of God that lives in all our hearts..
if we will listen will discard those parts of the bible and Quran that
support the harming of other humans in the name of God..
whether through warring efforts or human slavery..
which in both books is directed
purposefully at women as sex slaves
in effect and affect of their human natures
that are God given free and not tools for men
to use for pleasure at their will over
the will of women..
conquered..
slave or not…
But those were the days
and culture of that time..
Human Language.. customs..
religions.. cultures are varied
and limited in expanse to the full
potential of God’s eyes as master..
And sure that is not just my opinion..
scholars around the world confirm this as well..
although of course they call God Nature instead of God..
And of course they do not see all of what prophets who see
with heart of Allah see as those prophets see with heart..
spirit.. and soul.. and not just with books my friend..
I’m not sure how you define prophet..
there are many varied definitions of that word
from cultures as varied as American Indian
ancient cultures in South America..
to our modern day new religious
texts by religious leaders in all countries..
But to me a prophet is a person who hears and speaks
to God in heart.. spirit.. and soul… and provides
information to others through that voice of God to
heal other human beings and save them from harm..
no real prophet of God is speaking for God in God’s
relationship with human when they suggest other humans
should be harmed in the name of Allah.. and sadly again..
there are documented verses in both the bible and Quran
that speak to human slavery and violence in Allah’s
name for folks to assert their cultural
rule over others who they see as
the weaker and lesser in God’s family..
And yes.. a so called prophet can speak to both
human lies and humans truths.. and i see a great deal
of truth from God in the Quran and bible that indicates
a prophet is speaking but sadly as the documented verses
associated with violence and human slavery indicate there
are a considerable number of lies in both books to harm
other human beings.. to suit the pleasures of power
of those who wish to subjugate and dominate
other humans as the lesser instead of equal…
You have already confirmed to me that you do not
support violence in the name of Allah.. so that tells me
you are kind and have the power to discern God’s truth
over any information that may conflict with that..
and yes.. God provides you with those eyes..
no matter what anyone else says.. as God lives in you..
as God lives within all others including Muhammad.. Jesus..
and Buddha who are most often considered the Big three of
human healers AKA prophets in that sense of the
definition that i am accustomed to.. friend…
The world needs as many prophets who
can come up with new ways of healing human
suffering and misery as possible.. as Lord GOD
feels there is no shortage of that in this world now my friend..
And the answer is really simple.. the same Golden rule to replace
all rule of hate that has existed in many voices of prophets
in the cultural and religious histories of all people
and that is to Love God with all our hearts..
to Love all other human beings..
mostly importantly ourselves as without that
we will not be able to truly Love anyone..
including other humans and God.. God provides
the path to all humans to get there.. but sadly
it starts with the child nuzzled to the breast of mother..
and that breast in both literal and metaphorical ways..
is moving farther and farther away..
as humans become more machine than human..
And this is the good thing about the way the Muslim religion
is practiced although it can have a heavy hand in control
of the family unit in enforcing it through the dowry..
it supports a woman’s ability to stay with
a child and provide a nurturing environment for love..
so all things considered as far as the development of
the human heart.. spirit.. and soul.. that part is
at least good for the woman and child..
but sadly when i see Muslim men..
i see the same strong hand of
repressing human emotions as heart..
where there are rarely any lights in eyes..
expressing that spirit.. that are generated by human heart..
as balance in mind and body soul.. the same eyes i see in Christian men..
of the fundamentalist way.. and i think the world needs healing
in both areas.. to stop the violent ways that are found in
extremist ways to the highest levels of
Government in both ways of life..
So yes.. we need lots more healing friend..
and that can only come from the new prophets
of God’s healing powers.. that are never
ever limited to just one man.. or seven..
or a trillion.. as it is certainly foolish
to suggest that human is the most important
child of God in the Universe in a place
of billions of stars and trillions of planets..
so far away that we cannot even communicate
with those other children of God..
