Ah.. Summer Vacation.. a dreamy place to me.. to be.. in decades of work life.. where when anyone asks me.. what ya been doing.. all i can say is two words.. working.. working.. and truly that can be described as a forecast of coming stress related illness.. i seriously never take a real vacation but a few times in decades of work imprisoned.. way…
Oh.. but since then.. after suffering the consequences of my IGNORance.. i learn a way of STAYcATiON as Hopeless Wanderer.. and what i mean by that is attaining a flow of now.. wHere not even hope.. faith.. or belief is required.. and truly a place in ‘normal society’ in a system where reality often does not provide a chance for this.. until one finds real new tires of re-tired.. in a culture that is objective goal focused from the time of PRE-K..:)
So as usual.. i will drift out in the backyard upon diamond sands of soil.. let the air of breeze transverse my whole of body from head to twinkling toes in jewels of sand.. and drift aimlessly as a feather with the wind.. with feet.. legs.. hips.. torso.. arms.. hands.. and head flowing with current winds.. as i become one with air and GOD the same.. more than even water.. of my hero Bruce Lee..
And then powered by the nuclear Force of GOD in FULL POSITIVE FLOW THAT LiVES STRONG WITHiN me.. off to 3 hours of eXxtreme totAlly free-style Martial arts training.. sparring with metal machines.. and now leg pressing half-a-ton twenty-Five times as easy as a butterfly sings with wings…
Human potential is what it’s all about for me.. after going to the lowest valley.. i find.. a place to Sing.. on Mountain Top of Free..
And yeah.. writing is flow for me.. as well… effortless as the breeze of the fingers that live within
And yes.. oh yes.. of course.. on course.. there is shopping for my wife.. and more dancing in public and rave dance halls gaining steam.. but at this point.. air needs no music.. dancing as air.. with feather breeze.. of now.. so cool am i.. as me.. he HE..!..;)
Anyway.. it continues to be a stimulating ride with all that dVerse does online.. and i very much appreciate all the volunteer effort that goes into that.. no matter what the ups or downs may be.. as that is life.. as it comes.. it will.. but it always comes well for me.. as i am simply in control with relative free will.. the art of a lifetime is me.. hopeless wanderer.. now.. AS staYcation Breeze..:)
And there is a song by Mumford and Sons named ‘Hopeless Wanderer’ that is perfect in practice.. and i might add.. timely for this..:)
Well, I live in the sociological assessed most patriarchal area to live in the United States.. in terms of churches per square mile, with three major military bases in commuting distance, and as a person with degrees in Anthropology, Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, and Health Science, as I continue to play a role as Anthropology Participant Observer in diverse areas of culture both online and off,
I find this sociological phenomenon exhilarating, as an extreme example of the continuing Anthropological and Sociological play of the ‘good old’ close-minded conservatives against the ‘brand new’ liberal open-minded folks of Life.
The thing that makes this particularly interesting in my area; is this is a federal issue that will have absolutely zero chance of becoming legal without a federal-hand in the ultimate legal ability for homosexuals to have rights to marry in the most close-minded conservative place of them all,
in the U.S, L.A., otherwise known as
Lower Alabama in the Panhandle of FL.
The military dominated Catholic Church that I am visiting for the last 2 years and raised in as a child, is a fair of homily excuses, like a favorite football team that loses a battle to the big boy rivals across town.
Even a guideline letter is provided like a FEMA instruction ‘what to do’, in this disaster of close-minds opened in the most liberal nightmare they can imagine, whether they like it or not.
And on Saturday,
OH MY JESUS,
the JESUS SCREAMERS,
WARNING EVERYONE ABOUT HELL FIRE, line every single block of the main road through Pensacola, per Davis Highway. And yes, a hot day; screaming their lungs out; by the end of the day, I’m sure they are exhausted but do not sleep well; as no one rolls their windows down to say Hi! we love your screams!
And then, there is a side-order of big 4-wheel drive pick-up trucks with four 3X-size Confederate Flags riding high with an American Flag; that I get an excellent photo in the Super-Walmart Parking Lot.
I come up slow, in my sleek Honda Civic Coupe, economy gas sipper, along the truck tires that are about as high as my vehicle; but the thing is, there is not a white skinned middle-age man that comes out of the Honda; instead, there is a heavily muscled red and somewhat tanned
230LB man that is me,
who can frigging
growl like a Lion,
and a yell that will
make the hair raise up
on animals bigger than me, hehe.
