The greaTEST happiness truly comes from the GREATest pain.. if nothing else.. my life now.. is IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE OF THAT friend.. thanks for wading through all my words and providing the best compliment of all.. but truly i wish much greater happiness for you.. my friend.. WITHOUT ANY PAIN AT ALL.. and yes.. truly that is the mission of my dance of life.. easier to portray and explain AND INSTRUCT AS REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE ART in non-verbal language of DANCE than 10 trillion words or so.. smiles.. AND I do literAlly mean THAT as !TRUTH AND LIGHT! ‘KING DAVID’ DOESN’T DANCE FOR NO REASON.. ‘KING DAVID’ DANCES NAKED TO CONNECT WITH GOD; AND MANY SERVANT GIRLS WHO CAN SEE THAT LIGHT AND TRUTH.. AND SO DO MANY ANCESTORS.. and those folks living in Truth and LIGHT NOW.. WELL BEYOND ABRAHAMIC RELIGIONS.. WE ARE ALL ONE RACE OF GOD WITH WORDS OR NOT.. Dance does not LIE.. TRUTH AND LIGHT IS TRULY DANCE
you are a teacher..
one of the most difficult
and rewarding professions of all..
all of math and science scribes of GOD..
and Art of God fills in the rest for and in me..
truly now.. i can find a Uni-verse of Truth and Light
in any number or letter of any Language’s alphabet..
but truly for those who can see the inter-dependent
and inter-connecting relationship of Nature
as GOD from the PHI of Nautilus Shells
and Galaxies to the PI of circle..
the Truth and Light
of all the secrets
science and the rest
of the scribes of Universe
are always now in plain view
of the most of reality for those
with pattern seeking seeing eyes
and ears to come clear now
with Truth and Light..
where all is pArt of ART..
with GOD as the greatest
painter and paint as
one Force of
in school.. math is truly my fastest and easiest skill..
and truly perhaps that is somewhat of a handicap
as I see then as a mundane chore..
to get an almost assured gold star of A..
to meet the grade of the expectations of culture..
Truly it is not until i spend a great deal of time with words..
since 2010.. and not really until 2013.. until i start to see numbers
and letters as reflecting nature and the creative state of mind in humans
that can flow in beautiful art AND science when set free from restrictions.. and
expectations of limiting culture…
My step forward to enlightment and awakening as well as healing
of 19 medical disorders are poetry as it relates
to the alpha-numerical values
of the letter K and H..
and the numbers of
and it is all
a human archetype
coming alive at the core of human
mind and heart for me then..
and thank goodness
i am free from the bounds of culture
to explore that freely to make a mathematical proof
and language construct of the connecting relationship
between the eyes of human and the rest of Nature AKA God..
and the farther I go in unrestricted bounds of hundreds of
thousands of symbols more.. the more Truth
and Light GOD brings to me
all naturally as long
as fingers flow..
and are never tied again by
bounds of culture.. alone…
Thanks so much for dropping by..
and to appreciate GOD
Numbers and Letters
for me is as
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9, and 0 with an H and K..
and for some reason I have a song to link for that..
but the flow of ART in human heArt is truly synchronistic
in psychological meaning with no bounds of science or math..
or other systemizing ways of human science.. alone..
wHere heArt flows as ONE HEART in SOUL
expressed as spirit.. NOW..:)
And on mobile for now.. but that song i want and will link is ‘Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite’ total random creative stuff from the Beatles in ’67.. from a circus flyer.. but back then.. in 2013.. the H and K from the song stand out in synchronisitic psychologically meaningful flow for just me.. I celebrate as much as possible as sacred.. as purpose and meaning AS truly what IT is all about in Life as Truly Holy NOWS..:)
Very little offends me; as i am happy with who i am and have mind and body balance.
Worrying about ‘stuff’ like ‘this’ is a symptom of something;
but i for one sure ain’t gonna worry about it;
and good luck changing anything
about the DSM committee from the APA; that actually has any authority to change any of this;
as that relates to the official diagnoses of Personality Disorders in DSM5+ labeling.
But the most serious of personality disorders are those of chemical imbalances in the brain AND WIRING; BOTH INNATE AND ENVIRONMENTAL; of discomfort in emotional regulation; empathic; and sensory integration; leading to all kinds of anxiety IN emotional; SENSORY; AND empathic human nature.
