is dedicated to the people who influence me the most
in the recovery of my humanity online and in the world of dance..
in the last two years.. outside of other family members and older friends…
Brian Miller from dVerse Poetry Pub.. the infamous Mr. X..
and other aliases joining in on all the fun on
this blog in the last couple of months..
Lala Rukh.. from below..
Rafiah Asif.. from below..
Himali Shah.. from below..
Maggie.. the sweet red hair girl in my dance photo pictured above..
Courtney.. the sweet brunette girl in my dance photo pictured above..
Chelsea.. the sweet blonde girl in my dance photo pictured above..
And of course.. Lala..
Rafiah.. and Himali
all have black hair..
Yes.. there are others
who are not currently
starring in my blog..
my biggest blog stars..
outside of my cats too..
who bring me much Love and Happiness
in Life and inspire so many of these
Katie Mia: Julia and Julie..
First movie based on a blog
and you are already a star on my wordy blog..
Smiles.. And ha! If ‘they’ ever make a movie about it
Rafiah will be a star there too.. In fact Rafiah is a star with a moon..
More flesh and blood drama.. A blog can be a reality show too..
Smiles again.. KMF and Rafiah..:)
Rafiah: ‘You flatter me. No, actually you are spoiling me..B-)’
Katie Mia: Trust me.. MORE.. MUCH more to come..
very few people in this world EVER are brave enough
to be my friend.. and i never ever forget them..
and will always shower them with Love..
ETERNALLY NOW.. WITH A TEAR..
as Love of the Unconditional Kind
rarely touches my Life..
Friend.. you SPOIL
thousands of words more..
and MUCH MORE!..:)
Air is always good
There IS a time
when i cannot breathe..
Now i Love EVERY BREATH..
AIR IS LOVE..:)
YES.. IT IS nice to go out in my all private back yard
and breathe the Air of Naked Dance..
Sorry.. a little TOO much information..
smiles.. butt FReED.. ALL FREED!
i am going there now..
see you online
“In God’s embrace I live,
Him I love..
His reflection I see,
In you and me..
In his abundant grace,
Love and peace we cherish ”
-From Himali Shah
when i wake up this morning and see this kind poetic expression
and sweet prayer from you i am stunned because it a most beautiful
re-breath of the Golden rule common to all Religions of Love
that i ever hear.. and just imagine.. you write it to me..
and even if you copy it from someone else it deserves
to be re-blogged both online and in flesh and blood
as a GOLD-standard for a personal Golden rule when two people
greet each other.. in fact i think.. if someone is trying to pick a fist fight
with me in a bar.. as sometimes they do.. in the past.. but not anymore..
i can repeat this prayer to them.. and they might just smile instead of
having a red face.. and additionally.. ‘they’.. whomever they are.. should
bend the rules for not adding stuff to the Christian Bible
and add this as the last verse of Love and Peace..:)!
Love and Peace
is THE TRUEST
weapon for a greater world..
and WE need more REAL Life Angels like you
to spread that weapon of Love and Peace
that is more powerful than the sword..
Yes.. WORDS OF Love sWords NOW..:)
too many words from me..
but one day i’ll write
and so sweet
ha! or reblog it
Hi Himali.. thanks so much..
everyday of now.. i wake up..
God gifts me with a flower
and i share
with the world..
and guess what..
Yes.. Yellowboy is my mentor and role model..
i try my best to be Yellow boy2..
‘Sunshine and Bright’..:)
Hi Himali.. yes.. at least once a week.. Katrina and i go to the big
metro mall Cordova Mall.. she shops to her greaTest delight
and i carry my ‘weapon’ of iPhone5S.. and gather
up a basket of our culture here..
to share with the rest of
and i do
not judge what
i see.. i just copy
the beauty of all of
and yes.. of
course i dance in
my favorite sporting
Good’s store.. Dick’s
Sporting Good store..
for an hour or
crowd video tapes
me on their smart
like a traveling
gypsy or circus clown..
but yes.. i like to make
people smile and
and hmm… other names..
that i am accustomed to
in life.. by now.. at least..;)
Oh goodness.. an unexpected prize.. another post in one day..
smiles.. and my cat Yellow Boy teaches me if one
grooms their self well in mind and body
balance expressing that
heArt in emotion
of purr a soul
will be balanced
and one will receive
so many pets.. that
after awhile one will
be overcome by the
Candy of Love
and then one
will for now
your lesson heRe
is certainly the one
i will hope for a son
or daughter if i have one..
Hi.. S.. When i first have a glimpse of connecting emotions again.. of the oxytocin kind.. from the death of a cat.. journaling in the blog above.. cementing and multiplying the AFFECT of that brief experience of a tear in connection back to connecting with others..
Yes.. in practice it doesn’t matter how much one is Loved.. the NOfeeling of numb erases all of that.. and chronic stress is
certainly just the BLACK pill that can take all of it away.. particularly insomnia.. as that breaks all systems down eventually…
And we have oxytocin receptors on the bottom of our feet.. most of us anyway.. and that was a part of my body
that through extreme tactile sensitivities never saw light out of socks.. but now i overcome that and spend
time barefoot in sand just aimlessly twirling around.. letting my body and emotions go where they
want to go.. hearing them and finding the biofeedback to enhance.. regulate and diminish
those emotions when need be.. or Love goes.. i cannot even talk my wife
into doing it.. and she definitely is too emotional sometimes
and has difficulty regulating that from tears
to anger.. it is a personal thing..
but i share anyway.. with
that hope thingy..
THAT dead cat
helps bring to me
again.. now almost
two and a half years ago…
One thing for sure is
the keys and
that are the requirements
to truly move to a different
i hope you
door to escape
and live my friend..
Peace.. and Love to you..
and i hope you feel that
as all i have
else like you
Oh by the way.. then i find my best friend
Oreo.. a black and white neighborhood
tabby mix of cat pulling
at my leg after
i recover in
me that he is now
the one who tore
the flesh off of
and is the
of my soul..
i think the
cats for more than good
reason.. as of course
what can be
as US.. my friend..:)
Oh yeah.. and thanks for the definition of your user name..
i meant to ask you that long ago.. and i think as i
mentioned before.. Aghogday.. is Another
Ground Hog day in Human Hell as
when human emotions go..
all is same
as a cardboard
box in NONfeeling..
finAlly and I
am not going back
to post.. Aghogday
is on PERMANENT
HELL AND THERE
is gone forever
i for one
and i will
change is happiness
in Life for you NOW..:)
PERHAPS THIS IS A
IF IT WORKS
i’ll try it
else.. and if
IT doesn’t i’ll
try IT aGain..
THE HELL OF IT..
NEVER EVER GIVE UP!..:)
And the next best thing
past a tear for getting
is a laugh
is dry or
to do that too..:)
Anyway.. as my wife says FRED
you ARE FRIGGING EXHAUSTING..
SO SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU
FRIEND.. i’ll be here
As long as I live until all gray in wheel chair.. if disability even comes again.. as long as i have fingers to type long across the miles of ocean blue and true.. GOD willing i will be with you my Sweet and Loving friend Rafiah.. and there is already proof i never break that kind of promise.. reciprocated or not.. with others..
God willing.. as well..:’)
My body and intellect is rather large..
but my heARt.. spiRit.. and God given soUl
IS InFiniTe NOW as we ALL are
wITh GOD’s eYes and ears
so yes.. i will end with
this sonG and will be
back later with you..
friend Rafiah.. with
Smiles and there’s your drama
wRITE HERE but real dramas
are always best
in living human
color of LOVE..
True Love of the GOD
KiND has no
humans decide guilty..