I say hey! guys! can I take a picture of you with my iPhone5S camera; with my super-cool Law-enforcement shades and hair cut; and they say you ain’t dogging us are you; in a kind of whimpering, I don’t wanna get in trouble, if that guy is an undercover cop dude; or if they are into conspiracy stuff, like me being a Black-Hawk Helicopter FBI dude.
And then I say, hell NO, dude,
I’m gonna put you all on FACEBOOK,
‘CAUSE I BELIEVE IN FREEDOM;
YOU CAN FRIGGING
I DON’T GIVE A CRAP;
AND THEN I YELL THE WORD FREEDOM;
loud enough, for the preachers in Pensacola on Davis Highway
to hear me, 20 miles or so away, in metaphor of course;
but my wife is cringing, as she’s kinda shy, HA ha!
And a manager of Super-Walmart
comes running out of the store wondering if World War III
has been started by
the Walmart Dancing Dude, hahax2!..;)
These folks ain’t got a clue on how to do a real Rampage, ‘ANA'; they are just blowing smoke out of their butt; they will be back in the air-conditioned dens watching Nascar with some Iced-TEA next weekend or Major League Baseball; these folks are soft inside with big barks; there is no worries at all; I am just laughing with them; all the way; like I just hit a home run; and win a race with a number 6 car; and I think that is, what’s his name, my father liked him, when he is alive of course; but I cannot remember his name; my father did not like blacks or homosexuals, either one; but that’s the price of Ignorance; a life spent in a WHITE hole of hate generated by true dummies..;)
I’m just glad my father left early,
so I did NOT
PICK US HIS NASTY HABITS
GENERATED BY HIS LOUISIANA
Cajun fore-bearer’s who
put blacks and homosexuals down
one RUNG lower than they are perceived,
by so-called higher class WHITER FOLKS.
People who are secure in themselves
never need to personally attack
another person in malice.
But oh MY GOODNESS, ‘WEA-FOLKS’
LIKE THIS ARE SURE FUN TO PLAY WITH..;)
Particularly, if one looks like a middle-aged somewhat high-ranking off-duty law-enforcement officer who looks super strong, with a loud intimidating voice; even when he does not mean to intimidate at all..;)
Yes, I have White Privilege to the extreme everywhere I go; and it does have real first world privileges to be even be bizarre, if I so choose;
But that’s just another pArt of my Anthropology thingy, hehe!..;)
I’m just a pussy-cat, in a Lion’s Body and Voice; smiles..;)
I ain’t scared of no so-called ‘red-necks’ around here…;)
And to be clear, I have a red and somewhat tanned neck myself. There are some folks with red-necks who are super cool;
like me, in the deep South Beaches away from northern parts of the county..:)
“Wolves Don’t Lose Sleep over the Opinions of Sheep”
NO.. we don’t..;)
But occasionally we HOWL what’s on our mind and most of all FEELINGS.. WOLVES don’t hide anything.. as they have
No illusory fears.. anyway.. as there are some things worth being cautious about in life.. like wolves with no feelings.. also known as psychopathic leaning humans.. be kind with courage… is the real WILD WOLF WAY TO BE.. even understanding that the OMEGA WOLF HAS A PLACE IN THE PACK.. and has an opportunity to rise to Alpha Wolf.. same as GOD is an equal opportunity employer not anointing any one human being as any thing else than a worker for merit in GOD’s eyes.. from birth to death.. IN HANDS AND PAWS AND FEET OF PRACTICE..:)
It is a little disgusting when folks promote people to GODS and forget their own eyes of GOD in the process…
At least that’s what i
AND I’M quite sure that the real Jesus is a wild wolf too.. as they get their howls straight from GOD with no middle men in books of subjugation and fears..:)
The Lion and the Wolf sing a song unbowed to GOD as free.. knowing innately.. instinctually.. intuitively that they are ONE WITH THE FORCE OF GOD.. never ever entertaining two GODS three GODS OR MORE.. BUT ANYWAY.. they have no problem coming to the TREE OF LIFE AND ESCAPING THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE IN CULTURAL EYES OF LIES…
Just move.. nothing special.. twirl around and look above.. and feel it all spiraling.. in your heart and soul.. expressing spirit like this.. as above so below.. and keep in mind that you are special.. as a child of moving GOD as well.. in a song of now.. that inspires a swirl of unconditional tough.. moving LOVE..:)
