According to the National Institutes of Health’s Scale.. I will have to lose down to 180 LBS or so.. to get to so-called normal weight.. 50 LBS.. ain’t gonna happen.. as long as I can leg press 930LBS on Parallel Leg Press machine with my arms raised in the air.. 25 times.. just ain’t gonna happen..;)
Ha, I remember reading a post ‘here’ suggesting that
there is nothing worth living for after age 50,
as one will be old and frail with no chance of happiness.
That can be true if one believes it and makes that a practice of life.
But on the other hand, if one believes that life
is gonna get better and actually takes
action everyday to make that happen; that is possible too.
Anyway, I’ve felt like I was 105 years old at age 21, a thousand
years old at age 47, and 16 years old now at age 55.
And to be clear, I never felt like 16 before; life was hard; now it is a piece of cake, and I enjoy the icing everyday with more empirically measured strength and peace of mind in body and mind balance; more friends; and yes, more happiness in general that I ever imagine can be possible, before I seek it, find it, and practice in flesh and blood action always now..:)
We CAN CREATE OUR Lives IN PRACTICE of what we want that to be. But the bottom line is THAT takes practice in flesh and blood life; and more or less; life online is a waste to achieve that; it takes flesh and blood to grow a human life; sitting still before a screen truly can become ritual of a scream of screen; not unlike that famous portrait of ‘Scream’.
I am forced into spending all the time in front of this box; when I am totally disabled and shut-in; but doing it freely is in my opinion, the worst nightmare of any Twilight Zone TV show ever imagined; and yes, at least one does portray that reality now, then, in many folks life of one stuck in the prison of a box that is a home; and now it is a much smaller box illuminated as a screen.
The first step to happiness is to move all around; and not just on sidewalks.
Same truth as forever in the flesh and blood reality that can be human bliss.
The answers lie within in human innate instinct and intuition to human bliss.
Most of the others stuff is just cultural illusion and lies established to make order; subjugate folks through illusory fears; and gain a profit of materialism in the byproducts of culture through that control of humans as slaves; rather than the free humans beings of nature they can potentially become in much greater human potential if allowed to go free range out of a metaphorical bird cage in a mine of mind like a canary.
Anyway, my life is proof of that human truth and I document THAT in flesh and blood that life is a process of improvement and strength throughout the life span, if one practices that and does not sit still and let their life pass in memories of the past, and dreams of a future that will never happen, if one continues to sit still, in one place of life.
Again, the greatest truth humans are made to move and connect to each other in flesh and blood; and there is no fooling Mother Nature AKA GOD without paying the piper of consequences. There is only now and no Saint John 3:16 quick fix to the real heaven of now that is possible with continuing practice in greater human potential, NOW.
Time is only running out if one does not believe in forevermorenow. Now is all there is in reality; all there ever was in reality; and all there ever will be in reality; any other thought is the illusion; now is the reality to choose a real heaven in it; or hell; depending on one’s practice and or choices in life; if they have any clue what those practices and choices are through innate instinct and intuition; and that takes the work of a lifetime in practice to find the answers and exercise them always now for human bliss; a much better choice and practice than the OTHER PLACE..:)
When I am a shut-in, too sick to even live the car when I take my wife to Walmart, sitting in the parking lot, I notice the sour lemon sucking looks on younger folks faces; and the looks of contentment on older folks faces.
The older folks figure it out; this thing called life. It’s that simple, and of course that is a generalization, as exclusions can and do always apply in the rainbow spectrum of humanity..:)
I GET IT all figured out, for me at least; and THAT is for each person to figure out for themselves, along with a ‘little help’ from friends, if they are willing to be open-minded enough to hear it and try it..:)
To each his own; BUT LIFE can literally be a breeze of FEELING WHEN one just gets it figured out and practices it with success in peace of mind in a life of kindness and courage..:)
I watch the movie ‘Killing Jesus’ last night inspired by Bill O’Reilly from ‘Faux’ News; and a greatest controversy associated with that movie is it portrays Jesus as a Humble and Kind, yet courageous Loving human; instead of THE ONLY SON OF GOD.