GOD decides free and brave and Loving..
in balance of course.. with ALL.. as GOD..:)
And it’s funny you should speak to that..
as i just finished writing some more on my
next blog post that both addresses the spirituality
of human sexuality and the new science of the biology of it..
where Nature as GOD contradicts the harsh rules of subjugating patriarchy..
but yeah.. i still love the burkas.. and i know nothing of sex until
i am sixteen.. so i learn to love with heart.. and that is very
important too.. but most boys i think.. may not be
cut out for that kind of human animal discipline..
creating much frustration.. and a core source of
human aggression.. violence.. death..
and yes.. even attempts at
World War III as this is how
terrorists recruit some young Muslim men..
by suggesting that GOD supports
raping of 12 year old girls..
and that makes me so mad
i can spit nails but again
i will use words as sWords once
again.. for what
good that will do as
any good is good good..:)
Sorry.. i mean Hijab..
important to see Smile..
for Heart of Love too..:)
Well.. today is the 5th and not the 6th
and i will come a day early to visit you my friend
Lala Rukh AKA White Pearl.. from before..
as Love Has no rules but Love.. sMiles..
And this morning a like from you
on my blog is like a 10K word
treatise of Love
that i am currently working on..
and i am currently praising friends
and Nature.. and you
my friend are part of that..
so i am writing this now to you..
to celebrate my friendship
with you again as well..
AS this will be a part of THAT..:)
You see i am blessed with the gift of moving.. connecting..
and creating but as you know AND FEEL.. i have none
of those gifts for almost 66 months.. and before that..
i have little to no creative ability in expressing
something truly original..
for about 4 decades or so..
So yes.. i know and feel all too well the dry spells of life away
from moving.. connecting.. and creating as well as severe physical illness
where the only Savior is GOD and a wait of NOW for GOD
to save me.. at GOD’s discretion where GOD
gives me signs and ways of healing eventually through
GOD given gifts of human innate instinct.. and intuition..
So yes.. as much as i wish i could look into your flesh and blood eyes..
and give you this spark.. this gift of GOD that lives within me so deep now..
IN expresSING.. Creativity that i feel you long so much for as your post
says ‘here’ from May.. i know and feel THAT Truth and Light that is
between GOD and you.. and no matter how much you are
loved by family and friends like me..
Only you and GOD have scale iNow of Feeling and Knowing..
to bring you the gifts of life.. that i am sure do still LIVE and LOVE..
deep within you just waiting to flower again.. like they do in the Summer of 2013..
like magic about the same time this happens with me.. Yes.. i visit the blog you have
before.. where you talk mostly about food and pretty clothing as many Muslim women
focus on the journey for the customs of cultural marriage.. but obviously a switch is turned
on.. and Lala the Food and Clothes girl.. becomes an Enlightened Philosopher.. Writer..
and Poetry Person.. overnight.. like me.. almost overnight.. with eyes lit up with Moon and Stars…
This is how GOD works through grace of human gifts.. it is magic.. no doubt.. as it comes and goes on GOD’s scale of intent.. meaning.. and purpose NOW.. when NOW comes.. through GOD’s eyes and ears manifest in human..
So anyway.. this is my tribute to Lala Rukh..
a girl I think of often.. who i always pray for the greaTest Gifts of Life..
for happiness.. peace.. and Love to COME FOR HER AGAIN.. AND AGAIN..
and this Spirit of creativity expressed that means so much to her will always
Live and Live again.. in the written word here or however else
she chooses to express IT..
But again.. GOD is magic..
and so are we.. even when we lose all emotions.. including faith.. hope..
and belief.. this spirit of GOD is just welling up inside us manifest as us.. coming to explode.. in emotions and senses IN Will of survival and all stuff associated with Love..
But anyway.. as you must know and feel by now.. i am different.. there are no limits or expectations of Love for me.. and perhaps folks like Katy Perry in her song ET.. and Lady Gaga in her song Born This Way.. are new age prophets.. taling a story of future.. NOW.. wHere people like US will RAIN a New Unconditional Love in AND ON the World.. that is one of old.. come new again.. before
‘THE APPLE’.. fall away from THE ALL innate.. instinctual and intuitive Spirit of GOD who lives naked and free in US.. and the fall of human to material stuff.. where BEFORE AGAIN NOW.. no one is afraid to dance naked as GOD’s children..
like me.. YES..
NO regrets.. no shame.. no sins.. all forgiven.. Naked and Free…
LOVE WITH touching DANCING eyes.. and
flesh.. and yes.. human words too..
WITH this great Love
GOD gifts us with..
i will be waiting for your words my friend..
if IT takes me to my last
and no.. i am not going to die anytime
soon GOD willing.. GOD still
has much more
says.. JUST GO
UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE TOUGH LOVE!
PERHAPS WE DO NEED A NEW NIKE SHOE..
BY GOD IN
I LOVE YOU
AND THiS WiLL BE THE
NAME OF THE NEW
More poetic responses to the
Tuesday dVerse prompt
Bird Saviors one in same..
Fly Life Live Life Save Life live..:)
eYes briGht and SoLid
piercing views NOW..:)
Cats Killing Sport for Eat..
Cats Loving Protecting Us..
Cats Grieving Master Gone…:)
Ah.. yes.. to give up thoughts of
and just breathe.. Dance LiFe.. LiVE
FULL in Mindful awareness whEre
emotions and senses Dance Free liGhT
in balance of moving FEAT of LOVE..:)
Well X.. unlike S.. i’ll share a short story.. her name S.. for Sonia too.. lights up the Son in me.. and takes it away.. and the path after that is mostly darkness.. but eventually i go on a vision quest and the rest is history.. and although this kind of past is common.. somewhat.. among young college adult males.. really sad you are asked to leave the church.. i avoid ‘those’ kind of churches like the plague by the way.. and now no one has the ‘balls’ to tale me to leave.. haha!.. at least not in brick and mortar churches.. hehe.. but yes.. excellent job of sharing this desperation and pain of life..in poetic aesthetic expression.. that does often mix with suicidal thoughts as well.. but thank GOD those didn’t come to me.. then.. until i actually experienced the literal suicide disease with a guarantee of those thoughts in medical literature.. per Trigeminal Neuralgia.. but it was worth it to relate better to others who live or have lived in that boat that sinks to the ocean floor.. and yes.. regarding Sonia.. it took me about three years to forget enough to move on
and really enjoy life for the quarter of a century or so
after until darkness comes again.. LIGHT UP NOW..
And hmm.. puts on spectacles and shrink hat.. and raises left Spock eyebrow.. could those ‘other’ girls be an expression of that first girl.. including this ‘S’.. hmm…. i didn’t get full closure until i actually contacted Sonia.. last year.. through her daughter.. and truly i needed to do that.. although.. i couldn’t admit it until brave enough to do it.. and i never dream about her anymore.. as i honestly I did.. somewhat disturbingly so.. until i closed that book shut completely.. about a year ago.. just a thought…. and a rhetorical question.. no need to answer.. smiles.. i had blocked the pain of that experience out of my life for decades revisiting me in dreams.. and forcing myself to remember it when i lost my emotions is part of what helped me to gain back my emotions.. i contacted her and thanked her for the pain.. as that’s just another dark savior in my life.. that eventually literally helps saves my soul.. again the dark and light mix.. too many people discount the power of
THE DARK AS
Inspiring.. X2.. yes.. inspiring.. i spend some time under the Interstate 10 bridge Gulf loop boardwalk at the Casinos in Biloxi.. last year.. talking to some combat veteran wandering Jesus’ who were currently living under the bridge.. there was no doubt they had fully escaped culture.. i could relate to everything these Jesus’ said.. and then there was no doubt that i finally had fully arrived.. smiles.. i never pass a Jesus on the side of the road.. without giving him at least a dollar for a beer or whatever.. after all HE earned it…:)
THANKS X.. AND Yes..
i Love homeless people and at the bottom of my hell..
where I could not even wander into the backyard with a TV dinner
without stumbling and falling.. i could see the
great strength of courage.. survival..