When I get up in the morning I can barely move.. i am kinda old you know.. but when i start doing this by the end of the day.. i am floating on land like air.. seriously this is just a form of leverage and balance of one foot with the other.. and with balance of body comes balance of mind.. as emotions and senses and receptors of neurons and happy chemicals are all spread throughout the body.. as our mind and feelings flow all over.. and are not just limited to ‘textbook heads’.. smiles.. and seriously no lessons are required.. just flow with allah all innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive.. and the folks in the East call this a fancy phrase of TAI CHI.. and in their books they show that this regenerates the true atomic power of human being of electrons that swirl around the mitochondria power houses of nucleuses not much different than what powers the existence of a grain of sand.. problem is.. even a grain of sand moves at smallest levels.. and we at higher levels can will ourselves to do it in amazing imaginative creative efforts as there are infinite ways to move in art.. that most humans never experience in their life.. and as the keys of pianos relate to an infinite arrangement of emotions.. so do the arms and legs.. and torso.. and hips.. fingers and toes.. feet and hands of human beings.. truly we as human beings are a song.. a dance.. of the eyes of Allah.. a lost art of HeArt that our ancestors regularly share under the fires of moonlit nights.. so sad.. that we sit still and forget to dance and sing with GOD.. but believe me dear.. I spend decades before.. Allah moves me again like this.. so if you do not have time to move now.. there may be nows later.. but one thing I know now.. in life for sure.. is now is all i have.. so i dance and sing free with eyes of Allah.. in mind and body balance.. an instrument of Allah.. as the planets revolve around the sun.. the moon revolves around the earth.. and the entire milky way revolves around a big dense black hole.. but in reality.. all are revolving around the eyes of GOD in balance.. as above so below.. eyes of GOD are alive in grains of sand.. and sKeYes of human.. moving well.. as dance and song of Allah..:)
Try going without gravity for a year..
and see how strong your evolved legs are.. as is.
Common sense friend.. it’s just common sense..
a rare commodity these days for sure..
as people waste away.. sitting still…..
Losing their ability to scan
the horizon for predators and prey.. too.. that are they now instead of them… A prayer would BE actually TO be human.. but that takes common sense my friend.. and never ever science alone…
Common sense rules without rules and only one with common sense understands those rules.. any way smiles and welcome back..!..;)
My super-cool ability to leg press 930LBS on a parallel leg press machine 25 times now.. and 14 times.. as still evidenced in search of that phrase in YouTube way is bio-mechanically almost twice as difficult than a vertical leg press machine that folks doped on steroids do.. what i do is something that not even folks doped up on steroids can do with their arms raised to the air.. evidenced on You Tube as such.. and I at 55 prove that my physical intelligence is far far superior to the average Joe by just getting my real on baby.. in all natural innate instinct and intuition..
but anyway.. if you never are able to float on terrestrial land like I.. and dance with the wind above what even Bruce Lee can do with water..
you haven’t even lived yet.. friend.. at least NOT like super cool me..:)
It’s just an empirically assessed fact that I am supercool.. by the only judges that TRULY count.. the target audience of humans.. in all 3D flesh and BLOOD LIFE..:)
‘That one’ skims THE Intellect..;)
I hate to tell you I love to tale you.. friend..
But ‘THE Fool’ is the highest human archetype in control of life and hand in hand with GOD..
the joke’s on you..
And any SACRED Fool can see that with eyes of ease..:)
And no.. you will never learn this in school.. as GOD does NOT GO TO SCHOOL..;)
God is more like Charli XCX.. as sHe moves to the beat of hEr Uni-VERSE centerED and balancED as IS.. for N0W..;)
Ninjas can be fascinating ‘creatures’..
transforming themselves into anything
and everything.. with practice of will..
imagination.. and creativity..
i say myths are tales
waiting to become reality..
as so let it be written becomes
SO LET IT BE DONE..
OR AS NIKE SAYS.. just doing IT NOW!..:)
Here’s the thing..
HUMAN IS A MAGICAL CREATURE OF GOD
‘MIND OF GOD’
AND NOT UNLIKE
‘NEO’ FROM THE MOVIE..
‘MATRIX’.. HUMAN CAN ALTER
HUMAN’S REALITY THROUGH
IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY..
AS ONE FORCE WITH GOD NOW..