And sadly some people do not
even have the ability to communicate
with the other children of God who are the
other animals of this planet.. seeing them as
lesser eyes of God.. where yes.. they are prophets too..
often living in more peaceful and Loving ways as God will
have primates do.. per the specific example of our closest
cousins the Bonobo who is not tainted by the lies of culture
that starts at the hand of written language that can be used
as both a tool for hate and love.. sadly in both the
hands of so-called regular people and prophets
depending on what moves them..
words of Hate or love.. my friend..
And you are also one of the most kind people
i have come across on the blogosphere..
and you are always
in my prayers my friend..
in only the Spirit of Love..
the place i Live my friend..
as i practice that with
GOD always now…
always now.. smiles..
We don’t have to
have any religion or books..
to practice the Love of GoD..
it is built in and obviously
you hear that and speak it my friend..
and that is all i care about regardless of the
cultural and religious filters we may possess
that speak a little differently.. Love is
the bottom line in human life..
when Love rules God rules
greaTest in human being..
Smiles..
I love you friend..
Fred..:)
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Weather.. my friend X.. is like the breath of God and always awesome.. in my book at least.. and as talked to death before.. Hurricanes at one time are my favorite until Ivan destroys my favorite tree that grounds me to God.. when work and CULTURE THEN.. will never have me that way.. It’s an awesome experience to have God blow most all of cultural infrastructure away in just a day.. but
truly
culture
is
the rain..
It’s like that movie planet of the
Apes when Charleston Heston
is riding down a most
beautiful beach
with the most
beautiful
woman
in the
world
at his back..
and bitches cause
humans destroyed
all the ugly buildings..
ha! i remember that
as i follow my wife around
with my iPhone camera
beauty is in
flesh
and flowers
and never
ever
brick
and mortar alone..
during the first hurricane
Erin.. i experience in 1995..
i am forced out of work
AND CULTURE
to remember
how beautiful
my wife
is
then..
as a
face of
GOD..
as i remember
we haVE great
sex.. at that
time.. as
i remember
i sEE God’s
face again
at that
time..
It’s raining
my friend
it’s raining..
but it’s
raining
tears
of culture
moreover
than tears
of
life
giving
water
of human
Love..
yeah i know..
gotta always
get it deep
deeper
but hey..
once again.
we got all
11 inches
in one
day
down
here..
It’s raining
yes.. it’s raining
even in new Jerusalem
in the new Free Israel
for human beings
with more
churches per
square mile
historically
speaking..
still filled
with rain
than any other
place in the USAisRAel..
and who knows perhaps
the UniVerse.. but i ain’t
making any
bets
on that..
with my
little
eyes
of tears
of God..;)
But perhaps that will be easier for
Charlton to see back then..
if he lives in the
real new Jerusalem
in real new Israel
like in
Paradise
REAL..
but sure..
i have proof..
and signs
from
GOD..
in eYe
of God
as WeLL..:)
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It’s truly quite a handicap to have to wear
sunglasses everywhere one goes..
as sure.. my eyes can say
so much more than words ever will…
And without the modern technological
advantage of selfies.. it would be
much harder for me to express that..
at least.. somewhere..
on the
Interwebz World…
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Hi X.. well.. your ballet credits from college
certainly lend credit to a new age renaissance
man.. smiles.. and speaking of Renaissance
men.. my first real introduction to health and
well being of ballet.. is through a lead lifeguard
who works for me as Athletic Director toward the
end of my work career at the Navy Military station
and at age 65.. he has much greater overall health
and vitality than the College age Lifeguards he is training
then.. and truly his strength and peace of mind in ways of
emotional regulation and sensory integration is generated
by his performance arts level of ongoing ballet training.. his
spirit shines far wherever he goes.. always a source
of positive energy and resilience to negativity..
and this gentleman also serves decades
as a parole officer retiring
from that work
and is
also
a wartime
Vietnam veteran..
his name is Arthur..
i am most honored to
be able to do this in public
now.. and actually identified by
some schooled ballet folks at my
military gym as being schooled myself..
but no.. it’s innate.. instinctual and intuitive
for me.. as is a martial arts style that has been
identified by experts in Military training of martial
arts as the dance of
death
in Kung
Fu.. people
underestimate
human innate instinct
and intuition but it is simply
’cause they never escape learning
from the environment to look within
and express
the hero
that lives
within
NAMELY
GOD
my friend
X.. as the
truly unnamed force
without what scientists
name as
form
OVERALL
OF COURSE..