Love of life and others.. in the eyes of homeless folks on the side of the
strengthSTREET.. and for me to gain the courage and the strength
to be their friend in the flesh and blood.. is proof that i am finAlly
a Loving Soul.. and i wish more of the people i know from the
‘BIG CHURCH’ of life could bring
this to fruition in their life as well..
where a kind voice and
firm loving handshake and a
discussion of life goes so much farther
than just a dollar ALONE in life..:)
Quote from me:
If all the intellectual Atheists like Richard Dawkins AND
THE Such could grasp just 1 millionth of what i understand
of the Intelligence of GOD they would fall to the ground crying
for forgiveness.. and i say that with a SPOCK SMILE
OF TRUTH AND LIGHT..
TheY ARE moving IN
the other direction..
And GOD gives folks that
choice.. and some
of us do
all we can
to prove to
them that TRUTHLiGHT
there is THAT OTHER
direction but if they
do not want to see THAT
no matter how hard we
try their choice
not after life..
OF NOW HEAVEN
and yes.. this equally
applies to fundamentalists
who rape little girls in the name
of GOD and wash dead children
to the shores of Greece while
GOD Growls loudly in
a way they
IN HUMAN HELL
AND SOME OF THEM
HAVE NO EARTHLY
THERE ARE TWO PLACES
ON EARTH.. HEAVEN
IN EITHER OR
OR BOTH AND MORE
IN ONE LIFETIME
AND OF COURSE YES
THE FULL SPECTRUM
fruit without seeds…
AND NO God cares NOT
what the hell OR WTF
Lie is that
GOD IS MAGIC
IS THE PATH
AND YES THAT MAGIC
TO TRULY KNOW
AND FEEL JUST
IS THAT FOLKS
ASSUME IS DARK..
AS ‘SEX MAGIC’
and by the
Oh.. and to be clear
as to avoid
yes the term
on board with
the Science of Lust
and the balance of Love..
has evolved in terms of
science beyond any
so-called dark woo
of taboos that
shows in the
human lust is
of GOD in generating
human creativity and
yes the Bonobo
and sex to ward
violence and any
of one’s species
as one big tribe of Life…
So yes.. in Spock terms now
two videos that prove these
objective facts that live
in the eyes of Magic
that we are gifted
with in sensual
ways of eyes
YES.. THE GARDEN
OF Bonobo EDEN..
and if Jesus
a Bonobo with
THIS GRACE OF SEX MAGIC..;)
IT BEAT ALPHA
Ah.. new friend Zee.. human roads.. sidewalks..
are all roadblocks and dark clouds to human happiness as
human happiness is not lined.. it flows in balance as two feet as one..
emotions and senses fully expressed.. regulating and integrating..
in human moving.. connecting.. and creation activity ways..
Well.. when i look for answers that work.. i look to Nature
and forget the culture of the present as all cultures
and religions are designed to house
and control humans in
are not naturally evolved to live in..
where at most humans are comfortable with
about 150 to 200 sets of eyes connecting and not looking away…
For hundreds of thousands of years our ancestors are foragers.. a mix of hunters and gatherers who survive by moving invisibly in escaping predator and capturing prey.. and what that means is left and right feet must be balanced as one.. to move quietly.. as quietly as not moving leaves of a Yogi Monk’s rice paper in TAI CHI like way… if you will… or if that does not bring a picture to mind.. imagine walking on thin paper and not tearing it with your feet…
WE LIVE a life these days mostly stuck in thoughts of our heads..
and all the major philosophies that are written in the world mostly
focus on ideals and thinking rather than moving imaginatively
and creatively as a first natural step to human animal happiness..
Move.. Connect.. Create.. sums up three
natural ways as one to human happiness..
For me.. free style dance and martial arts works best..
as it allows me the feedback through my body to regulate emotions..
and integrate senses.. and increase the nuance of emotions.. and senses.. as our vagal nerve carries our feeling
s from brain to gut.. spreading all around our body..
in an almost infinite number
of true chakras as neurons connect throughout our bodies..
but the 7 chakra metaphor is a basic picture of what’s going on when mind becomes balancing with body.. as regulated and integrated force of human being…
But sitting still meditation is not the way of a forager human animal..
to move is to survive with innate instinct and intuition..
and until we can become comfortable in our own
animals skins.. anxiety often reigns.. destroying
any possibility for true human bliss in contentment of being
WHAT we are naturally still evolving to be as forager for survival and a socially cooperative animal who reciprocates communication.. mostly non-verbal.. and creates to share naturally instead of collecting tools and becoming the tools ourselves.. losing our humanity in human flesh and blood moving.. connecting.. and creating..
We’ve lost touch with our humanity overall..
And again.. for me it’s dance.. i’m more emotionally regulated
and sensory integrated with enhanced focus and short term working memory than ever before.. and after being diagnosed with what is named Asperger’s Syndrome.. in middle age.. where this cultural meme is similarly expressed on the Big Bang TV show.. as a group of ‘egg heads’ stuck in a head of thinking do so well as actors in expressing the socially awkward difficulties of being out of balance with
our human animal instincts and intuitions..
in moving and connecting to each other freely..
and creatively with ease.. with a mind and
body in all natural moving.. connecting and creating balance..
Well.. I for one cure what ‘they’ say is impossible to cure.. on my own.. for me in creative way..
and although i may not look like i will break out in 4000 miles of joyous dance in the last 2 years in public.. i just do it.. and have documented the whole joyous experience..
And yes.. it works.. as the smiling faces who dance with me prove
in irrefutable way.. to the tune of several hundred pictures and
around 400 smiling faces so far.. that only make
me smile more.. when i review them in blog way..
Again.. dance is not the only way to happiness for sure..
but overall it is a path that humans have been
using for scores of thousands of years..
humans move away from this art
in the repressing Victorian
age but now it is
like a storm
of naked humans
i read this wonderful post.. like it..
and think about how i will respond
during an intense workout of ballet like
dance.. and martial arts.. at my military
gym.. and this my friend Zee
is what comes
And no.. there are no lessons and
instructions for me.. it is all free style..
in my opinion lessons and instructions
are just more blocks to true imagination
and creativity in an art of dance for life..:)
Yes.. my friend Himali..
Yes..! every now i wander on a quest for now..
forget the past and do not expect the future..
only LOVE where my heart tales me..
and my spirit inspires to go on floating soul
not weighted by past regrets or future desires…
And when i am three.. oh nO!.. the trailer is much too small..
i cannot speak yet.. but i see a way across the street
and start to run when mama takes her
eye off me for just one second..
and next thing ya now..
a disgruntled driver
stops and takes me
back to mama..
with disgusted eyes..
and then OH NO! again..!
i am NOW then tied to mama’s aprons until school..
and then school ties me to a desk along with
work at age 16.. and then YES..YES…YEs..!