Now, to be clear, it portrays Jesus as the son of GOD, an anointed Messiah; however, it also portrays all of humankind as sons and daughters of GOD from the TAX MAN to PROSTITUTES.
Additionally, it shows the common sense that Jesus did not do anything truly above Nature’s Laws, as in example of providing comfort to a child having an epileptic seizure with arms wrapped around the child; not fearing the child; while everyone else sees the child as demon possessed.
And yes, my wife as beautiful as she is transforms with her epilepsy contorting her face involuntarily when she is having complex partial seizures that is reflective of the faces of Regan off of the movie the Excorsist.
One seizure is so bad that she gains amnesia for a few days and cannot remember then, the fact that we purchase a 60 inch TV, insisting that people break into our house and put it there; the look on her face is reminiscent of pictures of the SCARIEST portrayals of the mythological devil in facial expressions in her psychological agony then. She gets over that and regains all of her memory thank goodness; and has her happy face again, when she is not angry at me, hehe!..;)
The issue is THAT was then and now is now. And Baphomet and or my wife is no frigging Devil.
Baphomet is an ancient Pagan Deity that evolves from the Greek GOD PAN who in turn evolves from the Egyptian GOD MIN through oral tradition; ALL Natural GOD’s of Nature that symbolize humans connection with the rest of nature, goat headed with androgynous features of breast above the waist and masculine animal legs below the waist; what Baphomet illustrates is the unity of Human and Nature and how the balance of the masculine and feminine, dark and light, makes ALL THAT IS in NATURE A REAL REALITY AKA GOD.
IT’S truly a beautiful symbol when one actually researches the origins of it; the original Egyptian GOD MIN takes it one step further with not only right hand raised in the air for peace and cooperation like HI; but left hand also holding ‘something else’ in honor of human fertility, specifically the male ‘role’ in that.
The official Satanic church hi-jacks this Pagan Deity as a satire of sorts in protest against the way Christianity is still intertwined with state in real effect; particularly in decades past; where Ten Commandments Monuments and such as that are located at Government Buildings. The Satanic Church believes in human individuality without controls of religion to subjugate, oppress, and restrict human nature through repressing ideologies; but no, the place where it separates from the man Jesus’ ideologies as reported in the New Testament is there is no turning the other cheek;
but on the other hand, Jesus suggests
he brings a sword for change too;
so there are even similarities there.
While the official Satanic Church, uses the word term Satanic as well, as a satire in protest of Christianity, the Satanic Church believes in NO SUPERNATURAL PHENOMENON.
Luciferianism, on the other hand, believes in an actual fallen mythological Angel named Lucifer as a bringer of Light and Truth as Knowledge and believe in charity and most of the positive stuff that Jesus is reported to teach; put Jesus in Lucifer ‘clothes’ in that religion and you basically have what Christianity is originally intended for as a socially cooperative Loving way of Life in Enlightenment of Light and Truth; it seriously better reflects Jesus’ teachings than how those teachings are practiced in many so-called modern Christian churches.
In other words, ‘don’t drink the Kool Aid of media’.