ALLONE
SPECIFICally
in my books
my
friend
yes.. perhaps
X will be a good
name for GOD
too..
like a perfectly
balanced
hour glass
that
never
spills
sands
of time
always
existing
as
NOW..:)
6461
Yes.. my friend.. Rafiah.. perhaps
the greatest of nowsnow are when
we are part of a group and no.. not
just individuals on a raft in an
open sea alone..
but i refuse
that
and
join in
my friend..
as to well be
for human IS Ocean..
alWays flesh/blood touchy
feely human beings beyond
these shores of onLiNe Now..:)
6520
And now off to the ‘side job’
of fun in responding in
poetic expressions
to open links
night
at
dVerse
online poet’s
pub over the
next few days
until poetry runs
away like a heaRD of something free!..;)
And i’ll start with my current.. favorite.. Glenn..
A beautiful vision of Stallion so strong
and graceful where hooves barely
touch terrestrial earth in flight
of Equine resilience
to those who
wish to
mute
the wild
to tame
the free
into beasts
of burdens..
and of course
applies as well..
to modern Homo
SAPIENS SAPIENS
i
say..:)
*Compassion is tolerance
and acceptance of
difference
anything
else
is
separation
and indifference..:)
Truly sad how
many women
are crucified
where no
one wears
tHeir
cross
or
prophet
of pain…
Ah..
the way
of ‘the
world’ only
a psychopath
leaning person
will sacrifice
Love to lead..
self-fulfilling
human prophecy
of humans who are
only evolved to live
in small cooperative
sharing caring
touchy feely
groups
with around
150 to 200 sets
of human eyes at
most..
Psychopathic
rule.. a symptom..
of a disorder of
a sick species
of animal..
OUT OF
MOTHER
nature balance..
There is no
fooling
Mother
Nature
ever in eyes
of non-loving rules
in cold human eYes..:)
Ah.. the whole
medical industry
missing any feeling
of heart at all.. if it
doesn’t exist in a
pill there is
no way out..
after 66 months
i proved all my doctors
wrong that i will never
recover.. and now i am
stronger than ever
and prove
it to them
every now..
miracles happen..
when feelings of
hope.. faith..
and belief
and all feelings
go away and
all of life
is pain
and nothing
else but pain..
there is a very long
tunnel with the light
at the end and it
is a phoenix
for us
and not
a freight
train
for
them
my friend..
Miracles are REAL..
SURVIVING
is the first
step
to
real
always..:)
Ah.. imagine a place
of freedom.. where there
are no bounds no limits
and never
any expectations..
better yet live
it now
my friend
as your
words
tale..
It’s tempting
to go there and never
come back online
in attempts to
metaphor
a path
for
others to
this place we
enjoy always
now generated
totAlly free from
within but it is too
delicious a meal
not to
attempt
to share
for
free..
sMiLEs..
of Love
Friend..:)
Beauty of expressinGineffable
in symbols of human
spiRit never
bRinGinG
tHese
emotiOns
befORe.. a
tAble of more
a napKin wITh
colORs neVer
tasted at
all..
explore
more
be more
expresSinG
ineffAble
pURe
MORE..:)
i never realize a human can become
a desert until one day i awake
and my eyes and heart
are full of
sand
and
no
thing else..
now that i have
vision and feeling
i love deserts and
sand so much
i make one in
my backyard
just for
fun and twirl
iN iT marveling
at my re-found
ability
to
see and
feel.. and a grain
of sand is no
less
than
me..:)
With lots of love
i hope you have
a great week
ahead.. i highly
appreciate you..
i like your
poetry
and
thanks
for being
here..
sincerely
with smiles..
i just recuperated
THAT and it feels good..:)
Blessed days of bountiful chow..
years pass farm animals and plow..