FinAlly.. at age 21.. after sitting in class
and cleaning up buildings solo
as a Janitor since i’m 16..
on a rat wheel of confinement..
until i can no longer even connect
to find new friends.. the WANDER LUST speaks
in spiRit from my heArt once again.. and my soUl starts
to balance and GROW AGAIN!..
and IT draws me to the beach..
and i just start walking that early September day of 1981..
and i feel the connections of my ancestors and the people
i respect so much from stories of all religions i hear
AND FEEL.. and i keep repeating
to my self i need nothing..
i want nothing.. i just am.. i am moving.. i am feeling
babies cry in mothers arms.. i am seeing FEELING
smiles of other beach combers too.. the breeze feels
so good on skin.. the salt air splashes fresh on face..
the waves and diamond white sand.. swaying sea oats.. become me..
and i am BEACH ONE human with the rest of ALL of IT.. IT is now..
and NOW IS ALL that counts.. and i keep moving.. connecting
and creating a new path for me…
And i take a three month break
from school.. and work..
and go amazing places just INSPIRING
from my intuitive feelings and senses and i enjoy it so much..
until one day the reality of the world and culture comes again.. i go back
to school.. have no idea what i wanna do.. and that is good.. because what comes
next after three college degrees.. is totally unexpected.. and NOT planned.. working in a Military Bowling Center for almost two decades.. then.. Community Activities Director.. and finally Athletic Director of a Military Installation.. and although the environment does not change.. much..
i come to connect to nearly 100 thousand people during those years.. and by GOD each of those humans is another Universe to explore.. so i am thrilled to be alive.. NOW!.. UNTIL the end when computers come and trap me behind a desk.. for five years..
and THAT almost kills me.. but i escape from that
illness after 66 more months..
and at the end of July of 2013..
wander LUST COMES AGAIN..!
AND I FOLLOW
LUST TO WANDER..
starting at the beach AGAIN!..
and now my destination is
always wonderLUST now..
life is wonder.. life is amazing.. and the quest to
really live in moving connecting and creating is the gift of me always now..
And ha! i just tale you the story of my life.. in 6 paragraphs.. YOU my friend are so inspiring.. i lust to hear your wise words every time i come hear.. Lust for LIFE now.. always Now! LUST LIFE HARD! AND NEVER STOP! NOW1!..:)
Be like a Hurricane.. embark on a quest for a destination..
with no goals or regrets.. move as the wind.. BE AIR..
HA! BUT YA better get vacation escape TO NOW first…
as from the time we go to school now at age 3 and before..
with spoon fed electronic stuff.. or so.. life is all instructions and rules and
‘WE’ will tale ya all about the goals first so ya can meet a gazillion of them by the time ya die.. and never even truly live just one now.. as free.. and truly this is just gibberish for some and OTHERS WANDER LUST AsONe WONDER LUSTS FOR LIFE EVERY NOW.. in a place of heaven that is reality now.. and no fairy tale of death… LIVE wander wonder LUST NOW FOR FREE.. IF YA EVER CAN AND WILL.. sMiles.. BIGGEST TESTS OF SMILES..FREE!..FINaLLy FREE!..:)
Well.. back with my Black..
“i’m not Insane my Mother Had me tested’
shirt associated with the Big Bang Show..
and Sheldon Cooper and all his
but me being mysterious
in dancing art.. rather
than the old book
Well.. the matchbox catches fire.. and the flames of watchman flows high.. smoldering still with a fire of epic free verse poetry and prose.. and the best thing i like about September is that first cool breeze of Cold Front way.. that cools of the smoldering fire of humidity and heat in North Florida Panhandle ways.. where the egg of heat is always frying.. in months of Summer.. be back later to read and comment on all.. as the matches continue to burn in MOST ALL different directions for this watchman for sure..;)
Now back to the dVerse trail
starting at about 11 AM..
Ah.. KiSs of fAll..
cool breeze through hAir..
skip in step.. liFe
comes in Fall
leVels in males
rise in fall too..
and i for one
on the fALL
yes i kNow FEeL..
too much inFo..
may will next..
what is hidden
grows more Feel
a woman’s heart
so much more
below heArt i LOVE..:)
Surely A fall
feel US now
Inspiring.. X.. yes..
inspiring.. i spend some time under
the Interstate 10 bridge Gulf loop
boardwalk at the Casinos in Biloxi..
last year.. talking to some combat
veteran wandering Jesus’ who
were currently living
under the bridge..
there was no doubt they had fully escaped culture..
i could relate to everything these Jesus’ said..
and then there was no doubt that i finally
had fully arrived.. smiles.. i never pass
a Jesus on the side of the road..
without giving him at least
a dollar for a
beer or whatever..
after all HE earned it…:)
True that S.. i used to
drink more than
a bowl of vermouth
to get brave
now i have
balls of dance..
asks me if i’m on meth
last night to RAVE
he sips another
drink and i then
him how i PRESS
half a ton 25
and he ‘SaYSoh..!
Oh!.. almost forget
the moral of the
are worth more
and all in
ya go to just
word in a
PS.. i don’t have a video yet of me doing it 25 times..
but i think the 14 times of last February gets
the point across good enough.. and if i record
that and record 50 and 100 by next February
as i cannot add anymore frigging weight
to the bar where the last two of
20-45LB plates are hanging off
the edge of the bar..
roll my eyes
again.. in A way
that will not
Just do it!
is my philosophy
there are always
haters of new
that will HATE
ya back to old..
if ya give
credence at all..
A 55 YEAR
CAN DO THIS
IN DARK BEDROOM
DUDE FOR 66 MONTHS
sorry.. there is hope
for you too.. if like
me you couldn’t feel
it before.. but
move on connect
on with others
and the rest
THAT NO OTHER
YOU TO DO.. AND THAT’S
WHY YOU WILL NEVER EVER
SEE ANY OTHER MAN now on YOUTUBE
RAISE THEIR ARMS TO THE SKY
LIFTING A HALF A TON OR SO
LIKE I DO.. as that makes
it harder.. much
harder than using
the legs to
PRESS.. BUT HEY
MOST PEOPLE THINK
IT’S ABOUT STATISTICS
AND FORM RATHER THAN
IN JUST DOING AND
A NEW WAY
TOO.. look it up
on Google no one
else does it how
i does it.. ’cause
i dance with free
eyes and ears
that are more REAL
THAN A FRIGGING
SURE.. but if ya wanna
keep following the
rules of the cave
be my guest..
but i only
than i do..
technique way i
i will smile from
ear to ear.. like that
Kung FU dude.. who
gets IT really
gET it NEW..
hand.. no one
young Kung FU
dude how to
deep deep within
the innate power
of human innate
and if ya
ET in gET
that is correct
don’t be earth
But no.. I do not
walk with my
DO NOT BOW
is wHEre i
when a person’s
head is down in
a dark parking
lot is when
The walk of
a LiON tells
OH! CRAP! NOW
WHERE AM i
now.. as i
LUST RULES AGAIN!..:)
Ah yes.. the westerns of living on the
edge of death and life now to now..
of course how most animals
live.. never having
time to worry
to live.. without
in dying quick..
Love lives longer
in arms of Life..
Courage and Kind
AND Living Life Free..:)
HeArt HangsT From ponds
A sweet heARt is PoetRy Free..
Sings a song.. so true and light
reins darkness pain
Ha! i too am
Ruse of Truth
i am absolutely
we must escape
as far as i do
keep it THAT
Yup.. i can
show ya paradise
but i cannot
Yes.. i am on a ramPage poeTry spree!..
but this is just the tip of an iceberG..
growing else.. ware
Funny how people hold back
from truly connecting
to see among
in the forest..
like this but
to lose is gain..
by not just letting
it ALL go as Love.. without
thinking about it too much..
Love is never saying
one is sorry
The world needs
and i for
IT like a frigging
Olympic sport NOW
to train a muscle STRONG
of Love NAMED HEART..now
IN KIND AND COURAGE2..:)
YES! achieving Legend
as a Super Hero of
CAN BE PURPLE
MAGIC ALWAYS NOW!
Oh Lord.. the Trump of dark..
Oh yes.. the darker one comes
Oh no.. Trump no garden park..
Yes.. Gosh.. can tHeir be any
further as ANTI christ Stark..
That’s the first of six say i more.
of Old in times.. of ancient Lore..
There is truth and light and dark
ones do come to light and park..
theRe ancient hineYes Darth men..
Selfish greedY separatiOn humans
Collecting tools maKing human tool..
tHey the true dark priests of fool..