The Truth will set ya free in understanding that GOD IS FREE AND SO ARE YOU; AND THE dark and light and masculine and feminine features of Nature are what makes the real GOD of ALL THAT IS what THAT IS; GOD LIVES ON THE BEACH; GOD IS ALL THE BEACH AND GOD IS THE EYES OF i when i walk that beach free without the footprints of culture leading my way to ILLUSIONS OF LIES AND CONSPIRACY CRAP AND ALL THAT JUNK TO DIVIDE AND CONQUER INSTEAD OF just frigging getting along like ‘NORMAL’ social animals do to just frigging survive in balance with the rest of Nature in all the ups and downs of dark and light THAT ALL NATURALLY DOES COME FOR NOW..:)
SO YEAH; the unveiling of a Giant Baphomet Statue in Detroit is truly no different than this morning when I arrive at my Catholic Church, i have currently adopted as a place to connect with others with GOD emotionally and sensorily heart connecting spirit expressing emotions and senses with human Soul as integrated balance of mind and body; no separation; a blanket of HUMAN AND THE REST OF NATURE’S UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE TOUGH LOVE NOW..:)
AND A LARGE STATUE OF AN ALMOST NAKED MAN; WITH A SIX PACK; AND ARMS REACHED TO THE HEAVENS WILL BE HANGING ON THE WALL FOR ALL TO WORSHIP; YES, HUMANS MAKE THE MAN JESUS INTO A GOD; AND SATANISTS MAKE A GOAT MAN INTO A SATIRE; AND THAT IS KINDA IRONIC, SERIOUSLY, AND MAKES THE DETROIT UNVEILING A DELICIOUS SATIRE THAT EVEN the real Jesus can appreciate IF THE HUMBLE MAN IS SOMEHOW REINCARNATED AND ALIVE TODAY, HE WILL PROBABLY be giggling as it is just the medicine the ANTI-CHRIST CHRISTIANS NEED TO SEE TO SEE THE HYPOCRISY OF WHAT THEY DO BY WORSHIPPING A HUMBLE TEACHER RATHER THAN THE GOD OF NATURE inside us, outside us, above so below, and all around us; instead they emasculate a man and make him look like a bearded female in artistic representations as well, like a half female male Baphomet; yeah what comes around goes around; Jesus and GOD ARE FRIGGING LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY SOMEWHERE AS PEOPLE ARE ALIKE ALL OVER IN THE STUFF THEY DO to socially bond over common symbols from words like the three letter one named GOD to the more poetic sounding five letters named ALLAH to whatever the F one wants to use as symbol to try to figure out WTF the meaning of life is to gain existential intelligence. The Truth is everyone has a piece of the pie and no one is either ALL right or wrong as IT IS ALL pArt of the BLANKET OF EXISTENCE; AKA GOD NOW..:)
SO WITH ALL THAT SAID; I WILL SIT, RAISE MY LEFT HAND OF PEACE WITH TWO FINGERS AND SAY HI; IT SURE BEATS HANGING FROM A CROSS; BEEN THERE DONE THAT ALREADY IN REAL LIFE EFFECT; and yes, tHere are benefits to the challenges of life; but sometimes what doesn’t kill to make you stronger dam sure HURTS! I’LL DO PEACE SIGN OVER THE CROSS NOW FOR SURE WITH DUE RESPECT TO THE CROSS AS WELL AS TRUTH OF DARK AND LIGHT IN LIFE..:)
Yeah, I am a FUNKY DUDE TOO; I JUST don’t have a goat head; but yeah, I am mightY hairy; with a growl when I work out that will chase most Goats away in fear of something bigger sounding than them..;)
Nature is Nature; we might as well accept that; and JUST BE FREE LIKE THE REST OF IT AKA GOD..:)
IT’S SO SIMPLE; SO VERY SIMPLE; ONLY HUMANS MAKE IT ‘CRAZY’ WITH SILLY MANUFACTURED IMAGINARY AND CREATIVE DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES COME TO LIFE DARK AND LIGHT..:)
I THINK ALL OF IT IS MIGHTY INTERESTING, FUN, AND CHALLENGING; BUT LIKE I SAID THE TRUTH AND LIGHT WILL SET YA FREE IN REAL HUMAN HEAVEN FOREVER NOW; THE DARK and LIES WILL TRAP YA, MAKE YA SAD, WORRY YA; IMPRISON YA FOREVER NOW IN REAL HUMAN HELL.
I make the simple yet ALWAYS PRACTICING HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL CHOICE AS MIND AND BODY BALANCE OF HEAVEN NOW..:)
And others retain their will and choice to DIE ALIVE in THAT OTHER PLACE; THAT IS SO SAD FOR ME TO WITNESS; AS I FOR one, KNOW AND FEEL NOW HOW TO ESCAPE; NOT UNLIKE BUDDHA, JESUS OR NEO NOW..:)
P.S. The statue of Baphomet unveiled in Detroit is not even an accurate representation of the so-called occult symbol of Baphomet; as it does NOT illustrate Androgynous features of Baphomet.
So it more or less is just another symbol created by someone trying to get A POINT ACROSS..:)