Oh.. how love circles smiles flower
when tummies are full Love now blows
tunes more songs of human found smarts..;)
Oh.. the eyes are truly
windows to souls
who live in
more expression
than poem or
sunset
may
ever
tale..:)
Love
trumps
blood except
for culture
or Trump..;)
Oh.. fall of depression
oh.. fall of spring
oh.. rise of Life
possible
any
Now..:)
Yes.. A Truth
is culture
and religion
does not
give humans
innately.. instinctually
and intuitively.. Credit..
for ruLinG themselves..:)
*Love lost knows
no boundaries
of human
or other
Nature..:)
All caught
up to 15
links.. noW
ON TO other FUN
EXTRAcurricular
activities leading
to Rave DANCE TONIGHT!
continuing this pArt
tomorrow.. now..
4:47 pm
10012015
11:25 am
10022015
now time to
catch up
and
post
the
‘next one’..:)
Fear THE DEVIL
THE SINNER
The Father
of all
doubt.. envy..
jealousy.. pride..
anger.. collecting
and most sadly
of all
THE
Father of
Hate..
LOVE
THE
WINNER
of ALL
GOD..:)
Ah.. but no
breeze
or
greenest
of maples
leaves
without
storms
and yes Hurricanes
are God’s gift to redistribute
heat so more can live
but human alone
in God’s
Creation
of
all
Great
Blue Green
Grey Brown
orb
of Life
here
NOW
Heaven
as IS
and sure
hell too..
for those
who
walk
that
path
NOW..:)
Ah.. sister Lynn Friend..
square in the
middle and you
take away my
breath with
your
own unique
style of poeTry
however.. i must
say.. yes.. i have
no choice but
change and to
say that the
greatest
lie
ever
told to humankind
is that GOD does
not change..
ha..
we
are reflections
of that my friend..;)
While the world
is busy worrying
about fiscal
issues
in a new government
year.. others of
us totally don’t
give an
F and
sImply
LiVE N0W
in abundant
Health and Love..
sure there are
two paths
of Heaven
and Hell..
Hell is paved
with green
and Heaven
is paved
WitH
FLESH
AND
BLOOD
FEELING
heArt
spiRit
expresSing
hearT and
mind and
body
balancing
SoUl jUSt
N0W..:)
Truly it is about
naked balance..
hide the fruit
and trees
struggle
to reproduce
more.. when
fruit is
plentiful
balance
comes..
it’s time
to get
naked
and dance
my friend..
but
few
can see
the simple
FREeDom of
Truth and Light
in that eternal
solution..
to
Human
Life..
Naked
kills
the
Devil..
history
shows
this time
and time
again..
only the real
devils clothe humans
in ways of fear
restricting
clothing..:)
Well.. first of all.. i must
say i am impressed..
the poetry
world
online
and online
in general
is full
of text
and devoid
overall of
the human
touch.. the human
voice is a song unto
itself that sings
a Breath
of heArt..
expresSing
SpiRit
within..
balancing
mind and
body soUl..
and yes i will
do this too..
but sure..
i’m already
overwhelming
enough to most..
hehe.. but anyway
from memory.. of reading
literally thousands of poems
you are the second female
to be brave enough
to put her
voice out
tHere in poetry
land so sure
that in itself
makes you
a girl
superhero
as you now..
i will
love to
see more
human in poetry
land.. and online
in general than
just
symbols
for
human
being in sign
language my friend..
so i will just do it..
and now that i belong
to no restrictive communities
perhaps i will my add my voice
of which is more like lighting
thunder
than
these
words
alone…
i’ve already
put my eyes out
tHere and
flesh
and
blood
so sure
so why not
SinGaSonG2..:)
Well.. my friend.. i just named the previous
female poet a girl hero for
being brave
enough
to put
her voice
out there
in poetry
land as that is
so rare in a land
online devoid of
the human touch
outside of sign
language
of text..