While congregations of hate fence
OFF human hate division bordermen…
Yes.. four of six.. six six.. the real lot
of DeviliveD remains false Trump blood
Oh Lord of the dark why do you come..
Oh Lord of the dark why do they LovE
you NO.. oh.. society dark blood’s Dove..
Where do eYes for eviLive go when dark
Blood reigns a sea of black hate now..
Where Love dies and separation grows..
WHERE kindness.. sickangerSwindle blows
a dark storm of discontent.. Faux knows..
Now six a limerick of SIX SICK hate Trump
comes and goes.. but the savior our Lady
Hillary.. comes back again.. guess what baby
STinky Trump ain’t got a chance in.. hell ends..
go back to the Tower of Dark.. Hillary WINS..;)
Hi Madeline.. this is just what i need to
fulfill a mission of now.. and this my dear
is just a Thank you.. as my way today is fear
too long and exhausting at my place for mortal
ears and eyes.. smiles again this.. is seven heRe!..;)
And 36th.. 37th line HATE
JUST FiNE treaSureMeAsure..
OH THAT TRUMP DICK MOOR
JUST SPOILS.. O’PINE.. SO LORE..
NEVERLAND.. 40 LINES AND LIMERICK8..;)
And by the way.. although i stay with white magic..
this my friend is a black magic limerick spell
that insures without a doubt that Trump’s Bell
Falls.. and Hillary rises as metaphor practice
Jesus lives again in equality of the lesser..45-9..:)
Madeleine.. Kudos.. scrolling down here.. my friend..
like the ice princess.. at 55 years old am i now in..
and 230LB linebackers Frozen.. Muscling Now Men..
i just let IT go in ballet..martial arts flow spiN
Dance and like butterfly TiGer i sinGLioN..50-10..:)
And after all.. my Grandfather.. a Catholic Priest
from college in Limerick Ireland.. an author and
surely a Limerick writer at some point then at least
and hmm.. maybe that’s Dad’s origin of name Frederick2
anyway.. i can prove it with Wiki fate link..55-11..:)
see you at the
end so skip here first
before continuing where i leave off..
and leaves of tree and sands of feet..
soon will connect like dog on collar with you i hope..
and so sad to lose a dog friend.. as you know i feel..
from before of course.. but the rain of life under cloud lode
does surround us.. just waiting to more fully soak in satiate Love..
as you my friend.. Lynn.. no chalice or sacred cup necessary..
just the water of Love overflowing as you..
where a dog’s Love of past becomes
your eyes of Loving More..
Love is a sMile on a
Dog’s face as
our face too..
comes Love as
LiGht fuRry in Truth..:)
Well.. one thing for sure is..
there will be no escaping religion
as pew poll suggests in the
coming decades organized
religion will only explode
as those outside
so any chance
of change will
so i will make my
a few clerics and
the pope if on the
same sheet could
change the world
Well.. my friend.. the trials and tribulations of modern life are great..
particularly for the college student who works 40 hours as i can relate..
as back in the day i do three part time jobs at once..
and a full load of school.. for three degrees..
but i am amazed my friend at your poetic talent..
and please don’t let the ‘haters’ here who i too..
have to continue to go up against..
to retain my artistic strength..
to just be me.. as silly as that may be..
in a place of sharing.. art.. instead of what is becoming
more like the law enforcement atmosphere in the strident
military environment i work in for 25 years or so..
frankly it’s getting a little boring and
repressing to me.. but my friend
your words are welcome in my world..
as i am a human who can not speak until age 4..
and have trouble writing and orally expressing
myself all my life.. particularly in emotional expression..
now i let it all go in creativity.. and some people
here more or less make it their job of telling
me to ‘shut-up’.. i will never be shut up
friend.. and i encourage you to continue
to sing your poetry as the uncaged bird
strives and drives to live free..
and one day when you retire like me..
i’m sure you too will go to every poet’s site and
write poetic expressions in response as i do..
with rarely a comment back..
from some of these
folks who are
complaining at you.. simply because
i do so much more than them..
it doesn’t take a rocket
scientist to just
leave me alone
and let me
write.. either.. smiles..
with due concern and some earned
disrespect and disgust seeing four people
gang up on you today.. my young friend…
who is juggling more than some of these
folks can likely imagine in their life..
i tale it as i see it with zero fear..
and i’m glad you do too..
as the strong will
against all the haters of free..
who strive always to do more than
life serves them in
the present of
There are psychopathic killers in every culture and religion..
it is not the religion or culture that is at fault fully..
it is the human condition.. that easily
falls prey to hate.. as they have not
been taught to develop in Love
at the daybreak
of birth’s childhood
as a result
of A parent(s)
who are never
developed to Love
either.. the answer
is Love.. but that comes
from birth.. mostly.. religion..
a child’s heart
in the crib
for the most
part at least..:)
Ah.. yes.. every season
has its own flavor now of
soup or spice.. liked or not..
and death.. well.. now..
death’s.. just noT
in Life.. the best
of all scenarios
Living Life ALIVE..:)
A gift of canines bring meat..
and nice to be respected
when one is living
have as much or more..
feelings as humans
for each other..
there is no
with eyes to
in eyes.. sometimes
lost in a scientist way..:)
Rains can remind one of tears lost not found..
Tears can wash away rains of past
in spring of new.. fears bring
clouds too.. but awash
after comes Love..
Oh.. Lord.. all the arguing of how the yard’s flowers will grow..
my wife and i.. finally we both just let it go..
and surprisingly with no help from
fertilizer or additional water..
the colors against
adversity grow more beautiful than ever before..
and that my friend.. seems.. makes human color too..
for those who fight and never give up.. for who they are..:)
Oh.. each human relationship becomes a living entity unto itself
where each human has another relationship.. among the
two.. unto each self separate as well..
so while what we carry with us
of that relationship
may not be same
but what remains
still living as
vital pArt eYes
Feeling all particles.. Creation
connecting ’round us..
quite a treat..
Oh.. the ‘good’ old days..
where the only TITilLations
found are in a Sears and
Ah.. yes .. for those experiencing life with few emotions to no hope.. most all left is a serpent of reptilian brain for survival.. this thing lives..
but doesn’t live.. at all.. in the colors
make a rainbow
of human real..
Oh.. Joys of Life..MovinG
to see and hear..
but sadly sidewalks
cover as 2 dimensions
Viewing Life.. moRe stiffLY..:)
Ah.. yes… M.. time a memory sublime.. edges of grey.. forever time..
Memory thought belies.. now.. more time.. than again..
Sun rises.. erase grey.. now glows.. memory goes..
Oh.. we are.. just i ce now.. glow
we are a
By the way.. i rarely comment
in grades of poetry
but from what
you inspire in
Ah.. the moon is a song that is always
light.. dim and bright..
Love is a tune
that comes the
Love in the pale
shades and hues
in color of moon..:)
Note.. per previous
like i say
travels higher to
Oceans of emotions
do storm outside
do reign inside..
Moon oh moon..
how do you escape..
so bright so light
kNow no’s n0w tapEstry LiFe..
Senses Feelings so True
True.. and never cOld
when those arms
OF MOTHER NATURE
ALWAYS RAINS tRuth and LIGhT
A comfort of soils in souls
away from pain so
in the world
can only take
in less than
WiLL Be upsEt2
lEarn hiS pen2iS
Ah.. frUit of fAll..
Apples sinG a sad refrain
of killing frost
of Love so
Ah the rut.. the routine
of garbage routes..
oh.. the sanitation
yes.. science of
sanitation in play
heals more people
than all doctors
in A world.. a
Dump of prevention
aLways best cure
for ills to come..:)
One foot touching sand
moving may look
same.. but grains
of sand and toes
we see of
but each step
sAddest aRt of ALL
simple as that
short or LONG..