THOSE LOOKING WITHIN AND
FINDING THE POWER OF GOD WITHIN
THEM THROUGH ALL NATURAL INNATE
INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE WAYS OF GREATER
PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE.. BALANCING MIND
AND BODY IN REGULATING EMOTIONS AND
SENSES.. REGAINING NUCLEAR POWER THAT EXISTS
AS CREATIVE FORCE IN EVERY CELL OF THE HUMAN BODY..
BECOMING A PERFECT STORM OF TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE WHERE YES.. HUMAN BECOMES SKEYES OF GOD AND
CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS OF UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE
IN EXPRESSING HEART AS SPIRIT BECOMING A FULL
SOUL OF GOD..
PHOENIX RISING OUT
OF LIES OF EYES
THAT TAKE US AWAY
A HELL ORCHESTRATED
BY PSYCHOPATHIC MINDS
BE FREE.. IF AN INHERENTLY
WEAK INDIVIDUAL LIKE ME
CAN TRANSFORM HIMSELF
IN STRENGTH OF LOVE
IN KINDNESS AND COURAGE
THAT NO.. I AM NEVER INHERENTLY
WEAK.. IT IS CULTURE THAT
I ESCAPE.. THE ANSWERS ARE
WITHIN YOU.. JUST WAITING
WITH GOD EYES
THERE IS NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT..
IN FACT .. THERE IS NO TIME BUT THE PRESENT..
HEAVEN IS NOW
ESCAPE MAY ONLY
BE A SONG NOTE AND
DANCE STEP AWAY
OK.. it’s a historic day.. Magick Fred XXL at the beach yesterday.. and Magic Mike XXL at the theater today.. and no matter how reserved my wife and her friends might be.. you better believe they are gonna make me see Magic Mike XXL tonight on opening night..
And in the background wife Katrina is saying right now.. get your butt to working out at the gym.. early.. or i am gonna whip your butt.. ’cause i am gonna get a best view seat for Channing Tatum..
But let me tell you.. Channing.. is on a little secret that only some men know.. and that is if you wanna tickle the fancy of a female.. mix in the feminine grace with the masculine warrior spirit.. and ya gotta explosive COCKtail of human energy..
Let’s face it OR T and A.. IT.. Lust.. IS running the world ‘sense’ days of earliest old.. and anyone who cannot see this.. is just lying to themselves and their GOD given eyes of TRUTH..
AND it will be interesting to see.. just how many of my conservative area fundie friendly women will be there with their Christian Conservative bleach blonde.. sexy skirted friends..
As the TRUTH WILL SET YA FREE BABY.. AND I CAN DAM SURE PROVE THAT EVEN AT AGE 55.. A GRACEFUL DANCE OF BALLET MIXED IN WITH A WARRIOR SPRING OF MARTIAL ARTS.. WILL MAKE MOST ANY WOMAN WITH A HEART-BEAT.. SMILE EAR TO EAR.. AND HEHE!.. I..
DON’T EVEN HAVE TO GET NAKED TO DO THAT AT SEVILLE QUARTER EVERY THURSDAY NIGHT.. AS I KNOW HOW TO MOVE SMOOTH.. WITH SAVAGE GRACE..
And just as a reminder here are two links BELOW.. that show what the women’s faces look like.. and as an ALL FULLY nude renaissance male selfie Artist.. i am definitely XXL in rough boy style.. in today’s artful presentation of all of
THAT AS WELL..
I SET OUT to equal the NON-ANABOLIC-STEROID Art
of REAL RENAISSANCE MALE STRAIGHT NUDE ART..
By Michangelo’s really cool
and yes.. more than THAT..
i meet my goal today.. in a body that meets the practice of ART and not lizard skin anabolic steroid dudes.. who do not have to do Martial Arts and a Ballet style-dance for 3812 miles.. in 22 months to make it happen like I do.. and this is no joke.. it is serious ART.. my effort last night to make it happen in photographic evidence.. is a full three hour exercise of grace and power in GOD’s greaTest Temple of GOD so far.. the human body.. both feral and civilized.. in HUMAN SPIRIT EXPRESSING ALL OF HEART OF HUMAN SOUL!..
BUT ANYWAY.. the blog post ‘STAYCATION BREEZE’ IS HERE NOW.. ALONG WITH MAGIC MIKE XXL.. AND FRED XXL HAS SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT THE ART OF HUMAN SPIRIT EXPRESSED AS heArT IN FORM.. AS WELL.. IN DANCE AND ALL THE WAY BABY.. NO LIMITS WITH ME.. AND GOD.. TOGETHER AS