‘I can cure it simply'; FOR ROOT CAUSES; BY raising children with affection and nurturing all day AND NIGHT long; from ages 0 to 2; and then let the children dance free to regulate their emotions and integrate senses from then on; and then we make human beings as they are evolved to be; once again. Culture and the village no longer reAlly raises a free range child; feed a human machines
OF comfort; instead of flesh and blood in movement, and human emotional, sensory, empathic connection with other humans, and the rest of Nature; and one gets what one feeds it; a cold heArtless machine; with little to no soul and spirit;
YES; THE ROOT CAUSE.
Others of us spurn that; and are coming to the tree of life; instead of the tree of knowledge; alone.
YaY! There is even a theme song for that; with a hidden dancer; in clothes of LOVE. Love IS A way; all else; is truly disorder.
Oh by A way; if one watches the video; and needs a little help with the visual symbolism; the left path on the highway is the left turn to the tree of life; also known as LOVE; the right path on the highway is the right turn to the tree of knowledge; of course in this video the right path is not encouraged over the LEFT PATH OF TRUTH AND LIGHT IN LOVE. ENJOY YOUR RIDE COMPLETELY, SUCCESSFULLY; AND TOTALLY IN SATISFACTION IN THE MAGIC OF LOVE OR NOT; THE WILL MAY BE YOURS; OR NOT; DEPENDING ON INNATE AND ENVIRONMENTAL STUFF; AS HIGHLIGHTED HERE BELOW AND SO ABOVE; inside-outside and ALL AROUND..:)
I’M ON the left path ALWAYS; with a visit here to the right path; now and then; as hey; a balance is still required of dark and light and all of that TRUTH AND DARK TOO..;)
There is tons of research over decades; indicating lack of nurturing in the first years of life has negative epigenetic impact on the future ability for reciprocal social communication as well as much higher risk of mental illness, including the propensity for addiction.
Truly it shouldn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that out; just observing common caring or non-caring parental patterns and the result of that on the offspring from nurturing mice to cats and dogs to primates to humans; Even aloof cats often reflect their aloof owners; whereas loving owners have affectionate cats who love to connect to humans and even others cats; if a territorial animal can be trained to love in nurturing ways; so can a human if nurtured early enough in life.
It’s all about Love or the lack of it; and always will be in terms of human reciprocal social communication; empathy; emotional contagion and human altruism as well; but anyway the research spells it out. The effect and affect of positive and negative epigenetics is the real deal; and counselors who assess and grade autistic folks behind closed doors will tell ya stories about cold parents who have little ability to nurture and love children with that touch feely kind of love..:)
And the study of human behavior also shows that there may be no way to reverse this once the brain wiring has not been accomplished during the first few years of life in and for nurturing love; in other words there are no therapies understood that currently work; a common issue with socio-paths and border line personality disorder; often personality disorders that come from either a non-nurturing atmosphere, social abuse; as well as genetic factors beyond the negative epigenetic effect of childhood abuse; in fact, Tom Insel, the Director of the National Institutes of Mental Health suggests that bullying in formative years in school can may be the epigenetic impact leading to schizophrenic genes of propensity for that disorder coming to epigenetic fruition as well; years later; LOVE counts more than a Love song; and THAT IS A FACT now IN MODERN SCIENCE.