We are only
tools OF FOOLS
GOD ART THRiVES
in no ONE BOOK
sAddest aRt of ALL
simple as that
short or LONG..
We are only
tools OF FOOLS
GOD ART THRiVES
in no ONE BOOK
Ah.. yes.. to close eyes
and hear.. is often
Born a life of rights and wrongs..
siN kNows no LiFE
in bEach liFe
Us ants crawling in mounds
constructing we.. AStronauts
travelinG far.. coming
back.. an orb of eYe
blue and green
a cancer of
spreads upon the
skEyE.. eating IT
eYes of stars
lookinG below to eyeS
of stars humans
spiRit deep within
is saMe as stars aBove..
oNly when we see
wITh stars of
WiLL we heal
And FOR now this
ends 40 poetic
to 40 poems
Thanks so much Mary.. i sincerely appreciate your effort
to scroll down this far to leave a nice comment like this..
truly there is no rule to read all of anything..
it’s a buffet.. eat a little.. or a lot.. or none..
and truly the words of Einstein to me.. are worth all this effort if someone gets the opportunity to know a great philosopher they never read.. and yes.. this is epic free verse poetry.. and there are no limits to that but humans.. smiles.. i did this in about one day.. can anyone else do that.. maybe not.. but that doesn’t mean that anyone shouldn’t.. i think.. so yes… that too.. is worth the effort dear.. with smiles..:)
But as always now and before.. no of course i do not expect anyone to either read it or reciprocate.. at least not this year.. smiles.. but you just a left a comment.. so that’s a plus.. but the biggest plus for me is the journey and the art.. and the opportunity to share it with folks who can tolerate.. accept it.. and even like it as evidenced above.. although i literally have to go to Egypt to get that like.. smiles.. and if it encouraged or inspired just one person.. that is more than worth all this effort to me..
And truly even if there are discouraging words that come…
and no yours are not discouraging as i appreciate your honesty..
that just gives me MORE fuel to write..
AND more and in my epic free verse poetry and prose..
the comments are part of the flow of this reality book of poetry NOW..
And we are now at about 10K words LAST time Microsoft Word’s tool measured it for me.. smiles.. and oh no.. i will say see you later before this comment turns into another one of my longest single comments which is on record still at about 9800 words or so.. where Word Press formatting breaks down..
and it’s just one solid page of text.. ha.. i wonder if i am the first person to see that glitch.. smiles.. probably so.. but it will not be by far the first time i did something that no one else is evidenced to do in the world.. in just the last 2 years.. and that might be a grandiose statement if I didn’t still have the full color objective evidence of it all..
You see my friend.. i am both artist and scientist in the exploration of the inner space of human potential and how that relates to all avenues of human art and science.. so that means.. sure there will be more to come..
if i stayed with the herd.. as is always the historical case from the first time mankind moved out of caves.. i will still be in the cultural cage of cave.. and for me at least.. that is not the place i live.. but i do not begrudge those who do.. as long as they let me live where i do.. to at least live tHere.. unhampered..:)
But anyway.. Love to you my friend.. Mary.. i continue to appreciate the opportunity to share here and all you and others do.. as volunteer effort.. with dVerse.. and have to deal with too.. with the outliers of human like me.. so Kudos to you too.. sincerely on that too.. friend..:)
And oh by the way.. as usual.. for the last couple of months.. if you don’t have time to visit READ AND COMMENT ON everyone.. i promise you with a pinky promise.. that i will accomplish that mission before ALL IS SAID AND DONE.. smiles.. again.. i’ll even volunteer to do it.. as truly a Labor of Love.. and celebrate THAT Labor on Saturday or Sunday or Monday.. hehe!.. with another long one.. sorta JUST like THIS.. smilesX6nowaGain.. sincerely Fred..:)
i always Love looking
at that photo of your sweet dog..
so thanks for coming by for THAT TOO..
SMILESX7DOG=GOD TO ME TOO..:)
Thanks Bjorn.. i sincerely appreciate your effort in reading
and truly there is more for me to capture that i continue to capture
when the writing is over.. THAT is always the way it is when i write…
as i let the creativity flow and attempt to leave the reasoning analytical
mind of control as far behind as possible.. and see what my creative brain
has to offer for the now or days effort…:)
Close to 4 Billion humans on this earth have something in common.. they are of the Abrahamic Religion traditions of Christianity… and Islam that comes next.. where most all these folks believe that Jesus IS an anointed Messiah and great prophet.. albeit Muslims do not agree to the Emperor Constantine driven effort to make Jesus into a Soldier God as an only one part of a Trinity of GOD…
Separating one into three and attempting to put that back together again.. like Humpty Dumpty.. for an obvious power play to make Jesus into the Mythological Man GOD of the Mithra Religion then..who adhere to the idea of a Sun God that is close enough for comfort to get everyone in the ‘regional area’ on board with the idea of Jesus as a Soldier Sun God with a halo representing the rays of the sun as well..
And Roman Emperor Constantine at the same time.. around 4 A.D… climbing aboard the Sun God King Bandwagon and erecting a monolithic statue of himself as Son GOD.. yes ‘Donald Trump’ as metaphor lives then.. and in metaphor Constantine is resurrected again in this truly “Anti-Christ’ metaphor of Jesus too.. but no.. of course no real mythological Devil that also portrays the darker human archetypes as metaphor…
If the Jesus I Know and Love and find still in the much revised version of the New Testament that gives me faith.. belief.. and hope.. that those humans perceived as the lesser.. as i was then.. deserve to not only live but flourish..
NEVER EXISTS FOR ME.. IN ANY BOOK..
my life will be much darker..
and these myths although
obviously not literally
the truth and light of fact of life..
are the housing that provides the vehicles and vessels
of his core teaching of Unconditional Passionate Tough Love to Live on
AND MAKE A REAL
IN THE WORLD..
two thousand years later..
JESUS IS MY FAVORITE STILL..
and if I do not LOVE this message
of a man that scholars say
only reflects perhaps
18 percent of what
the real flesh and blood man says..
i will not go to all the EFFORT I GO TO.. TODAY..
but you see the truth is Jesus is not carried up on a chariot
of bliss to heaven to live forever as the myth still supports.. NO..
like so many true super heroes of the human race.. he dies almost
an entirely solitary suffering death at the hands of people who truly
cannot not understand his message.. and did not really know
what they are doing when they put him
to death.. as his message
of Love can only make their lives much better if they only truly t
ake the time and effort.. to listen and understand it more fully.. then…
But this is how culture works.. culture is for order for a human race that is not evolved to live in huge towns and cities.. And religion.. as when we domesticate our cats and dogs for what we see as proper obedience in the home.. takes much of our innate.. instinctual.. intuitive freedoms away..
I mean.. my GOD.. look at a clan of monkeys.. naked.. furry.. hugging each other in supportive Love through the day.. as i capture here in video evidence.. from National Geographic.. have we really advanced so much to live in cubicles of screens in screams away from our inherent instinctual need for the human touch of feeling each others skin in hugs and love of eyes..
No.. we truly live in an overall insane way for naturally evolving human socially cooperative beings.. particularly those of us.. who become isolated and separated like Jesus and become outcasts without strong family units of our own to fall back on.. where in the past the village and the tribe of human beings saw most everyone as Aunties and Uncles raising the children for love no matter who the father and mother is.. or what class of physical or intelligence morphological features they come in as slightly different this way or the other..
Monkeys of the
Love.. they do not
discriminate like humans
with different clothes on..
and we call them dirty savages..
at least some of us.. for
the Love and Peace
they generate through the living
touch of sensual Loving Life..
Anyway to get to my ultimate point.. if Jesus truly
comes back today.. and sees what has
become of his teachings..
how he is promoted to a
GOD Man when he insists then
he is ONLY a humble teacher where
much greater will come after him..