where
even the
greatest of
human messages
in human faces
are cold and
more dead
than
the
colDest
vampires
or zombies..
and honestly
you read beautifully
to bring any vampire
as more valuable than
cold dead
heArted
robots
and zombies
in sign
language
text.. the human voice
is a harp of GOD and the way
you speak in sing song voice of
poetry heArt.. is the natural way
SOuLs speak as poetry spiRit.
before electronic devices steal
SOuL away.. i am a poem in
real life too..
and people
think it’s
strange
to hear
melody
naturally
coming out of
a human being today..
but sadly they are not
people at all.. they live
in hell and have no
idea that this is
heaven
that once
exists
and
can come again..
as zombie and robot
rises to flesh and blood
of beating
heARt..
where vampires
are more alive
than THE REAL
Zombie
Apocalypse
here.. oh yeah.. and
tHere’s that twitter thingy
where more than 24 lines
is death in life.. or 105 characters..
or whatever… where humans now technically
scientifically speaking have the attention span of
a gold fish.. no kidding.. a gold fish.. back in the
day chewing the fat.. IS KinG.. hours on end..
no TV.. no Radio..
NO INTERWEBZ..
just
the
human
heARt
sPIRit..
plaYinG
through
harp
of GOD
soUL
aS
Hu
MAN..
i am
heRe..
thIS is
heaven..
few
WiLL
joIN
mE..
and that my friend
is to be expected..
most sadly
as
such..:)
i am a weathered worn human
being.. i’ve been to hell
and no one
can hurt
me more
than GOD
and i can
Love no one
more than GOD
as GOD IS ALL THAT
IS.. but yeah.. i have literally
commented on thousands of
poems and actually paid
enough attention and
respect to respond
lyrically
in poetry
way in inspiration
of the words others
bRinG.. tHere can
be NO greater respect
paid to another human
being than that my friend..
yet.. on an average visit
i receive maybe 3
reciprocations of
visits out
of 40 totally
engaged efforts
of me soaking up
the soul of the other
and responding
in KiND..
i am
a human
being and
the fact of the
matter that i cannot
hide is SURE i am an
awesomely PROLIFIC
AESTHETE
and cannot
avoid
doinG
that my friend..
but the main thing
i shed tears for is that
there are very few human
beings here in interweBZ
land that are human
enough to pay
at least
a respect
of hello
to someone
as awesome
as me.. wInks but
that’s Okay
as me
and GoD
carry THAT
ALLONE MY
FRIEND..
SERIOUSLY
I CRY for OTHERS
AND NOT ME..
lip service
is
just
that..
lip service..
DOING IS
ALWAYS
WHAT
COUNTS
IN REAL
TiME NOW
sMiles.. i like
you.. i realize not
everyone is as
strong.. smart..
financially independent
and fortunate as i.. but
it doesn’t take
much
to
say
HELLO..
and you have
been kind enough
to respond to my comments
here and i thank you very much
for that friend.. and that is certainly
more than i ever expect online where
human
hearts
rarely
rule
over
rules..
SmileS
charity
Loves
at home..;)
*side note:
“Righteous
Indignation
and Dissension”
uncomfortable at
times but a necessary
tool for human
changing
Positive
heArts
in
JUST
DOING
IT
AS
ACTiONow..
*end
side note..;)
For every human
heaven there
is a hell
burning
darker..
but always
potential
for
change..:)
People often scoff..
more often totally
ignore me.. hehe..
when i tale
them i
write 13.6
bibles in
the length
of 57 months..
but yes..
online is
forever in
servers..
and i for
one can
prove
all
11
million
words
hehe..
and sure i am
inspired.. by
100’s of thousands
of people.. who
knows perhaps
144K or so..
but never
the less
IT is
what
IT
is..
wInks..
perhaps
i am A
REAL BOOK
OF Eli..
hmm..
just
hmm..