Science understands everything but what is real… Anything is possible in reflecting the Creator with human imagination and creativity.. science has no way to measure the non-repeatable experiment that is the emotion of the human heArt expressed as SpiRit of SoUl.. it’s real.. it’s no fairy tale.. but no.. the only thingy etched in stone.. are rules and regulations in the scientific method.. I like science.. but no.. i do not love Science.. Love is beyond science.. science has no way to repeat the experiment or reality of human or even other animal LOVE..:)
And the last person to ask about Love can be a scientist.. as even science now shows that the systemizing AKA Science mind represses Human Love.. Empathy.. and Social Cognition in general.. and duh.. folks wonder why college students get so dam depressed.. school is no human.. or most work.. and the escape CAN BE LIFE and even LOVE..:)
Sheldon Cooper can tell you what but not why..;) and neither can i.. now is for humans.. then.. is for GOD.. That is if you are talking about the biggest Bang of ALL..:)
Oh by the way.. i rarely sleep.. i am up when the same hemisphere is asleep.. and that includes both hemispheres of my brain.. as well.. i think and feel..;)
Oh yes.. Just a comedian scientist.. Just being silly.. But truly the same applies to the real Stephen Hawking.. I don’t have any Faith in his theory of God.. Smiles.. I have REAL experience always now in my metaphor like Ramadan.. 365 days a year..:)
Interesting perspective.. only thing is yes.. Dawkins IS shackled.. he has the personality of a frigging lemon.. clear to sour.. to bitter too.. the JOY in life is in feeling.. math alone is just numb.. my friend.. there are infinite emotions just waiting for human experience in delightful metaphor of Nirvana existence.. that my friend is a place of heaven.. that is so far far.. away from systemizing thinking minds who do not explore the REAL FEELING OF LIFE thaT can certainly come by moving one’s body as emotions are housed there and not in sitting still glued on a screen.. or stuck in a lecture hall providing cold hard dead facts.. Living is cool.. Death is stagnate with never feelings.. and to be clear this is about Dawkins.. as you don’t seem to take life too seriously that WILL MOST DEFINITELY DRIVE A PERSON TO A LIFE OF MISERY.. SUFFERING.. PAIN.. AND AN EARLY GRAVE.. or perhaps a stay on a Wrong Planet.. DAY AND NIGHT..;)
I read 10 to 15 times faster than the average human being.. and type around 130 words a minute; so what you see of me here.. is only a brief few moments in the free of me..;)
I feel more than THINK THANK GOD NOW.. HEAVEN IS REAL FOR FOLKS WHO CAN FEEL IT.. FOR FOLKS WHO do NOT.. ranging from Fundamentalist Christians to Militant Atheists.. ONE IN SAME.. hell is tHeir REAL HOME wittingly or NOT..:)
No BLACK BOOKS.. NO words required to GO to the REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW.. ONLY DANCING ART IN MOVEMENT IN MUSIC.. NOT LYRICAL SONG OF NOW ALONE.. AND SCIENCE IS NOT EVEN paRt of that equation ALONE in FEELING MY FRIEND..FEELING IS ALLONE WITH GOD AS IS ALL NATURAL NOW..:)
RELATIVE Free HUMAN will is IMAGINING Feeling..
Creating.. and ART IN HUMAN ACTION…
Thinking is not free will..
so perhaps for you..
you may be correct..
but for me NO..
i for one express relative free will in irrefutable fact of ART.
And here’s the thing.. medical science says it is impossible for a person with the disorders I am diagnosed with.. to physically do what I do ranging from leg pressing 930 LBS 25 times now with arms raised in air slowly and surely on parallel leg press about twice as hard as vertical leg press with sled.. like no other man on YouTube 55 or not; or 3900 hundred miles of dance walking martial arts and ballet FREE style everywhere in public; now 22 months, along with 400 or so grinning dancing women photo documented with the gorgeous women ear to ear, with me ecstatically literAlly named as a dance Icon now by adoring dance audience members in the Pensacola Metro area at one of the top 100 rated dance clubs in the good Old U.S. of A.; INCLUDING structural issues like Spinal Stenosis and Severe Degenerative Spinal Arthritis precipitated early by a congenitally fused vertebra with all my other problems that I am sure you are well versed enough in now.. if you’ve been listening to me at all..
Sure you may think YOU do NOT have relative free will; but one day when you feel it you may change your feelings about this in mind and body balance; as that is where the real life is; and then perhaps your thinking may finAlly change my friend; with all due respect; life is too short not to live it without some kind of free will; but yes, sadly enough; some folks apparently live their entire life without any semblance of free will; takes me until age 53 to get tHere; but once one arrives every now is an infinite now of the REAL KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW IN RELATIVE FREE WILL OF MIND AND BODY HUMAN BALANCE..:)
It’s awakening and or enlightenment my friend; same Truth and Light; different metaphors throughout all human history in different languages and tongues and well before that as well; as it is Universal Truth and Light, my friend always now for human being as is for thousands of years..:)
‘You’ may live an illusion; but my life is REAL and totAlly orchestrated by ART of WILL; and trust me it’s impossible not to realize it for most folks who meet me in real life; and most folks in real life; have never come close to meeting someone like me; by their words and not mine; my friend..:)
It’s not easy to express in words; in fact, almost impossible; but flesh and blood without even words says it all in feelings my friends for those who have the ability to sense feelings in other folks as part of normal human affective empathy; mirror neurons and all of that; and much much more beyond eyes of science alone..:)
Science barely touches the greaTEST Uni-Verse of the Internal Universe of human being and all the potential that most definitely does come in human relative free will by becoming an expert in all that truly counts IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE and THAT my friend is in HUMAN BEING 101 AND SO MUCH MORE..:)