HOW HE IS EVEN FRIGGING
NEUTERED AS A MAN..
TO TAKE a huge part of his virtual humanity away..
and how humans now causally disrespect each other and the rest of GOD
AS Nature killing all of it in a slow tortuous death.. he will most certainly shed this kind of tear illustrated here..
AND FIND THE BONOBOS
AND HAVE LIFE WITH THEM…
no less than the so-called
prostitutes he HANGS
ELSE HE CARES
TO DO WITH THEM..
BUT AT LEAST WITH
THE BONOBOS HE WILL
SURELY GET A HUG AS BY
GOD THE others ‘us’..
WILL NEVER LET
HIM SPEAK IN
ANY BILLY GRAHAM
SO HeARS A
TEAr FOR JESUS..
WITH ALL DUE
to my favorite REAL
humble SUPER HERO..
AND SO MANY OTHERS
WHO TRULY HAVE SACRIFICED
AS MUCH.. AS IN GIVING THEIR LIFE
AND GIVING AS MUCH OR MORE TO OTHERS
REGARDLESS OF WHO THE REAL MAN JESUS
IS.. WHAT HE HAS BECOME.. AS REAL TRUTH
AND LIGHT IS HIGHLY INSPIRATIONAL TO ME..:)
Hi Glenn.. thanks for stopping by with those kind words of stimulation.. haha!.. and actually all stimulation used to overwhelm me where a street light at night is like the Sun shining in at 3 am.. around the neighborhood block… penetrating my eyes.. beyond my shades.. as i am a night walker attempting to get some steps in and a cricket sounds like a freight train..
AND THEN SOMETHING CHANGES..
i swear i am reborn like something coming out of a cocoon
ALL THE SUDDEN ON OR ABOUT July22nd 2013..
and i keep growing and growing to some
new kind of human Butterfly.. hehe..
smiles.. and hope your now is going great.. will be by your place
sometime after the Rave Dance of tonight.. ends tomorrow…:)
Hi Tamekamullins.. thanks for coming by with those kind words of overwhelming.. i mostly overwhelm everyone but me.. it seems… but i’m glad it is good overwhelming to you.. and yes.. other people tale me they like my overwhelming ways a whole lot.. but oh.. i tend to give my wife headaches
and she gets dizzy when i dance real fast like a Ballet Governor Arnold doing martial arts on natural Fred speed.. smiles.. and be by your place later friend.. after my RAVE DANCE NIGHT.. ends tomorrow..:)
Thanks! tamekamullins and if you think there is energy here.. come dance with me one day.. and i will show you amazing feats of feet.. totally sober raving the night away.. going higher and higher.. where one day or night..
i may just ascend into the skies.. and come back one day again.. winks too.. that’s just a metaphor.. in case anyone else comes by here and gets worried about my sanity.. and i promise i will be by your place and
all the other places sometime tomorrow..
or potentially later depending on
just how far i go tonight..
UP.. on wings in feat of dance..:)
Hi Friend S.. i am hoping to see you again tonight..
so yes.. you make my night with those
kind words of Hanging Tree..
smiles.. and hope you enjoy the meander…:)
Hi Kanzensakura.. so happy you enjoyed my very friendly kitties.. and in my opinion which is the only one i’m aiming for along with the opinion of GOD.. as i go for meaning over form.. and just art free.. Flowing.. this is the best thing i’ve ever written in my life.. as truly all i’m out to do.. is praise friends..
REAL flesh and blood human
deceased Jesus.. GOD..
and Nature.. so mission accomplished for me at least..
1000% in both QUANTITY AND QUALITY IN unique one
of a kind form totally generated by GOD who lives in me..
AS CREATIVE SPIRIT.. and precisely the meaning GOD
provides to me for now.. which is all i need in life..
And more and better will come later..
as that’s how it goes and works in continuous higher
seeking practice.. for people who continue to explore all of their human potential.. GLIDING WITH GOD.. no matter who or what or anything that attempts to hold them back or discourage them.. and yes.. shorter COMMON simple minded stuff will come later.. IN how i personally see the effortless part of what i do.. in all stuff in life..
WHEN FORCED TO DO THAT
to be part of
yes.. my entire life.. that gets more common likes..
yes that is nice too.. of course.. but.. i’ll take the one like.. from Egypt..
from a person who spends their life from wake to sleep studying and praising GOD and run with that..
using much more of my
human potential in what
i and GOD aim to do here as a team..
as the greatest like I can possibly get.. other than..
my other friends.. of course.. smiles.. and see you later
friend… sincerely with all due respect..:)
I don’t for one second believe that GOD speaks human words..
at that time.. that was only the only human metaphor available…
a nice simple minded one yes.. for poetry..
but nothing.. nothing approaching
the intelligence or art of GOD..
in FULL but of course that
is just my experienced
opinion in my
all due respect
of human limitations..
the bible is nice
form in human eyes..
there are much much greater
eyes than ours to speak the
Truth of Light of GOD
in the Universe..
out of sand so far..
with so many more
metaphors of Truth
and Light to come..
as history shows
but yes.. i’ve often
as Dark then
light then movement
or dance.. and sound
or song.. and song
of GOD in Infinity
loop of 8
is SO SO MUCH
BIGGER THAN HUMAN
EYES WILL EVER SEE..
I’VE WRITTEN 11 MILLION
WORDS MY FRIEND.. AND
OF COURSE I WILL NEVER
FULLY CAPTURE GOD
IN WORDS NOR
OR ENTIRE ANIMAL
RACE.. FOR NOW AT
in other places..
but anyway the bottom
line is no human chains
GOD in any word(s) from
3 letters to 11 million words
or more.. that will fill
13.6 bibles my
friend.. in just
5 years for
and ears i
the fact is
some of us will
and do see more of
GOD as GOD reveals
more of GOD to those
who continue to seek
the greater truths and
lights and do not
at all.. words
are just a human
reality but never ever
as that itself
we are moving
into deep GOD stuff..
where most people tale
me i am talking gibberish
but hell no i am not..
i am talking simply
out of a 2 or 3K
year old book..
that i do Love
but is not
GOD OF COURSE..
IN JUST MY very small
speck of OPINION..
Hi Himali.. thanks so much for visiting my
‘ Tree of Life Today’.. and truly i am waiting for you to come..
to this tree as my ‘7th Kindred SOUL Friend’.. before i pos
t this next post named.. ‘Love SmiLES’.. COMING..
So thank you seventh SOUL Friend.. you are one of
the ones i have been looking for..
and perhaps that sounds
a little mysterious
a little holy
and part of that
it… affirming it
in flesh and blood
We are the
bread and WINe
of GOD but WE
are not a chalice
we are not
we are the
air.. and the
Fire of the
Hi Himali.. most of it is written in the comments section ‘here’.. in ‘this current post’.. i still will respond to about twenty more Poet’s from the dVerse Poetry Pub Online site.. to get further inspiration.. and i feel now.. i will be posting it no later than tomorrow morning before 11 a.m.. yes LOVE.. sMiles…:)
And thanks Himali. for the great advice to gain more
readership with the Word Press feature..
‘READ MORE’.. as i am well aware
how difficult it is for some
folks to open any
posts at all
or Internet connection..
i am fortunate with my iMac
associated hardware tools..
and my fast broad band
as it opens
on my desktop..
haha.. as portable
is still clunky with
all these megabytes
no holds barred..
Actually this blog is designed
by me for that very purpose as
i use this blog in my premium
business subscription that
i pay each year.. as a
freeST wide open
palette for Art..
and i want
as possible for that..
While I always Love for people
to visit me and read me here..
and give them my undivided
and full Loving Attention
when they come commenting..