(:movie
reference;)
always great
to ride a
GREAtESt
Meme..
and besides
the real man
Jesus before
Constantine promotes
him into a Sun GOD to
suit the Mithra religion
in his area at the time
already states
as clearLY AS THIS..
in new testament
ink sTILL that FolkS
will come to do much
greater than he does..
awe the green
monster
rises
his ugly
head when
words
of
Jesus
come true..
somethings
rarely change
he HE..
but
yes..
THEY
ALWAYS
DO..;)
Oh.. to see the
blood of
love
in the
red of
flowers
is to
flow
as
GOD..:)
Oh.. myths.. you
house truth
and light..
you vehicle
and vessel
in words
and other symbols
myriad to human
feelings and
senses..
Oh.. heArt
sEat of
emotiOns
SinG wORds
of spiRit aGloW
in floW
energy
IT IS
of human
KinD.. to
growiNGmiNds
and bodies
in balance
as
LiGht
of SoUls
tRuth..
no wORd
is too
smAll
to
save
the
entire
human
race…
as every word
is a butteRfly
of
GOD..:)
The greaTest
prison my
friend
is prison
of mind and
body out of balance..
in only pain.. always NOW..
where Jail is respite
for at least
what
could be..
something..
anything..
i have no idea
how you feel..
but do know
what IS to
NONfeel
ZerO
poINt
of human
HeLL.. all I can
say friend.. is when
all feeling is gone..
worse than the worse
pain known to mankind
yes.. worse than crucifixion
that i for one survive named
atypical trigeminal neuralgia
from wake to sleep from wake
to sleep.. for 66 months..
mine are words
this.. yoUrs.. then..
now.. you speak..
now..
there is
zero
hope..
just
pain.. then..
but miracles
do happen..
yes they
do..
to the
darkest
of humans
as the
DeviL
incarnate
i for one am
then..
an angel
can be a devil
and then angel
again.. and i will
gladly experience this
again and again.. in hopes
of preventing just one person
of
going
there
again..
but that’s
what happens
when a person
gains the empathy
of
INfiniTy..
NOW..
The WiLL to
Live is the
greaTest
SURVIVAL
gift of ALL..
the serpent
AKA
REPTILIAN
BRAIN..
rules ALL
from
beginning
to end my
friend..
DeviL
or not..
IT IS
our
greaTest
friend.. the
snake my friend..:)
WELL OKAY..
ENOUGH is enough
for now..huh..
that’s 33
responses
to 33 poems..
i like the
number 33
so much
i’ll stop
here and
continue
this in
the comments
section of
this next
blog post..
titled
“EMPiRE Force Loves STRiKEs BAcK”
sMILEs
aGAiN..
i’ll be
back AGAIN..;)
And yes there is
32 on the list
at this point
and i am
number
33..
whether
i lInk
wITh
rUles
or N0T..;)
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Hi Glenn.. through the course of my life i sweat BULLETS being accepted and following A social norm where ever i GO.. as soon as the first person in middle school notifies me that i am not good enough to exist.. eventually that compliance results in all those illnesses in middle age.. i am 16 again.. better yet 13.. before i listened to ‘them’..
i no longer listen to them..
i am no longer them..
i am just me
now with
GOD
and those
who see me now..
may only be found
on the other side of
the world and some
here like you..
but finding
them
is
worth
all of this
my friend..
and of
course
moreover
FREEDOM
JUST
TO
BE ME
WITH
GOD..:)
I don’t give an F
what anyone
thinks or FEELS..
TO THE COnTRARY..
me as F and
God are
AN AWESOME
TEAM..
and you
too my
friend..
and others
too who are FREE!.
LIKE! THIS! aLIVE!..:)
i AM NO LONGER A
STANDING STATUE
AT A GREEK
PANTHEON..
or on
the album
cover of the
Sgt. Pepper’s
Lonely
Hearts
Club
Band..