AND i am a traveling
any of this
home base now..
never the more..
i am just human..
and what i do here..
takes an incredible
amount of energy..
in this trance
like theta state
of creative mind
waves coming to life…
If i write like the average
Word Press person.. and make
it very easy to read.. i will be
more in response mode
than writing mode..
to the eventual
of everyday… which is something
i will Love to do.. perhaps one day..
but for now i am mostly a solitary
monk and dancer on a Lone
Wolf mission for Love..
Still walking the
deserts of Life
in a way.. if you will..
in a kind of Muslim metaphor
for Ramadan.. 365 days a year..
most hours of everyday.. and
I have two other Blogger Blogs
that receive 10 times more views
than this one.. obviously for that
very reason.. that this one
is designed for the ACT of
ART.. more than the
end product I provide
on the other two blogs
and i also have many
other avenues across
the Internet to
get my messages
through in both
of deeper human meanings..
numbering about 1.2 million
views just on Google plus in
about the last two and a half
years.. with very little
to no promotion..
and no monetary
So for now it is a balance.. if you will..
and for metaphor.. i feel like i
need to kinda be a thief
in the night now..
me in a personal
way like the ones
who care enough to step
across these road blocks
who are most always
to spread an
MESSAGE OF LOVE..
I HAVE A POLICY of TOTAL
TRANSPARENCY IN WHAT i do..
GOD speaks to me in metaphors
in Signs of Synchronicity
that have NOW.. NO
or limits other
that the fAct
meaningful to me..
but almost every day..
these signs from GOD
i experience that only
i for one.. can
to my eYes
GOD my friend
are worth the LITERAL
THE MYTHICAL BIBLICAL
JOB.. WHO i am a real
flesh and blood
not in greater
of suffering than
book of GOD
has no limits
of human bound
books.. and that
my friend is part
as it does..
i may never be able
to fully describe what i am
attempting to metaphor to you
friend in human words now..
but it is JUSTHE
i can NOW
and yes! i am
my Sister Friend Himali
and others.. aS WelL..:)
Ahh.. then yes.. my friend Himali.. that is part of my
effort to provide friends like you with
an alternative if they care to
pursue that on mobile
as even i have
my blogger blog
on mobile most
often.. with the
ones with all
The KATiE MiA Aghogday.. Blog
has the more clunky Disqus
and is very
but the blog
and much easier
to access as only
one post is usually
included on one
on the right
side of the
with my initial
‘manifesto’ of ‘about
me’ written as an e-mali
response with a casual
my first new entrance
into creativity in the
end of February..
beginning of March
2013.. before then
i am more or less
just a dead
mY Sister Friend Himali..:)
Oh! you are.. oh so welcome.. and i apologize
for not giving you that link before..
and while of course you are
welcome to comment
with me on that
blog with the
feature.. if it is possible
the commenting feature
on Word Press for that
might be a better
in that nice
by Word Press
that is also
part of why
i started with
’cause it allows
me too.. so much
in the comments
section like linking
videos and photos
and such.. and crediting
everyone nice who inspires
me.. with links.. along the way..
but anyway i really appreciate
sister.. it means
now is growing
AS WE SPEAK..
and i am fixing to
go Mall Dancing with
Shopping Katrina today..
as tomorrow we are driving..
visiting the farm again..
with photos coming on all of that
the next two posts after the one
tomorrow morning on
i Love You!
yOu aRe mY LoveLy
written here as comments
but not posted ’till later today..
smiles.. words finished but more photos
to come.. after a day at
but often still
free in eyes
HI annell4.. Thanks so much for taking the time..
effort.. patience.. and difficulty.. in scrolling down this far
to provide this nice comment explaining
why you have problems accessing this blog post..
Using Microsoft Word to copy all the comment section words.. ‘here’.. for measure in word count… the comments sections ‘here’ before this comment is 18, 292 words.. and when I write Epic Free Verse Poetry/Prose in this new style of multimedia writing.. including photos and videos.. the comments section is also part of the whole of effort.. so you just perused.. albeit with much difficulty.. 18,292 words of comments.. plus 6,408 words of the main body of this work of ART that makes a grand total of 24,700 words…
which is the longest piece of free verse reality poetry/prose..
i have accomplished in one blog post yet..
So yes.. this is like browsing a Novella for sure.. approaching full Novel size at 40,000 words.. in what is about a 24 hour effort for me… with the words here in the comments section.. perhaps becoming my greatest main body effort as well.. as the record for that is around 14.3K words.. so far too..
as ‘this’ comments section is going to be transformed tonight
into a blog post titled LOVE sMiLES.. and yes..
it will be several MiLES long.. or so.. with
photos.. videos.. and words.. for metaphor..
Anyway.. i never plan the length.. or size of what i do.. it’s just a journey.. of what comes will come.. unless of course i face prompt restrictions where my smallest effort so far.. is about 13 words for one poetic effort.. and when i sing and dance the range is like that too.. from low bass reaching close heights of soprano.. to the ballet free style dance i do.. 4000 miles now in the last two years everywhere i go in public.. transformed into a martial arts free style too..
i see and hear no limits my friend.. and what comes from
that is this.. and sadly technology has not yet
caught up with this human being..
particularly with the word
press version of my blogs..
as it is kinda clunky with multi-media heavy posts..
but as mentioned to a friend above.. when people ask for
an accommodation for slow hardware and Internet connections..
that really hinders access to what i do here.. i provide an alternate trimmed down..
blogger blog that loads much faster without
the jumping around that can happen..
with slower computers and Internet connections
via this Word Press Version..
Anyway.. if I haven’t provided it to you before.. here it is again.. just in case you are interested in what i do here.. and would like a better way to access what I do here.. in a more accessible avenue.. for weaker computers and Broad Band Access..
So here is the link friend.. and thanks so much for
stopping by and letting me know about your difficulty
in accessing my site.. i continue to enjoy your poetry..
and wish you continued great success with it… annell4.. sMiLES!..:)
but not likely as long as the last blog post.. ‘Matchbox Catches Fire’..
that ended up being TWENTY-FIVE-THOUSAND-SIX-HUNDRED-EIGHT
words long.. including the comments section that is always part of the whole of the Freest Verse Reality.. Poetry and Prose.. Multi-Media.. show i do.. definitely the size of a Novella.. approaching a Novel size of 40K.. words.. but for me.. it’s just another day on the job of writing.. while some folks take a year or more to do something like that..
It makes me giggle when people tale me.. i must be lucky not to work.. HA! WTF do they think writing 20K words in a day.. is.. dancing a martial arts free style ballet like dance.. everywhere in public 4000 miles.. in just two years.. and getting 400 or so selfies done.. with 400 or so Gorgeous twenty year something year old girls.. 74 weeks now.. in dancing Thursday Nights.. for 3 or 4 hours straight without a break..
Oh.. yeah.. and then there are somewhere around 80K or so photos in two years too.. and hell no that’s not all.. the thing is I haven’t earned a frigging penny.. so some real fool will suggest ’cause i didn’t get a penny i am a lazy bum.. while i got news for that fool… Jesus was a fool.. just about like me..
And most of the time.. it’s some fundamentalist Christian that will say stuff like this behind my back.. as hell no.. no one has the gonads to stay stuff like that to my face.. as yeah.. there’s that extra effort of
LEG pressing half a ton… 25 times.. now.. maxing most all the other weights on the Nautilus side at the military gym.. i never miss in the last two years.. either.. where i can kick any target in a 360 degree radius.. with THAT power of a half ton.. behind my feet.. yeah.. i’m A lazy SUPER LAZY BUM.. smiles.. and that’s just for any haters that happen to be in the audience.. winks..;)
And on top of that part of my covenant with GOD is to inform the audience with total transparency of all of what i’m doing.. just so no one revises what i do.. and gETs the fACTs Wrong…;)