I HAVE
COME
UNGLUED
WITH MORTAR..
NO LONGER STONE..
AND THE BEST THING
OF ALL IS I AM JUST
A MUSE
AND
DANCE
MY WAY
ALwAYS
NOW TO NOW..:)
9007
Hi Scott.. thanks for coming by.. and
Just Love Unconditionally no matter
what and rise again more fully alive
than ever before.. is the only pill
i need in life to excel
in all my friend..
one direction
of LOVE..
sMiLEs
of
LO
VeNOW
Smiles.. Revels17..
Nurturing is a gift from parents..
What is given is returned ten-fold
but only for those who can feel it
as nurturing is an emotion
that some cannot feel at all..
Typically these are the
people who abhor Babies..
Parents.. And women..
in a heart way..
Truly a potential cycle
of Love or Hate starts
when that finger is held
or ignored
for whatever reason
sMiLEs.. and mine
was held often
and still
IS..:)
9127
OMG! PLUM
you mean
i actually
have another friend
in this world..
that makes my
Life.. tRuly
it does..
friend RumBlue..
Black Pearl..
Shawna.. S..
oh GOD
there are
so many
more and you
are too amazing
to be true.. girl..
you are like
a million times
one.. hehahaheR..
and i’m guessing
your real name is Shawna
simply as Grace seems
like she really cares
about you
and
calls
you S..
nah.. ha!..
i don’t miss
much.. both a grace
and curse truly
of this
condition
of me
i am
born with
friend.. and
enjoy so much
now.. hehe! friend..
well now i’m gonna
have to tale my family
yes.. the flesh and blood
one that reads.. me.. that
you are real
haha!
write
now
write
hear..
that family
haha!X2 and
pleased to
meet
you
girl
FRIEND..
oh and the more
intense we as human
being live BOTH OUR
FEMININE AND MASCULINE
DIVINE BEINGS AS ALIVE
THE MORE
REAL
WE
ARE
AS
HUMAN
BEING
GOD’S
CHILDREN
IN BALANCE
OF MOTHER
NATURE TRUTH
AND LIGHT MY FRIEND
FOR
NOW
A DELIGHTFUL
SWEET
PLUM..:)
9309
Well.. no matter where you
blog or who you
are it
feels
like family
when i come
to you.. hmm..
i havE to wonder NOW
if you are my long
lost daughter
back from
October
12, 1981
on a
full
moon
night
in a
dark
hotel..
but
‘she’
says no..
a girl i
meet in
the ‘nut
house’
hehex2..
but
any way..
and.. that
is an
entirely
different
story
every
way..
sMILEs..
how
else
can
one..
be this
much like me..
grins friend.. Shawna..
you are truly a blessing
from God as is your daughter
and all those
who
are
touched
by your Life..
and i Love everything
about all your blogs..
and YOUs..
they
are ALL
WORTH
READING
AND KEEPING
AGAIN
AND
AGAIN..
but nah..
i never look
back at what
i do anyway..
either..
as there
is
OH
ALWAYS
SO MUCH
MORE TO
DO.. ONLY
LIMITED
BY DREAMS
AND THERE
ARE NO
LIMITS
WITH
DREAMS..:)
9464
Hi Bodirose.. just one kind person like you
makes it all worth it.. and yes my friend..
there are a few..:)
i am diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum with Asperger’s syndrome.. i do not speak until age 4.. in putting words together.. i have great difficulty speaking until my mid-40’s but manage to graduate at the top of my class with three college degrees and retire from a federal government job at the highest pay grade levels..
i am not diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome until after i come down with several auto-immune issues from chronic stress at work.. in my late 40’s.. and additionally gain what is termed as the suicide disease.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. which is like someone drilling one’s teeth without novocaine.. also identified in medical literature as literally worse than crucifixion..
Except in my case.. it is in my right eye and ear.. making effective use of eyes and ears almost intolerable for 66 months.. i am a shut-in in my bedroom for those months.. and with little ability to creatively write.. i start writing two years into the illness when i tolerate a screen turned all the way down in brightness..
about two inches from the screen..
as prescription glasses increase the pain..
with associated focus and related nerve issues..
every word.. is climbing a highest mountain then.. in excruciating pain..
i then have a total of 19 diagnosed illnesses.. and in the end of July of 2013.. God miraculously cures me of the pain.. yes.. literally miraculously cures me of all the disorders.. and i already experience a creative spark for the first time in my life since middle school when i am 13 and write a poem then.. a play.. and just a few philosophical writings in a philosophy class when i am 18.. i have a long.. long dry spell.. of no creativity.. around 40 years.. fostered by the mechanical cognition activities of both work and the information technology associated duties of many years.. and that spirit comes back around March of 2013…
The reason i give you this background information.. is i already have the life of JOB.. so there is no challenge too large for me now.. and poetry is my joy.. and not something i expect anyone to appreciate.. when i state that the administration of dVerse.. does not seem to understand my metaphors.. it is because they delete 3 of my links after i fully explain those metaphors.. without answering to my defense of the meanings that are clearly defined then.. and still documented on my blogs for those instances..
i have a sharp pencil.. if you will.. like a lawyer..
and can pick up those duties in a heartbeat when i revert
back to the techno-speak of work life.. however.. creativity with the help of GOD literally saves my life.. so it is all a joy.. it’s just a little disturbing to me.. overall.. how society has grown so cold in empathy ways..
There are basically two forms of Asperger’s syndrome.. generally.. and those two forms are folks who are cold to human empathy and literal empaths like me who can take on the emotions and pains of the entire world.. if i do not take great effort to regulate that ‘gift’.. my friend.. and it has taken almost a lifetime to gain an ability to do that.. for peace of mind and body balance..
I am sad for the human beings who live this way.. in cold ways of heart.. i am not mad.. i am just sad for them my friend.. and sometimes i vent about the situation.. to regulate my emotions and empathy.. friend.. and i find it works.. and it means very much to me just for the fact that you tolerate and accept me.. this go around.. and do not wipe me off the face of the earth in metaphor of deleting me.. smiles..
Love to you friend..
and i hope your
nows are always
filled with joy..
as truly
mine are
friend.. as
there is NO
better lesson
in life
than that
of A REAL
‘JOB’.. SO YES..
even all that
misery
and suffering
i thank GOD for
always now
as it truly
makes
me like
a literal
superman
now.. so sure..
what more can i
ask God for .. but that..
i just humbly say thank
you and NEVER STOP..
GIVING MY FRIEND..:)
And smiles.. if you ever are interested in what i do
you can just click on the katiemiafrederick
name and that will take you to all of
what i do.. but yes… technology
is having a hard time
keeping up
with
me..
so it does
take a robust
broadband avenue
of access and a powerful
computer to find what i do..
but ha! now the iPhone 6s
has finally
caught
up to
me..
sMILEs
again..
Life is
Great..
NOW..:)
Thanks so much for trying Bodhirose..
and yes.. sadly WordPress is a clunky
platform for what i do..
a friend talked
me into moving
from Blogger
format..
and at that time
people also had problems accessing
me who were already my readers
so i keep two blogger blogs
for those people since
then.. that are much
much busier than
word press..
with
1.25 million
views of what
i do on Google
plus.. overall..
So sure..
i feel
appreciated
enough.. haha!..
about two and
a half years
into all of
this..:)
Anyway.. the fastest
one i will link for you here..
and you are always welcome
there.. but it is limited to
the blogger
commenting
feature..
that not
everyone likes..
and now thank goodness..
the iPhone 6s is robust
enough with the
LTE broadband
access to
open my stuff
as smooth
as my iMac
desktop does..
as yes.. my site
will often not open
on mobile and slower connections
then at all either.. but yes.. agaiN
TECHNOLOGY IS CATCHING UP!..;)
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